Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

The silhouette outlined by the setting sun is surprisingly familiar.

Xue Dingbang was almost about to call out that name, but he forcibly suppressed it.

Because, that's not him.

"Is it cold?" The last sunshine of the day cast a warm halo on Xue Dingbang's smile.The soft and warm light shone in his eyes, "Why did you come out without wearing a scarf? Don't you like red? Why don't you speak, Chamberlain?"

"No, it's not." Chamberlain shook his head and took off his mask. The white mist he exhaled covered his face and blurred his outline, "I, I just... come out and go shopping... I'm sorry, Mr. Xue."

He lowered his head, his voice was moaning like a mosquito, and he could no longer hear clearly what he said later.

With a smile on his face, Xue Dingbang untied his scarf, put it around his neck, and asked, "Do you not like box lunch?"

Chamberlain lowered his head, half of his face was buried in the scarf with Schrödingbang's body temperature, covering his overly thin jaw.His eyebrows and eyes very similar to that person made Xue Dingbang feel a little dazed for a moment.

The setting sun covered him with bright colors, like the halo of the moonlight.

Xue Dingbang gently embraced his shoulders, and said softly: "I haven't eaten yet, there is a good restaurant nearby, can you go with me?"

Chamberlain had neither the reason nor the position to refuse.Xue Dingbang held his wrist and smiled gently at him.

There is no possibility of rejection.

The small Japanese restaurant is cramped and crowded, but it has a very earthy atmosphere.The grilled meat sizzled on the charcoal fire, exuding a tempting aroma.The steaming soup was placed in front of him, and the white water mist curled up, blurring Chamberlain's face.

"In Rome, you have to live like a Roman." Xue Dingbang helped Chamberlain break off the disposable chopsticks, and placed them next to the spoon thoughtfully. "Since I have come to Japan, it would be a pity not to eat Japanese food."

Chamberlain stared at the rice casserole made of grains of rice in front of him, nodded solemnly, and said, "Mr. Xue...it's the first time for me to eat with other people. Ah, sorry..." He wiped his eyes and used Stir the casserole rice evenly with a spoon, "Now I think... Japanese scorpion is better than the United States."

"There is no better home anywhere." Xue Dingbang took a sip of his wine and looked at Chamberlain with his elbows on the table. "What are your plans during this time?"

Chamberlain was eating a few mouthfuls of rice, his cheeks bulging like a little hamster.He was stunned by Xue Dingbang's question, stared at Xue Dingbang dumbfounded, and shook his head for a long time.

"So, you want to listen to my arrangement?" Xue Dingbang nodded and smiled, took out the wallet from his pocket, and pulled out all the Yujisang in it, "Take these first. Many places in Japan need cash. You can take this Go to emergency, remember to pay me back."

Chamberlain clenched his palms tightly, without refusing or refusing.His tear-filled eyes flickered in the dim light of the diner.

"...Mr. Xue." Chamberlain trembled his injured lips and couldn't help crying, "How should I be grateful for your help?"

"Live well." Xue Dingbang replied.

After dinner, Xue Dingbang sent Chamberlain back to the Internet Cafe Hotel.Under the street lamp, Chamberlain stepped on Schrödingbang's shadow and moved slowly behind him.

Xue Dingbang turned his head, his smile was more dazzling than the street lights: "Are you tired?"

"No, it's not." Chamberlain raised his head, with unconcealable panic in his eyes, "I just had some strange thoughts. Mr. Xue, maybe I'm too complacent? I, I'm actually... still the first Once, walking down the street with someone like that. I mean, go out to a restaurant and then walk back. Whether it’s a hotel, or whatever . . . it’s always about knowing where you can go.”

Xue Dingbang just smiled, and sent him back to the Internet cafe hotel in a gentlemanly manner.The Internet cafe hotel is only a few minutes' walk away from the restaurant where they eat.

At the door, Xue Dingbang took off the scarf around his neck and wrapped it around himself again.

"Rest early." The cold wind in the winter night blew the bangs on Xue Dingbang's forehead.With a warm smile like a spring breeze, he blended into the crowd.

Chamberlain froze for a moment, then followed with his handbag in his hand.He walked unsteadily, squeezing passers-by was harder than parting the Red Sea.

Xue Dingbang felt someone following behind him, and turned around to see Chamberlain following him panting.The street lamp was like the moon, illuminating Chamberlain's skin so white and glowing.His pitiful puppy eyes, every look said "don't go".

His face was extremely similar to that person's, as well as his style of clothes, and that person's eyes that he had never seen before... Xue Dingbang felt that he must have drunk too much tonight.The things that have obviously been decided to put in the bottom of my heart, floated up again on the boat of alcohol.The path that had been clearly decided was once again deviated under his feet.

Schrödingbang couldn't do it.

Facing the eyes of an abandoned little animal, he couldn't turn his back.

In the face of the suffering of others, he cannot pretend not to see it.

Xue Dingbang stretched out his hand, took Chamberlain to his side, and asked in a low voice: "Is there anything you forgot to take?"

"Mr. Xue, I heard..." Chamberlain was panting a bit, his body was staggering, and he was still very weak, "Japanese people go to taverns one by one. Can... go to a few more places? Walk a little longer? Just a little while ..."

