After the family was reborn, I went to the peak of my life

Jiang Xingzhi doesn't know how long he has liked Xie Yunshu. For more than ten years, he has been fighting side by side day and night. Friendship, family affection and love are deeply intertwined, just like two vines transplanted into the same pot. The rhizomes are intertwined with each other, and the branches and leaves overlap and are difficult to separate.

But he knew that Xie Yunshu liked him, but this was the last time they met in their previous life.

An earthquake in Yundian turned the world upside down, and broken walls and ruins fell from the top of the head like a torrential rain. He and Xie Yunshu were trapped on the ground floor of a building that was halfway under construction.

The surrounding masts were destroyed, and they could not see their fingers. They hugged each other and curled up together. The mobile phone had no signal and could only be used for lighting. There was no drinking water around them.

The heavy dust poured into the nostrils and rushed into the lungs. Xie Yunshu gave Jiang Xingzhi the only dust mask on his body.

The dark and closed space was like a carriage sunk in the deep sea, and also like a coffin with its mouth sealed. Xie Yunshu found a stone and knocked on the steel pipe next to it.

"Boom, boom, boom...boom, boom, boom..."

One after another, the sharp clanging echoed continuously in the narrow corridor, almost tearing Jiang Xingzhi's eardrums apart.

This kind of ultra-decibel noise put a heavy burden on Jiang Xingzhi's heart. Xie Yunshu noticed his discomfort and stopped knocking.

"Don't stop...keep knocking..."

"It's okay, they'll find us."

Time passed by, with endless darkness, hunger and dehydration came one after another, the temperature slowly dropped, and they knew it was late at night.

The wind leaked from the cracks in the broken building, whimpering, and a heavy object fell to the ground somewhere in the distance, making a loud bang.

They even entangled their hands and feet for warmth.

Xie Yunshu suddenly laughed.

"What are you laughing at?" Jiang Xingzhi was puzzled.

Xie Yunshu turned on his phone, and the faint fluorescent light illuminated his face. Even at this time, his eyes were still glowing brightly, as if they contained watery light.

Jiang Xingzhi was watched by him in the faint fluorescent light, his heart felt like being pricked by a soft needle, and he asked again: "What are you laughing at?"

What Xie Yunshu laughed was that although it was unlucky to be trapped here, because they were trapped with Jiang Xingzhi, it was a blessing in disguise that the two of them were able to get so close like never before.

But Xie Yunshu will not express this kind of hidden thoughts, he said: "I laugh, the sound of the wind here is very cute, like singing."

Jiang Xingzhi also smiled: "What song?"

Xie Yunshu cleared his throat twice with "hmmmm", and really hummed a melody for Jiang Xingzhi.

In order to save energy, they closed their eyes most of the time to rest their minds, and only occasionally turned on their mobile phones to check the time. On the third day, Jiang Xingzhi was extremely hungry and thirsty.

Jiang Xingzhi felt Xie Yunshu's lips against his forehead, and said to him, "Don't be afraid, we will survive. Human beings have infinite limits, so be patient."

He nodded, very weakly.

Xie Yunshu's voice was soft, like ocean waves beating against rocks at night, as if coaxing him: "We will survive and get out of here alive."

Jiang Xingzhi nodded again, and said, "Actually, I'm not that afraid of death..."

He has experienced many moments of narrow escapes since he was a child, and he is not so afraid of death.

At that time, Jiang Xingzhi felt that he was very bad. The lack of oxygen caused countless hazy spots of light to appear in front of his retina. He grabbed his hand in the dark void, was held by Xie Yunshu precisely, and stuck to Xie Yunshu's face. on the cheek.

Xie Yunshu's body temperature is hot, which can make him warmer.

He wanted to tell Xie Yunshu that if he died, don't be sad, leave him alone, and try his best to get out alive.

He has another sentence that has been hidden in his heart for a long time. He wants to say that he has encountered a lot of bad luck in his life, but because he met Xie Yunshu, he felt that all his good luck was spent on this one thing, and he died. It's worth it too.

Xie Yunshu didn't let him say those words, Xie Yunshu said: "If you die here, I probably won't be able to survive."

Jiang Xingzhi felt that Xie Yunshu pulled off his mask, and the turbid air rushed into his nasal cavity. He let out a light cough, and Xie Yunshu patted his back lightly.

His lips were suddenly moist|hot, and an unspeakable bloody smell came to his nostrils. He heard Xie Yunshu's casual tone: "My finger is bleeding, please suck it up for me."

Jiang Xingzhi's heart tightened instantly, and his breathing stopped completely.

His consciousness has been in a coma or semi-coma, and occasionally he can feel Xie Yunshu holding him tightly and talking in his ear when he is a little sober.

"You have to hold on, someone will come to save us."

