Dressed as a cannon fodder substitute for a beautiful president

In the evening's invitation, Hua Tian's attitude was much more familiar than yesterday's.Not long after they sat down, the two persons in charge had already started toasting.Qizheng heard from a colleague in the branch next door that when he visited Huatian in the afternoon, the other party let go of the issues that had been stalemate before and agreed to give in.

After Qi Zheng listened silently, Shen Zhibing had already been poured several times by the other party, but that was all.Shen Zhibing changed his strategy today, had tea before coming here, and respected all the important people for a round at the beginning, and then let the people from the branch take the lead.

There were not enough people brought in yesterday, and today the branch has changed to two more powerful ones, and a backup was added by the way.

"Mr. Shen, you stopped drinking at the very beginning, you don't want to save face."

"Don't mind Liu Gong, I drank too much yesterday, so I don't dare to be presumptuous anymore today."

"Boss Shen has always had a good capacity for drinking. It was rare to pour you down for those few drinks yesterday. Maybe it's because we've reached a deal today and just ignore us."

"Liu Gong really likes to joke. If this was the case, I wouldn't have taken the initiative to drink so much just now. It's really powerless, please forgive me."

Shen Zhibing was really forthright just now, he took the initiative to toast and coaxed each of them into submission.Now if he forces it again, he will lose his identity.

He raised his wine glass and turned to Qi Zheng who was beside Shen Zhibing, and said with a smile: "Boss Shen won't drink, so I'll drink with Xiao Qi. She hasn't touched the glass much today, has she, Xiao Qi?"

After finishing speaking, he stretched out the wine glass directly in front of Qizheng, wishing he could put it directly in her mouth.

Disgust flashed in Qizheng's eyes, but she lowered her eyes and the other party couldn't see her.

Shen Zhibing blocked the wine glass back with his hand, and said with a faint smile, "Gong Liu should let me off as a new employee. Qizheng just graduated from university, and she came out to study business, so don't embarrass her."

Liu Gong has half of his body over the dining table, and his posture is very funny now.Shen Zhibing refused, and then Qizheng couldn't drink the wine, which made him lose face.But he didn't dare to challenge Shen Zhibing face to face, he was being polite to him only for Hua Tian's sake.

"Just one cup. After drinking this cup, Xiao Qi can do whatever he wants tonight." Liu Gong found a step for himself, but Shen Zhibing's hand did not move away.

"Qizheng was very uncomfortable last night, and barely slept in the second half of the night. I'm afraid of accidents even with a glass of wine, and Liu Gong doesn't want Shen to affect the cooperation because of this kind of news."

Liu Gong drank the glass of wine by himself very upset, and after sitting back, he ate a few more dishes with chopsticks. The colleagues around him laughed and teased him, but he ignored him.

Hua Tian's attitude softened, and Shen Zhibing's purpose of this business trip was achieved.Yongcheng is not within the scope of Shen's core business development, and came here purely because of where Huatian Water Conservancy is located.

On the plane back, Shen Zhibing was reading the documents.For her, a business trip is just a different place to work, and additional entertainment is added.Qi Zheng didn't have much work to do, so sitting next to Boss Shen at this moment seemed too leisurely.

"If you are tired, you can take a break. I will not even deduct the normal rest time for employees."

"It's not tiring, it's just a little boring."

Shen Zhibing casually pointed to the screen next to him: "If you're bored, you can watch a movie."

"The boss is working, but I'm watching a movie? Mr. Shen, you're digging a hole for me to jump in."

Although Shen Zhibing's fragility was only occasionally revealed at night, after that night, the distance between the two seemed to be getting closer.Qizheng sometimes joked with Boss Shen, but it was considered harmonious.

Shen Zhibing didn't give Qizheng other documents, and didn't care how she passed the time. Fortunately, Yongcheng is not too far from Haicheng, and the flight almost landed after a few documents were approved.

