Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

Chris Maeda twitched his little nose and rubbed his red nose on his shoulder: "Am I good or bad? Want to eat Matsutake-kun's family? Will they blame me? Dingbangsang, will you hate me?" ?”

"I don't hate it." Xue Dingbang said, "Why do you think so?"

Chris Maeda said in a crying voice: "I don't have confidence in myself! Because, I'm not sure if Dingbangsang will hate me like this! I don't even know what I have to do now to make you happy ...I don't know what I do that will make you angry and sad. Last night, Dingbangsang was able to hug me, I was really touched."

"A guy like me... can be treated tenderly by you..." Maeda Chris blinked, and tried to hold back his tears, "I'm sorry, it's not like a man to cry, right? My grandpa often said that to me Well. I am not strong enough, kind enough, hardworking or smart enough... Is this me really worthy of liking? I am not surprised that Dingbangsang doesn't like me... But I am still... I have a lot of extravagant demands, and I have a lot of demands on you..."

Chris Maeda took a deep breath and made his final statement to himself: "Thinking about it, I'm such an excessive guy!"

Xue Dingbang touched Chris Maeda's head, and gently stroked the top of his hair with his warm palm.

Without words, what Xue Dingbang wants to convey is clearer than any other language.

Chris Maeda shrank his neck, shook his head slightly, and dawdled in Xue Dingbang's palm.

With a "click", a pine cone hit Chris Maeda on the head.He looked up, and it turned out to be a little squirrel that missed.

Chris Maeda picked up the pine cone, put his hands in his palms, and smiled at the little squirrel: "Is it yours? You have to hold it well, don't drop it again."

In this forest, except for the deceased grandfather of Chris Maeda, few people come here.There are many wild animals, and they are not too afraid of people.The squirrel blinked its small black bean-like eyes, grabbed the pinecone, jumped up the tree nimbly and disappeared.

A gust of wind blew, and the pine needles fell softly on Chris Maeda's shoulders. Xue Dingbang reached out and took off the pine needles, and said softly: "The wind is blowing, let's go back."

By the time the two returned to Chris Maeda's house, most of the afternoon had passed.Chris Maeda hurried to chop firewood, but was stopped by Xue Dingbang: "Chris, do you want to know why I hugged you?"

"Yes?" Maeda Chris nodded, looking at Xue Dingbang curiously, "Why?"

Xue Dingbang took the ax in his hand, and said unhurriedly: "Because you cried. Chris, I don't deny that this incident hit me hard. I was so indifferent to you a few days ago, I don't know why. Hurt you. I was too immersed in my emotions and didn't realize what was going on around me. The world is always changing, Chris...Yin Ren he..."

Bending down, Xue Dingbang placed a piece of wood.He swung the ax and slammed the firewood with the sound of wind.

"He has a new belonging, which is normal."

"It's normal to change your mind temporarily."

The ax blade got stuck in a gap in the wood.

Xue Dingbang hammered hard twice, but didn't go down much.

"So?" Chris Maeda asked, "Does Dingbangsang plan to replace Lawyer Yin with me?"

Xue Dingbang shook his head and looked at Chris Maeda seriously: "Chris, I am very happy that you care about me so much. I have seen everything you have done these days. Last night... when you were crying, I endured I can't help but think - if there is anyone in this world who needs me, it is you. You are at the most difficult time in your life...I should not leave you behind. Let you do so much alone Live, let you bear all this alone, I want to share it for you."

"Dingbangsang!" Chris Maeda jumped up happily.Regardless of Xue Dingbang still holding an ax in his hand, he threw himself into Xue Dingbang's arms, put his arms around Xue Dingbang's neck, stood on tiptoe and kissed Xue Dingbang's chin several times, "I'm so happy, are you finally willing to accept me? Dingbangsang, hurry up, I can't wait! My mouth is so lonely!"

Xue Dingbang lowered his head and exchanged a warm kiss with Chris Maeda, and the two hugged each other tightly for a long time, until their mouths felt numbness that could not be ignored before they separated.

Maeda Chris touched his almost unconscious mouth, and said anxiously: "I think my mouth is missing."

"No, it's still there." Xue Dingbang sipped on his red and swollen lips, "I chopped up all the firewood, you go to prepare the ingredients first, eh? Can we have the matsutake set meal today?"

Chris Maeda nodded happily. He got a small dustpan and started cleaning the dirt on the matsutake in the yard.The main purpose is of course not to deal with Matsutake, but to watch his beloved Dingbangsang.

Xue Dingbang was sweating from chopping firewood. He was taking off his shirt and standing shirtless in the yard.Sweat flowed down his strong muscles, outlining his perfect lines without a trace of fat.

Maeda Chris stared at Xue Dingbang with stars in his eyes.

The ax was really dull, and the work of chopping wood did not go very well.Maeda Chris looks so thin, but his efficiency is much faster than Schrödingbang's.The hardness of the wood is beyond Xue Dingbang's imagination.Some even have lumps of wood, and it takes a lot of force every time to split it.

