Dressed as a cannon fodder substitute for a beautiful president

Today, she took the initiative to come to see Qizheng. On the way, she had to choose her words in her mind many times before expressing her apology and explanation.Not mean words, she's just not good at them.

I thought it would be difficult to talk about it, but after seeing Qi Zheng, especially her indifferent alienation and the sad atmosphere that was similar to that night but weakened a lot, it hit Shen Zhibing's heart all at once.

But she didn't expect that Qizheng didn't seem to be moved, as if it was too late for everything.

Qizheng took the initiative to press the elevator for her, and followed her all the time, not far or close.Shen Zhibing really wanted to look back at her again, but at this moment he suddenly lost the courage.

"Okay, then I won't disturb your class." Shen Zhibing suppressed the loss and embarrassment in her heart, turned around and reminded with a smile, "But you can't always make do with it, you have to...be nicer to yourself."

They just looked at each other quietly like this, wanting to see more meaning from each other's eyes.Qizheng saw the care and apology for her from Boss Shen's eyes, but unfortunately, what she wanted was love.

She lowered her eyes slightly, hummed softly, and said, "I know."

When the elevator arrived, Qizheng decided to send her downstairs.There are not many people at this time, and the car has been waiting downstairs.Qizheng suddenly remembered the episodes of many American dramas he had watched, and always felt that some unimaginable dangers would appear from all around inadvertently.

She laughed to herself that she was worrying unnecessarily, probably because she had just arrived in a strange environment, so she was always on guard.Here, it is indeed not as practical as when you were in a suburban villa.

It's a pity that it is not her destination after all.

Seeing her following in, Shen Zhibing wanted her to go back: "My car is downstairs, you go back and rest, I'm fine."

Her disappointment has not subsided, her embarrassment has been restrained to the utmost, and she wants to escape a little bit.But Qizheng's breath was close to her, which made her feel familiar and heartbroken.

This is the first time that she has other feelings besides the physical reaction, she ignores all kinds of instincts, and only feels heartache.

"It's only a few minutes. If you come to see me from such a distance, I won't even send you downstairs. There is no reason to treat guests like this."

To receive guests, Shen Zhibing took two steps back in a daze, to give Qizheng some space.She said these two words silently in her heart, and felt another pain in her heart: it's just a guest.

Qizheng sent Shen Zhibing away and returned to the apartment, everything seemed to be the same as before.If she hadn't stayed there, and her fragrance still remained in the room, Qizheng would feel that she was dreaming.

Hours of studying in the library were not as exhausting as the short time spent with her just now.Qizheng waited for the apology she deserved, and she also knew Shen Zhibing's concerns and considerations, but she understood the gap between them more clearly.

They are not the same kind of people, whether it is family background, growth experience, or even the way they treat their feelings, they are completely different.But Qizheng knew clearly that her heart would beat faster because of her appearance and approach, and she would subconsciously hope that she would care more about him.

What she hopes most is that she can be Shen Zhibing's first choice, not the one who will be abandoned.

Qi Zheng also knew that he was expecting too much. Would a person like Shen Zhibing still lack suitors?As long as she agrees, it can be replaced with a new one every day.Although she knew that she was not a flirtatious person, but the relationship with Lian Ao for so many years, she insisted on it so that the blood in her heart was dripping, didn't she let it go?

The small expectations in her heart were overwhelmed by her own arguments, as if to remind her: Qizheng, stop daydreaming, you will never be her only one.

Suddenly, her heart hurt very much, and Qizheng's eyes were hot and uncomfortable, but she refused to obey and shed tears.She can't be Shen Zhibing's only one, but until now, Mr. Shen is still her only one.

**

The car left from Qizheng's apartment building, but Shen Zhibing didn't go back to the hotel immediately, she asked the driver to drive the car to the back door of Business School of University B.

That relatively secluded road was similar to when she was studying, with two more street lights, but it was still not bright enough.

There are many students, and it is quite lively.But at night, it was inevitable to hear drunken howls from unknown places.

She saw that the familiar burger restaurant was still open, and many students were queuing up.Such a scene brought her back many years ago, when she also came to line up with Yunfei and Yu Xinyan.

She waited in the car until the queue peak passed, and went in to buy two set meals.

The environment here hasn't changed much, and the surrounding area is considered safe. Even if Qizheng returns home late, it won't be dangerous to come here to buy food.

She took the hamburger back to the hotel, and Yunfei was a little surprised when she saw the familiar packaging: "I've been thinking about it, but I didn't expect you to actually buy it."

"It's rare to come here, we must cherish the opportunity."

Shen Zhibing's mood was not high, and Yunfei also knew from her appearance that meeting Qizheng might not be pleasant, or it might not have met her expectations.

The two of them ate hamburgers in silence, and occasionally chatted about the past when they were studying, and Shen Zhibing suddenly said: "Tomorrow, I will ask Anna to have a meal together."

"Tomorrow? Boss Shen, aren't you tomorrow..."

Yunfei remembered that before leaving the hotel, Shen Zhibing told her not to arrange anything for tomorrow.

Shen Zhibing lowered his eyes and casually said, "Qizheng has class tomorrow."

But she didn't say, she was rejected by Qizheng.

I haven't seen Anna for some years, but I have been in touch with each other through emails or occasional phone calls.Before Qizheng decided to apply for B University, Shen Zhibing had personally consulted Anna.

"Bing, long time no see, you are still so beautiful."

"Yunfei, you are the same, you are so good-looking that I am jealous."

After hugging, the three sat down.

Anna works in the Faculty of Arts of University B, and her relationship with the Faculty of Business is not that close, but she was still surprised when she heard Shen Zhibing's words.

"Bing, now that you are the boss, you have become much more enthusiastic."