Chamberlain's voice was choked up, his eyes were red, and his smile was stiff and forced.His thin shoulders trembled as he spoke.With his back to the light, the pleading words gushed out of his mouth together with the white mist, making his face blurred as if separated by a thin veil.

The oversized sweater wraps his thin body.

Xue Dingbang closed his eyes.

A few years ago, it was the same winter night, with a similar face, and a coat and sweater of the same color.

That person also said to Xue Dingbang: "Walk a little longer?"

Xue Dingbang lowered his head, his eyes fell on the bandage on Chamberlain's left wrist.

"Okay." When he raised his head, he had a warm smile on his face, "but don't drink, it's not very good for the wound."

The topic of the two is always on some irrelevant things.After walking through several taverns, Xue Dingbang felt that he probably drank too much.He may have some hallucinations in front of him, which made him feel dazzled.

The way Chamberlain lowered his eyes, talked about what happened after Xue Dingbang left Las Vegas, the erratic look in his eyes, and the way he peeked at Xue Dingbang, they all resembled that person very much.

Even the way Chamberlain drank water was very much like that person trying to hide his thoughts.

"Go back." After eating the last skewer of grilled chicken, Xue Dingbang took out his mobile phone and took a look, "It's almost 10:30."

With flushed cheeks, Chamberlain stared pitifully at Xue Dingbang for a long time, and followed Xue Dingbang in a daze.He twisted the corners of his clothes with his hands, and he still couldn't lift his head, as helpless as an abandoned puppy.

Xue Dingbang walked ahead with his mobile phone, replying to the message from Chris Maeda.His lively and cute little honey is also emoticon, emoji, and even sent a selfie.

In the photo, Maeda Chris and Arthur are in a restaurant, eating American desserts.Chris Maeda made a cream beard very playfully, and smiled happily at the camera.

Xue Dingbang shook his head and asked him what time he would come back.

Soon, a message was returned from Chris Maeda.

【Do you miss me? 】

Xue Dingbang directly sent a voice message: "Well, I miss you."

Before Chris Maeda could reply, the person behind Xue Dingbang stopped him: "Mr. Xue, we seem to have gone too far."

Xue Dingbang turned off his mobile phone and smiled gently at Chamberlain: "Sorry, I'm looking at my mobile phone. It's too far to go around here. If we go through the alley, we can go directly to the street of the Internet cafe and hotel. The road is not difficult, come with me .”

Chamberlain followed Xue Dingbang obediently, and walked into the alleys that were inaccessible.The alley was not very narrow, but it still seemed a bit crowded for two tall men to pass side by side.

It was dark in the alley, Xue Dingbang turned on the light of his mobile phone to illuminate the ground, and walked in front.

The road is not far and not long.

The alley of tens of meters will soon come to an end.

The lights of the city are only a few steps away, and the neon lights outline Schrödingbang's back.His drunken gait was a little unsteady, and his upright figure was a little wobbly.He turned his head, smiled at Chamberlain, and softly reminded Chamberlain to pay attention to his feet.The bangs on his forehead swayed in the night with his movements, and those slightly moist eyes were so gentle that they seemed to be able to envelop the whole world.

With his heart beating like a drum, Chamberlain rushed up and hugged Xue Dingbang from behind. "I'm sorry, Mr. Xue." He said, "I'm very scared...I don't want Mr. Xue to go, and I don't want to be alone."

With a crying voice, he shook Xue Dingbang's eardrum and exploded in Xue Dingbang's head.

Dingbang, don't go.

I don't want to be alone.

I'm scared.

Xue Dingbang broke away from Chamberlain's hand, turned around and stared at him drunkenly, frowning slightly.

The strong smell of alcohol hit his face, and Chamberlain sniffled, feeling dizzy from the blowing breath.He didn't know where the strength and courage came from, trembling his injured and damaged lips, tremblingly pressed Xue Dingbang's mouth that was hesitating to speak.

Xue Dingbang lowered his eyes, only seeing his trembling lips, and his slender eyelashes that were gently agitated.

Not only his eyelashes, but Chamberlain's whole body was trembling. He stared at Xue Dingbang obsessively for a long time, squeezed out his breath from his chest and whispered in Xue Dingbang's ear: "...you smell so sweet."

Xue Dingbang's eyes flickered, and he saw the playboy smiling and hooking his neck, feeling the cool tip of his nose brushing behind his ears and whispering: "Dingbang, you smell so sweet."

That night, that man, that tone, that look...reappeared again.

Everything became a catalyst, igniting the raging flame in Xue Dingbang's heart.He couldn't control himself, and his mind was instantly swallowed up by the flames, leaving nothing left.

Schrödingbang was short of breath, like a bellows.

He grabbed Chamberlain by the shoulders and pinned him against the wall.He fiercely and crazily kissed the prey under him, the similar height, similar face, even the warm breath and the smell of the sweater, they all looked like the one who couldn't let go.

Biting like a beast, Chamberlain couldn't help but groan in pain.He instinctively wanted to run away, flinching back, avoiding the kiss that seemed to be encroaching, biting, and revenge.

But Schrödingbang didn't give him a chance. Chamberlain was grabbed by the wrist and pinned to the top of his head.

"Don't run away!"