"Can't you chop firewood?" Maeda Chris finally saw the clue, smiling and walking beside Xue Dingbang with his hands behind his back, "Every time I use brute force to break the firewood! Although I like Dingbangsang to split the firewood vigorously." , it looks so handsome with its bulging muscles! But, this is not allowed!"

Xue Dingbang was born in the city.Although before the age of 14, he would go back to his hometown in the countryside with Yin Ren almost every summer vacation, but he was also a young master in the countryside and didn't have to work at all.He swims and climbs trees with Yin Ren every day, catches fish and eggs, or teases cats, dogs, geese and chickens, and is chased by cats, dogs, geese and chickens...

In Xue Dingbang's generation, many families in China only had one child, and they loved the baby very much.Heavy farm work, let alone a distinguished guest from the city like Xue Dingbang.Even for children in the countryside, adults feel sorry for them, and may not let them do it.

Like Chris Maeda, he has to do a lot of farm work at a young age, and few do rough and heavy work.

"I've never done these things." Xue Dingbang replied honestly, feeling a little offended.

The vow of "I will help you share it" is more difficult than Xue Dingbang thought.

"It turns out that Dingbangsang is also not good at things! I thought Dingbangsang is omniscient and omnipotent! Well, leave it to me!" Chris Maeda stuck out his tongue mischievously, and snatched the gun from Xue Dingbang's hand. The axe, "Today it's enough to chop the firewood for our bathtub tonight! Tomorrow I'll find out where the whetstone is, and sharpen this blunt axe!"

Xue Dingbang stood where he was, and took off his gloves to Chris Maeda: "Don't be too aggressive, I'll cook first."

After Maeda Chris chopped the firewood, he also burned some charcoal.In the country, many things need to be made by yourself.They grilled the delicious grilled matsutake with the charcoal strips made by Chris Maeda.

"It's really luxurious!" Chris Maeda picked up a piece of roasted matsutake, put it under his nose and sniffed it, "It's so fragrant, Dingbangsang! Then... Mr. Matsutake, please all of you become Buddhas Go! Amitabha, Amitabha! I'm going to start!"

Maeda Chris dipped it in the wasabi-infused soy sauce, and then took a hard bite, squinting his eyes happily, seeing his teeth but not seeing his eyes: "Delicious!!! As a Japanese, I am so happy! Mom, this Is it heaven?! This fragrance is really unbearable! In my mouth, it is autumn!!!”

Xue Dingbang also took a bite, feeling the taste...

A little rushed.

The wasabi smell almost overwhelms the matsutake aroma.Maybe he dipped too much wasabi...Maybe he failed, or Maeda Chris doesn't taste the same as him...

Xue Dingbang finished eating a piece of roasted matsutake calmly, but refused to move his chopsticks again.

I specifically searched the app for how to make matsutake set meals. It seems that the original ecological food this time does not seem to meet Schrödingbang's taste.But the matsutake cup steamed egg is unexpectedly tender and delicious, even if there are only two pieces of matsutake and a little salt besides the egg.

The cooked matsutake soup uses Karuizawa mountain well water and a little salt.Chris Maeda drank two large bowls by himself.The cooked matsutake rice was something that Chris Maeda missed day and night. He couldn't stop talking about how delicious it was, and he made three bowls of it.

After eating, Chris Maeda lay on Xue Dingbang's lap while touching his bulging belly.

Chirping insects rang in his ears, Maeda Chris stretched out comfortably, and stretched his body in the corridor.The warm sunset reflects the red leaves at the foot of the mountain.The curling smoke rising from the forest was also dyed red.Like a flame, it ignited the heart of the mountain.

Chris Maeda yawned, with a tired look on his face: "It would be great if I could eat matsutake rice every day! Let's go find matsutake tomorrow, shall we?"

"Isn't there a guest coming tomorrow?" Xue Dingbang asked.

"It's not a guest! People from the village." Chris Maeda covered his mouth casually, and yawned again, "I still want to eat matsutake rice! No matter how many times I eat it, I won't get tired of it."

"There are still nine in the refrigerator, and they can be eaten for a while." Xue Dingbang said, "Tomorrow, let's go buy some vegetables and daily necessities. All the dishes today are only matsutake, without any side dishes... Chris, do you want Do you eat saury?"

Chris Maeda scratched his ears, and folded his legs comfortably: "Compared to saury, I still want to eat matsutake! Dingbangsang knife is really good! It looks like there are so many matsutake! It only uses One! Let’s pick some more tomorrow, if we don’t pick any more, we will have to wait until next year!”

Xue Dingbang lowered his eyes, and the question went straight to the point: "What are you running away from? What have you been running away from and afraid of since you returned to Karuizawa? Last night, why were you crying?"

Chris Maeda turned his head in embarrassment: "My only relative is dead, can't I cry?"

"lie."