"Did you hear that? It's the sound of the machines. They're saving us."

"Mr. Jiang, we have come here after so many storms, we will not die here."

"If you die, I will be very sad. You can't even imagine how sad I will be."

"I have always liked you, from the first time I saw you, the day you interviewed me, I pushed open the door of the meeting room, and you stood by the window, wearing a snow-white shirt, behind you was the sun, but it was not as bright as you. "

……

For a long, long time, Jiang Xingzhi's consciousness was shrouded in a golden sun, as if he was stepping on a cloud, erratic and illusory, so that when he woke up, he found himself lying in a private hospital in the United States and Xie Yunshu When he wasn't around, he thought he had a dream full of grotesque and confusing obstacles.

It was not until many days later, under Jiang Xingzhi's strong request, that the doctor agreed that he could make a video call with Xie Yunshu.

The young man on the screen stood under the bright light, his outline was blurred, but Jiang Xingzhi could still see that he was much thinner.

"There are some things in the company that I need to stay here to deal with." Xie Yunshu's eyes were full of sunlight, and he couldn't see the emotions clearly, his voice was soft and gentle, like the water flowing slowly, "I can't go to see you for the time being, how much are you doing?" Take care of yourself."

"I'm not used to you saying 'you' to me now." Jiang Xingzhi sat leaning against the hospital bed and looked at him with a smile. "I heard everything you said in Qinglin Town."

Qinglin Town was the epicenter of the earthquake, where they were trapped.

"What?"

"That's when you said you met me for the first time and I interviewed you."

Xie Yunshu was startled, and then his eyes quickly shifted away, raising his hand to block most of the screen.

Jiang Xingzhi could only see his clear and smooth jawline spreading to his collarbone, stained crimson.

"Your reaction is different from what I imagined." Jiang Xingzhi's laughter was like a clear spring jumping and flowing in a mountain stream, light and joyful, "Don't tell me, you don't want to admit it now."

"President Jiang," Xie Yunshu turned his head, revealing a reddish side face, his eyelashes trembling, like a butterfly whose tail was pinched and couldn't help flapping its wings, his jaw line was a little tight, as if helpless , "Do you know that it would be embarrassing to say something in front of you like this."

"I don't feel embarrassed, don't keep your head down, let me see you."

Jiang Xingzhi is a blank sheet of paper emotionally. Before that, his yearning and longing for Xie Yunshu became more and more serious. He thought he was mentally ill, and it was hard to tell. But once Xie Yunshu pierced through this layer of window paper, he The infinite enthusiasm and sincerity after the two fell in love was born, and the sincere and soft love words came easily: "I haven't seen you for a long time, please let me see you."

Xie Yunshu raised his head, Qingjun's face was mixed with embarrassment and embarrassment, and his eyes were very red.

Jiang Xingzhi found out: "Why are your eyes so red?"

Xie Yunshu rubbed the corner of his eyes with the back of his hand: "The weather in Kyoto is bad, there are sandstorms."

The clumsy cover-up was intended to be concealed, but Jiang Xingzhi had his own interpretation.

The blood in the veins was rushing rapidly, every cell was heating up, Jiang Xingzhi said in a low voice, "Did you miss me?"

Xie Yunshu tried hard to smile, but the curves drawn from the corners of his eyes and lips were a little distorted.

Jiang Xingzhi was so immersed in the joy, anticipation, and sweetness of love that he thought he was in love, so much so that he misunderstood Xie Yunshu's various abnormalities as shyness and missing him, and his emotions were always rippling in extreme joy and excitement: "The company Don't worry about it for now, come here to accompany me, come here, I have something to tell you."

"You can say anything now."

"No, I'm only saying this in front of you, come here, and I'll tell you."

They never saw each other until their death.

Later, Jiang Xingzhi recalled their phone conversation over and over again, only to realize that he had overlooked too many clues at that time. Xie Yunshu's expression and voice contained too many unspeakable emotions, including relief, sadness, and mockery. There is a farewell.

Just like all things must have their irreversible signs before they happen.

Jiang Xingzhi had been convalescing for half a year before the heart surgery, and Xie Yunshu withdrew from his life bit by bit without a trace. They had video calls from once a day to once a week at the beginning, and then every time they talked. Can't last more than 3 minutes...

Until Xie Yunshu completely disappeared.

The vine that grows together with Jiang Xingzhi's limbs and internal organs, and the flesh and bone marrow of each other are inseparably glued together, was stripped from his body like this.

Since then, Jiang Xingzhi's soul has been cut into three parts. One Jiang Xingzhi was panicked while waiting day after day. He didn't expect Xie Yunshu to dislike him so soon. Gradually, a gnashing of hatred came into being.

Most of the time, Jiang Xingzhi is a person who does not regret the past and never looks back. Even if fate does not treat him favorably, he will never naively think about "if we go back to the past". Too weak for him.

