Dressed as a cannon fodder substitute for a beautiful president

After greeting each other, the atmosphere suddenly became awkward, and the distance between Shen Zhibing and Shen Zhibing was opened when he was confused about the situation at the beginning of waking up.Now there is a small gap between the two of them.Although the room is not cold, it is really uncomfortable for two people covered with the same quilt.

Last night, the joy of joy was still there, and the evidence scattered at the end of the bed all reminded that the relationship between them was different.

Qizheng moved the hand placed by her side, Shen Zhibing immediately looked at her, but did not speak.

There are stars on her chest, just like the beautiful scenery outside the window last night.Qizheng blushed when she thought of her tireless planting and watering.

"President Shen, we..."

Shen Zhibing suppressed the chaotic heartbeat, tried his best to restrain himself, and said calmly: "We let nature take its course, you don't need to have any psychological burden."

Qi Zheng's pretty brows and eyes frowned: "I don't have any psychological burden, I will take responsibility."

She spoke frankly and earnestly, like a promise or an oath, and there was still a gleam of light in her eyes.

Shen Zhibing thought, but smiled: "Don't rush to say irresponsible words, I don't think we are the kind of people who are so weak that we have to cling to each other just because of one night."

Qizheng felt that this sounded a bit strange, and before she could analyze it carefully, she saw Shen Zhibing throwing off the quilt and preparing to get out of bed.

"I'm going to take a shower. If you want to, you can go back to your own side."

Of course Qizheng would not ask to take a bath with Shen Zhibing in the morning when she was sober. Last night was so crazy that even she herself couldn't believe it would happen.

When Shen Zhibing first landed, her legs trembled a little, so soft that she subconsciously supported the head of the bed.The cool touch brought by the railing immediately activated her memory of raising her hand to hold on to the railing for support last night.

The picture is real and coherent, which makes her legs softer.

She lowered her eyes and walked quickly into the bathroom, closing the door without hesitation, for fear that Qizheng would notice the change in her just now.Just holding on to the railing, she seemed to hear the soft moan that echoed in the room last night again, a tone that was unfamiliar even to herself.

When she took off her clothes and stepped into the bathtub, she had a little doubt.She clearly remembered that when she went out of the bathroom last night, these were all gone.Later, she fell asleep directly and didn't have time to put it on, so this is...

Shen Zhibing bit her lip, no need to think about who helped her wear it.

Hot water surged around, and the bathtub with massage function did not fully match the expensive price. Shen Zhibing obviously felt that this was far from the comfort Qizheng brought her.

When she got out of the shower, there was no one in the room.The previously messy room had also been tidied up, the dropped cushions were placed on the sofa, and the exquisite dress was wrinkled, but it had been transferred from the floor to the stool at the end of the bed.

Shen Zhibing walked over, and the bed seemed to have been made, without the lingering marks of death, except for the little red marks covered by the quilt.

She didn't ask Aunt Xin to change the bedding, but did it herself and changed the bedding with new ones.The pain from last night slowly faded away, what was left was the deep throbbing and thoughts, but Shen Zhibing didn't think about how to respond to Qi Zheng's words.

Responsible?Qizheng was originally guided by herself half-pushed and half-heartedly. If she really wanted to say that she was responsible, maybe she was even more responsible.The traces on the bed sheets represent an important transformation, but Shen Zhibing is not a conservative person, and she doesn't care about gains and losses when things come naturally.

Besides, she lost some things, but also gained more.Pain is only once, but happiness can be many times.

In this way, she still made money.

**

Qizheng, who had calmed down completely after taking a shower, finally had a chance to review what happened last night.She did not resist the temptation, obeyed her will, and broke through Mr. Shen.

She didn't think too much about it, she just felt that she would let nature take its course, and just move on when she got to that point.It wasn't until she heard the whispers in her ears and Shen Zhibing's forbearance most of the time that she realized that she really hurt her.

Even if she didn't see the marks on the bed, she couldn't ignore the color of her fingertips before she took a shower again last night.Qi Zheng didn't expect Shen Zhibing to be so calm this morning, he seemed to be a different person from last night.

If it wasn't for them sleeping in each other's arms and she waking up earlier than the other, Qizheng would really suspect that she sneaked in later.

After she dawdled for a while and went downstairs, she found that Shen Zhibing was not in the restaurant.

Qizheng asked Aunt Xin: "Mr. Shen hasn't come down yet?"

"Boss Shen has left."

