wake up daydreaming
Chapter 55
Chen Yuqian made a pre-judgment, and Yu Zhou pre-judged Chen Yuqian's pre-judgment, and asked him, "Do you think I'm making an excuse to lose my temper?"
Chen Yuqian didn't nod or shake his head, just sat quietly with his hands on his lap obediently.His silence is the best answer, Yu Zhou jokingly smiled: "In your eyes, am I such a savage and unreasonable person?"
As soon as these words were said, even Yu Zhou could feel that his arrogant and unreasonable image came to life on the paper.
Any further excuses will only get darker and darker.So the banter turned into self-deprecating: "That's right, you said it all, you see through what kind of person I am."
"Strange, since you have seen through me, why do you still have such expectations for me?" Yu Zhou began to talk to himself nervously again, his eyes were piercing, as if he wanted to burn a hole in Chen Yuqian's body.Chen Yuqian's sideways glance was not out of escape, and a figure flashed outside the door with the small frosted glass window again. He could fully imagine a whole medical team guarding the ward on both sides. If he loses control, or if his body moves more widely, they will definitely rush in out of safety considerations, and then give Yu Zhou an injection to calm him down.
"The reason why you are emotional now is because of the pheromone disorder caused by the slight amount of radiation." Chen Yuqian gently stroked Yu Zhou, "It will recover in a few days."
"Did the doctor tell you this?" Yu Zhou also looked in the direction of the frosted glass, "What else did they tell you?"
Chen Yuqian answered irrelevantly: "They all care about you."
Yu Zhou twitched his lips: "What they care about is the money my mother gave me."
If Chen Yuqian hadn't held Yu Zhou's hand quickly, he might have continued to be mean and asked if Chen Yuqian was also bought by Xie Qiuyi.He was finally quiet for half a minute, and he was still sitting on the hospital bed, his body leaning forward slightly. It was clearly early summer, but he stuck to Chen Yuqian's arms like an autumn leaf being blown to the ground by the wind, with his chin resting on his chest. On the shoulder and neck, it is convenient for the tip of the nose to rub against the glands of the back of the neck where the masking sticker is attached.
Yu Zhou's breath also swept over there, "Does it smell good?"
Chen Yuqian's Adam's apple twitched, and the roots of his ears were flushed with inexplicable innocence.After all, he is an Alpha, and being teased by another Alpha should be offended, but Yu Zhou's unstable pheromone is more attractive than ever, and if there are other Alphas present, he will also be teased into a distraction.
"This is what you should expect," Yu Zhou blew into his ear, "Suppose you push open the door and all you smell is alcohol-flavored pheromones, suppose... Become an omega, and lose all gender advantages, not to mention the special prize defense, entrepreneurship and experiments, I don't even want to go to school, and I don't want to get a degree... I knew it from the time the principal said the name of this hospital. The call was made by my mother. Only here can I get my physical examination report from childhood to adulthood. Before the age of 14, all the test results showed that I would probably differentiate into an omega. Oh, omega, weak and uninitiated It is an omega that is only suitable for husbands and children. She must be looking forward to it. If I turn back into an omega, she can lock me up in that villa again. It’s ridiculous. She is also an omega herself, but she puts me in the same place. Take it as a shame... If it wasn't because I differentiated into an Alpha, I would still be in that yard, and I would be here today because of my differentiation into an Alpha."
"It's the radiation." Chen Yuqian thought of Yu Zhou in the old news, a young man as delicate as a doll standing in his yard showing a small homemade reactor, the only protective measure was a one-piece suit .
"This is the most important discovery! In other words, there is indeed a dose of radiation that can turn omega into Alpha. If we conduct further research and conduct more experiments, human beings may be able to return to the state before nuclear radiation and genetic wars." In the social form, there is no longer abo tertiary sexual characteristics, but only men and women." Yu Zhou no longer whispered into Chen Yuqian's ear, and the volume could be heard by people outside the door.The flickering light in his eyes quickly dimmed, as if returning to the day when this idea was denied by Xie Qiuyi.He couldn't understand why his mother, who faced the public as an equal rights fighter and had done all she could in the name of a medical group, was unwilling to promote this project that benefited all mankind.
Until he walked out of the villa and yard and saw Hanhai Group's pheromone masking sticker vending machines in the streets and alleys, he suddenly understood that no businessman would cut his own fortune and give up his immediate interests.
