wake up daydreaming

After the Lantern Festival, Yu Zhou extended the twin room for him and Chen Yuqian for another five days.

After the festival, the passenger flow in the seaside town dropped sharply. When Yu Zhou was talking with the front desk, the butler told the B&B that the double bed room was available and the price was cheaper than what they stayed in.It can be said that Yu Zhou was indifferent, but he still didn't change the room. The "Do Not Disturb" sign was hung outside the door all the time, and he didn't want the aunt who came in to clean the room to see the scene where they put the two single beds together .

They didn't start out that way either.

At first, I just squeezed a sheet, turned the air conditioner to the lowest level, and then retracted into the bed, and the two of them stuck close and tight.Yu Zhou reacted quickly. After touching for a while, he couldn't help but poke down. Chen Yuqian, who was leaning against his chest, felt uncomfortable. No matter how restrained and catered to him psychologically, his body still resisted honestly. physiological instinct.

Yu Zhou couldn't help but think of another night. In the back seat of the off-road vehicle, Chen Yuqian had the same reaction. His muscles were tense and his eyes were closed. Smell, he didn't react during the whole process, the first thing he did after finishing the work was to open the window to ventilate, let the smell of Yu Zhou's pheromone escape, and he was able to catch his breath.

Chen Yuqian was completely suppressed that night.Although he couldn't tell when he fell into the wind, he had a premonition the moment he closed the car door. Yu Zhou, who was accidentally induced by drugs, would definitely regard himself as a competitor, and the pheromones of the two alphas would not be affected. They collided with each other in a controlled manner, and then developed into physical fights until the winner was determined.

This kind of up and down is different from the difference between alpha and omega, so it can't be regarded as a taste.Chen Yuqian was more powerless, and the overwhelming admonitions emerged in his mind: In this world, the weak are preyed upon by the strong, winners and losers, another better alpha deserves everything, and you can only bow down.

Chen Yuqian remembered the humiliation and frustration that night, and Yu Zhou did not forget either.He has more to say, but if happiness can only belong to one party, then it's better not to have it.Therefore, even if he and Chen Yuqian were in the same room, he would try his best to avoid any uncontrollable contact. He believed that as long as there was enough time to get along, the two could always find a certain balance. As soon as he sensed Yu Zhou's desire, he consciously restrained his pheromones, surrendering the initiative as if surrendering.

Yu Zhou failed to withstand this defenseless temptation.The pheromone smells of the two are actually very similar, but when Yu Zhou has the upper hand, the mellow part of the air is covered, and the smell that diffuses is very tender, like new tea after the rain, and the dewdrops on the tea tip are delicate and beautiful .

The space in the homestay room is larger than that of an off-road vehicle. Chen Yuqian is not completely helpless, but he is the older one. If there must be someone to bear it, he believes that he will do better than Yu Zhou.

However, Yu Zhou didn't appreciate Chen Yuqian's painstaking efforts.He pulled his hand from the limp place, and whispered in Chen Yuqian's ear, "Are you feeling bad?"

"... a little bit." With Chen Yuqian's endurance, it was hard to bear.

Yu Zhou silently lifted the quilt and went back to his own bed.He turned his back to Chen Yuqian, but he could still feel the other party's gaze. After a long time, he sighed, knowing that Chen Yuqian hadn't slept, and he said, "I don't want to be the only one having fun."

Yu Zhou felt someone in his arms early the next morning.He was in a daze and couldn't open his eyes. He put his arms around his waist and was about to go back to sleep unsuspectingly. He opened his eyes suddenly. His Adam's apple was closed and he was wriggling, as if nothing had happened, and the smell flowing through the tip of his nose when he breathed revealed his forced calm.

The two made a lot of attempts to wipe their guns and misfire. It was already afternoon when they went out after taking a shower. After eating something casually, they went back to the house. It was still broad daylight outside, so the curtains were drawn tightly, and they continued to explore as adults. .

The pack of cigarettes that Yu Zhou bought at the Internet cafe also came in handy.During the rest time, he would lie on the bed and smoke while Chen Yuqian was washing clothes in the bathroom, and Yu Zhou would poke his head outside the bathroom door with a cigarette in his mouth, pretending to be experienced and commented: "You are too nervous."

