Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

"what?"

Xue Dingbang, who was writing and drawing on the draft paper, was a little stunned, and didn't understand what Chris Maeda was referring to for a while.

"Dingbangsang, you care about me very much." Chris Maeda was gentle and enthusiastic, lying on Xue Dingbang's lap, looking up at him with provocative eyes, "You still like me, right?"

Xue Dingbang put out the cigarette butt, and exhaled the last puff of smoke: "I never hate you. It's late, go to sleep."

"Dingbangsang, I was bullied today." Maeda Chris simply sat on Xue Dingbang's lap, using his own weight to hold him back, "I'm very sad, sad and scared. Dingbangsang can Believe me, I am very happy to be able to stand up for me. Besides, you made supper and waited for me to come back, are you... just a little...just a little...willing to accept me?"

Xue Dingbang patted Chris Maeda on the head, and said softly, "Go to sleep."

Maeda Chris was so wronged that he hooked Xue Dingbang's neck and refused to let go: "Obviously you still like me, why don't you accept me?"

"Because I don't want to use you anymore." Xue Dingbang reached around Chris Maeda's body and tidied up the documents and papers on the table, "I don't want to hurt you again. If we maintain the previous relationship, I can't guarantee that we will be able to sing and dance together." What happened in Kikicho will never happen again. I... can't forgive myself."

"I forgive you!" Maeda Chris quickly kissed Xue Dingbang on the face, "I forgive you for you!"

"...I'm sorry." Xue Dingbang gently pushed Chris Maeda away, got up and left.

Looking at his back, Chris Maeda's eyes were blurred and he murmured to himself: "Dingbang, can you stop being so gentle to me? Why don't you abuse me and make me leave you? Or - more seriously Hurt me! Hurt me completely?! Why...why do you treat me so gently? It's so gentle and cruel..."

The dense fog in Karuizawa in late autumn shrouded the small courtyard in the mountain village.Yusuke on the window sill was swimming around in the glass fish tank with his big eyes staring.These days, Xue Dingbang took good care of even the goldfish who had no sense of existence.

Except for the few days when Chris Maeda took care of him when he first came to Karuizawa, Xue Dingbang took care of him the rest of the time.Saying "Yusuke is my son", Maeda Chris often forgets to feed the goldfish.

Now, Chris Maeda suddenly looked at Yusuke in the fish tank, and suddenly felt the same feeling of being left out.

Will Yusuke, who has been staying in the small fish tank, feel lonely?

"I'm sorry, Yusuke." Chris Maeda took the fish tank into his arms and murmured in a low voice, "I understand your feelings a little bit now. How can I get your dad back? He was gentle and cold to me, making me Feeling so lonely..."

Xue Dingbang stood outside the window and saw Maeda Chris holding the fish tank and talking through the gap.Tears ran across his face, dripped into the water, and rippled.The bleak autumn wind blows across the courtyard in late autumn, disturbing the quiet night.The moonlight shakes the figure behind the window, and the pine forest rustles.

Maeda Chris looked up, only to see the empty windows and the moonlight reflecting in front of the windows.He held Yusuke and pushed open the door, and stepped on something soft.Looking down, it turned out to be a thick quilt for winter.

A post-it note was placed on the quilt, and it was written in Xue Dingbang's vigorous and beautiful handwriting - go to bed early.

Chris Maeda knelt on the ground, hugging the thick and warm quilt tightly with both hands.

"It's so warm and comfortable..." He buried his face in the quilt and sighed softly, "Yusuke, shall we sleep together?"

Chris Maeda took the quilt away, made a bed for himself, and then moved the fish tank to his pillow.

Before going to sleep, Chris Maeda did not forget to knock on the edge of the glass jar: "Good night, Yusuke."

With big eyes puffed out, Yusuke gradually sank to the bottom of the water, falling into a deep dream together with Chris Maeda.

From that day on, Yusuke slept next to Chris Maeda every day.Autumn has gradually passed away, the temperature in the mountains is low, and winter comes early.In early November, Karuizawa's ski resorts are open to the public.

In the country, it's late November and the first first snows are quietly falling on the mountain territories.

Xue Dingbang gets along well with Chris Maeda these days, but the relationship between the two is more intimate than polite.Chris Maeda has not given up yet, and acts like a baby to Xue Dingbang from time to time, but Xue Dingbang will fulfill his wish if the request is not too excessive.

Just like now—Chris Maeda lay on Schrödingbang's lap and yawned: "Dingbangsang, the car should have snow chains."

"...Well." The sound of the pen tip rubbing against the paper made Xue Dingbang a little annoyed, "I have to buy a blackboard."

Years of teaching career have made Schrödingbang more accustomed to using blackboards and chalk.Compared with calculating with pen and paper, he prefers the feeling of chalk across the blackboard.Yin Ren knew his habit, so in the house in New York, Yin Ren prepared the best blackboard for him, as well as his favorite, Japanese "Hagoromo" chalk.