"This is the family I was born in," Yu Zhou patted himself on the chest, all wondering, "You would expect me from such a background to have grand ideals to change the world. How is it possible? I am lying on the merits of my ancestors My spoiled young master. Why do so many people move forward with heavy burdens? It’s because there are troublemakers like me who are quiet in the years, but you know what is even more ridiculous. The more people like me, the more The easier it is to accumulate wealth, do you still remember DreamWeb? I can write a proposal every day for a similar concept, and each one will be favored by investors. On the contrary, the current project has not been smooth from the beginning. A few days ago, my brother told me Said that the magnetic mirror restraint device has always been on the procurement list of the Nuclear Academy, but due to financial reasons, it has been put on hold every year..."
"What the hell am I telling you? It must be pheromones...it's all because of pheromones." Yu Zhou wiped his face, unable to grasp the point, his mind was confused, and asked Chen Yuqian, "When did you here."
Chen Yuqian said, "One or two hours ago."
Yu Zhou frowned: "Then what were you doing before?"
Chen Yuqian said truthfully, "Sleep."
"Sleep?! You can actually sleep?!" Yu Zhou was shocked, and looked Chen Yuqian up and down, as if he wanted to get to know him again.Chen Yuqian doesn't like to dress up, so he buys Chen Yuqian trendy clothes. Today, Chen Yuqian is still wearing a sports brand cotton jacket and loose overalls, just like when the two first met.
This reminded Yu Zhou of the winter day more than a year ago, he traveled thousands of miles from the Northern Federation to the train station in T City, he sent a message to Chen Yuqian, and Chen Yuqian was also sleeping.He couldn't understand it at the time, but now he suddenly understands, "That's right, you haven't done anything wrong, you're frank and frank, of course you can sleep."
There was a sudden tingling in his heart, because he thought of the cat, the cat with long white hair and blue eyes that he had only seen through the screen.It wasn't until Chen Yuqian wiped his eyes with his fingers that he realized that he was crying. Then he looked at the frosted glass, and there were figures surging outside the glass, ready to enter at any time.
"Why can I have such a good background? Why me?" Yu Zhou stared at the window, tears stopped, and he didn't cry, just puzzled, puzzled, "Why? Why are there Xiaozhou can be a princess, living in a high-end apartment building, with a special car to pick her up, and eating imported cat food and canned food. "
"Xiao Zhou?" Chen Yuqian was confused. For a moment, he couldn't tell whether Yu Zhou was talking about a human or a cat. Yu Zhou looked at him again with a little panic in his eyes.
"I don't even dare to go to their house to take another look and ask Xiaozhou how the cat's tail is recovering." Yu Zhou didn't even dare to say Lin Sang's name directly, and stammered, "Do you still remember, that night, you, you First of all, I said a lot of apologies. If I went with you, I would definitely say sorry all the time. After all, it is our fault, no, it is me. If I didn't chatter in your ear, you wouldn't be distracted. Not to bump into their cats. But what did he say, he actually said, said... It doesn't matter if he dies to hear us apologize so sincerely."
"He actually said that..." Yu Zhou actually never came out of the shock of that night, "It's not 'no big deal, it's just a local cat, I forgive you', but 'it doesn't matter if I die' .Death, death? He is such an industrious person who works with his hands, but because of such a little kindness, he is willing to die. He is the most indispensable person in this society, because he is so industrious and silent in the early morning Only those who clean up the garbage at three o’clock, I can say from above, shamelessly, without any moral burden, that all this is just a difference in the division of labor in society.”
Yu Zhou clenched the piece of clothing on his chest tightly, as if he was wringing his conscience. "Even if someone is going to die, it should be me. If it weren't for me, the doctors and nurses standing outside the door can take care of more patients who really need help... You still don't know why I quarreled with my mother in the morning, right? In fact, it’s nothing, it’s just that she thinks nuclear-related projects are too dangerous, and she wants to persuade me to give up to prevent accidents from happening again. I can understand, she has her position, the mother’s position, but without me, Maybe my mother would have been a real philanthropist, treating all the children of the world as her own. If it wasn't for me, if—"
Chen Yuqian blocked Yu Zhou's hypothesis with a short kiss.
After the distance between the two reopened, Yu Zhou saw that Chen Yuqian's eyes were red.
That sudden kiss must have been seen by someone outside the glass.
Yu Zhou was quiet, listening to Chen Yuqian.
"You went to see the nurse who took care of my brother before, right?" Chen Yuqian said, "then she must have told you that before he left, he only left a note saying, this is for everyone Words are the best ending."
