Dressed as a cannon fodder substitute for a beautiful president

Chapter 107 "I hope we can all become better selves."

Qizheng's answer made the atmosphere drop from freezing point to dead silence. Shen Zhibing seemed to have been hit hard with a stick, and she was so stunned that she could hardly react.A heart that was held in front of the other party, but still bravely expressed, was ruthlessly rejected.

This is more fully prepared than the previous two visits to see Qizheng, and this is more eager anticipation than the previous two times.Shen Zhibing thought she came with hope, but what she got was the deadliest despair.

Her eye sockets became hot instantly, so hot that she had to speed up the frequency of blinking.

The deliberately well-dressed makeup was in sharp contrast to the calm mood at this time, but she wanted to cry but had no tears.

It was true that she couldn't cry, the soreness stuck in her throat, which made her ache.Her long eyelashes strobe, her eyes are hot, and there is not a single tear.

She doesn't cry, Qizheng said, don't become humble.

Shen Zhibing said silently in her heart, she is not humble, she is just sad.

It took a long time before she managed to stabilize her mind, but she spoke in an extremely sad tone: "I thought our relationship had eased a lot compared to before. I also thought that there would be at least one more chance."

She lowered her eyes, unwilling to look at Qi Zheng again.

After the astonishment and embarrassment of being directly rejected, she was even more sad at this time.Sad that she lost the chance to be with Qizheng, and also lost the reason to continue to have hope.

These days, I get along with Qizheng neither far nor near, and I have never returned to the distance in the past.But Shen Zhibing still had a thought in her heart: at least Qizheng didn't completely disappear in her world.

She's still there to let you know how she's doing and to see her change and grow.But Shen Zhibing forgot that Qizheng no longer belonged to her, and she grew up to soar.

"As I said, it's not enough now. I thought Mr. Shen understood what I meant."

Of course Shen Zhibing remembered what time she was talking about, she thought the present was those few months.It turns out that what Qizheng said is not the case now.

Qizheng is not a fickle person, she doesn't talk much, but she can always do what she says.Shen Zhibing has learned a lot from various aspects during this period of time, and just hearing this answer, he already understands that it is difficult to make a turnaround today.

"Up to now, you still only regard me as Mr. Shen. I think I really don't understand what you mean enough."

Shen Zhibing's back was always straight, and she still couldn't hide the dazzling light on her body in this small street corner shop that wasn't very eye-catching.But she clearly heard the sound of her heart being smashed to the ground, and she also truly experienced the feeling that prompted Qi Zheng to leave resolutely that night.

If it was her, she might have slapped the other party right away.But Qizheng was still so gentle, Shen Zhibing didn't understand her forbearance and tolerance at that time.

But now, she understood, but it was too late.

Shen Zhibing is not a stalker, the first two careful temptations made her think that today would be a good opportunity, but she made a mistake in her judgment.She put her hand on her bag, thinking about her last words of farewell.

Qizheng spoke again, leaving her behind for the time being.

"We never really got to know each other, nor did we have a serious talk about this relationship..." Qizheng paused, "About the future of this relationship."

She didn't talk about feelings, but only positioned in relationships.Shen Zhibing heard her reservation and smiled helplessly.

But she didn't leave, she just sat there and listened quietly, thinking that this was probably the last time she heard about her and her past from Qizheng.

"The reasons that forced Mr. Shen to push me away in the first place have not changed much now. If we go back to the past, we will just repeat the same mistakes after a long time."

Shen Zhibing pursed his lips, and occasionally defended himself: "The most fundamental thing has changed. I really like you, and I will definitely do my best to keep you."

At that time, Shen Zhibing hadn't realized that he was so reluctant to let go of Qi Zheng, so of course the focus was different when making a decision.

Qizheng smiled helplessly: "But other external factors are still there. If your family or the media put pressure on you next time, will I be hidden again?"

She knew that Shen Zhibing would not abandon her at will again, but she couldn't guarantee that she would not become the one who was well hidden, this was still not what she wanted.

"I……"

Shen Zhibing is indeed not fully sure about this at the moment, but she is already planning to deal with the second uncle.It's a long process.Without three to five years, without careful deployment, there is no chance of winning.

"Mr. Shen, you taught me before that when you can't see the direction and feel confused, you can pull yourself out and look at it from the perspective of a bystander, which will be more objective and comprehensive."

Of course she remembered that shortly after Qizheng went to the secretary's office, she was always stuck in a corner when writing reports, and she was not big enough or comprehensive enough to see the problem.

It was she who taught Qizheng to see the overall situation, she taught Qizheng to weigh the pros and cons objectively, and she taught Qizheng to know how to choose.

"We all know that feelings are not the whole of life. I don't want to lose the ability and courage to live without feelings one day. I want to live a good life first, and I can't and dare not gamble on my future. Emotionally."

Qizheng spoke frankly and sincerely, she didn't settle for the past hurts, and she never used the same method to fight back against Shen Zhibing, even though now is the best time.

She just talked about her concerns and her decision objectively and calmly.