Shen Zhibing was supposed to go to the psychological clinic today, but she had to reschedule because of her business trip.The secretary of the clinic called to confirm with her whether there was any change in the itinerary for tomorrow afternoon. Shen Zhibing thought about it and confirmed that he would go tomorrow afternoon.

After hanging up the phone, she turned to Yunfei and said, "Tomorrow afternoon, I will leave an hour early, so you can compress the meeting time."

Shen Zhibing's so-called compressed meeting time does not mean cutting off the content of the meeting, but shortening the interval between meetings, and removing the lunch time.Every time he goes on a business trip, there will be a backlog of work. Shen Zhibing usually chooses to work overtime, but this time he has to leave early, which is a bit abnormal.

Although Yunfei was surprised, she still followed Mr. Shen's orders, and Qizheng also followed the driver back to the company.He was able to go on a business trip with Mr. Shen in such a short period of time after joining the job, and he heard that he was protected the next day after holding the drink for Mr. Shen.

The news from the branch office was faster than a fax, and the news had already been portrayed in a decent way before they came back.

Shen Qixing also listened with great interest in the office. The personnel department is actually the most gossip, and there is a well-known and legitimate reason: caring about employee performance is conducive to a comprehensive evaluation of employee performance.

Shen's has always encouraged those who can do it, so there has been a lot of mobility among departments, and the senior management also supports the internal competition.Recently, three business departments have submitted their employment needs to manpower, and there are many vacancies, and some of them are considered sweet pastries.

Encouraged by Yun Fei, Qi Zheng also submitted an application in the system.In fact, she did not meet the requirement of one year to apply, but Yunfei said that there is no limit to the application, and there are many criteria for selection, and the length of entry is only one of the considerations, not a rigid rule.

Yunfei also said that she would evaluate Qizheng's work performance in detail since she joined the job.

After Qizheng signed up, she never thought that she would be selected. When the HR department called her, she was taken aback for a moment.

"Because your entry time is relatively short, our Vice President Shen has to interview in person before deciding whether to approve you to participate in the selection of internal competition."

It was reasonable, but Shen Qixing and Shen Zhibing didn't get along very well, and they came to the secretary's office several times before to inquire about her.This in-person interview might be specifically for her.

When Yunfei heard about this, she should not think too much and just prepare the materials seriously.

"Have you told Mr. Shen about this?"

Qizheng shook his head: "At least we can wait until we can formally participate in the selection."

Mr. Shen is so busy, how can he have time to listen to her step-by-step reports.

"It's best to clarify Mr. Shen's attitude first."

When Yun Fei said that, Qi Zheng couldn't procrastinate any longer, so he found a lunch time and knocked on Shen Zhibing's office.

After listening to Qi Zheng's report, Shen Zhibing put the lunch box aside.

"You want to go to the sales promotion department?"

"Yes."

"This is different from your major and the work you are doing now. Why do you want to go there?"

Qizheng thought about it, and said truthfully, "I want to make more money."

Shen Zhibing was not very satisfied with Qizheng's reason, so after waiting for a while, she didn't see the second one.

"No more? Just to make money?"

"The sales department can contact more customers, grasp the latest development policies and industry trends, and directly create profits."

Shen Zhibing didn't say anything, and waved her out.

"This matter will go according to the normal process, and we will wait until you can enter the list for my final approval."

Qizheng felt that Shen Zhibing seemed unhappy, but it was not easy to guess what Shen Zhibing was thinking.

Shen Qixing's solo interview was quite satisfactory, and he was not the one leading it alone, but also the directors of the HR and sales departments.

Qizheng performed well in the interview, and with Yunfei's recommendation, she made an exception to waive the one-year entry requirement.

"Xiao Qi, I heard from the people in the sales department that you have performed very well, and you have to work hard for the business assessment next week."

After passing the manpower test, the boss of the sales department interviewed and assessed in person. If he passed, the matter would basically be settled.

Qi Zheng was a little bit reluctant, the job in the secretary's office was actually quite good.

