Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

Chamberlain was flattered, and held Xue Dingbang's hand instead, interlocking his fingers.

"...Mr. Xue!" Chamberlain was trembling with excitement, and his voice was trembling. He grabbed Xue Dingbang with both hands, and his pale skin was stained with a blush. "You still care about me, don't you? Go back to America, go back to America !"

"I will go to the United States, but I have to deal with everything." Xue Dingbang grabbed Chamberlain's frostbitten hand, "Now we have to deal with your frostbite, wait for me here, don't run around. I will be back soon .”

Chamberlain opened his mouth and swallowed the rest of the words.

Seeing his cute appearance, Xue Dingbang smiled, said "wait for me", and rushed out.

There is a pharmacy nearby. Xue Dingbang bought a box of ointment for frostbite and oral medicine, and the round trip took only about [-] minutes.

Through the glass window, Xue Dingbang saw Chamberlain lying on the table with his head buried in his arms, not knowing what he was thinking.The difference in temperature between indoors and outdoors makes the window glass fog up, and ice flowers form due to the cold weather, which inlaid a beautiful decoration on the glass window.

Looking out of the window, the characters in the room appear hazy, as if they are dreaming in another world.Especially Chamberlain sitting by the window, between the white rime and ice crystals, he is the one with the most colorful colors.

Chamberlain seemed to feel Xue Dingbang's gaze. He raised his head and searched around with slightly bewildered eyes.When his eyes finally met Xue Dingbang, an elegant and classic smile appeared on his face.His smile, at this time, has a beauty that can penetrate time, like a portrait hanging in the Louvre.Anyone who picks up this picture will leave an indelible impression.

Xue Dingbang walked into the coffee shop with the medicine in hand. The cup of coffee that belonged to Xue Dingbang did not have much heat.

"Mr. Xue." Chamberlain blinked, his cheeks still flushed, "Do you want to reorder the hot cup?"

Xue Dingbang waved his hand and drank the coffee that was not cold: "Give me your hand."

Despite some hesitation, Chamberlain held out his hand.

His hands were cold and stiff, just like Yin Ren's hands that winter.

Xue Dingbang opened the ointment and carefully wiped every chilblain and wound for him.Chamberlain's fingers are very thin, the skin is very white, and the joints are unnaturally red, and the cracks are almost all in the joints.

The fingers with frostbite were three times thicker than normal fingers, and it was worse than Yin Ren's that winter.

Xue Dingbang dipped his fingers in the ointment and applied it carefully on every part, not missing any small wounds.

Chamberlain stared at Xue Dingbang's serious face for a long time, and obediently asked him to apply ointment on his hands.

"Okay." After applying the medicine, Xue Dingbang took out the ointment and the medicine box, and pushed them in front of Chamberlain, "After washing your hands every day, apply it two to three times. Apply it before going to bed, and the effect will be very good. I see you today Your hands are quite clean, so I just wiped them for you. There is also a box of medicine here, which you take three times a day, half an hour before meals. You take one now."

"Thank you, Mr. Xue." Chamberlain sniffled, feeling the clear scent that kept getting into his nostrils. It was the smell of ointment emanating from his hands, "I am in your heart, what exactly is it?"

Xue Dingbang's hand stopped in mid-air.He paused, then continued: "Waiter, please bring me a glass of water."

"Mr. Xue, what am I?" Chamberlain grabbed Xue Dingbang's raised hand, boldly leaned forward and leaned over.

In front of Xue Dingbang, Chamberlain always looked timid and docile.His current behavior shocked Xue Dingbang quite a bit.

"Mr. Chamberlain?!" Xue Dingbang withdrew his hand and accidentally knocked over the coffee cup with his elbow.

The cup rolled along the edge of the table, and when it was about to fall to the ground, Xue Dingbang hooked the handle of the cup.

"It's really dangerous." Xue Dingbang straightened his coffee cup, never looking at Chamberlain.

"Mr. Xue, I, in the end..." Chamberlain supported the table with both hands, and clenched his fists, "In your heart, what exactly is it?"

He asked three times, and it was really unreasonable not to answer.

Xue Dingbang glanced at him, then lowered his head, staring at the empty coffee cup: "Friend."

"A friend?" Chamberlain asked. "Just a friend? Even if I am, I always quarrel with Mr. Maeda, am I also your friend?"

Xue Dingbang lowered his brows and eyes, and could only see his clenched fists, trembling constantly.

"Maybe, you can become good friends." Xue Dingbang said, "If you don't always quarrel with Ah Fu, you will become friends."

"Mr. Xue, Mr. Maeda is much more dangerous than a coffee cup that is about to roll on the floor." Chamberlain sneered, "He hates me, I can see it. He even has the idea of ​​killing each other. And he did. It's..."

The appearance of the waiter slightly eased Xue Dingbang's embarrassment.He smiled at the young waiter, and pushed the water to Chamberlain with both hands: "Take the medicine first."

"Mr. Xue, in terms of emotions... is the type that is easy to escape." Chamberlain took a sip of water, took the pill that Xue Dingbang opened and swallowed, "You know Mr. Maeda, who did it to me in Las Vegas what?"