Qizheng was surprised: "Gone?"

It was only a few o'clock, the company was on holiday again, and Yunfei didn't hear that there was an important customer visiting today, why did she leave suddenly.

Aunt Xin saw that she was puzzled, and her face didn't look too good, so she took the initiative to explain: "Today is New Year's Day, Mr. Shen has to go back to the mansion."

Normally, Shen Zhibing rarely mentioned the mansion to Qi Zheng, she only knew that it was where most of the Shen family lived, and she also knew that Mr. Shen felt very tired every time he went back.

"Miss Qi, do you have any plans for New Year's Day?"

Qizheng thought about it, she really didn't have any plans.Jiang Youyou probably stayed up late last night, so she hasn't woken up yet.Even if she woke up, she would be embarrassed to call her out on New Year's Day, after all, she has a home.

After Qi Youtian was discharged from the hospital, he calmed down a lot and didn't bother Qi Zheng again.I heard occasional messages from my aunt saying that he doesn’t gamble much now, and just plays cards with his co-workers and saves a little money.

It looks like it's really getting better.However, Qizheng still didn't want to get close to him. She transferred some money to the original owner's aunt and grandmother, but she didn't want to visit during the New Year's Eve.

In this way, she could only stay in this luxurious but empty villa on New Year's Day.

"I don't go to work, I have three days off."

Aunt Xin responded and didn't ask anything else.

Qizheng drank a few sips of soy milk, took a bite of fried dough sticks, thought about what he had neglected, and asked, "Is there something wrong?"

Aunt Xin hesitated and said, "It's like this, Lao Yu's grandson came from his hometown last week, and wanted to go to Disneyland on New Year's Day. So he wanted to ask for a leave of absence, if you don't have anything urgent."

So it was like this, Qizheng didn't think there was any problem at all.

"I don't need a car. You can let Uncle Yu rest assured that you can take a three-day vacation."

Aunt Xin also guessed that Qizheng would agree, but she didn't expect that she would not be displeased at all, but rather happy.

"Old Yu said he would be back tomorrow afternoon at the latest."

"No hurry, no hurry, it's rare for family reunion, so don't rush."

Afraid that Uncle Yu really only had one day off, Qizheng went with Aunt Xin to tell him, and then persuaded him to take a three-day vacation.

"Don't worry about Mr. Shen, I will communicate with her, and your work will never be affected because of your vacation."

Aunt Xin thinks that Miss Qi is really a good person. She was worried that Mr. Shen would be captive in the villa for a delicate and capricious young girl who doesn't understand the world.

Now it seems that she was the one who underestimated Miss Qi.

For three days on New Year's Day, Shen Zhibing didn't come to the villa.Occasionally they would make a phone call, but the cause was work-related.

Taking advantage of the holiday, Shen Zhibing was finally able to stay in the psychological clinic for a longer period of time. She admitted frankly that after trying it, she really got the feeling she wanted.

"Congratulations, Miss Shen, you have found the right direction."

Shen Zhibing was even more confused than when he came here before: "Is it correct? But why do I feel that I can't see clearly?"

"Why do you say that?"

The rush back to the mansion on New Year's Day was not to escape from Qi Zheng, but because the whole family was waiting for her, and she had to go back.But in the next two days, she did deliberately not go to the villa.

"I like the feeling of intimacy with her. I like the actions she does to me, which makes me feel very comfortable and relaxed. However, I don't know how to face her after waking up. I haven't thought about what we should do in the future. what relationship."

Shen Zhibing thought that she could be open and honest with Qizheng freely and calmly, explaining that he only wanted intimate contact and didn't need her to take any responsibility.But when she saw Qi Zheng's sincere face and said this with a little nervousness, she couldn't say it.

So she subconsciously escaped, afraid to face such a moment again, afraid that Qizheng would chase her for a response next time.

Shen Zhibing has thought a lot these two days, but the only thing she hasn't thought about is establishing a stable relationship with Qizheng.She exhausted her energy, and what she exchanged for her youth was nothing but a ridiculous waiting.

She doesn't want to make the same mistakes again.Loving someone is hard and tiring.

"Doctor, am I irresponsible? Have I become a bad person in her eyes?"

Shen Zhibing was confused and even at a loss, she was very conflicted in her heart.She didn't want to let Qi Zheng go, especially after getting close to her, she couldn't bear that feeling.But if she was to be allowed to enter a relationship full of shackles again, she was afraid that she would suffocate.