Yu Zhou's accent falls on the word "tight", but the word "Zhang" is eaten up instead. It is a typical appearance of being cheap and good-looking.

Chen Yuqian was speechless, he stopped the movement of his hands briefly, and looked down, the shirt he was rubbing repeatedly belonged to Yu Zhou.

Yu Zhou took a deep breath, very reluctant to give up, but still returned the initiative that Chen Yuqian handed over to him, "Shall we try...for a change?"

Yu Zhou is sincere.However, his genes do not allow him to lie under another alpha, and Chen Yuqian has not touched him yet. As soon as he sensed the fluctuation of pheromone, he was as sensitive and alert as a cat with fried fur, his face turned blue He felt faintly nauseous, and almost got into a fight with Chen Yuqian.

After Yu Zhou calmed down, he couldn't help being defeated, and asked Chen Yuqian: "When I suppressed you, were you also disgusted and tormented like this?"

Chen Yuqian hesitated to speak, and could only coax Yu Zhou like a child: "You will get used to it after a lot of times."

The cumulative number of times the two alphas continued day and night.Time is stretched in one party's cognition, while the other party thinks it is too short and too fast, eager to accumulate more experience in the limited time - his time is counting down, long before he came to T City, he Just bought a ticket to the Northern Federation.

The anxiety of parting forced him to bind Chen Yuqian quickly, but Chen Yuqian didn't show the slightest sadness, and he didn't complain when he was tired. The only requirement was not to be disturbed when sleeping.

It was only two days before Yu Zhou discovered that Chen Yuqian liked to sleep very much.

I like it so much that I can sleep from two o'clock in the morning until two o'clock in the afternoon the next day.During the period, he opened his eyes many times, turned over and went back to sleep, woke up after ten minutes, and went back to sleep...

Yu Zhou ordered takeaway, and the aroma of the food permeated the room. Chen Yuqian had almost slept all day, and he should be hungry. He opened his eyes and didn't get up immediately, but looked at him sitting on the floor next to the bed. of Yu Zhou.

Yu Zhou said, "Let's get married."

Chen Yuqian blinked slowly, and then again, as if he was still asleep.What Yu Zhou told him was dream talk, which had no meaning.

Chen Yuqian nodded and said, "Okay."

Yu Zhou suddenly covered his face, and there was no sweetness in the covered eyes, but fear and collapse, as well as fleeting resentment.Yes, when Chen Yuqian's voice fell, he was angry.What a major life decision the person to spend the rest of his life with, Chen Yuqian actually agreed without thinking, so hasty and frivolous, so——

Yu Zhou was too terrified to admit that he was the first to throw out this proposal.

He thought that Chen Yuqian would be as vague as before and fooled with "Let's talk about it", then he would be able to dominate the relationship again and say what he said.He never thought that he was not ready to face the love from Chen Yuqian calmly.

love, love.

No matter how light this word is, as long as it is spoken, it will be heavy.

"Why, why are you crying?" Yu Zhou didn't really shed tears, the reason why Chen Yuqian said that was to make him happy on purpose.It's a pity that Chen Yu was very clumsy and didn't have the skills to comfort. When he was at a loss, his mobile phone vibrated, and the caller ID was his mother.

Chen Yuqian did not deliberately shy away from the boat. After connecting, he paced back and forth on the aisle between the bed and the TV, and kept kneading the eyebrows and the bridge of the nose with the other hand. The ignorance of returning to reality has not completely faded, but the tone is clear enough, and there is no hesitation in the conversation with Li Li.

"Well, we are already in U City...yes, we live in the dormitory...we eat in the cafeteria. Well, the school cafeteria is open during the summer vacation, we don't order takeaway, and we have breakfast...well, I'll be back in two days ..."

Only then did Yu Zhou realize that Chen Yuqian and Li Li had lied a lot in order to live with him for a few more days.Li Li heard that he and his classmates were going back to school temporarily to write a thesis and do a project. Once it was related to studies, she would not bother her too much, lest she, a layman, would not help by worrying about it.

But she is still very concerned about her son's diet and health, sending messages every day to ask Chen Yuqian "Have you had breakfast", "Have you had lunch", "Have you had dinner"

, told him to combine work with rest and put his body first.

