Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

In recent days, the temperature in Tokyo has been very low.

Schrödingbang found Chamberlain's cell phone with a broken screen and a wallet with little money in the pocket of Chamberlain's coat.

No, you shouldn't see him.

Xue Dingbang put down his coat, stuffed his wallet and mobile phone into his pockets, and hung them on the hangers to restore them to their original state.

This coat is very similar to one of Yin Ren's coats.

Yin Ren's second year after graduation was the most difficult moment in his life.Because of lack of money, Yin Ren had to give up his studies and began to work as a defense lawyer.

During the two years when he had a falling out with his family, Xue Dingbang had been paying for Yin Ren's tuition and living expenses.But he didn't earn much at that time, and he was always making ends meet.

In order to live, Yin Ren had to give up his studies and the opportunity to obtain a doctor of laws.

In the first year, he and Smith struggled to support a firm without any reputation.On the verge of bankruptcy, Yin Ren will take on any case as long as he makes money.But even so, the firm is still unable to make ends meet, and has been in deficit for more than a year.

It was the first Christmas after Yin Ren moved to New York, Xue Dingbang received an unexpected payment for the manuscript.Originally, the money would only be received in January.But Schrödingbang got the money before the school closed for Christmas and winter break.

He bought a coat for Yin Ren, the coat that Yin Ren had wanted for a long time.

Yin Ren, who always loves to dress up, has not bought new clothes for two years.Even when he needs to appear in court, Yoon In wears old clothes from his college days.Xue Dingbang felt really sad about this - if he had been more capable, Yin Ren would not have been wronged like this.

As long as Yin Ren has a point, he will hold one point in front of Xue Dingbang.

If Yin Ren had the whole world, he would wish to hold the whole world in front of Xue Dingbang.

At Yin Ren's most helpless moment, Xue Dingbang didn't even have the money to pay for a high-end dress for him.

Therefore, the first thing Xue Dingbang did when he received the manuscript fee was to buy the latest horn button jacket for Yin Ren that winter.Xue Dingbang still remembered that when Yin Ren opened his Christmas present, he was as excited as a child.

Xue Dingbang gently stroked the horn buttons, just like when this dress was worn on Yin Ren.

"...Brother Ren." After buttoning the horns one by one, Xue Dingbang picked up the hair on the shoulders of his coat, "I have already walked to the edge of the cliff... You are very happy now, I know I shouldn't look for you. But, I really want to see you. Obviously me, I decided to forget everything and start life again. It turned out like this, I really overestimated myself..."

He pressed his forehead against the wall, and grabbed the shoulder of the coat with his hands, ripping the material into crumpled pieces.His deep sigh echoed in the air.Like the surging sea, it continues until the sky; like the surging waves, it lasts forever.

"Brother Ren, I don't have a pocket watch, I don't have a photo, and I don't have you."

Two hours later, Xue Dingbang stood in front of Chamberlain, staring at him condescendingly.

Chamberlain curled up in a corner, hugging his legs tightly.His chin rested on his knees, and the tears in the corners of his eyes were not yet dry.He frowned, and his body twitched twice, as if he had fallen into an unpleasant dream.

Xue Dingbang patted Chamberlain on the shoulder and called softly: "Chamberlain, wake up."

After shaking for a few times, Chamberlain finally opened his sleepy eyes, looked at Xue Dingbang with disbelief for a long time, and asked, "Mr. Xue? My God, what kind of dream did I have?! You actually came to find me?"

"It's not a dream." Xue Dingbang sat down and closed the door, "Have you not eaten yet? Here, beef rice, eat it while it's hot."

Xue Dingbang took out the lunch box from the bag, opened the lid, and stuffed it into Chamberlain's hands.

The beef rice was steaming, blurring Chamberlain's face.

He lowered his eyelashes, tears dripping down on the beef.He froze for a moment, picked up the plastic spoon and ate quickly, looking very hungry.

"I haven't washed the clothes. You can send them to the dry cleaner yourself. It's not far from the Internet cafe, and there's one on the opposite street." Xue Dingbang put down his coat and put the manuscript at Chamberlain's feet. "This is the manuscript I copied. Take it here. Show it to Nelson, although the content is not detailed enough, it is enough for him to judge. You don’t need to come back tomorrow, you book your ticket and go back to the United States as soon as possible.”

Chamberlain, who had a mouth full of beef rice, raised his eyes, struggled to swallow the food in his mouth, and asked in a low voice, "Mr. Xue, do you hate me?"

"I don't hate it." Xue Dingbang took out the phone and handed it to Chamberlain, "Can you call Mr. Gaiman for me?"

Chamberlain didn't understand the reason, and without asking any further questions, he obediently dialed the number for Xue Dingbang.

If he could know what Schrödingbang would say in advance, he might refuse.

And Chamberlain can't know, so he can only regret it.

"Mr. Nelson Gaiman, I'm Schrödingbang." Schrödingbang didn't talk nonsense, and started with this sentence, "Chamberlain is in Japan, and his situation is not very good. I'm sorry, maybe his work here will not continue."

Chamberlain was astonished, he never expected that such a gentle and kind Xue Dingbang would cut off all retreats so straightforwardly.