Xue Dingbang did not answer.

Xue Dingbang could not answer.

He could only be silent and calm, just staring at Chamberlain's face.Like an ice flower stuck to the glass, he looks at everything around him, including Chamberlain, with almost indifferent eyes.

"He framed me and sent me to prison. Do you know what kind of life I lived in there?!" Chamberlain pulled the corners of his mouth and squeezed out a smile that was uglier than crying, "Mr. Xue, I am innocent. No matter what Believe it or not, I didn't do anything with Mr. Maeda's props. It wasn't me, it wasn't me!"

In a fit of rage, Chamberlain could no longer control his emotions, and punched the table with his fist, knocking down the water glass.

Clear water flowed down the table, making it all over the floor.

Xue Dingbang raised his head and stared at Chamberlain's indignant face.Beneath his heaving chest was a beating heart.The blood rushed and roared in his body, pooling in his head and staining his face red.

"Sorry, Chamberlain." Xue Dingbang pressed his hands and motioned for him to sit down, "Can you sit down first and calm down?"

"Mr. Xue, I was released, not on bail. I am innocent." Chamberlain crossed the table and grabbed Xue Dingbang's collar, "I am innocent!"

His noisy voice attracted many guests to look at their seats.The waiter thought something was wrong and walked towards them.Xue Dingbang was very embarrassed, he waved his hand to indicate that there was nothing wrong here, and prevented the waiter from approaching.

"Chamberlain, please calm down first, okay?" Xue Dingbang touched Chamberlain's wrist and said softly, "Maybe there is some misunderstanding here. We can have a good talk, as long as you can sit down calmly, we can talk." .”

Warmth came from Xue Dingbang's fingertips, soothing the restless man.His frantic expression gradually cooled down and returned to calm.

"Sorry, Mr. Xue." Chamberlain let go of Xue Dingbang, sat back in his seat, covered his face with his hands, "God, what did I do to you. I'm sorry, I didn't mean that..."

"Do you want something to drink?" Xue Dingbang beckoned, and let the waiter who had stayed there for a long time come over, "Please give him another cup of coffee."

After drinking coffee, Chamberlain calmed down a lot.

"You have something to say." Xue Dingbang stared at him without blinking, "I'm listening, you can start anytime."

"Mr. Xue, aren't you angry about my revenge on Mr. Maeda?" Chamberlain's calm expression contained too much emotion, "You should know that nothing can be hidden from your eyes."

The winter sunshine, which is as cold as the moonlight, quietly penetrates the leaves and sprinkles a patch of mottled leaves.The leaves curled up, hit the window glass and slid down.Xue Dingbang looked at Chamberlain quietly, as if no one around him existed, only looking at him.

Chamberlain blinked, unable to look directly at the handsome man.

"Everything I do is for you, Mr. Xue." Chamberlain took a deep breath of air, his eyes never leaving his hands, "I did do something to apologize to Mr. Maeda...to make him misunderstand and make him jealous ...shove a stray cat through the window and break his dress."

"En." Xue Dingbang squeezed out a muffled hum from his nasal cavity, which was his answer.

"Mr. Xue, you shouldn't have saved me in Las Vegas." Chamberlain was calm and indifferent, as if he wasn't talking about his own affairs, "You didn't pull me out of hell, but you gave me hope. Darkness can be tolerated if I don't see the light. I wouldn't despair if I don't see hope... You gave me hope and you took it away cruelly."

"I did something stupid, and I looked childish and ridiculous." Chamberlain raised his face, his expression still unwavering, "Mr. Maeda is laughing at me, and the whole world is laughing at me... But I like this very much, because Mr. Xue made me laugh. become like this."

Xue Dingbang lightly rubbed the rim of the empty coffee cup with his fingers, and said quietly: "That's not right, Chamberlain."

"I don't think I did anything wrong, I didn't do anything wrong!" Chamberlain said, "If I'm really, really wrong about anything, the only thing I'm wrong about is that I love you! My fault is that I loved you You, I still love you now! That's why I've been treated like this, and it's getting worse every time, living a damn life in this damn world!"

Xue Dingbang's head was buzzing, as if Yin Ren's roar that night resounded in his ears again.He took out his cigarette, but the lighter would not light.

"Sorry, I can't help it..." Xue Dingbang sighed, "Light it up..."

"Mr. Xue, I don't expect you to give me a positive answer." After saying this, Chamberlain showed a bleak smile, "No matter what I think, it has nothing to do with you. I love you, this How much does it have to do with you? No, it has nothing to do with you. It's just a feeling I keep in my heart, and it's mine, not yours."

"...Chamberlain." Xue Dingbang slapped the lighter on the table.The old brass was full of scratches, and once it left Xue Dingbang's palm, the heat would cool down extremely fast.You can't warm everything in your palm, even if you cover it temporarily, it will cool down quickly.

Xue Dingbang twitched the corners of his mouth and said without raising his head, "You... you'd better go home."