In the middle of the night, the central hospital suddenly became busy, especially the cardiovascular department.

Shen Heyi felt cold all over, he could hardly restrain his emotions, he rushed into the door on Shen Jia's side, just in time for the doctor to stop him, he had to talk to him about some things first.

"What's the situation... what's going on?"

Shen Heyi's hands and feet were cold, and when he only heard the words "sudden deterioration", he couldn't stand it anymore.

If it wasn't for Lu Jianian beside him, he might have collapsed on the spot.

Lu Jianian also frowned, but he still had the strength to pat him on the shoulder to signal him to calm down.

"It's all that video. I shouldn't have opened it..." Aunt Chen was also crying, and she could see that she was quite frightened. "I didn't expect that there would be such a content..."

Lu Jianian had already semi-sealed Shen Jia's ward, and asked Aunt Chen to avoid content related to him and Shen Heyi even if she was watching TV, and it was best not to touch the news during this time.

Just before Lu Jianian's departure, he specifically reminded him again.

However, Aunt Chen did not expect that there would be an emergency.

The three meals a day were almost all arranged by Lu Jianian, and they were delivered to the corridor by a special person. However, today she just went to pick up dinner, but found a small package in the corridor, which said "Received by Shen Jia".

She was a little hesitant, not knowing where this thing came from, and putting it here...

She was also a little afraid to take it, and wanted to wait for Xiao Lu to come back to deal with it, but she was afraid that it was something important, so she didn't dare to leave it there, so she had to bite the bullet and take it back to the ward.

She put it in a fairly concealed way, but Shen Jia had already finished taking her medicines and drips and was about to fall asleep, so she still found the package in the corner of the cabinet.

"What's in here?"

"I don't know, and I don't know who put it in the corridor..."

Shen Jia was also curious and opened this small package.

Aunt Chen was also afraid that there might be something dangerous inside, but when she opened it... there was only a mobile phone inside.

This mobile phone is not connected to the Internet and does not have a calling card, but there is a line of eye-catching information in the memo——

– To find out what your son and husband did, watch the video.

Immediately, Aunt Chen felt that something was wrong and wanted to snatch it away, but Shen Jia still frowned and opened the video on her phone.

At this point, the world seems to have changed.

The video is full of bad reports about Shen Heyi, especially the rumors about his mistress when he was in "Blue Ocean", and the scene of pestering Dong Mingcheng.

The video did not include the part of cleaning up the stigma, but some netizens scolded Shen Heyi overwhelmingly.

Shen Jia's face was pale when she saw this, but she still insisted on clicking on the second paragraph...

The second paragraph is about the person she hates the most, Wang Qiang.

Wang Qiang actually cried bitterly in front of everyone in the media and made up so many words to run on Heyi?

Where did his mother come from? People who had passed away a long time ago were also moved out by him... just to make He Yi dirty, and portray him as a heinous bastard who abandoned his family?

Shen Jia was so anxious to call Shen Heyi, but there was no answer from Shen Heyi... Shut down the phone!

She immediately thought of whether someone was hurting He Yi, and the ominous imagination destroyed her, making her dizzy...until now she was sent to the first aid.

"Who sent the video?"

Lu Jianian's voice also cooled down.

"I don't know, I really don't know, I don't even know how it became like this..." Aunt Chen burst into tears, "It's all my fault, I shouldn't have touched that unknown thing..."

"Don't blame yourself too much, Aunt Chen. Trust the doctor." Lu Jianian paused, "I will investigate this matter thoroughly."

As he spoke, he made a phone call, and the person in charge of the hospital, a senior manager, was on the opposite side.

"Yes. I want to check the monitoring, sorry."

Lu Jianian's words were concise and to the point, the person on the other side also knew the identity of his Lu family, they repeatedly confirmed and apologized, thinking that the management was not good enough, and told him to wait for his news later.

Shen Heyi was still in a dream the whole time.

He just unconsciously grabbed Lu Jianian's hand, his palm was cold - especially when the doctor sent the pre-operative commitment letter, which was filled with densely packed possible consequences for several pages.

He couldn't even hold the gel pen steadily, the pen fell from his fingers, and when he bent down, his vision shook violently again.

Lu Jianian supported him again, and handed the pen into his hand.

"Heyi, don't be afraid. Nothing will happen."

"You can call it nothing..."

"This is Dao Kan, but you are her only son. I want to sign for you too, but I can't." Lu Jianian's tone became more serious, and he reached out to hold his face again.

He maintained this bent-knee posture, even though the knife wound on his leg was still bleeding, but the gaze he looked at Shen Heyi was more gentle and powerful, which gave him the deepest comfort.