There were three people competing for the sales department at the same time as Qizheng, and she happened to have a mahjong table with her.She is the only woman, and the only one who has been with the company for less than a year.But no one ignored Qi Zheng, and the story of this person's triple jumps has long been spread.

Qizheng knew that she was a little inexperienced after all, especially in sales.She tried her best to prepare for the interview, but she did not show an absolute advantage.

However, the sales department finally chose her, and when the HR department called to inform her of the result, Qi Zheng couldn't believe it.

Yunfei also received the notice, and the human resources said that the document would be officially issued after Mr. Shen signed and approved it.

From the looks of it, there is only the process left, which can take half a month at the fastest and no more than a month at the slowest.

Sales promotion is indeed the core department, and many people want to go there.The sales department at the headquarters does not need to go out to run business every day, but there is no shortage of major customer resources.

Xin Jia and the others are also reluctant to part with Qi Zheng, but going to the business department will be more helpful for future development: "Xiao Qi will take good care of himself when he goes to the sales department. Don't fight hard with them, just follow his own pace."

"I will, thank you, Miss Xin."

"If you encounter difficulties, just tell us. You don't know anyone there, so don't be bullied."

The third secretary answered with a smile: "You are just worrying about me. Xiao Qi came out of our secretary's office. Who dares to bully him? Don't be afraid to sue Mr. Shen directly. You may even be flattered. Xiao Qi, you You have to resist the temptation and not be led astray."

This kind of department that directly generates profits or has a huge annual budget is a fat gap and a trap, and different people have different gains.

Shen Zhibing had just finished the meeting when she saw documents waiting for her to sign on the table.She looked it over carefully and called the manpower.

Qizheng received a call from the personnel officer that afternoon: "Qizheng, Boss Shen did not approve your application for job transfer. So... for this internal competition, you can't go to the sales department for the time being."

"Boss Shen didn't approve? Why?" Qi Zheng didn't expect that Shen Zhibing would check her at the last checkpoint. She didn't show any abnormalities before, and she didn't say anything when she came back from the meeting in the morning.

Even if you don't approve, shouldn't you talk to her first?What does it mean to return directly to manpower?

"This is what Mr. Shen meant. She said that you are not suitable for the sales department at the moment, so we don't want to ask more about this."

Qizheng also knew that manpower was just passing on a message, so she couldn't ask anything.After hanging up the phone, she looked in the direction of Shen Zhibing's office. President Shen hadn't come out since the meeting.

Yun Fei also received an email notification from the human force, her eyes were dark.She was a little worried about Qi Zheng's mood: "Xiao Qi, do you want to leave work early to relax?"

Qizheng shook her head, this matter cannot be solved by relaxing her mind.She needs to find out from Shen Zhibing why?

I don't know if Shen always misses her on purpose, or if he is really busy, Qizheng didn't wait for Shen to be free until after get off work.

Most of the people in the secretary's office had left. Seeing that Qizheng was still sitting, Yunfei persuaded her to leave work together.

"Don't wait, Boss Shen has a reception tonight, even if you see her later, she doesn't have time."

The author says:

Thank you bosses for watering and encouraging

Since everyone is a little interested in dumpling literature, I will write a copy for you to read in two days

Chapter 53 [Ms. Shen mentions Ms. Q more and more often, tending to match Mr. A, so attention is needed. 】

Qizheng lowered her head and thought for a while, but still refused to leave: "It's okay for me to go home anyway." She paused and said, "I just want to hear Mr. Shen's opinion, so I won't waste too much of her time."

Yun Fei knew that the competition for employment was a big blow, especially for a newcomer like Qi Zheng.It was an exception to be selected, and it received more attention than others along the way.

Although Manpower has not officially issued a document, there must have been a lot of internal news.Ups and downs, who will feel better?Yun Fei lightly pressed her shoulder, and only reminded: "Boss Shen must have her thoughts, try to communicate well. If it doesn't work, just wait a little longer."