"And then?" Chen Yuqian blinked, trying not to tremble in his voice, "You also said more than once that I think my family is absurd." He showed a self-deprecating smile, "Because no one is alive. One forgets him and he leaves, that's the worst ending for everyone."
"So there's no such thing as if, what, you don't exist, you're dead, you're not born...don't think about the possibility. You've lived 20 years, Yu Zhou, and you're going to be 21 soon, you You will live forever, healthy and safe. You will have your own career, and you will definitely achieve something and help more people live a better life."
"It's already at this time, how can you still expect me so naively?" Yu Zhou pursed his lips, the corners of his lips twitched slightly, and the frightened expression returned.Chen Yuqian continued to encourage: "Even if you don't believe in yourself, don't you believe in me?"
"But you clearly said that you have seen me through!" Yu Zhou let out a grievance, and the pheromones also fluctuated. The Russian movie had just ended, and Yu Zhou was still in Chen Yuqian's arms.
"I was in a panic at the time, and my heart was empty. I, I can't understand, if you see me through, why do you still appear here." Yu Zhou really let his old bottom go today.Yes, when Chen Yuqian said that lightly, he felt that his end was coming.Ask yourself, his smile to outsiders is a mask and a disguise, but the real him is bad, gloomy, the antonym of all good qualities, not cute at all.
Yes, that’s right, more than once he prayed eeriely that he never existed, let alone being loved, if Chen Yuqian really saw him through, he would definitely hate himself too late, how could it be, how could it be——
Chen Yuqian actually still had the heart to laugh.
At this time, he still used a humorous tone: "Are you sure you want to change the subject and blame all this on our relationship problems?"
Otherwise, Yu Zhou glared at him aggrievedly.If Chen Yuqian hadn't said those words, he wouldn't have run away to the laboratory and woke up in the hospital.
Thinking about it this way, he couldn't help being suspicious, thinking that Chen Yuqian just said it casually, and he only blamed himself for being too guilty, so he took it seriously!
Then Chen Yuqian is really an evolved villain, he can play tricks!Thinking of this, Yu Zhou felt even more aggrieved, and sat loosely on the hospital bed with his head tilted, almost lying on his back.
"That's good." Chen Yuqian smiled, stood up, placed his palm on the top of Zhou's head, and watched him condescendingly.
"Think about it differently," Chen Yuqian said to Zhou, "If I've seen you through and I'm still here, isn't that enough proof that I love you?"
Chen Yuqian didn't nod or shake his head, just sat quietly with his hands on his lap obediently.His silence is the best answer, Yu Zhou jokingly smiled: "In your eyes, am I such a savage and unreasonable person?"
As soon as these words were said, even Yu Zhou could feel that his arrogant and unreasonable image came to life on the paper.
Any further excuses will only get darker and darker.So the banter turned into self-deprecating: "That's right, you said it all, you see through what kind of person I am."
"Strange, since you have seen through me, why do you still have such expectations for me?" Yu Zhou began to talk to himself nervously again, his eyes were piercing, as if he wanted to burn a hole in Chen Yuqian's body.Chen Yuqian's sideways glance was not out of escape, and a figure flashed outside the door with the small frosted glass window again. He could fully imagine a whole medical team guarding the ward on both sides. If he loses control, or if his body moves more widely, they will definitely rush in out of safety considerations, and then give Yu Zhou an injection to calm him down.
"The reason why you are emotional now is because of the pheromone disorder caused by the slight amount of radiation." Chen Yuqian gently stroked Yu Zhou, "It will recover in a few days."
"Did the doctor tell you this?" Yu Zhou also looked in the direction of the frosted glass, "What else did they tell you?"
Chen Yuqian answered irrelevantly: "They all care about you."
Yu Zhou twitched his lips: "What they care about is the money my mother gave me."
If Chen Yuqian hadn't held Yu Zhou's hand quickly, he might have continued to be mean and asked if Chen Yuqian was also bought by Xie Qiuyi.He was finally quiet for half a minute, and he was still sitting on the hospital bed, his body leaning forward slightly. It was clearly early summer, but he stuck to Chen Yuqian's arms like an autumn leaf being blown to the ground by the wind, with his chin resting on his chest. On the shoulder and neck, it is convenient for the tip of the nose to rub against the glands of the back of the neck where the masking sticker is attached.
Yu Zhou's breath also swept over there, "Does it smell good?"
Chen Yuqian's Adam's apple twitched, and the roots of his ears were flushed with inexplicable innocence.After all, he is an Alpha, and being teased by another Alpha should be offended, but Yu Zhou's unstable pheromone is more attractive than ever, and if there are other Alphas present, he will also be teased into a distraction.