"Whether it's good or bad depends on what the other party thinks. If Miss Shen, you really don't want to enter a new intimate relationship, then I suggest you talk to the other party as soon as possible. "

"Will she accept my argument?"

Shen Zhibing didn't know what to do, and now she had a rough idea of ​​Qi Zheng's character, this person was soft and not hard.If she bluntly said that she wanted to stop the relationship here, Qizheng might not accept it.

Not only won't accept it, maybe turn around and leave.

Shen Zhibing didn't want to see this result, so he fell into a dilemma.

"Sooner or later, you need to face and solve it, don't you. Ms. Shen, you don't have to put too much pressure on yourself. Since it has happened, you might as well continue to let nature take its course, and don't force yourself to quickly enter a new role."

Shen Zhibing's emotional problems cannot be cured in a short period of time.She has just crawled out of a quagmire, no matter whether she relied on her own tenacious will or the unintentional help of Miss Q, this is a gratifying progress.

"I feel like I'm at a stage where I can't form new relationships, will this always be the case?"

Shen Zhibing was a little frustrated, and his tone dropped.

The psychiatrist comforted and encouraged her: "This is a normal process of emotional ups and downs. You gradually lost yourself in the last relationship, and what you need now is to reshape yourself. Only by becoming a completely independent self is the best way to build a new relationship." opportunity."

Shen Zhibing smiled shyly when she heard the words. To be honest, she didn't know if she could wait until that day.Or, she feels that she doesn't want to invest in any new relationship anymore.

Isn't one time enough for such a tiring and depressing experience?

Why did she put herself into the emotional vortex that was often desperate and painful.

"Thank you doctor."

**

On the last day of the New Year's Day holiday, Qizheng received a call from Jiang Youyou.

"Come out to play, don't always be bored by yourself, combine work and rest."

Thus, Qi Zheng was brought by Jiang Youyou to a place full of singing birds and the fragrance of flowers.To be exact, in spring, the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant, but now it is a place where the birds don't shit, only dead branches.

"Why did you bring me to the Grand View Garden Scenic Area?"

"White Moonlight in Childhood, Dream of Red Mansions is so classic, I used to come here often when I was young."

Qi Zheng was speechless. In winter, there were a lot fewer tourists here, and many courtyards were closed for maintenance. There was a smell of paint and a sense of loneliness.

"I only see the broken childhood filter." Qizheng pointed to the surroundings casually, it was indeed as bleak as the ending of A Dream of Red Mansions.

Jiang Youyou bought two corns and handed one to her.

"It's about mood when you come out to play. There are few people here and the air is good. You don't have to squeeze to buy corn, and you don't have to wait to go to the toilet. There are flowers and water, pavilions and small bridges, so don't be too demanding."

After Jiang Youyou finished speaking, she took a few photos with her mobile phone and posted them on Moments.

Qizheng wanted to discuss something with her today, but seeing that she was in high spirits, she kept silent.In the evening, they went back to the city and found a restaurant, so they had a chance to get down to business.

"You want to borrow money from me?" Jiang Youyou was very surprised, instead of refusing immediately, she was a little worried, "Did something happen to you?"

Qi Zheng's salary is usually not low, and he received a generous bonus during his internship before, and he also received his first year-end bonus on New Year's Day, logically speaking, he shouldn't be short of money.

Qizheng was a little embarrassed, and continued to explain: "The friend I mentioned before still decided to terminate the contract. But the liquidated damages are partly short, and there is still a gap after all my money is counted, so I think..."

Qizheng has always been conscious of saving money. A while ago, the travel allowances for the United States and Hong Kong were also sent, and the account balance increased a lot.But the distance from the liquidated damages is indeed still far away.

According to the plan, she will definitely be able to pay it off by this time next year.But now, she wanted to settle the termination of the contract ahead of time, she didn't want to have such an awkward contract with Shen Zhibing before the official start.

"Did you lend all your money to your friend?"

Qizheng promised: "If she can't pay back the money you borrowed, I will pay it back for her. Don't worry about that."

"That's not what I mean. As long as you don't have something to do, I'll take out the money after the holiday is over and transfer it to you."

The author says:

Psychiatrist: Congratulations, Ms. Shen, you have found the right way to relieve

Mr. Shen: I am full of joy, running wildly on the wrong road

Author: Then... congratulations? (dog head

Cough cough, I haven't asked for nutrient solution for a long time, if you have it, you can water it (Actually, I think you have all been sucked up by me hahahaha)