Shen Zhibing had never disclosed this matter to Yun Fei before, and no one knew what President Shen was thinking.Yunfei was afraid that Qizheng would not be able to control her emotions and would conflict with Mr. Shen, which would affect her future work.

"I won't make trouble."

Qizheng just didn't understand, what exactly is Boss Shen's intention in doing this?She was indeed uncomfortable, and very uncomfortable, but it hadn't reached the point of quarreling over a disagreement.

Shen Zhibing came out of the office, Qi Zheng was the only one left in the secretary's room.She froze for a moment, then slowed down a little: "Have you left yet?"

Qizheng stood up, took the bag on the table and followed: "I'm waiting for you."

Shen Zhibing seemed to have guessed Qi Zheng's purpose, and didn't respond in particular: "I don't have time tonight, I will talk to you in a few days."

The personnel officer hinted on the phone today that if Mr. Shen can change his mind as soon as possible, there is actually a turning point for this matter.This should be done as soon as possible, and at the latest it can't be delayed until tomorrow when I get off work.

A few days after Shen Zhibing's day, for Qizheng, the day lily was cold.

She walked into the elevator with Shen Zhibing, refusing to give up: "It won't take you a long time, I just want to know the reason. Why don't you agree with me going to the sales department?"

Shen Zhibing looked at the time, she had to go back to Yunlu Garden first, and then rush to the hotel.

"You have a lot of questions, and I can't explain clearly in a few words, but my attitude is already very clear."

Many questions?Why didn't Mr. Shen say that?You have to wait until she is selected before vetoing, but you just watched before?

When the elevator arrived, Qizheng followed subconsciously to the parking lot.Seeing that she still refused to give in, Shen Zhibing shook his head: "Get in the car first, I don't have time to waste here."

When they arrived at Yunlu Garden, Qi Zheng was still not invited upstairs, so Shen Zhibing asked her to wait in the clubhouse.Seeing that Shen Zhibing didn't drive her back, Qizheng wondered if he wanted to take her to a social event?

She looked down at the suit she was wearing. It was well-behaved and dressed like a typical office worker.

Shen Zhibing's outfit tonight is not exaggerated, and there is no obvious distance between him and Qizheng, it seems to be an ordinary situation.

"Come with me, and I'll tell you if you can hold out till night."

Qizheng regretted it a bit, she should also tidy up and dress up, she actually pays attention to her image.

Seeing her frowning, Shen Zhibing twitched the corner of her mouth, but did not point out: "Tonight are mainly people from trade associations, there are not many customers, most of them are colleagues."

Qizheng followed, and the atmosphere was slightly better than the ones he had been to before, but he couldn't avoid the fate of being scrutinized secretly.Shen Zhibing blocked her a little bit, but sometimes he couldn't take care of her.I don't know whether Mr. Shen did it on purpose or Qi Zheng's face was so unfamiliar that everyone was curious.

Finally stayed up for three hours and got on the car back.

Shen Zhibing was quite satisfied with Qizheng's persistence until now, and said to the driver: "Go to the suburban villa."

Aunt Xin saw that Shen Zhibing was coming tonight, so she ordered the kitchen to prepare a supper and sent it to Shen Zhibing's room.

Qi Zheng stood by the door, and Shen Zhibing sat in front of the dressing table picking off jewelry.The pair of earrings seemed uncomfortable tonight, Qizheng saw her playing with them a few times throughout the night.

"Eat something first, wait for me."

Shen Zhibing tidied up briefly and returned to the sofa.Qi Zheng didn't have much supper, Shen Zhibing looked at it and smiled.

"Are you angry, so you show me your face?"

Qizheng froze for a moment, she didn't immediately deny it.

Shen Zhibing didn't mention a single word about this matter beforehand, and he didn't explain it afterwards, as if he didn't care at all.

That's right, this kind of thing is nothing more than a document to Mr. Shen.

Qizheng was a little downcast: "Maybe for you, this matter is not that important. But for me, I missed an opportunity."

Shen Zhibing's smile deepened: "A chance to make more money?"