"This is what you should expect," Yu Zhou blew into his ear, "Suppose you push open the door and all you smell is alcohol-flavored pheromones, suppose... Become an omega, and lose all gender advantages, not to mention the special prize defense, entrepreneurship and experiments, I don't even want to go to school, and I don't want to get a degree... I knew it from the time the principal said the name of this hospital. The call was made by my mother. Only here can I get my physical examination report from childhood to adulthood. Before the age of 14, all the test results showed that I would probably differentiate into an omega. Oh, omega, weak and uninitiated It is an omega that is only suitable for husbands and children. She must be looking forward to it. If I turn back into an omega, she can lock me up in that villa again. It’s ridiculous. She is also an omega herself, but she puts me in the same place. Take it as a shame... If it wasn't because I differentiated into an Alpha, I would still be in that yard, and I would be here today because of my differentiation into an Alpha."
"It's the radiation." Chen Yuqian thought of Yu Zhou in the old news, a young man as delicate as a doll standing in his yard showing a small homemade reactor, the only protective measure was a one-piece suit .
"This is the most important discovery! In other words, there is indeed a dose of radiation that can turn omega into Alpha. If we conduct further research and conduct more experiments, human beings may be able to return to the state before nuclear radiation and genetic wars." In the social form, there is no longer abo tertiary sexual characteristics, but only men and women." Yu Zhou no longer whispered into Chen Yuqian's ear, and the volume could be heard by people outside the door.The flickering light in his eyes quickly dimmed, as if returning to the day when this idea was denied by Xie Qiuyi.He couldn't understand why his mother, who faced the public as an equal rights fighter and had done all she could in the name of a medical group, was unwilling to promote this project that benefited all mankind.
Until he walked out of the villa and yard and saw Hanhai Group's pheromone masking sticker vending machines in the streets and alleys, he suddenly understood that no businessman would cut his own fortune and give up his immediate interests.
"This is the family I was born in," Yu Zhou patted himself on the chest, all wondering, "You would expect me from such a background to have grand ideals to change the world. How is it possible? I am lying on the merits of my ancestors My spoiled young master. Why do so many people move forward with heavy burdens? It’s because there are troublemakers like me who are quiet in the years, but you know what is even more ridiculous. The more people like me, the more The easier it is to accumulate wealth, do you still remember DreamWeb? I can write a proposal every day for a similar concept, and each one will be favored by investors. On the contrary, the current project has not been smooth from the beginning. A few days ago, my brother told me Said that the magnetic mirror restraint device has always been on the procurement list of the Nuclear Academy, but due to financial reasons, it has been put on hold every year..."
"What the hell am I telling you? It must be pheromones...it's all because of pheromones." Yu Zhou wiped his face, unable to grasp the point, his mind was confused, and asked Chen Yuqian, "When did you here."
Chen Yuqian said, "One or two hours ago."
Yu Zhou frowned: "Then what were you doing before?"
Chen Yuqian said truthfully, "Sleep."
"Sleep?! You can actually sleep?!" Yu Zhou was shocked, and looked Chen Yuqian up and down, as if he wanted to get to know him again.Chen Yuqian doesn't like to dress up, so he buys Chen Yuqian trendy clothes. Today, Chen Yuqian is still wearing a sports brand cotton jacket and loose overalls, just like when the two first met.
This reminded Yu Zhou of the winter day more than a year ago, he traveled thousands of miles from the Northern Federation to the train station in T City, he sent a message to Chen Yuqian, and Chen Yuqian was also sleeping.He couldn't understand it at the time, but now he suddenly understands, "That's right, you haven't done anything wrong, you're frank and frank, of course you can sleep."
There was a sudden tingling in his heart, because he thought of the cat, the cat with long white hair and blue eyes that he had only seen through the screen.It wasn't until Chen Yuqian wiped his eyes with his fingers that he realized that he was crying. Then he looked at the frosted glass, and there were figures surging outside the glass, ready to enter at any time.
"Why can I have such a good background? Why me?" Yu Zhou stared at the window, tears stopped, and he didn't cry, just puzzled, puzzled, "Why? Why are there Xiaozhou can be a princess, living in a high-end apartment building, with a special car to pick her up, and eating imported cat food and canned food. "
"Xiao Zhou?" Chen Yuqian was confused. For a moment, he couldn't tell whether Yu Zhou was talking about a human or a cat. Yu Zhou looked at him again with a little panic in his eyes.
