Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

Chris Maeda sniffled and pulled out the squashed hair from under his body.

"I'm sorry, Dingbang." Maeda Chris fiddled with the head flower, trying to stand up the flattened part again, "I let you down, right? Yes, I peeked at your phone, I I know it's wrong. But I can't just watch Chamberlain play tricks in front of me!"

No matter how unwilling Maeda Chris is, how much he tries to tidy up the crushed flowers, it is futile.The flower head is still flat, and the crushed metal wire can no longer be supported, and it turns back into the original cute little ball.

Chris Maeda finally lost his patience and threw the flower on the table vigorously.The head flower bounced on the ground and rolled to the corner, covered with dust.

"What is he thinking about you, don't you know? I'm your boyfriend! Dingbang, you are so ambiguous with him even though you have me! I can't be magnanimous in such a thing!" Maeda Ke Reese stood up, clenched his fists and walked towards Xue Dingbang step by step, "Everything you have is mine! Even if it is a god, I will not let it go! Let alone a mere Chamberlain!"

Chris Maeda's face flushed unnaturally, before taking two steps, his eyes turned dark, his footsteps were weak and he fell headlong.Xue Dingbang quickly supported his body with his eyes and hands, and probed his forehead, only to find that his hands were terribly hot.

From the time he saw Maeda Chris in the park, Xue Dingbang felt that his expression was not right.Even the cold wind in winter can't lower the temperature on his forehead too much.

"Have you been holding on all this time?" Xue Dingbang finally softened his heart, hugging Chris Maeda in his arms and pressing against his forehead, "Ah Fu, you know you made a mistake, shouldn't you kneel down and apologize? Hmm ? So confident, just because I like you, I can do whatever I want. It's too much!"

"Facing Dingbang, I'm just going too far!" Maeda Chris gasped and hooked Xue Dingbang's neck tearfully, "I really can't share anything about you with others. Am I selfish? You don't want to I hate being so selfish, I can't change it. I don't plan to change... If I'm not selfish enough, you're going to run away with someone else! I don't want to be without Dingbang by my side!"

"Yes, selfish and willful." Xue Dingbang carried him into the bedroom, put him on the ground and made a bed for him.

Chris Maeda hugged his legs, put his chin on his knees, and watched Xue Dingbang busy without blinking his eyes.After a while, his head became drowsy, his eyes became more and more blurred, and he fell asleep with his head tilted.

"Ah Fu, I still can't forgive you." Xue Dingbang made the bed, turned his head and found that Chris Maeda had fallen asleep.He sighed, had no choice but to hug him up, took off his coat and stuffed it under the quilt. "I'll still punish you." He tapped the tip of Chris Maeda's nose, and said in a low voice, "Remember this beating first, and I'll settle the score with you when you're better."

Xue Dingbang left the bedroom and closed the door behind him.

In the dimly restored room, Chris Maeda opened his eyes wide.He turned over, covered his mouth and secretly sobbed a few times, and couldn't help laughing again.

Although he and Chamberlain had agreed to meet, Xue Dingbang still couldn't spare the next day.After Maeda Chris got sick, he became very clingy.He was originally a clingy person, but because of his fever and lack of strength, he became a triple clingy person.

On this day, the two of them did nothing.

Chris Maeda nestled lazily in Xue Dingbang's arms, put his feet in the kotatsu and watched boring TV programs.He peeled the orange, carefully picked off every strand of white silk, and stuffed it into Xue Dingbang's mouth.

"Dingbang, is it sweet?" Maeda Chris squinted his eyes and smiled, looking forward to Xue Dingbang's affirmation.

"Not as sweet as you." Xue Dingbang stroked his smooth and tender cheeks with the back of his hand, and taught with a straight face, "But I'm still angry. Don't think that you can get away with it."

"Dingbang wants to hit me?" Maeda Chris blinked, tilted his head and stared pitifully at Xue Dingbang's eyes, "Then, how much can this orange be worth a dozen?"

"Don't bargain!" Xue Dingbang slapped his little butt, and moved him out of his arms, "Stay here obediently, I have to cook."

Chris Maeda watched him leave, and then watched him close the kitchen door.

Xue Dingbang leaned against the door and sent a message to Chamberlain.

Yesterday evening, in the park, Chamberlain's words, Chamberlain's desperate eyes, and the back view of Chamberlain's leaving, have always been in Xue Dingbang's mind.He felt empty in his heart, as if he had lost something.

It was also not long after the New Year.After the New Year's holiday, Yin Ren has to return to the heavy work of the office.Schrödinger's winter vacation starts before Christmas and ends a week after the New Year's holiday in January.

When Yin Ren goes to work, Xue Dingbang cooks, does housework, thinks or reads at home.

After Yin Ren got off work, Xue Dingbang and Yin Ren had dinner together, watched movies, played games, and went to the park for picnics.

Such a day, warm and beautiful.Until an unexpected guest arrives uninvited.

Partner Smith knocked on the door of their home, bringing his twin sons with him.He came here for an additional purpose, and the main purpose was to come to complain about Yin Ren.