Maeda Chris climbed up Xue Dingbang's body and sat up, his pretty face was full of doubts: "Is paper and pen not easy to use?"

Xue Dingbang pushed Chris Maeda away calmly, and started to sort out the drafts he had written: "It's just a habit. Chalk is easier to rub and easy to correct." Xue Dingbang paused, afraid that Chris Maeda might misunderstand, and added, "I teach Habits left behind . . . that's all."

"Then buy it!" Maeda Chris moved his body back and opened his legs, "If you need money... please insert the card."

"What?" Xue Dingbang was puzzled. "What card do you insert?"

"Well... this is a 24-hour ATM." Chris Maeda pointed at himself and blinked mischievously, "You can withdraw money by inserting the card. Dear Mr. Xue, how much do you need to withdraw?"

"Nonsense." Xue Dingbang scolded, "Have you forgotten how to guarantee it?"

Chris Maeda stuck out his tongue: "Not yet."

In order to keep Maeda Chris's hard-won job, Maeda Chris promised the manager that he would never perform provocative magic tricks again.Xue Dingbang understood his little thought, it was just to ask for some tips.This kind of flattery and teasing will misunderstand the audience and guests, and cause complaints.

Even so, Maeda Chris was often harassed by guests.

Without him, she looks too good-looking, and her demeanor has an irresistible temptation.Just the look in his eyes is enough to make people tremble.Every time Xue Dingbang went to pick up Chris Maeda, he threw himself into Xue Dingbang's arms like a little bird, saying how much money he made today.He also talked about some guests, but no matter what grievances he suffered, even if his eyes were red from crying in the locker room, he would not complain to Xue Dingbang.

"As long as I see Dingbangsang, I'm happy enough!" Chris Maeda said to Xue Dingbang. "As long as I see you, all my troubles don't matter."

Chris Maeda is so well-behaved and sensible, he always reports good news to Xue Dingbang but not bad news.Always thinking of various tricks, trying to make Xue Dingbang happy.The more he was like this, the harder it was for Xue Dingbang to say the word of leaving.

Now Xue Dingbang can't go anywhere, and can only stay in the countryside of Karuizawa to write books.Chris Maeda helped Xue Dingbang a lot, including regarding that book, he was a so-called "assistant" to Xue Dingbang.

Although he said "I don't understand mathematics", Chris Maeda would still carefully read every word Xue Dingbang wrote.

It's just because Xue Dingbang said: "This book is originally written for people who don't understand mathematics. You read it first, and I will revise it if you don't understand it until you can understand it."

The days in the country are warm and peaceful.Xue Dingbang didn't have many things to worry about. Apart from writing books, taking Maeda Chris to work every day, he went to visit his neighbor's grandmother Narita.

Chris Maeda was able to get the job, and he was not fired after getting into trouble many times, all thanks to his referee being Grandma Narita.

From Grandma Narita, Xue Dingbang learned a lot of Japanese dishes.In terms of cooking and tea art, Grandma Narita is really a master.Just like what Maeda Chris described - the food in the hotel is just a parody of her.

Narita Hotel's kaiseki dishes and home-cooked dishes are basically developed by Narita's grandma.

From her, Xue Dingbang inquired a lot about Maeda Chris's past.Things that Maeda Chris didn't want to say, things he didn't want to talk about.Running to Narita's grandma's house twice in three days, Xue Dingbang seemed to be a relative of Narita's family.People in the village also began to gossip, Maeda Chris would refute it every time he heard it, and drive away those tongue-twisters like sparrows.

Just like when they went out today, they blasted away those annoying little kids.

"Hey! You stinky brats!" Chris Maeda took the broom and rushed out, shouting, "Throw stones at my house again, and I'll put all the stones in your mouth!"

Not only the stones, but also the newly erected house number under the door has been graffitied more than once.Chris Maeda was so angry that these stinky brats still wanted to find something for him to do even though he was in a hurry.He picked up the bucket and wiped those damned graffiti with Schrödingbang. It was nothing more than a painting of two men holding hands and standing under an umbrella.

It doesn't matter if you draw it, Chris Maeda hates those insulting words.

"It's outrageous!" Maeda Chris cursed bitterly while wiping off the stain, "I really want to see what their parents look like!"

fake girl...

male elder sister...

pervert...

And next to the man who is obviously tall, there are words "fool", "stupid", "blind"...

"Don't have trouble with those kids." Xue Dingbang erased the handwriting and his own graffiti, but kept Maeda Chris's graffiti, "I drew you so cute, so don't erase it."

Maeda Chris immediately pouted to express his dissatisfaction: "Dingbangsang! Why?"

Xue Dingbang replied calmly: "I will paint it next time after wiping it off, why not keep it."

Just keep the status quo, Xue Dingbang thought.

As long as the status quo is maintained, he and Chris Maeda can coexist peacefully.As long as the status quo is maintained, he will not do anything he regrets.

However, even if Schrödingbang wants to maintain the status quo so much, fate will break the fragile balance between them.