What's wrong with the God of Creation?

After Lucifer stood up, seeing this god who was far away on the top of the Nine Layers suddenly stood in front of him, the entire angel was stunned.

"Yahwei...?" He hesitated and asked softly.

"It's me." God said: "I went to the dark forest, where the cracks are very large. The book of creation said that if left unattended, it will affect the whole hell. At that time, both Uriel and Lemuel will be corroded by darkness. The possibility... I will pass."

Then, he took a step forward, supported Lucifer's arm, and said, "Sorry, Lucy. I've been repairing the cracks in the forest today, so I couldn't spare enough energy to pay attention to your situation... How are you? I'm not feeling well." Is it? Why is it almost dawn, and there is no rest yet."

As he spoke, he kept looking at him worriedly.

He couldn't help but respond, so he took his arm forcefully and led him back to the room.

Lucifer walked through the living room in a daze, and went up to the bedroom on the second floor.The angel didn't come back to his senses until God pressed him to sit on the bed and his fingertips were already on his forehead.

"I, I'm fine...don't worry so much."

He lowered his eyes slightly, and unconsciously moved his head to the side.

He didn't feel uncomfortable, it was simply because he had too many affairs and exhausted his energy that day, so he didn't stand firm just now.

Yawei withdrew his hands, squatted down| came up to him, and looked at him quietly with his soft golden eyes: "Well, there is really nothing wrong now, but if you continue to be so tired, something will really happen, you know ?"

The angel nodded hesitantly. It was already winter and the weather was cold, but he still felt the heat rushing to his face.

He felt that he was about to be separated from God, and at the same time he felt that the person in front of him was Yahweh, the young man he had been talking about all the time.But thinking of his identity as the creator god, he didn't dare to be so presumptuous.

as now...

At first glance, there is nothing wrong with their relationship.

But when he faced Father God, he always knelt on one knee.He is always looking up and staring at him. Has there ever been a time when Father God half-kneeled in front of him and looked at him?

"You...you don't want to be like this..." He struggled in his heart for a long time, and finally hesitated to say it.

Yawei gave a shallow smile, and raised his hand to pinch his cheek: "No way? I didn't do anything out of line or bad to you, huh? Lucy, your demands are really increasing. "

Lucifer moved slightly to the side, and carefully explained the words: "I didn't mean to ask you, I just didn't get used to it. Our positions were reversed before..."

As he spoke, afraid that he might not express himself clearly, he stretched his arms and gestured to him: "I mean, you were the one who sat on the throne before, and I knelt in front of you. You are always much taller than me..."

Yahweh held his fluttering wrist, stood up obediently, and asked him, "So, is that what you mean?"

The standing god was much taller than before, Lucifer had to raise his head to look at him.

The light blue eyes met the man's golden eyes, as if they had fallen into a softness.

God's fingers slipped across his wrist, touched his palm, and finally held it gently.

He quickly retracted his fingertips trembling, his back tensed up with tension.

He wanted to say: Don't do this.

Afraid of being teased by Him, he could only straighten his lips and dare not say a word.

Yahweh found it interesting, and gently hooked the angel's palm with his fingertips, teasing him: "I remember, when you were young, you were always on the same page as me. Why did you worry so much when you grew up? When you were young, clothes I changed it, I wore the shoes, I combed the hair for you, and I even washed the bath for you. At that time, you felt very at ease. "

The angel was stunned, and said: "After I grow up, you will place me in the crystal sky, and I will rarely go to the temple..."

The two saw each other less, and Lucifer gradually became estranged from God.

So much so that until now, there seems to be only the relationship between him and God left as "the most beloved courtier".

"Yahweh..." Lucifer suddenly opened his mouth and called out His name.

The latter rubbed his palm and responded patiently: "Yes."

"Where is your memory restored...?" He asked softly.

The god's curved and clear eyebrows compared with his waist, and said: "I remember a lot. In my memory, little Luxi has grown to such a height."

The little angel at that time, with blond hair and blue eyes, was so cute every day.

My favorite thing is to open a pair of beautiful little wings for him to hug.

"It's as if I have traveled back tens of thousands of years now. The little bean-like cub I raised at home has suddenly become so handsome and beautiful."

God's voice was slow, and his golden eyes were focused on the beautiful angel in front of him.

Lucifer was a little embarrassed by him, and he pursed his lips nervously: "You already know that I am your creation, would you... still have that kind of affection for me?"