"Heyi, you have to be strong, and I will accompany you."

Tears welled up in Shen Heyi's eyes again.

He still signed it, and it was the first time that the words Shen and Yi were written so messily.

They can't do anything, they can only wait in the cold corridor outside the operating room, waiting for the result.

The bright red "First Aid" above the operating room is like a knife blade hanging above, sharpening the apex of the heart every moment.

Aunt Chen was sent back to the ward to rest by someone sent by Lu Jianian, and he stayed here to accompany Shen Heyi.

During the period, Lu Jianian was the one who came in and out of the phone calls. There were calls from the media, and there were also calls to Fu Haoxuan, Fang Yuan and the others.

"Haoxuan, send someone to stop those reporters. Yes. I will contact you as soon as I have news... I believe everything will be fine."

Shen Heyi leaned against the wall next to him, and covered his face again when he heard the word "nothing".

"Cold?"

Shen Heyi shook his head.

In fact, he was very cold, so cold that he was shivering, it was cold from the inside out, and he couldn't resist it no matter what.

He couldn't think...he couldn't think of it at all, as if fate was playing tricks, his mother in the previous life went to the emergency room once before he knew it, and in this life...

Is it a trick that cannot be avoided?God's will tricks people, no matter what they can't escape... Doomed to this catastrophe?

The coat was taken off again and put on him.

The familiar aura from Lu Jianian enveloped him, but warmth was what he wanted to resist the most at the moment, and it was easier to cross the psychological defense line silently, causing him to collapse.

Shen Heyi wiped his eyes, but the tears burst like a bank, and he couldn't stop it no matter what.

He shed too many tears tonight, like this torture, never ending.

"Heyi." The voice sounded in his ear, with a little panic again, "Don't cry, look at me."

Shen Heyi didn't dare to look at him.

"Believe me, Auntie will be fine. She is a good person. She has been doing good deeds all her life, and she has taught and educated people. She will be blessed in the future and can survive this disaster."

"Believe it?" Shen Heyi picked up the ending with a hoarse voice, "How do you want me to believe you, Lu Jianian?"

He raised his hand, wanting to punch Lu Jianian's chest, but he didn't have much strength, instead he almost fell down.

He had nowhere to escape, and was completely surrounded by embraces that smelled of agave.

These auras are completely invading his world, and further disintegrating him.

"Lu Jianian...I hate you. I really hate you...Why do you want me to return to the entertainment circle, why..."

"sorry."

"If I didn't know you, these things wouldn't happen now. I wouldn't make a big show, I wouldn't... I wouldn't implicate my mother, I wouldn't do anything..."

"Sorry, Heyi."

Shen Heyi was also pinching him, and even wanted to bite him twice.

But Lu Jianian didn't resist, so he hugged him quietly, wrapped him in a warm embrace, and remained motionless.

"If it wasn't for you, maybe I should learn music and work with Madoka... The family is more peaceful, nothing will happen..."

"Ah."

"Why do you? Why do you say 'I love you'... Why do you say 'I love you' after hurting people time and time again?"

"..."

"Lu Jianian, I hate you. I hate you so much..."

"……Um."

Shen Heyi couldn't continue talking.

He grabbed Lu Jianian's shirt sleeves and cried so wantonly that he wiped all his snot and tears on this man and ignored him.

He also knew, deep in his heart, he knew clearly...it didn't make sense.

He shouldn't blame Lu Jianian for everything, not to mention that Lu Jianian has done so many things for him, so many... He brought him out of crisis time and time again, and told him in the warmest voice that it was all right.

He always said it was okay, because he took everything on his shoulders and would not let others know about it.

But the more this happened, the more he collapsed, and the more he would inevitably fall into the deepest vortex.

What to do, how should he respond.

He only knows this moment... this moment is so embarrassing, he has to grasp something...

Don't dare to say anything else, only dare to hate.

Hate hoarsely, hate unscrupulously, hate deeply, deeply with panic.

"...Why did you come to rescue me? How did you receive my message?"

"...you sent a 1."

"1?"

"I think this is definitely not the message you should send, so I have a premonition that something happened to you."

Shen Heyi... remembered.

Before he was taken away that day, before he fell into a coma, he did press the screen of his mobile phone.

At that time, he was still on the chat window with L, maybe accidentally pressed 1, and then sent it out.

...Lu Jianian's intuition is top-notch. If it was him, he might have thought it was accidentally pressed, but with this tiny clue, Lu Jianian actually realized that something happened to him.

Maybe it's because he knows enough, knows Shen Heyi's habits like the back of his hand, and knows that he won't accidentally post this without withdrawing it.