Qizheng froze again, but heard Shen Zhibing continue: "The current salary can't meet your needs or do you have other places to use the money?"

"I said that I want to earn liquidated damages as soon as possible, and then..."

Shen Zhibing interrupted her: "If you want to go to the sales department because of this, then I think this decision is even more correct."

Qizheng raised her head abruptly, although she had guessed this before, she always thought that Shen Zhibing would not be so indiscriminate between public and private.

But now Shen Zhibing is so calm, Qizheng's anger is rising, and he can't bear it no matter how good his temper is: "Mr. Shen, you don't want me to successfully terminate the contract. You can refuse to agree to my conditions at the beginning. But you can't deliberately take advantage of your position after agreeing." Come and set up obstacles for me. I make money with my own ability. What is hindering you? Besides, even if I go to the sales department, I will create profits for Shen, so why do you ignore the company's performance because of the things between us? !"

Shen Zhibing leaned on the sofa with folded arms, listening to Qizheng's complaints and accusations, there was no anger on his face, but a faint smile all the time: "Continue talking, express all the dissatisfaction in your heart."

Qizheng took a deep breath, she couldn't say anything that was too vicious.She just felt aggrieved and powerless, and hated this kind of despair when she saw the dawn but was told that the road ahead was closed.

"I don't want to say anything. The company is yours, of course you have the final say, it's useless for me to say more."

Qi Zheng got up and was about to go back to her room. This was probably Mr. Shen's explanation, and she understood.

"Wait a minute."

Qizheng stopped without turning around, and Shen Zhibing didn't rush to speak, the room was silent for a while.

"Didn't you say you want to listen to my reasons? You are in a hurry to leave before I tell you?"

Qi Zheng turned around slowly and looked at her, not knowing what Shen Zhibing was doing.

"Come and sit down, since you want to listen, you must have the attitude of wanting to listen."

Qizheng returned to the previous position, facing Shen Zhibing face to face, with a small tea table in between, and the supper on it was still warm.

"Qizheng, do you think you are suitable for sales? Or, do you like the job of sales?"

Qizheng thought about it, then nodded hesitantly.This question has been asked several times during the recruitment process.At that time, she always answered yes very simply, but this time she showed her true inner thoughts.

"Then based on your performance today, do you think you can become a sales elite?"

Qi Zheng frowned, what did he do?

She didn't receive any task to sell today. To be precise, she only received a heavy blow.

Shen Zhibing poured a cup of tea, and said leisurely: "You insisted on staying in the secretary's room and waiting for me to come out. You did have the willpower to be a salesperson, but you were always passive and led away by me. When you arrived at the restaurant, facing other people's curiosity about you and To inquire, you choose to avoid in a low-key manner and minimize contact with strangers."

Qizheng nodded, what Shen Zhibing said was indeed true.

"You have an introverted personality. Although you are not particularly stable, it is rare for your age. Sales need to be extroverted and active, tough and thick-skinned, and able to resist blows. You must know that after months of hard work, you are finally rejected. It’s perfectly normal to run orders.”

Qizheng knew all these things when he was preparing for the competitive interview.

But when it really happened to her, she had a different feeling, and even her instinctive reaction was different from what she expected.

"If you really went to the sales department, you missed the opportunity to meet so many people and resources tonight. I hope everyone ignores your actions, which is enough to make you fail the department assessment at the end of the year."

"I'm just..." Qizheng said slowly, a little lacking in confidence, "I'm not used to it yet."

"There is a specialization in art, Qizheng, that's not your strength, and your personality is not suitable for sales. If you just want to make quick money, I won't agree to your transfer, it's as simple as that."

Qizheng is actually conflicted these days. On the one hand, he wants to go to the sales department, but on the other hand, he doesn't want to leave the secretary's office.For her, the work in the secretary's office is getting smoother and smoother, and it even feels like a rapid progress.Facing the unfamiliar sales department, she felt nervous but had to accept the challenge.