"Yes, he will return to the United States soon." Xue Dingbang said, "next time, please find someone else to negotiate with him, preferably a professional book agent. Go to the publishing house and talk about other things later. Don't do it again." Bring Chamberlain over, he's not fit for the job. Is that so? I see..."

"Mr. Xue!" Chamberlain pounced on Xue Dingbang, hugging his calf tightly, regardless of the beef and rice scattered all over the ground, "Mr. Xue, please don't drive me away!"

"The king of Las Vegas agrees that you go back." Xue Dingbang hung up the phone and smiled at Chamberlain, "Go home, Chamberlain."

Chamberlain's face was pale, and he stared at Xue Dingbang with tears in his eyes: "Mr. Xue, please... don't drive me away. If Mr. Maeda hates me, then... I don't need to go to your house anymore. If he doesn't want to see me, I can disappear from his eyes! As long as, as long as I can see you from a distance and see that you are okay, that's fine. Please don't drive me away!"

"That's not important." Xue Dingbang pushed him away, squatted down to be at eye level with him, "If you stay in Japan all the time, the situation won't get better. You don't even know a few words in Japanese, so it's very difficult to survive in Japan. Or Go home, there's no home like home anywhere."

"Then Mr. Xue?" Chamberlain rushed over again and hugged Xue Dingbang's feet again, "Mr. Xue won't go home? How long will you be trapped in Japan by Mr. Maeda? The person who shouldn't stay in this kind of place, It's you, Mr. Xue!"

Xue Dingbang froze in place.

"Mr. Xue, you don't actually love Mr. Maeda, do you?" Chamberlain climbed along Xue Dingbang's line, his whole weight hanging on Xue Dingbang's body, "Mr. Xue, you understand that you don't belong here. Mr. Maeda Trapping you in the country, in this lifeless backwater, will ruin you!"

"Chamberlain, I'm sorry...I can't help it..." Xue Dingbang grabbed his shoulder and pushed him away, his voice was soft and sad, "The relationship between me and Mr. Maeda is not so much about 'love' or 'dislike'. Rather, it's 'need'. I need him, and he needs me. We are the kind of people who need each other, huddling together to keep each other warm on winter nights."

"If Mr. Xue needs it, I can meet all your needs." Chamberlain grabbed Xue Dingbang's hand and reached under the hem of his clothes, "I also have human body temperature! I love Mr. Xue too! I can also think of Mr. Xue! I can also warm Mr. Xue!"

Chamberlain's hands were trembling, his body was shaking.His breathing was unsteady, his eyeballs were trembling, the tip of his tongue was trembling, his voice was trembling, and even his hair was trembling crazily.

His skin was not smooth, and the scars on it were even a little prickly to the touch.

Schrödingbang seemed to be so burned that he could hold back his hands, but Chamberlain grabbed his wrist with terrifying strength.Chamberlain's eyes were fixed, and he took his hands up to his chest.

A pounding heart that is so intense it cannot be ignored.

Chamberlain stared at Xue Dingbang, and every breath he exhaled made his heart beat faster.

"Mr. Xue, don't hesitate anymore, okay?" Chamberlain said, "I will take you... out of this quagmire. This is temporary, you are trapped here, and it is temporary. If you need warmth, I will I will warm you up instead of Mr. Maeda. However, if you continue to hesitate, your life and your ideals will be dragged into this deep pool of water, and you will never have a chance to surface again."

Chamberlain moved Xue Dingbang's fingertips and brushed gently across his chest.Every slight tremor of his was transmitted to Xue Dingbang through the electric current.

The aroma of beef bowl wafts in the air.

Warm, bright lighting, like an Upper East Side kitchen.

"Mr. Xue, you don't love Mr. Maeda." Chamberlain panted softly, blinking his red eyes, "You have your career, you have your ideals, you have your mathematics! You shouldn't be let down by these I am trapped by trivial things. I am willing to bear all the trivial things for you... Dingbang, go pursue your dreams, let me do those mundane things..."

The smell of beef, no, the smell of steak, wafts through the air.The warm and bright lights are in the kitchen of Yin Ren's home in the Upper East Side of New York.

Yin Ren stood in front of Xue Dingbang, handed Xue Dingbang a cup of coffee, and said with a smile: "Dingbang, go and pursue your dreams! I will handle those mundane matters."

Xue Dingbang pushed Chamberlain away and fled.

No, that's not Yin Ren, it's Chamberlain.He didn't take the car and ran back to his residence in one breath.Even though it is a very cold winter day, he is still steaming and sweating profusely.

Chris Maeda was opening the door with the key, wearing his beautiful furisode.Arthur stood aside, carrying a lot of things in his hands.

"Dingbang, what's wrong with you?" Chris Maeda was really taken aback. He dropped the key and walked towards Xue Dingbang in small steps. Do you have rice?"

"It's nothing." Xue Dingbang brushed his hair, "I went for a run."

"Hey, okay, what are you running for?" Chris Maeda helped Xue Dingbang to tidy up his wrinkled clothes, tilted his head and wrinkled his little nose, "Huh? The smell of sweat all over his body, Dingbang smells..."

"What's wrong?" Xue Dingbang tightened his back.

Chris Maeda stuck out his tongue and laughed, "It stinks!"

Xue Dingbang breathed a sigh of relief quietly.

"Did you go to see Chamberlain?"