"I was the one who made you sad and made you lose confidence. I don't even have a reason to convince you." The astringency on Shen Zhibing's lips deepened, knowing that it was her own fault.

"Building trust requires a long process, but destroying it is quick and easy. Maybe it's a word, maybe it's a choice." Qizheng looked at Shen Zhibing, "I was abandoned twice, and I don't want to go through the third time I can't bear it either."

Shen Zhibing clasped his hands, restrained all the time, enduring bursts of sadness and pain.

"Now we are not capable of protecting such a relationship 100%, and we are very clear that we will encounter obstacles in the future. With our current ability, we will probably choose to compromise." Qizheng calmly analyzed, as if he was no longer in this relationship. As a witness of the relationship, at this moment she looks very much like when she was discussing work with Shen Zhibing.

She tried her best to hide her sadness and helplessness, and she hoped that Shen Zhibing could get an explanation as fully as possible when she was rejected by herself.

She didn't want this fruitless relationship to become someone's heartache.

"You don't believe that I will protect you and this relationship, so you choose to stay here and start over." Shen Zhibing didn't need to ask any more, he could already draw a conclusion.

The strength in her body was gradually evacuated, and she held on desperately, but it was like sand in her hands that couldn't be held, forcibly letting them slip away.

"Maybe we met at the wrong time. When I most wanted to replace my reason with emotion, I was educated by reality."

That night, like a sharp knife, separated the dream and reality with blood.

The words have come to this point, Shen Zhibing has nothing to say.After thinking about it, she handed the gift to Qizheng from her bag.

"This is your graduation gift, I hope you accept it."

As soon as Qizheng's eyes fell on the packaging, she heard her say again: "It's not an expensive gift, but you are starting a business now, and sooner or later you will need something to match your identity."

Qizheng reached out and opened the package by herself.

The pen is very delicate, with exquisite design and extreme workmanship. She rubbed the kite pattern on the cap of the pen.

Shen Zhibing looked at her, trying to remember this scene firmly.This might be the last chance to give Qizheng a gift in person, she was afraid that she would see too little and miss the details.

She was also prepared for the gift to be returned, even the smile that said she was fine.But she waited for a long time before seeing Qizheng put the pen back into the box.

"Thank you, I like it very much."

Shen Zhibing smiled, I knew that sentence was already on my lips, but what I didn't expect to hear was: "Boss Shen has spent a lot of money."

Then she saw Qi Zheng put the gift into her bag.

She accepted it, and Shen Zhibing finally showed a sincere and happy smile.

Qizheng had just put the presents away, when he looked up and saw Shen Zhibing's heart-warming smile, his heart trembled.

"I'm treating you to this small wonton meal today, and I'll treat it as a gift to thank Mr. Shen."

The saddest words have been said, and the wontons have long been cold.Qizheng couldn't find the boss and his wife, so he got up and walked around, and finally cooked two new bowls in the kitchen by himself.

"I come here often, and I know the boss very well. They won't be angry, so feel free to eat."

After eating the wontons, it was finally time to say goodbye.

The reluctance and slight sadness in Shen Zhibing's eyes were obvious and touching, Qi Zheng staggered his eyes, stood up and stretched out his hand: "I hope we can all become better selves."

Only by becoming a better version of yourself can you be qualified to love others.

Shen Zhibing reached out to shake hands with her, and when he let go, his fingertips slipped from her hands, leaving a trace of warmth.

"You take care of yourself in America."

**

Shen Zhibing ended his trip early the next day and returned to Haicheng.Yu Xinyan and Yunfei couldn't find anything out of her mouth, but they knew it was definitely not the expected result.Shen Zhibing was indeed depressed for a while because of this, she thought over and over what Qi Zheng said in the wonton shop that day.

That was the most sincere day when they confessed their feelings to each other since they met, and it was also the day when they treated each other most sincerely.

Neither she nor Qizheng deleted each other, but neither did they interact with each other.

Do not delete, do not contact, do not disturb.

One month after Shen Zhibing returned from the United States, he re-discussed the treatment plan with the psychiatrist.

"Miss Shen, if you really decide to receive comprehensive treatment, then I suggest you reduce the dosage from now on."

"Okay, you can show me the complete plan."

In order to control the emotional problems as soon as possible, some time ago Shen Zhibing adopted a radical approach, relying on increased doses of drugs to achieve physical control effects.

Now, she finally decided to accept the reality and face the condition correctly.

There are some things that really can't be rushed. She needs to treat them well and truly become a better version of herself.

Maybe by then, she would still have a chance to win over Qi Zheng's affection.

Qizheng's tuition fees were all paid off after one year, which let Shen Zhibing know that her career was progressing smoothly.Occasionally, when eating with Jiang Youyou, he would also hear something about her recent situation. Shen Zhibing always listened with a smile, not as eager to find out all the details as in the past.

She seemed to take a step back, calm and relieved.

Only she knew that the distant concern did not disappear because of distance and time, she just changed the way.

Qizheng once said that the earth is round, if there is fate, they will all return to the origin.

The author says:

The very sad part is over, and after that Mr. Shen will continue to "seduce"

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