A Beginner's Guide to Magic

My name is Li Jixiang.

Before I came to this world, I was called another name, but those were too far away from me, like the previous life, I have almost forgotten most of them, including my name, and everything I once had.

Now, I am just a Taoist priest, an idler who sips tea and enjoys flowers all day long.

I have entrusted the trust of the master of Yunbie Mountain to a more reliable younger brother. When the master learned about it, he was furious. He was so angry that he ran all the way to Huaishuizong to punish me to kneel down. He reprimanded me for a long time. My temper, I coaxed it for half a month.

What's more dramatic is that the vocabulary that Master and other elders scolded me was all typed out word by word by myself when I stayed up all night, and it can be regarded as self-inflicted.

In fact, it is difficult for ordinary people to imagine what kind of experience it is for the author of a book to travel in person.If it is put on the current Zhihu, few people can really answer it. Perhaps only a few authors who have a sudden inspiration will write a new chapter based on this, and then it is not my story.

Besides, the purpose of my time travelling, only I know.

Is it true that in a relationship, only one party owes the other party, or the other party owes this party, there is no absolute balance?

If yes, I came in to pay off the debt.

After paying back, I didn't think about what to do, so I took one step at a time.

When I did well enough, became a good enough Taoist priest, and became a good enough tool man, I went to the outside of the Great Wall alone.The first time I stepped into the lonely yellow sand, there was still a voice in my head shouting: "Are you crazy!"

As the saying goes, if you are not crazy, you cannot survive.

But when I saw that person again, I was still a little panicked.

He is still him, nothing has changed.

I have been sweeping the ground in Yunbie Mountain for ten years, and my heart has long been cooler than the wind.Besides, I have contacted so many beauties in private and used them to fill the void in my heart. I think I will never fall in love with anyone again.

But he stood there alive, panting, not lying on a pale hospital bed, on a ventilator, and I admit, I almost opened my arms and hugged him.

He had scars all over his body, and he washed his clothes half-naked in front of me. I suddenly regretted it so much. I wrote him so miserable at the beginning, but things have already happened. The huge wheel of time is rolling, inch by inch, and no one Can escape.

When he finally got honest with me, I woke up every night with terror.

I know what I'm afraid of, I'm afraid of losing him again, or letting him know who I am.

He has been asking me who I am in a circumstantial way, testing me with all kinds of words. I was smarter than him before, so naturally I would play Tai Chi with him.Day by day, if I go on like this, I think, one day I will make a mistake, what should I do then?

All I can do is stay away without a trace, and look at him through the crowd.

Watch him and Li Qing get better day by day, watch him entrust his heart to others, watch him become best friends with others.

What I should do is to clear all obstacles for him, if I have to sacrifice my life, that's okay.

When I was still on the mountain, Master talked to me in private. He said that you look very optimistic, especially cheerful, and you are a smart person. Why do you have demons in your heart?Why is there a chance of becoming obsessed?

I have always been rude when talking to him: old man, you are my master, you don't even know, how do I know.

He made me kneel again...

Well, this is the price of honesty, children, don't learn.

I was kneeling, and he was eating noodles, talking while eating.

"Your obsession is too deep, which is not conducive to self-cultivation. If it goes on for a long time and you have no solution, it may be bad."

It's not good, it can be bad, I've lived it for more than ten years, and I haven't seen it delaying my eating, picking up girls and sleeping late.

I have done everything I can, I have rewritten all the luck that can be rewritten, I paid for it, and then I will pay myself... I just don’t want him to die, but I didn’t expect the fate arrangement, I didn’t consider the cleverness of the event, There was still a mistake, a mistake that I regret too much.

But fortunately, it's all over now.No one can threaten him anymore, no one can hurt him anymore, the dust has settled, and the gear of fate has finally returned to the track I want with our efforts. Although he lost everything he once had, he also Got a brand new relationship, everything is so wonderful.

That day, I passed by Dongting to visit Pei Ningyi. He is a busy man now, in charge of the operation of the Wulin League, and the rivers and lakes are gradually recovering under his efforts. During the Taiping period, the country was prosperous and the people lived and worked in peace and contentment.

He was dark again, and a little thinner. When we saw each other, we decided to drink, so we went to the street to find a tavern with enough concealment, went up to the third floor and entered a small private room, and we chatted to each other. .

After drinking for three rounds, his face seemed to be stained with a layer of plateau red, his eyes were blurred, he seemed to have drunk a lot, and he wanted to stand up and perform a marksmanship for me, but I declined on the grounds of protecting the property of the tavern.

Then he lay down on the table and muttered: "Have you not put down Lu Yang yet?"

I was stunned for a moment, but the language system didn't respond. Apart from the smell of wine, there was only awkward silence in the air in the small room.

I thought I hid it well enough, until the last moment, not to mention other people, even Lu Yang himself, didn't know who I was, so I wouldn't know where my feelings belonged.

Seeing that I didn't respond, Pei Ningyi muttered again: "Have you not let go of Lu Yang yet?"

Me: "I heard."

Pei Ningyi: "Oh."