Shen Zhibing's explanation ends here, Qizheng doesn't know what to say.Thinking about the tantrum he uttered to Mr. Shen just now, it's a bit embarrassing.

"I won't stop your plan to earn liquidated damages, but I don't want you to ruin your career development because you only want to make money. I don't allow talents to destroy themselves in front of my eyes."

Qi Zheng mumbled, nodded and said: "I see, I will think of other ways."

Shen Zhibing took a sip of tea, and said softly: "In the fourth quarter, the company will set up a temporary business development team, and will draw backbones from various core business departments."

Qizheng raised her eyes when she heard the words, thinking about the meaning of Mr. Shen's words.

"Because it's a year-end sprint with concentrated resources, the profits are huge, and the bonuses are also generous. Everyone has a stage to display their talents, but the space is limited." Shen Zhibing looked at her with deep eyes, "Qi Zheng, do you dare to come and try?" Give it a try?"

Qizheng felt that Shen Zhibing was really an elusive person, one moment he rejected his transfer application, and the next second he offered her an olive branch.

But why not do something that can give full play to one's strengths and make money at the same time?Isn't working to make money?

"Okay, I will try my best."

**

Jiang Youyou originally planned to celebrate the success of the competition for Qizheng, and even specially booked a Michelin restaurant, saying that she was happy for her by paying the year-end bonus in advance.Unexpectedly, the changes came so quickly, Qi Zheng felt relieved after complaining, and ate and drank normally.

Jiang Youyou still couldn't recover, and was stunned for a long time: "You boss is really difficult to serve. But then again, it's normal for a few of them to be big bosses. If they want to do things like us little shrimps Same, wouldn't it be okay to let me be the president?"

Qizheng has also figured it out in the past two days, maybe she is really not suitable for sales.In short, she is not good at chasing customers, and talking and laughing with people at the wine table.

"She's much more normal than before." Qi Zheng's relationship with Jiang Youyou is closer now than when he was studying, and occasionally he only complains to her.

Jiang Youyou suddenly approached her nervously, and said with a low voice, "Qizheng, have you noticed that you've mentioned Mr. Shen more and more frequently recently. Besides, your attitude towards her is also different. gone."

Qi Zheng had just finished eating a piece of cowboy bone, spat out the bone, and asked puzzled, "What's the difference?"

"You will be angry because of her. When you mentioned her before, you always wanted to stay away from her. It's best not to say you know each other after work. But when you mention her now, there will be obvious emotional ups and downs .”

Qizheng was startled, she really didn't notice.

**

Shen Zhibing actively cooperated with the treatment this time. Although she was still busy with work, she tried her best to spare time for follow-up visits.However, the curative effect did not go as smoothly as she expected, and even encountered obstacles shortly after the beginning.

The psychiatrist looked at her file and said softly: "Miss Shen, don't keep emphasizing in your consciousness that you want to get rid of the past, it's actually invalid."

Shen Zhibing was puzzled: "Isn't it right to increase self-suggestion?"

"Of course it works, but not now. The first thing you need to do is to face the past calmly and open your heart. Only by letting go of the past completely can you truly come out."

Instead of forcibly sealing it and gritting its teeth into another role like it is now.

When Shen Zhibing heard her mention the past, he felt sad for a while.The past has become the past, she doesn't even want to remember it anymore, she just wants to forget it as soon as possible, and no longer be trapped by the past.

"Haste makes waste. Especially for things like feelings, it takes years and years of accumulation to get what they are now. You can't rush to clear the past."

Shen Zhibing asked in a deep voice, "How long will it take?"

The psychiatrist looked at her report and thought about it: "It can take half a year at the earliest, and it usually takes a year."

"It's been too long, I can't wait."

"Miss Shen, you have been suppressing your true emotions all year round, which has a lot to do with your working environment. You are under a lot of pressure at work, and if you can't release it in your life, it will lead to a backlog of emotions in your heart. Unbalanced, one year is actually an optimistic estimate.”

Shen Zhibing was not happy, this was not a time she could accept.