In the past at school, Shen Zhibing seldom cared about anyone, let alone asking others to take care of him.

Now he is so caring about a company employee, from application to enrollment, he personally asks her, and this time he even asked her for help in person.

"Her situation is quite special, and she doesn't have many friends abroad, and the preparation time before going abroad is short, a little hasty, and there will be pressure to adapt."

Shen Zhibing didn't openly say that Qizheng's oral English is not yet proficient, and she secretly paid attention to Qizheng's performance when she took her to the United States on a business trip last time.Oral English should be able to cope with schoolwork, but to be excellent, you still need to work hard.

But it's not her fault, Qizheng is different from those who went abroad to study early.

"You have spoken in person, I am not willing to refuse. But you also know that the group of professors in the business school are strict and don't show any favors. I really can't help you with grades. Don't worry about life, I will try my best .”

Hearing what Anna said, Shen Zhibing felt relieved.Then the three of them chatted about their memories when they were studying, and Shen Zhibing felt happier in the United States than in Shen's.

Shen Zhibing didn't tell Qizheng when he left from F City, but only sent her a message before boarding the plane in New York, and didn't say anything overly intimate, just telling her to pay attention to the balance between work and rest, and not to put too much pressure on herself, in terms of language Just take it step by step.

Qizheng looked at the screen, not knowing what to say, and finally just replied to her with a word of respect.

The professor was showing a video clip on the stage, which was intercepted from a certain movie, talking about different market feedback brought about by marketing differentiation.The film is a few years old, but it can be seen that the United States has indeed matured in this area, so Qizheng turned his attention to the screen.

Sitting next to her was a classmate from China, Li Yunshan.

"Qizheng, are you okay?"

Qizheng has always been attentive in class, Li Yunshan rarely saw her like that just now.

"It's okay, a friend is returning home today."

Li Yunshan saw that there was indeed a faint sadness between her brows, so she comforted her: "It's just going back to China, not to the moon, we will meet again soon."

Qizheng forced a smile, not knowing how to explain it, but to her, Mr. Shen was indeed similar to going back to the moon.

**

After Shen Zhibing returned, he speeded up his contact with the bank, and gave the green light all the way in terms of financing. The acquisition plan finally reached the eve of victory.

Yun Fei came in with a stack of documents in her arms: "Boss Shen, these are all documents sent by the bank, and we are required to confirm them in the end."

"Leave it alone, I'll see later."

Shen Zhibing was not busy with other things at this time, she sat there with her arms folded, occasionally looking out of the window absent-mindedly, wondering what she was thinking.

Seeing her coming back from F City, Yunfei always looked unhappy, and wanted to ask her several times, but she was afraid of appearing out of bounds.

"After get off work today, let's have a drink together. I have something to tell you."

This was the first time in many years that Mr. Shen took the initiative to talk to her.

Yun Fei is a mature and gentle person, she knows many things but will not take the initiative to say it.But when you need it, she will give you warmth and strength without hesitation.

Shen Zhibing didn't have many friends who could speak his mind.In the past with Lian Ao, she almost suffocated herself to death without revealing a word, but this time, she felt too uncomfortable to say anything.

Yun Fei listened quietly, without expressing any opinions.She just didn't expect that there would be so much development between Boss Shen and Qi Zheng.

Of course, Shen Zhibing would not tell her that they had slept with each other several times.

"Since Mr. Shen, you have a crush on Xiao Qi, why do you let her study?"

In fact, there are many ways to avoid the limelight. You can also transfer to the branch office, at least they are all in Haicheng.

"You can't stop her from continuing to improve because of this."

Yunfei knew that Shen Zhibing had always intended to cultivate Qizheng, but when she thought about their relationship, she was puzzled: "Mr. Shen, the reason why you took care of Xiaoqi before was...?"

Shen Zhibing absolutely does not accept other people's doubts about her work, and she is not such a person who does not distinguish between public and private: "Qizheng is capable, you and I can see it, she deserves a better future and a bigger stage. As for me and her , personal feelings will not influence our decisions at work."

"I was thinking about it. I will keep in touch with Xiao Qi in the future and learn more about her situation."

Shen Zhibing didn't mention this request, but Yun Fei couldn't hear it.Mr. Shen said a lot of meandering things, all of which showed that she cared about Qizheng.

Looking at Xiao Qi's previous attitude, one can also know who wants to hide and who wants to chase.

After chatting with Yunfei, Shen Zhibing felt that it was easier than expected, at least she had taken the first step.This was the advice she got after seeing a specialist. The psychiatrist gave her a business card of a sex, sex and relationship specialist before, but she never took it seriously.

After returning from the United States, she thought about it seriously, but she still didn't want to give up.So she found out that business card, and wanted to try to learn how to properly handle intimate relationships.

The expert told her that first of all, you have to face up to yourself and this relationship.

You have to accept that it's a normal relationship, not just a connection that no one knows about but you.

The author says:

Reminders: 1. There are few female supporting roles, and they are always single arrows, but they are not very sad (the author is old and old-fashioned, and can't write any exciting feelings of hugging left and right, picking left and right. Feelings can't be like shopping for vegetables , choose whoever is fresh and good-looking, there is no way to only choose what you like to eat)

2. Based on the personalities and personalities of the two heroines: car accidents, amnesia, wrist slitting, getting drunk into the wrong room, mechanical arm slapping, crying and kneeling at the door in rainy nights, swallowing glass slag, boulders on the chest, none of these (If you want to see these, please stop in time)

3. Only after the two of them formally reconcile will they raise pets together, and they will not play until they get better.

ps, I'm a little sleepy today, and I don't know if I can finish writing, so I'll refresh it at 11 o'clock when I have time