Chen Yuqian and Yu Zhou sat side by side in front of the long wooden table in the room. Li Li heard the movement of unpacking the takeaway boxes. Chen Yuqian said seriously that he packed them from the cafeteria window and brought them back to the dormitory.

Li Li didn't doubt it either, and continued to tell Chen Yuqian about how to be a good mother.Chen Yuqian simply turned on the speaker, listened while eating, and said "um" and "okay" at the right time. No matter what Li Li learned from that "leading figure in family education", he did not have any objections.

Li Li said: "Director Wang's class is different from others'. Director Wang never wants to reform children, but instead scolds us as parents who are not qualified to do so. We parents should change ourselves, not our own. Willing is imposed on children... Children are unique. Parents must support and recognize him. A child who has not been recognized by his parents can only seek recognition from the outside world, and it is easy to lose his way. If parents give him verbal harm , will only push him further and further away, and finally lead to an irreversible tragedy..."

"His courses are really good," Li Li said.

Chen Yuqian: "Yes."

Li Li asked: "Then can you accompany me to his offline get out of class? It will be tomorrow, at the Fuzhi Hotel in U City. Can you take time out of your busy schedule to accompany your mother?"

Chen Yuqian showed his first hesitation after answering the phone, but he still agreed: "...OK."

Yu Zhou couldn't bear it after Chen Yuqian hung up the phone, and was extremely worried: "Your mother won't meet a liar!"

Chen Yuqian could see the anxiety in Yu Zhou's eyes, and he also knew that with his bluffing temperament, he didn't say words like "MLM" and "brainwashing", which was already euphemistic enough.

Chen Yuqian shook his head: "They are indeed a regular team operating knowledge payment projects through legal channels, otherwise it would be impossible to put offline activities in Fuzhi Hotel."

"But don't you think what he said is all nonsense!" Yu Zhou has already searched for this tutor Wang on his mobile phone, "Master of human nature education, localization education expert, leader in parent-child relationship research... His resume contains His gimmicks are all self-proclaimed, without any endorsement from any organization and without the slightest gold content, he is just a liar—"

"Yu Zhou." Chen Yuqian interrupted, "If Freud Jung and Lacan come to teach my mother, my mother will think they are liars."

Yu Zhou was taken aback.

"I know your family background. If your mother has such needs, she will definitely have a long talk with this professor or that scholar. But my mother is not that highly educated, and what you think is easy to understand is beyond her It's obscure."

Chen Yuqian put down his chopsticks, but did not raise his lowered head. It seemed that it was hard enough for him to say these words that conformed to the objective facts.

But it was relieved.

"...I'm going to take out the trash." Chen Yuqian couldn't understand that Yu Zhou's face would suddenly be gloomy and cold, so he found a reason to go out, and after throwing away the takeaway boxes, he walked around the public area of ​​the hotel several times, delaying his return to the room time.But he didn't want to escape, he knew himself, if he hadn't been admitted to the same university with a high enough ranking, Li Li's son and Xie Qiuyi's son would definitely be like two parallel lines, and they would never meet each other throughout their lives.

After Chen Yuqian pushed open the door, he did not see Yu Zhou in the bedroom area.He called Yu Zhou's name, and what responded to him was the sound of water running in the bathroom.

Chen Yuqian suddenly felt something was wrong and rushed to the bathroom door.The door was locked from the inside, no matter how Chen Yuqian shook it, it remained motionless.

"Yu Zhou? Xiao Zhou!" Chen Yuqian never thought that Yu Zhou would do something stupid, but the lack of response at that moment still made him panic.He patted the wooden door several times, and then Yu Zhou complained: "It turns out that you are the one just playing around!"

"You even made a wish to wish me happiness, not that we can be together forever!" Yu Zhou cried with tears, "But if I break up with you, how can I be happy!"

Chen Yuqian's head was buzzing, and a rustling sound of cutting stung his eardrums - he remembered that there were disposable razors with sharp blades in the toiletries provided by the hotel.

Chen Yuqian didn't have time to think about it, he didn't care about anything, and tried his best to smash open the bathroom door, Yu Zhou inside the door was also frightened, his face was clean and tears were not yet suffocated, the piece from the razor The blade that was taken out clanged to the ground, and a strand of long hair that had just been cut off was still clutched tightly in the palm of his hand, like the love he was trying to redeem.