Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

The sun shines through Maeda Fuku's thin ears, dyeing the tips of his ears with a red glow.The blood quickly gathered on his face, making his whole face flush red.

"I'm sorry, Dingbangsang." Maeda Fu covered his eyes with his arms, and was so embarrassed that he wanted to find a place to sneak in, "I, I didn't mean to... Please, don't hate me! I won't do it anymore! I will never dare again!"

"Well, let's continue." Xue Dingbang waited all the time, stroked Yusuke who kept snoring, and smoothed his back, "I'm listening."

Maeda Fu's chest rose and fell violently, he took several deep breaths, and then he mustered up the courage to say: "I'm sorry, I, I still like Dingbangsang. You are still so gentle to me, even though I want to get you while you are sick. ...Obviously I am a very dangerous guy to you, but Dingbangsang is still...so..."

Tears rolled down his cheeks, even though he covered his eyes, Xue Dingbang knew he was crying.

With a hoarse cry, no matter how hard-hearted people hear it, they will feel worried.

Mae Tian Fu choked with sobs, and his voice was intermittent: "I wake up every morning, I feel very disappointed. Because - I don't have you by my side. Every night when I go to bed, I feel very sad, because I can't say good night to you. So I am religious, and I pray to God every day, hoping that when I wake up, I can love you a little less."

"Dingbangsang, you are really cunning!" He wiped his eyes with his arm rudely, and continued, "Don't refuse my kindness, and treat me so tenderly. But just don't accept me! How cruel! I really Hope, I can find a way to forget you! But I can't! No matter how hard I try to forget you, I will miss you! Miss you! Miss you! Want to die!"

"What can I do? You have everything I've ever dreamed of!" He sniffled, crying in a slightly distorted voice, "If I can't be with you, where am I going to find true love and happiness? I want to be by your side, I want to wake up every morning and see you by my side as soon as I open my eyes."

"I want this every day! Every week! Every month! Every year! For a lifetime! Even until the stars stop shining, even until the universe comes to an end! I want to be by your side!" His voice became more and more excited, "I never The first day I saw you, I fell in love with you! You conquered my body, my soul, my mind and everything."

"I'm sorry, I may have gotten carried away this morning..." Maeda Fu sobbed for a while before he managed to calm down, "I woke up and you were beside me, and I was still in your arms. It's like being in love It feels like coming back! I have been poisoned by you, and I can’t quit even if I want to! How can I quit liking you? I can’t do it!”

Yusuke jumped out from Xue Dingbang's hand, with a pink and prickly little tongue, he licked away the tears on Maeda Fuku's face little by little.

Maeda Fuku pulled away his arms and hugged Yusuke.He lowered his eyelashes, not daring to look at Xue Dingbang, nor did he dare to face Xue Dingbang again.

"I'm sorry, I, I will..." At this point, Yusuke is the only one he can say and excuse, "Can you still come to see Yusuke? Dingbangsang?"

"No." Xue Dingbang answered firmly, his tone and tone were unquestionable, "Ah Fu, how long are you going to continue like this?"

"Yeah, I'm such a pestering person, isn't it a trouble for you?" Maeda Fuku wiped away the tears overflowing from the corners of his eyes, his thin shoulders trembling non-stop, "I'm sorry for bothering you. I Maybe, I will still like Dingbangsang for a while. It won’t be long, I will wait for you to be 42 years old at most! When I pass 42 years old, I will find someone else! I won’t wait for you..."

"Why is it 42 years old?" Xue Dingbang asked.

"I met you when I was 19, and I separated from you when I was 20." Fukuo Maeda counted with his fingers, "I will love you for another 20 years! I will love you for half my life, and I can love others for the other half. It was supposed to be only 39, but I lost three years and I had to make up. So, 42?"

Maeda Fu finally plucked up his courage and looked up at Xue Dingbang's face: "What's more... 42 is Dingbangsang's favorite number."

Xue Dingbang kept a straight face and couldn't hold back anymore.He hugged Yusuke, sat up straight, and faced Tian Fu's face.

"Ah Fu," Xue Dingbang said softly, "I rolled the dice."

Xue Dingbang had a gentle and tolerant smile on his face, as if he could accommodate the whole world.

Qian Tianfu was confused, so he propped himself up without knowing it, and knelt down in front of Xue Dingbang.

He is waiting, waiting for the trial from Schrödingbang, although he does not know what "rolling the dice" means.

"Actually, I have always been afraid of you." Xue Dingbang hugged Yusuke, stroking its smooth fur, "You have an incomparably fiery soul, every time I get close to you, I feel very warm, and I am afraid of being burned."

"Dingbangsang, I don't need to be so enthusiastic in the future!" Maeda Fu eagerly grabbed Xue Dingbang's hand, leaning towards him, "I can do whatever you want me to do, and I can become a What does it look like!"