They are at the turn of two lives, it is impossible to be unfamiliar, and it is impossible to break free.

Shen Heyi wanted to laugh a little, but only trembled a little, and pressed his head against his chest, burying it deeper.

"You admit it?"

"..."

"You're finally admitting that you're 'L'... stop pretending?"

"Hmm." Lu Jianian put his hand on his back and gently stroked it, "I'm sorry, He Yi."

"You bastard...why?"

Shen Heyi was even more devastated.

Although he knew this fact clearly a long time ago, he did not expect that when he heard him admit it, he would inevitably be shocked again.

He raised his hand to hit Lu Jianian, but he clenched his fists tightly, but he couldn't hit him.

"Let's fight. I'm sorry for you." Lu Jianian's voice slowed down, "I don't want to forgive myself, why I chose the worst one when there are so many ways to get close to you."

"...Don't talk, don't talk first..."

Shen Heyi was overwhelmed by emotions and couldn't help himself, so he grabbed his sleeves even tighter.

He wanted to take it easy.Pictures of the past flashed one after another...

He smiled and sent the photos, he chatted with great interest, he was overwhelmed when he received the gift, and there was a sense of solid happiness in his heart that was missed by others.

On the other side of the screen is actually Lu Jianian... Lu Jianian.

He thinks about the people he has missed for so many years, the idols he wants to get close to but dare not get close to, the people he dreams of.

The unrequited love he once thought turned out to be two-way, but fate played tricks. They knew each other so well, but they went all the way on the wrong track.

... no wonder.

Since L is Lu Jianian, it's no wonder that he...had such a reaction when he misunderstood.

No wonder he refused to answer his phone, but couldn't help but help; while seemingly indifferent, he helped his mother, so that he didn't encounter the worst disaster...

The person on the surface and the person behind the scenes are both him, damn him.

Shen Heyi wanted to stop, but couldn't hold back his tears.

How dare he think... The famous actor would be so reserved and lack courage when expressing his feelings, it would take two lifetimes to wait for him to say he likes him.

"Heyi, don't cry. I feel sorry for you."

Lu Jianian wanted to awkwardly wipe away his tears again, but Shen Heyi overturned his hand again.

"Tell me what you thought at the time. Be clear, or I will never forgive you."

"...Sorry. I'm investigating, but..."

"But what?"

Lu Jianian was silent for a long time.

"...I don't have much time."

"what?"

Shen Heyi was at a loss.

What did he mean by "no time"?What's the matter, I don't have time to carefully investigate his situation at that time?

"I don't have time to carefully investigate your reason for coming... But I also want to know that you are not that kind of person. I'm sorry, I don't really want to take revenge on you."

"Oh?"

"I just want... Even if you took money to end me, I will admit it. Even if you walk in the mud and want to drag me to death, I will admit it. But I can't use Lu Jianian's identity to contact you more... ..."

"why?"

"..."

"Why don't you talk again, talk!"

Shen Heyi was so pissed off by him that he reached out to hit him, but was stopped by Lu Jianian.

His palm wrapped around him, covering it with warmth along with the tears attached to the back of his hand.

"Because... there are other reasons. I'm sorry, Heyi, I still can't say."

"It's all over, can't you say it?"

"There is no past, there is no complete past, He Yi." Lu Jianian pulled him closer, "I want to confirm one thing first, and I will tell you after I confirm it, okay?"

...What does this mean? It's at this juncture, so I still can't say it!

Shen Heyi was really angry with him, and wanted to push him away in anger, but he was still weak and couldn't break free.

In the end, he was also tired and sank into Lu Jianian's arms for a long time.

Sadness overflowed again, and he sobbed again.

"Heyi."

It could be heard that Lu Jianian's heart was also broken a few times, and his voice became hoarse a lot.

He also tried to say something more, but Shen Heyi knocked his hand over and over again.

"Stop talking, I don't want to hear..."

"My feelings for you have never diminished. Even in the previous life, I don't know if this is the right way to deal with it—"

"do not talk!"

Shen Heyi had already refused to communicate, he didn't want to hear anything, and even blocked his ears.

Lu Jianian didn't force him either.

He only tried for a moment before giving up, staring at him helplessly.

……give up?

That's fine.

Shen Heyi secretly breathed a sigh of relief, just as he withdrew his hands, he saw Lu Jianian's hands approaching.

He didn't resist, his entire face was held up.

Shen Heyi was stunned for an instant.

He fell into Lu Jianian's deep eyes just like he was dragged to the bed ignorantly in the past.

There are abysses and troughs, but there are always stars that hang in the sky and twinkle for a long time.

"...I really love you, Heyi."

As he said that, he covered his lips like he did when he was drunk before.

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