Yawei blinked, sat next to him, and asked him: "Why not? The book of creation also said so to me, but I couldn't think clearly about the connection."

Lucifer thought for a while, and told him what he thought in his heart: "Because you are a god, I am just a creature, and there is a big difference in our identities."

Yahweh said: "However, Amara is the only one who has the same identity as me in this world. Lucy, if you say it like this, I will be alone all my life? Is that how you think about me? I feel that Incredible."

The angel quickly shook his head: "No, that's not what I mean... I just think that no one in this world is worthy of you..."

Yahweh: "This includes yourself too, doesn't it, Lucy?"

Lucifer hesitated for a moment, but still nodded: "Well...including me."

As soon as the voice fell, half of his body was turned away by God.

"Lu Xi, I must clarify this matter with you." God said: "Who is worthy of me in this world does not depend on the godhead, nor does it depend on the status. Even, I think the three "worthy" Neither word has any meaning. I just want to have a living being who can walk side by side with me and know each other for a lifetime."

He said: "If you choose one person in this world, you will rule the world with me. You are the only one I accept. Do you understand?"

God's eyes were scorching hot, like a ball of fire falling on him.

Lucifer knew that with the recovery of Yahweh's memory, His feelings for him not only did not fade, but instead tended to intensify.

All the exhortations in the book of creation were ignored by him.

Just like when he was in the lounge of the conference room, he was forced into his arms and said "I don't believe it" to the book of creation.

He has not believed until now.

He who didn't believe that he had complete memory would abandon Lucifer.

He also didn't believe that he, who was awake, wouldn't have no feelings for Lucifer.

All the concessions and distance that this powerful God of Creation has made to Lucifer are all because of Lucifer's own wishes.

"Yahweh." Lucifer summoned up his courage and looked up at the god beside him.

Then he cleared his throat and said, "If...you who have recovered your complete memory still like me like this...I will be with you."

This is an extremely empty promise.

Its premise is nothingness, and the result is actually nothingness to Yahweh.Because at that time, even if Lucifer chose to be with God, that God was no longer Yahweh.

But He just smiled and frowned, and said softly, "Okay."

It's as if the nothingness doesn't exist at all.

The angel's fist was clenched tightly, and then slowly loosened... He murmured and asked him: "But you at that time, you won't remember you now..."

I'm with you and you can't see...

don't you feel sad...

Lucifer actually wanted to ask these questions.

But he found it was too cruel, he couldn't open his mouth at all...

But the God in front of him took the first step and took the words.

He said: "It doesn't matter, I don't remember who I am now, and I am the one who is with you."

The words are transparent, just like His eyes that see everything in the world.

If he hadn't held his hand so hard and strangled him so painfully, Lucifer would have really believed it.

"You..." Lucifer moved his stiff fingers.

Only then did Yawei realize his gaffe.

He quickly let go of his hand and apologized: "I'm sorry... Lucy."

"It doesn't matter..."

Lucifer said softly, rubbing his red fingers.

Yawei's hesitant voice sounded in the air: "Actually...you will feel unwilling."

As he said, his palm fell on Lucifer's cheek, his golden eyes were full of nostalgia.

"Lu Xi, I chased you after so much painstaking efforts... It should be mine, but you were taken away by me tens of thousands of years later... Every time I think about it, I will soon disappear in this world , but I will be very, very sad if I don’t have you even for a day.”

God’s voice was still clear and cold, no different from usual.

But Lucifer still heard an incomparable loneliness from it.

He knew that his indecision, stagnation, and even pushing Him thousands of miles away caused great harm to Yahweh.

But he kept running away.

Until now...

God showed him the wound in his heart.

Only then did he realize that he had stabbed Yawei so many times before he knew it.

"I'm sorry..." The angel slowly touched God's hand on his cheek and held it.

"Yahweh, I'm sorry..." he said.

On the drooping eyelashes, there are light drops of water.

God's fingertips immediately landed on his wet eyelashes, and a distressed voice fell into his ears: "Zai Zai? Zai Zai, are you crying...? Why are you crying..."

It sounds like you're at a loss.

But Lucifer just sniffed and shook his head, holding God's finger more and more tightly.

After a long while, the angel with red nose finally stopped crying, and with a choked voice, he called God's name: "Yahweh..."

God quickly responded: "I'm here, Lucy, I'm here, don't cry... I'm not sad, really!"

However, in the next second, he froze on the spot again.

Because He heard the angel carefully say to Him in a soft nasal voice, "Would you... hug me?"

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