Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

moonlight?

moon?

White Moonlight?

Chris Maeda's question pierced Xue Dingbang's heart like a needle tip.On the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival... Xue Dingbang couldn't deny that he was thinking of Yin Ren at that time.From the past to the present, Yin Ren is indeed a ray of light in his heart.

"That's your light, the only light, isn't it?" Maeda Chris said, tears falling down, "Sometimes I really hate myself for being so useless, Dingbangsang! If I Being able to meet you earlier than Lawyer Yin, would you choose me instead of Lawyer Yin?"

"Chris, when Yin Ren and I met, you were not born yet." Xue Dingbang turned his back to Maeda Chris, saw that beautiful face through the reflective glass, and now his face is distorted, "If you still want to make trouble like this Argue with me, and our conversation won't go on."

Chris Maeda wiped away his tears, and the smile he squeezed out was uglier than crying: "Okay! I don't make noise! ​​Dingbangsang said he still wants to talk to me, right? Why don't you sit here? The lawyer beside Lawyer Yin The seat is very crowded, but there is a seat next to me, and it will always be vacant for you."

Xue Dingbang lit another cigarette: "Chris, don't do this."

"Oh, that's fine." Maeda Chris took out his mobile phone from his backpack, "Would you like to listen to the song together? I found the original Chinese version of the song "Red Rose" that Dingbangsang sang last time! He sang It’s really great, it’s all sung to the bottom of my heart!”

Xue Dingbang turned his head and looked at the man with a delicate face.His smile was forced, and there were tears in his eyes, but they stubbornly rolled around and refused to fall.

"Chris..." Xue Dingbang just sighed, as if he couldn't respond to anything except sighing.

Chris Maeda turned his head and blinked in disappointment.He was still maintaining that stubborn smirk, but he couldn't stop the tears from rolling down: "Is that so? That's fine! Since Dingbangsang... said... Lawyer Yin came here, maybe just as a friend...and a relative ..."

Chris Maeda's voice was choked up, his breathing was short of breath, his chest heaved violently, and he couldn't speak any more.

After wiping away tears several times and taking deep breaths more than a dozen times, Maeda Chris managed to stabilize his emotions, and said in a calm tone: "It's just friends and relatives. Seeing Dingbangsang and me, we are kissing each other, sweetly. Wouldn't I be happy for you if I had a relationship? Why did Dingbangsang alienate me because of the bonds between your so-called 'relatives' and 'friends'?"

"I didn't alienate you, nor neglected you." Xue Dingbang said.

"Liar!" Chris Maeda exposed Xue Dingbang's lie without hesitation. "Dingbangsang, you can lie to me, because I love you. So, you lie to me, use me, play with me, hurt me... I will not be angry. As long as you need, as long as you want me to be here By your side, come and hurt me! Who told me to love you?"

Maeda Christ paused, rushed to Xue Dingbang, put his hands on Xue Dingbang's arms: "But Dingbangsang, do you know? I don't want to see you lying to yourself! The way you look now is the same as when you were in Las Vegas. , Saying that you have a girlfriend, there is no difference! You are deceiving yourself! How long have you been saying these words?! Do you even believe yourself? "

"It's not what you think." Xue Dingbang said.But for the first time, he felt that his words were so unconvincing.

Chris Maeda is right.

Xue Dingbang put Yin Ren in the position of "brother" for so long that he himself wanted to attribute the secret emotions hidden deep in his heart to "family affection".

On the way from near Kabukicho to Haneda Airport, Xue Dingbang thought about everything—forget it!This time, Yin Ren must not be let go!

I won't let Brother Ren go anywhere else.

I won't let Brother Ren leave me and go to someone else.

I won't miss out with Brother Ren again, and from now on, I will always be by Brother Ren's side!

"Chris, I'm sorry." Xue Dingbang took a deep breath and made up his mind to hold Chris Maeda's face, "I do have some thoughts about Yin Ren. But that doesn't mean I will be with him. Yin Ren is a restless person I know. I am here waiting for Yin Ren, waiting to hear his decision. Then... tell him my decision."

"What is your decision?" Chris Maeda's eyeballs trembled, and the expression on his face was very complicated, "Are you going to leave me and be with that scumbag Lawyer Yin forever? He obviously won't guard anyone! You see On the captain’s peak, that little slut made out with him! But what about him? He can also leave the boyfriend he just made out with and go talk all night long with the person he has a crush on!!!”

"Can you guarantee that Lawyer Yin will not have another man in the future?"

"Can you guarantee that lawyer Yin will be with you forever in the future?"

"Can you guarantee that Lawyer Yin will not regret his decision now?"

Chris Maeda uttered three soul-questioning questions, which made Xue Dingbang speechless.He thought for a long time, standing like a sculpture in the empty waiting hall of Haneda Airport, guarding the night with the gatepost, waiting for the unpredictable dawn.