At the dinner table, Smith kept scolding Yin Ren, scolding him for not working, and scolding him for ruining the office that had finally improved.Yin Ren rolled his eyes impatiently, holding his neck in various rebuttals.He complained that he was a working machine squeezed by Smith, and complained that he was too old to stay up all night.It wasn't until Smith told the truth that he shut up embarrassingly.

"You can pull it off! Can't stay up late? Who are you fooling?" Smith said this sentence almost through gritting his molars, "Who went to nightclubs after finishing work in the early morning?!"

Yin Ren was so anxious that it was too late to cover his mouth.

Xue Dingbang believed that Yin Ren must have wanted to tear Smith apart at that time, because now he felt that the smile on Yin Ren's face at that time was more rigid and unnatural than the smile made by plasticine.

All along, Xue Dingbang would call Yin Ren good night when he was free.Every time Yin Ren said, he fell asleep.In the end, he hung up the phone and ran to the flower shop in the nightclub?

Smith packed away the rest of the food in a happy mood, and patted Xue Dingbang on the shoulder by the way: "Old Xue, everything depends on you! I don't think you want to shrink the dividend at the end of the year because of Yin Ren, do you?"

After sending Smith away, Xue Dingbang locked the door behind him.

Yin Ren also pretended to be indifferent, crossed Erlang's legs, and nestled on the sofa.He pretended not to care, pressed the remote control, and kept changing channels.The rapid jogging of his index finger on his knee revealed his panic.

This is Yin Ren's habitual little action, and Xue Dingbang can tell it at a glance.

Xue Dingbang knew Yin Ren better than anyone else - Yin Ren was not a man who would keep his own place.

Those lovers in the university who throw away every day and every week make him restless.After graduation, he became single, and when he arrived in New York, he couldn't settle down even more.Born to pursue novelty and excitement, his feelings are like a leaf in the river, not staying for any night.

Xue Dingbang approached Yin Ren, aroused Yin Ren's attention, and also detonated his nervousness.

Yin Ren used a hippie smile to cover up his nervousness: "I admit that I went out to play, and I also know that I was wrong. Dingbang, how do you want brother to atone for his sin? Strip naked and jump into New York Harbor?"

"Dingbang, I really went." He said, and he really started to take off his clothes, "As long as you can forgive me, let alone New York Harbor, Brother Pacific can also swim there!"

Yin Ren took off his shirt, revealing his strong chest and shoulders.

Xue Dingbang knew that Yin Ren was restless, but he never thought that he would be so restless.The man who called at night to say he was tired from working overtime, and the man who pestered him to read to sleep, would act coquettishly begging for comfort a second before, and then rush to the nightclub to hunt for sex as soon as the phone hung up.

Dazzled by the anger of betrayal, Xue Dingbang couldn't remember what happened afterwards.When he came to his senses, Yin Ren was already half naked, with his hands clasped behind his back, and he was lying face down on the sofa.

I can only vaguely remember Yin Renman's apology indifferently: I am also willing to jump to New York Harbor!

Xue Dingbang was panting badly, and every cell in his body was instigating him to commit crimes.Yin Ren was right in front of him, bound by him, with his hands behind his back.Yin Ren's graceful waist and hips were right in front of his eyes.Yoon In's skin flushed with shame was palpable.

"Dingbang! No way!" Yin Ren's voice was dry and hoarse, with tears in the corners of his eyes, "Although it's said that you don't hit people in the face, you can't hit brother's ass either!"

why?

Xue Dingbang is not very clear and can't remember.He could only see the finger marks on Yin Ren's wrist, which were so shocking.Under Yin Ren's loose home trousers, the perfect line is so confusing, and there are low-waisted panties that are half exposed at the waist of the trousers...

"...It hurts." Yin Ren bit his lip, lowered his head, and buried his face in the sofa.

Xue Dingbang finally softened his heart.He suppressed the throbbing in his heart, as if the beating heart did not belong to him.He said in a tone as calm as possible: "The work is so hard, you still have to pay attention to your body."

After falling out with Yin Ren, Xue Dingbang has been thinking all the time—if, at that time, he kissed Yin Ren in front of the fireplace...if, then, told Yin Ren that he didn't like him going to nightclubs...if, in May last year, he stayed in New York ... If, then, I walked with Yin Ren in Las Vegas... If, then, I said to Yin Ren on the captain's peak - don't choose Xu Yu, choose me.

If, so many ifs, and only ifs.

If you don't fight for it, it's always just if.

will never become a reality.

"...Dingbang." Yin Ren's voice gradually faded away along with those impossible ifs.

"Dingbang! Dingbang!" Chris Maeda's voice sounded from outside the door. "Dingbang, are you still there? Dingbang?"

The door panel vibrated with the knocking sound, making Xue Dingbang's back numb.He wiped his face, pulled himself together and replied, "I'm here."

Xue Dingbang opened the door, and the person standing outside the door was Chris Maeda, who was covered in steam.His cheeks were flushed after taking a shower, a bath towel was placed on his head, water dripped down his bangs, and his loose home pants covered his perfect waistline.

Xue Dingbang hugged him violently, and fell to the ground together with him.