For the rest of the time, I was thinking, how many people still know about this matter, is it possible that everyone in the world knows about it?It's just that they are bluffing me and pretending not to know?

The more I thought about it, the more cold sweat broke out on my body. Once the alcohol passed, my whole body felt cold.

"Don't guess, only I know." Pei Ning struggled for a long time, but he didn't get up from the table, but because half of his face was pressed against the table to talk, he accidentally bit his tongue, and the pain hurt .

Then I began to wonder if all the characters in my book were as clueless as he was.

"Because I... also have a crush on someone." Pei Ningyi didn't know if he had tasted the blood in his mouth. In order to avoid the situation from becoming serious, he quickly got up with extraordinary will and faced the window. Talking: "I accidentally noticed your eyes, and found that when you looked at Lu Yang, you were the same as me."

"You don't call it secret love, okay?" I mocked him casually, "Duan Qiqi is the only one in the world who doesn't know that you like her."

Pei Ning snorted coldly, and dared to scold us in front of us: "That's because she has bad eyesight!"

"Those with bad eyes still know how to express their feelings. Why don't you have the guts to have good eyes?"

Pei Ningyi worked hard for half his life, but he found someone who was evenly matched with him in this respect. He quickly pointed at me and yelled loudly: "Did you tell someone? If you didn't tell me, shut your mouth!"

What can I say, I can't say anything.

The room was quiet for a while, and then he heard him say wearily: "Anyway, you and I are all together. It's just that I didn't expect that after you met the true love of your life, you would still want to land on Lu Yang."

How do you think about it.

I thought about it for a while. In the past, he was my demon. After I got married, the demon turned from the cinnabar mole on my heart to the mosquito blood on the wall. I lived an ordinary life with my family, and I occasionally saw it on the wall. I will think about him and go through it in my heart, but there will be no big waves. I have the whole world in my heart, and this small wave is nothing.

But that's all, it's the same as everyone else, nothing special.

Pei Ning stared at me and pointed at me: "You are silent, you have ghosts in your heart."

"Don't talk nonsense." I gave him a blank look.

Besides, who doesn't have a cinnabar mole in his heart?

I thought about the people in this book carefully, and it seems that everyone has it, some get it, some don't get it, it belongs to human nature, the moon has cloudy and sunny circles, and the human relationship is not allowed to be sad or happy?

Broken mouth began to babble again, not feeling the pain in his tongue: "You're fine, as long as you get rid of Li Qing. It's not easy for me, after all, no matter how good a living person is, he can't compare with a dead person. There is such a great feeling of saving lives in it, which is a deep kindness that I can't catch up with in my whole life."

My expression was very complicated. At this time, I couldn't drink or eat meat.Part of it was because he said he wanted me to kill Li Qing, and the other part was because he didn't know that he and Duan Qiqi were a match made in heaven in the original book.

But the matter has come to an end, no matter how much I say, it will be of no benefit, so I can only sigh, and pick up a chopstick of salt-baked peanuts for him: "There are no walnuts, so I will give you some of these to nourish your brain."

When he was leaving, he saw the sachet tied to my belt and boasted: "The workmanship is very meticulous."

Me: "I think so too. By the way, this is embroidered by your ex-girlfriend."

He was stunned on the spot, and I was a little caught off guard when I mentioned it, and I was a little shocked.

Pei Ning suddenly sobered up. Although his face was still red, his mind must be clear.

I added another sentence: "It's okay, only I know."

"what?"

Because I arranged it.I swallowed my thoughts and said, "Zhu Zhu told me himself."

Duan Qiqi is not his first love, neither in the book nor here.Before her, Pei Ning first fell in love with the stubborn Tao Zhu when she was in her teens, and had a past with her, but it was limited to the stage of sending tokens of love to each other, and then it stopped abruptly.

Because although Tao Zhu is very good, comparable to his family's martial arts, he is a perfect wife candidate, but he has a fatal flaw, that is, he likes to learn martial arts with others, and if he becomes addicted to it, he will never stop dying.

When 14-year-old Pei Ning woke up in the middle of the night, he saw his lover holding a dagger at his neck, with a fierce look in his eyes, and a chill: "... Let's compare whose The knife is faster."

Logically speaking, in the face of such a situation, it would be considered a hero not to pee on the spot.

Then they broke up.

Before leaving, Pei Ning bowed his hands respectfully to me, as if he thought I was a ruthless person, and I thought so too.

And I married her not because I was so psychopathic that I wanted to be a living target, but because I really liked this person, no matter whether she resembles that or someone in any way, no matter what her name is or who is the descendant of that sect, this is a matter of fact. None of it matters.

It's the timing of her coming, and the type I like, and that's enough.

Therefore, the most important thing in a relationship is the timing of appearance. Many people appear in the wrong place, and they can only become the past.

I don't have any regrets, it's good to be like this now, my long-cherished wish has been fulfilled, and what happens to that person in the future has nothing to do with me.

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感谢在2021-11-0100:30:17~2021-11-0419:20:44期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast mines: uuux1;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!