Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

The smoke curled up in front of his eyes, Xue Dingbang was holding a cigarette, but he didn't take a sip.

Chamberlain stood in front of him, on the only way to the departure hall, waiting for him.

"Mr. Xue, I am very glad that you can come." Chamberlain stretched out his hand, showing the last lucky coin in his palm, "This, is it still valid?"

Xue Dingbang lowered his eyes and didn't speak for a long time.

The rising smoke covered his face, making his face blurred.

"...Mr. Xue." With a smile on his face, Chamberlain took a step closer to him, "Can I make a wish? Last, wish?"

"I came here because I actually want to tell you something in person." Xue Dingbang took a puff of cigarette forcefully and nodded slightly. He restrained his eyebrows and eyes, showing no signs of happiness or anger. "Chamberlain, I actually... think you..."

Chamberlain stared innocently at Xue Dingbang's face.He looked at the man he was thinking about day and night, slowly raised his head, and uttered cruel and ruthless words with his charming and sexy thin lips.

"You are a bit like a person I know." Xue Dingbang looked over Chamberlain's shoulders and looked at the man behind him with slack eyes, "A person I will never forget. When I see you, I can't help but think of him Come."

"...Mr. Xue." Chamberlain's voice was choked up, he lowered his head, his smile was uglier than crying, "Is that so? So, you saved me because of these boring reasons?"

"No, it's not boring. I helped you because you needed help." Xue Dingbang raised his head and exhaled the smoke, and looked away to stare at the dazzling lights above his head. "I'm sorry that I couldn't help you more. Because you are like him, I did some inappropriate things to you... For this, can I expect your forgiveness?"

The light is neither the sun nor the moon.

They are so harsh, so straightforward, so numerous.Like countless eyes, to examine everything in the world.The light strips away all darkness and shadows, uncovers everything, and reveals it under the light.

"So, you just..." Chamberlain withdrew his hand in embarrassment, and put the lucky coin back into his pocket, "Look at another person through me? Those hugs, those loving words, those warmth and kisses, and those complaints and Anger? It's not for me, I'm just a clown, a stand-in, you've been looking at him?! You've always loved him, only him?!"

Xue Dingbang suddenly felt that he had no clothes on, and was exposed to the public like this.

Every ray of light shines into every pore of his body.His thoughts that cannot be put on the table, his scars hidden under his gentle and indifferent appearance, and the harm he caused to Chamberlain...

In his heart, all the shadows were placed in the light.

"...I'm very sorry," Xue Dingbang clenched his fists and looked down at the toes of his shoes. He seemed to have become translucent and was about to disappear under the strong light. "Indeed, as you said. I love him, always Love him, love him dearly."

"Then you..." Chamberlain approached him and put his hand on his chest, "Do you like me? Do you love me? From the very beginning, was there ever a little?"

"I like you." Xue Dingbang blinked, still staring at the toe of his shoes, "It's my liking for my friends."

"Look at me," Chamberlain trembled.

Xue Dingbang raised his head and stared at Chamberlain's ocean-like eyes.He paused every word, clearly and clearly, and repeated his own words.

Every word, every syllable he said was a sharp knife.The words stabbed Chamberlain, leaving him covered in scars.With Xue Dingbang's affirmation, his eyes gradually became moist.

"...Xue...Mr. Xue!" As soon as he opened his mouth, his hoarse voice turned into tears.The suppressed tears could no longer be stopped, and rolled down his cheeks, "You are really... so cruel... I wish you... gave me a sweet dream... and now... tear it apart with your own hands! !! If, I have never met you, how wonderful it would be!"

Xue Dingbang touched his head, which made him tremble.

"Mr. Xue! If you hadn't been treated with tenderness, I could have endured the indifference in this world!" Chamberlain cried even more sadly. He threw away his suitcase and threw himself into Xue Dingbang's arms. "If I hadn't felt your warmth, I I could have endured the coldness of this world! Why, you must choose someone else instead of me!"

"Because..." Xue Dingbang spoke slowly, half of what he said was cut off in his throat.

"Dingbang will not choose other people, he will only choose me, choose me, choose me!" Maeda Chris appeared at the entrance of the passage, and ran towards Xue Dingbang, "You bastard, stinky bitch! You want to treat me What is your boyfriend doing? Let him go!"

"Mr. Maeda, look at your appearance?!" Chamberlain wiped his tears, with a mocking smile on his face.He pushed Xue Dingbang behind him, and met Chris Maeda, "Come out wearing your father's clothes? How pitiful, do you have no clothes to wear? Or are you a transvestite? No wonder Mr. Xue..."

"It's so noisy!" Maeda Chris rushed over and slapped Chamberlain so loudly that he turned his face sideways, and the corner of his mouth was torn, "It's not up to you to control what I like to wear! Dingbang can do as long as he likes it." !"