"Calm down, Ah Fu." Xue Dingbang leaned back and moved back, "You are just the way you are. You have done nothing wrong. The wrong person has always been me. Ah Fu, my favorite The one thing about you is your enthusiasm. You can keep it up, and I will always like you like this."

Maeda Fuku was stunned, he didn't expect the development of the matter at all, it would suddenly reverse this morning and become the current situation.

The big ups and downs came so fast that he was a little out of breath.He sucked in air frantically, but couldn't get it out at all.Soon, Maeda Fuku was on the verge of falling into a coma due to excessive oxygen intake.

His eyes were black, and wherever he could see, there were stars in the night.

Xue Dingbang stretched out his hand and embraced him with open arms.Then, warm, soft lips touch each other.

It seems like only a moment, and it seems like an eternity at this moment.

Maeda Fuku was dizzy and out of breath.He seemed to pass out, but he didn't.His body was limp and weak, and his hands were hanging by his sides like two limp noodles.After his eyesight gradually recovered, what he saw was Xue Dingbang's smiling face.

"Really, is this true?!" Maeda Fu hugged Xue Dingbang tightly, and bit the clothes on his shoulders, "Dingbangsang said he likes me?! Do you really still like me?! Even if it is like this Do I, Dingbangsang also like it?! Is it worthy of Dingbangsang's liking too?!"

"I like it." Xue Dingbang replied softly, holding his tear-stained face, "I kissed you just now, but you didn't seem to notice it. Now, I still want to kiss you. Um... again, is it okay?"

"Yes, yes, yes!" Maeda Fuku said, "A thousand times, ten thousand times, a hundred million times, it's all right!"

They kissed in a happy and warm embrace, and the dawn light outlined the silhouettes of the two, inlaid with a sacred halo.Yusuke raised his head and licked the chins of the two masters with his small tongue.

At this moment, every trembling of Maeda Fuku is telling happiness.After a long time, he was reluctant to part with Xue Dingbang, and every piece of music was filled with happiness: "Dingbangsang, I am so happy."

"Do you still remember the letter I wrote to you?" Xue Dingbang caressed his cheek, his gentle eyes were full of apology, "I said, it will take some time. Let me adjust myself and accept myself. I'm sorry, Ah Fu. Keeping you waiting. You don't have to wait for me to be 42 years old. Now, can you end the long wait and let me come back to you?"

"Dingbangsang?!" Maeda Fuku opened his eyes in disbelief, and it took him a long time to calm down, "I can think that you plan to become my boyfriend again?!!!"

"We didn't break up." Xue Dingbang rubbed Qian Tian Fu's forehead with a smile, "Ah Fu, as long as you don't say break up, we won't break up."

Maeda Fu couldn't bear it anymore, hugged Xue Dingbang tightly, and bit Xue Dingbang's shoulder.

The sharp stabbing pain made Xue Dingbang couldn't help hissing.But he didn't stop Maeda Fuku's behavior, he just gently stroked Maeda Fuku's back to help calm down the overly agitated man.

After a long while, the trembling person in his arms finally stopped.

Xue Dingbang felt some wetness between the neck, but it was not caused by blood.

"Dingbang, I'm so happy." Maeda Fu muttered in a low voice, as if dreaming, "Mom, I'm so happy. Grandpa, I'm so happy. Ah Fu, I'm so happy. Am I going to die soon? Dingbang?"

"No, I will save you." Xue Dingbang sat on the bed, smiling brightly, "Ah Fu, I hope you will be happy forever. What I owe you, I will pay you back with the rest of my life."

"Dingbang doesn't owe me anything!" Qiantian Fugong entered Xue Dingbang's arms, "If I want to say what I owe, it is... I really want to throw you down right now. But don't worry, I know that Dingbang is not in good health now. Will wait."

"Ah Fu, you are still the same." Xue Dingbang held his head, lowered his head and pressed a kiss on his forehead, "I am very happy to see that you have not changed. I really want to promise you something, but I am not Yin Ren , I have no way to give you a marriage. I also don't want you to change your name to Xue Fu."

Qian Tianfu rubbed against Xue Dingbang's arms, raised his face with admiration.

"You move in tomorrow." Xue Dingbang pressed against his smooth and full forehead and whispered softly, "Let's find a moving company and bring all your things here. If you find it troublesome, I'll buy you new ones. We Can we live together?"

"Okay!" Maeda Fuku smiled sweetly, "Then we will be cohabiting boyfriends for the rest of our lives, and we will have a sweet love for the rest of our lives. Always, always, forever, always happy. Just like when we went to the countryside of Karuizawa For a while, we snuggle up and keep each other warm, which is fine with me!"

Xue Dingbang turned around and took out a spare key from the bedside drawer, and said, "Ah Fu, I have nothing to give you. Didn't you say before that it is inconvenient not to have a spare key? Here is the key for you. From now on, here is your home."

With moist eyes, Maeda Fu stretched out his hand and called softly, "Dingbang, put it on for me, okay?"