"I can't make a decision for Yin Ren." Xue Dingbang thought for a long time, and finally said, "There is no way to make a guarantee for Yin Ren. I can only guarantee myself. I have no regrets about my own choice now."

Maeda Chris's body trembled, and his whole body fell backwards as if struck by lightning.Xue Dingbang held his back, picked up Chris Maeda who was almost dead, and gently placed him on the seat.

Chris Maeda's eyes were wide open, and his pupils were also dilated.Like a doll that lost its life, he limply lay in the middle of the row of benches.

He didn't move, he didn't speak, he wasn't even breathing.

Staring blankly at the eyes ahead, nothing can be seen, only a void of nothingness.

Even if Xue Dingbang left in front of him, he didn't respond at all.

After a few minutes, Xue Dingbang came back with a wet handkerchief and a bottle of water.He poured some cold water on Chris Maeda's face, and strangled Chris Maeda hard.

"Ha-ah!" Maeda Chris suddenly took a breath of air, as if he hadn't breathed in hundreds of years, inhaling desperately.

Xue Dingbang hugged him, covered his mouth, and whispered softly in his ear: "Don't inhale too much, you will pass out."

The thin body in his arms couldn't help shaking, as if an electric current passed through his whole body, shaking like chaff.

After getting to know Chris Maeda, Xue Dingbang always thought that he was still in good health, and had never seen him in such a bad state.

"fraud……"

A weak voice squeezed out of Chris Maeda's throat.He seemed to regain clarity and control over his body.

"Everyone says I'm a liar..." Chris Maeda stared at the floor as if he was blind, "Say magic is a lie...say I'm a lie...Dingbangsang, you are a big liar Well. What are you talking about, as long as I don't propose to break up, we won't break up...you lied to me...you are the big liar..."

"... Chris." Xue Dingbang now said that he was not sad, that was a lie.The sharp iron awl pierced into it, as if it wanted to pierce a hole in his heart.

Things didn't develop as Schrödingbang expected.

Xue Dingbang also did not expect that Yin Ren would want to come to Japan to see him and spend his birthday with him.

At the beginning, Xue Dingbang's promise to Chris Maeda was sincere.He really wants to be with Maeda Chris, and he really intends to accept Maeda Chris.If it wasn't for Yin Ren's sudden phone call, or Yin Ren's request to come to him...

Xue Dingbang had a good impression of Maeda Chris from the first moment he saw Maeda Chris.

But that kind of affection is not enough to compare with Yin Ren's accumulated feelings over the years.

Fate is playing tricks like this, obviously Xue Dingbang never thought of comparing Yin Ren and Maeda Chris, but Maeda Chris always wanted to compare with Yin Ren.Clearly, Xue Dingbang never thought about abandoning his feelings for Yin Ren, but on the captain's peak, Xue Dingbang chose to back down.Clearly Xue Dingbang thought that even if he couldn't choose the one he loved, choosing the one who loved him was still a good decision.

But now, it has become a choice between Yin Ren and Maeda Chris.

"Liar..."

"You're a liar..."

Chris Maeda kept mumbling, his exhausted body leaning against Xue Dingbang's arms.

Xue Dingbang hugged him tightly, just like that, hugging Chris Maeda tenderly, without saying anything.

Now, is it too late to say anything?

Xue Dingbang closed his eyes and said, "I'm sorry, Chris. This is the last time..."

"Before Lawyer Yin came?" Maeda Chris reached out and hugged Xue Dingbang's arm, seeming to have regained some energy, "Dingbangsang, I snatched it from Lawyer Yin... If he came after Tokyo, it means he Do you really care about you? Dingbangsang hopes, will I return you to the man who cares about you?"

Do you care?

Xue Dingbang fell into deep thought.

maybe.

Xue Dingbang himself couldn't say to what extent this feeling went.

Chris Maeda didn't press Xue Dingbang any more, but obediently I was in Xue Dingbang's arms, enjoying his last good cat time.Xue Dingbang didn't know what was going on in his mind, he only saw the lights of the airport cast a heavy shadow on his drooping eyelashes.

"I'm going to buy some water." Xue Dingbang said, "What do you want to drink?"

Maeda Chris blinked and said weakly, "Drink the drink you bought me."

Xue Dingbang nodded, let go of Chris Maeda and left.He walked a few steps and reached into his pocket to touch the phone to check the time, only to find that the phone was not in his pocket.

Xue Dingbang turned his head and walked towards the seat.Chris Maeda was still lying there, motionless like a beautiful doll.

Behind Chris Maeda, Xue Dingbang found his phone.Obviously, this little guy took his things while they were in close contact.

It can only be said that everything is like a well-written script, which fixed Xue Dingbang's life trajectory.

At night, Schrödingbang's cell phone is always set to silent mode.If Xue Dingbang hadn't suddenly wanted to check the time, he might have missed Smith's call—a call that would allow him to make an important decision.