Xue Dingbang looked Maeda Chris up and down, and he was wearing his own clothes now.They were new clothes they bought together when they were in Karuizawa.

"Ah Fu?" Xue Dingbang grabbed Chris Maeda's hand to prevent him from going crazy and beating people again, "You don't go to work, and you don't have a good rest, what are you doing here? See what you're wearing?!"

"Boyfriend shirt, and boyfriend jacket." Maeda Chris put on a cute and pitiful appearance, with only a little finger sticking out from the cuffs of his hands, making it look like a cute sleeve, "Dingbang, I don't have work today. Chris Ask for leave for me, because I'm sick and injured. Dingbang, I'm so cold and lonely, stay with me, okay?"

There was a sparkle in his eyes, and his hands and legs were trembling in the oversized clothes.The airport is too empty and cold, and the kitten who wants to seduce the owner chooses to wear nothing inside.

As long as Xue Dingbang lowered his eyes, he could see his body covered with hemostatic tape through the open neckline.Such a sight stabbed Xue Dingbang hard in the heart, causing him so much pain that he almost wanted to keep the thin young man in front of him.

"Mr. Xue won't go with you." Chamberlain sneered contemptuously. "He's leaving Japan. Go to the person he likes, and that person is not you. I think you know that you have been peeking there since the very beginning. "

"But it won't be you!!!" Maeda Chris flashed out the throwing knife in his sleeve and held it tightly in his hand, "He doesn't love you, doesn't like you, never has! He never had it before, and he won't ever No! But he loves me! He likes me! He hugs me, kisses me, and he says so many 'likes' to me!"

"But he doesn't want you now!" Chamberlain slowly put his hand under his clothes. "You were abandoned by him, Siren! You got nothing in the end after all your efforts! You have nothing! Vain, empty! And you Just like when you were born, you have nothing!"

"I'm going to kill you!" Maeda Chris raised his knife and rushed over, "I'm going to let your mouth stop talking nonsense! Don't stand between me and Dingbang anymore! No matter what kind of stupid double you are or Idiot dealer! No! No! No!!!"

The blade pierced the air and made a sharp whistle.Chamberlain's body froze, and he took half a step back, seeing that the tip of the knife was about to scratch his face.

"Afu!"

When the tip of the knife was less than ten centimeters away from Chamberlain's eyes, Xue Dingbang grabbed Chris Maeda's wrist.

The angry kitten's eyes were bloodshot, it jumped up and twisted its body crazily, and started talking nonsense.He shook his head like crazy, and stomped on Xue Dingbang's instep.

Xue Dingbang couldn't get rid of the weapon in his hand, so he could only hug him, trying to control him: "Ah Fu, don't mess around! Go back quickly! Otherwise..."

"Otherwise, what about it? How about it?! I don't want to go back! I go home and you have to go, don't take me with you!" Maeda Chris screamed like crazy, jumped up and hit Xue Dingbang with a head hammer On the chin, "If you don't go with me, I won't go!"

His jaw was hit, Xue Dingbang instinctively let go of his hand, his eyes sparkled.

"Dingbang, shall we go together?" Chris Maeda shone with a knife in his hand, frightening the tourists in the airport waiting hall to give way.He approached Xue Dingbang step by step, with crazy flames burning in his eyes, "Go to a place only we know! A place only I know! Why don't you go with me? Why don't you just love me and look at me alone Woolen cloth?!"

"Put down the knife!" Chamberlain took out the gun from his clothes and pointed at Chris Maeda, "Don't get close to Mr. Xue, or I'll shoot you!"

"Bichi, do you want to die with Dingbang too?" Maeda Chris laughed wildly, and then he bent down and screamed, his stature was like a shrimp, "I won't let you succeed! I'm going to kill Dingbang , die with him! Yes! We die together! No one can tear us apart anymore! Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha..."

Xue Dingbang stroked the bottom and settled down, it will definitely be black and blue tomorrow.He barely pulled himself together and tried to persuade: "Ah Fu, no one will die. You won't, and neither will I. Be good, okay?"

"Not good!!!" Chris Maeda roared sharply, and rushed towards Xue Dingbang, "Let's be together, forever!!!"

Xue Dingbang took half a step back, avoiding the mad cat who was waving a throwing knife indiscriminately.

"Come with me! Go to a place where no one can find it!" He screamed, tears streaming down his face, "He can't find that scumbag lawyer! He can't find that idiot croupier either! Only me and you! Only us! Only us! Only where we know! Together, forever!!!"

Xue Dingbang didn't want to hurt Chris Maeda, so he could only back down step by step.But Maeda Chris has gone completely crazy, and every knife stabs towards Xue Dingbang's fatal vital point.

"... Ah Fu." Xue Dingbang sighed, and simply gave up dodging.

Is this considered to be self-inflicted?

The bright red blood sprayed out from Xue Dingbang's body, splashing all over Chris Maeda's face.