"Then how can she do it?"

The psychiatrist pushed his glasses and asked, "You mean Miss Q?"

Shen Zhibing didn't mention Lian Ao's name, so naturally he didn't mention Qi Zheng either.In front of the psychiatrist, she referred to them as Mr. A and Miss Q.

Shen Zhibing told the psychiatrist that Qizheng was very carefree and indifferent after getting rid of the previous relationship. This is her goal, and it can also be called a role model.In order for the psychiatrist to understand her appeal more clearly, she described Qizheng's behavior in love and after breaking up in detail.

"She can succeed in such a short period of time, why can't I?"

Shen Zhibing thinks that she is more mature and experienced than Qizheng. Could it be that she can't do it?

"Everyone's way of dealing with feelings is different, and everyone's psychological endurance is also different. Ms. Q may not have those troubled emotions that Ms. Shen has. With her, she only needs to deal with feelings. But Shen Miss, you are different, except for your emotions, your entire emotional processing function is on the verge of losing control."

Shen Zhibing frowned and lay on the comfortable sofa and recliner. She liked the environment here very much, and it allowed her to relax for a while.But the psychiatrist's words were so cruel and straightforward, which was one of the reasons why she refused to accept treatment two years ago.

In addition to being nostalgic for that relationship, there is also the fact that she does not want to be noticed about her emotional problems.At that time, her position as vice president was not stable enough, and there were continuous doubts within the company. If people knew her true situation, she might not even be given the chance to prove herself.

She put her hand on her forehead and murmured: "Sometimes I really admire her and am curious about her. But I always feel that she hides herself so that people can't see clearly, and I can't believe it completely."

The psychiatrist recorded in the report: [Ms. Shen mentioned Ms. Q more and more times, tending to match Mr. A, need attention. 】

The author says:

Bao, the real hzc didn't come, don't get excited

The relationship between them is true. Days. Long time love + play everywhere that no one cares about before (God, what is the author talking nonsense

ps Thank you for your love. I will try my best to make up for the comments and updates I owe, because I have too long working hours on Sunday, and I can’t finish writing today, sorry

Chapter 54 "Would you like to try this kiss again? Or, further intimacy?"

Shen Zhibing's emotions gradually relaxed. The soothing music and light incense in the room, as well as the professional and moderate tone of the psychiatrist, made her often tense nerves finally begin to relax.

After listening to Shen Zhibing's statement, the psychiatrist suggested: "In addition to emphasizing your goals, Miss Shen, you should also pay more attention to yourself. Try to ask yourself, what do you want most?"

Shen Zhibing almost blurted out: "Of course I want to be relieved."

This is what she is thinking about with all her heart, and this is what she is anxious about, like a drowning person looking for the last hope of life.

"Through the appearance, look at the essence. Liberation is a matter of time, so what else do you desire in your heart?"

Shen Zhibing calmed down, thinking about what she really wanted.

She has too many things to think about every day, the company's affairs take up most of it, and she also has to take care of the Shen family's situation.Even though she doesn't go back to live often, she always knows the movement of the mansion.

The only thing left was for her and Lian Ao's relationship in the past.As for now, there is really nothing to lose.

Seeing that she was at a loss, the psychiatrist began to guide her: "Your emotional problems are not only caused by external factors, but also include your own excessive depression. You subconsciously close up the desire in your heart and are unwilling to face it. No good."

Shen Zhibing agreed with this statement, she also felt her own discomfort, so she chose to seek help from professionals.However, she couldn't find out the feeling that had been kept for too long.

The psychiatrist is no stranger to this kind of case, and continued to explain: "You close your eyes, relax your whole body, and then forget about the busy trivial matters in your daily life, and try to listen to the voice in your heart."

Shen Zhibing did as he did, and the silence in the room lasted for a long time.

Afterwards, Shen Zhibing said slowly, "I want a hug, the kind that hugs me tightly."

"anything else?"

"If you want close contact and temperature, it's best to stick together."