"I don't even dare to go to their house to take another look and ask Xiaozhou how the cat's tail is recovering." Yu Zhou didn't even dare to say Lin Sang's name directly, and stammered, "Do you still remember, that night, you, you First of all, I said a lot of apologies. If I went with you, I would definitely say sorry all the time. After all, it is our fault, no, it is me. If I didn't chatter in your ear, you wouldn't be distracted. Not to bump into their cats. But what did he say, he actually said, said... It doesn't matter if he dies to hear us apologize so sincerely."
"He actually said that..." Yu Zhou actually never came out of the shock of that night, "It's not 'no big deal, it's just a local cat, I forgive you', but 'it doesn't matter if I die' .Death, death? He is such an industrious person who works with his hands, but because of such a little kindness, he is willing to die. He is the most indispensable person in this society, because he is so industrious and silent in the early morning Only those who clean up the garbage at three o’clock, I can say from above, shamelessly, without any moral burden, that all this is just a difference in the division of labor in society.”
Yu Zhou clenched the piece of clothing on his chest tightly, as if he was wringing his conscience. "Even if someone is going to die, it should be me. If it weren't for me, the doctors and nurses standing outside the door can take care of more patients who really need help... You still don't know why I quarreled with my mother in the morning, right? In fact, it’s nothing, it’s just that she thinks nuclear-related projects are too dangerous, and she wants to persuade me to give up to prevent accidents from happening again. I can understand, she has her position, the mother’s position, but without me, Maybe my mother would have been a real philanthropist, treating all the children of the world as her own. If it wasn't for me, if—"
Chen Yuqian blocked Yu Zhou's hypothesis with a short kiss.
After the distance between the two reopened, Yu Zhou saw that Chen Yuqian's eyes were red.
That sudden kiss must have been seen by someone outside the glass.
Yu Zhou was quiet, listening to Chen Yuqian.
"You went to see the nurse who took care of my brother before, right?" Chen Yuqian said, "then she must have told you that before he left, he only left a note saying, this is for everyone Words are the best ending."
"And then?" Chen Yuqian blinked, trying not to tremble in his voice, "You also said more than once that I think my family is absurd." He showed a self-deprecating smile, "Because no one is alive. One forgets him and he leaves, that's the worst ending for everyone."
"So there's no such thing as if, what, you don't exist, you're dead, you're not born...don't think about the possibility. You've lived 20 years, Yu Zhou, and you're going to be 21 soon, you You will live forever, healthy and safe. You will have your own career, and you will definitely achieve something and help more people live a better life."
"It's already at this time, how can you still expect me so naively?" Yu Zhou pursed his lips, the corners of his lips twitched slightly, and the frightened expression returned.Chen Yuqian continued to encourage: "Even if you don't believe in yourself, don't you believe in me?"
"But you clearly said that you have seen me through!" Yu Zhou let out a grievance, and the pheromones also fluctuated. The Russian movie had just ended, and Yu Zhou was still in Chen Yuqian's arms.
"I was in a panic at the time, and my heart was empty. I, I can't understand, if you see me through, why do you still appear here." Yu Zhou really let his old bottom go today.Yes, when Chen Yuqian said that lightly, he felt that his end was coming.Ask yourself, his smile to outsiders is a mask and a disguise, but the real him is bad, gloomy, the antonym of all good qualities, not cute at all.
Yes, that’s right, more than once he prayed eeriely that he never existed, let alone being loved, if Chen Yuqian really saw him through, he would definitely hate himself too late, how could it be, how could it be——
Chen Yuqian actually still had the heart to laugh.
At this time, he still used a humorous tone: "Are you sure you want to change the subject and blame all this on our relationship problems?"
Otherwise, Yu Zhou glared at him aggrievedly.If Chen Yuqian hadn't said those words, he wouldn't have run away to the laboratory and woke up in the hospital.
Thinking about it this way, he couldn't help being suspicious, thinking that Chen Yuqian just said it casually, and he only blamed himself for being too guilty, so he took it seriously!
Then Chen Yuqian is really an evolved villain, he can play tricks!Thinking of this, Yu Zhou felt even more aggrieved, and sat loosely on the hospital bed with his head tilted, almost lying on his back.
"That's good." Chen Yuqian smiled, stood up, placed his palm on the top of Zhou's head, and watched him condescendingly.
"Think about it differently," Chen Yuqian said to Zhou, "If I've seen you through and I'm still here, isn't that enough proof that I love you?"
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