The psychiatrist lowered his head and recorded in the report, then said softly: "Who do you want to have such contact with?"

who?Shen Zhibing has tried to delete Lian Ao from his memory during this time, but the habit cannot be changed overnight.Lian Ao's name popped up immediately, but Shen Zhibing immediately felt a lot of reluctance.

She fell into confusion again, it seemed that apart from Lian Ao, she couldn't find another person who could bear her longing.But she has given up on Lian Ao, no matter what, it is impossible to have any close contact with him, let alone that kind of thing.

Qizheng's name appeared again, this time not only her name, but also her face.Apart from his usual indifference, Shen Zhibing actually thought of her lips, the lips that she had bitten on the top of the mountain that night.

At that time, the touch was very short, and Qizheng didn't respond to her. She seemed to be kissing a piece of soft flesh, but it still moved her heart.

Shen Zhibing still had her eyes closed, she licked her lips subconsciously, and put Qi Zheng's name in her mouth hesitantly.

Seeing her like this, professionals can tell at a glance that she has the answer.

"I think anyone can say it, it doesn't matter."

"I kissed her, and it felt weird. I didn't expect much, but after I kissed her, I felt good."

"Would you like to try this kind of kiss again? Or, further intimacy?"

Shen Zhibing was also lost in thought, she tried to put herself into it, if Qi Zheng's face were replaced with those charming scenes in her dreams... She suddenly grabbed the cushion in hand.

"I do not know."

The last kind of intimacy was unfamiliar to Shen Zhibing.She has never had a relationship with Lian Ao, nor has she experienced it herself, only in her dreams, she was released by herself in a hazy state according to the needs of her body.

But the joy was only shallow, and after waking up, it added a little melancholy.Shen Zhibing has never liked to say such things clearly. When she had a good relationship with Lin Muyun, she was asked around and asked about it, but she ignored it.

Yu Xinyan often jokes that she becomes more Buddhist as she gets older, and she has no sense of turning 30.Of course Shen Zhibing knew what she was talking about, but she was busy and paranoid after all, unless she really wanted to, otherwise nothing could force her to do it.

But sometimes the body is not obedient, and Shen Zhibing, who is almost 30 years old, may be able to tell himself with reason that some things do not need to be forced.But her soon-to-be 30-year-old body is about to move, every pore is stretching her mouth, longing for more.

Her mouth was a little dry, and once she released her desire, it would not be so easy to calm down.

"Miss Shen, it's fine."

The psychiatrist's words made Shen Zhibing wake up gradually. She slowly opened her eyes, but she could still feel the slight heat on her cheeks.

The psychiatrist handed her a glass of water, which was cold but just what she needed: "Drink some water to calm down."

It was originally difficult to say, but because of the other party's professionalism, it seemed very serious.Shen Zhibing is not an ignorant little girl, she can be calm and composed even when someone pointed her nose at the board meeting, let alone now.

She took two sips slowly, waiting for the remaining warmth on her cheeks to subside.

"I think Miss Shen, you yourself are very clear about what your real needs are."

"I know, but it doesn't mean that all needs must be met."

"But this will directly affect your emotions." The psychiatrist looked down at the report, and then looked up at her, "You need an outlet for release, otherwise you won't be able to hold on."

Human abilities are limited, no matter how powerful Shen Zhibing is, it is impossible to contain all emotions indefinitely.She needs to release so that the cycle can happen so that the good and bad emotions can truly coexist peacefully.

"I'm more cautious in this regard, and there are very few people I can accept."

The psychiatrist doesn't have much gossip about this kind of thing. It is completely out of a professional point of view. He suggested: "You can start with a relationship that can relax you. It doesn't have to be so clear from the beginning. A person who can make you feel relaxed, It must make you feel safe and happy."

The psychiatrist's pen circled the name of Miss Q on the report a few times, but she didn't say the name.After all, Miss Q's gender is not suitable to be Shen Zhibing's candidate.

Shen Zhibing thought about it and put the cup back on the coffee table: "