But in the days when the oil was about to run out, Jiang Xingzhi did have such thoughts, if he could go back to the past, if he could start a new life.

At that time, he was extremely sorry for his misfortune, angry and indisputably found that the only thing he wanted was Xie Yunshu.

Jiang Xingzhi guessed countless reasons why Xie Yunshu left him, but he never thought that Xie Yunshu would die. Xie Yunshu was young and healthy, so why did he die?

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"Jiang Xingzhi, what's wrong with you?"

Xie Yunshu was stunned, Jiang Xingzhi suddenly buried his eyes in his palms, hot tears spilled from them, and wet|wetted Xie Yunshu's entire palms.

"Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?" Xie Yunshu supported Jiang Xingzhi's back, feeling Jiang Xingzhi's body trembling under his palm like a spasm.

It's broken, Jiang Xingzhi must be ill!

It was as if something exploded in Xie Yunshu's mind, and even his fingers went limp in an instant.

In the void, a certain cold and indifferent voice sounded like a spell, full of warnings and warnings to him.

"In the past few years, Xingzhi's heart has been deteriorating. I have never been able to find out the reason. I didn't expect the real crux to be on you."

"Do you know that he can't have many emotions like normal people? The most emotionally turbulent thing in this world is falling in love, excessive joy, anticipation, possessiveness, jealousy... It can kill him anytime and anywhere .”

"I should have discovered it a long time ago. Although he tried his best to cover up and suppress it, he still exposed many flaws. I didn't think about it. After all, he has never had a close girl by his side. How could I have thought that it was you, Special Assistant Yun... ...It's really guarding against everything..."

"If you stay by his side, you will kill him sooner or later."

……

After Xie Yunshu was reborn, he never wanted to go to Jiang Xingzhi, and he didn't want to have anything to do with Jiang Xingzhi again. What he was afraid of was this moment.

It's just that Jiang Xingzhi has not been sick for so many days, he is still alive and kicking, especially when Xiao Heihua went online, he was full of force, and Xie Yunshu didn't know how many disadvantages he suffered.

Xie Yunshu anxiously looked out the window for the figure of the driver, Lao Ge. After he couldn't find it, he planned to drive Jiang Xingzhi to the hospital by himself. He half stood up and wanted to climb into the driver's seat from the back seat, but Jiang Xingzhi suddenly hugged him from behind. .

"I'm fine..." Jiang Xingzhi pressed his face against Xie Yunshu's back and wiped off all the moisture. He took a deep breath, and when he spoke again, his voice had completely recovered, and he repeated, "I'm fine." , no need to go to the hospital."

Xie Yunshu sat back, pinched Jiang Xingzhi's jaw with his thumb and index finger and raised his face, examined his red eye sockets and the light blood on his cheeks, and said in a serious tone, "Are you all right?"

"My body is really fine. If you don't believe me, I'll take you to see my doctor another day."

Jiang Xingzhi looked directly at Xie Yunshu, with deep creases on his beautiful double eyelids. At some point, the dark black under his eyes faded a little, and his clear pupils seemed to have just been soaked in clean spring water. It makes what he says seem very sincere and believable.

"Then what happened to you just now?" Xie Yunshu was not so easy to fool. If Jiang Xingzhi's body was fine, then he just collapsed emotionally.

Xie Yunshu thought that the only thing Jiang Xingzhi did just now was kiss himself, if Jiang Xingzhi collapsed because of this... the veins on Xie Yunshu's forehead were throbbing, and he couldn't hold it down.

Jiang Xingzhi rubbed his face vigorously with both hands, and suddenly said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have quarreled with you."

It is said that June has a child's face, Xie Yunshu thinks that this sentence should be changed to June Tianjiang Xingzhi's face.

Jiang Xingzhi put Xie Yunshu's palm in his own, and covered the back of his hand with the other.

The three hands overlapped up and down, revealing a wonderful intimacy and blending.

"I didn't control my emotions well before, and a lot of my words didn't convey the meaning. I'm sorry." Jiang Xingzhi narrowed his eyes and looked apologetic. He was clearly saying an apology, but there was a faint sense of control that Xie Yunshu was very familiar with.

Xie Yunshu didn't know why, he was able to handle both the simple and straightforward Jiang Xingzhi and the arrogant and sycophantic Jiang Xingzhi, but as long as Jiang Xingzhi put on such a face of sitting upright, frowning and staring, he would psychologically develop a kind of Subtle feeling of being oppressed, even the back straightened up unconsciously.

While Jiang Xingzhi was speaking, he kneaded Xie Yunshu's phalanx with his fingers one by one. This seemed to be just a small unconscious movement. He did it very naturally, without any hint of intimacy.

Xie Yunshu's fingers were numb from his pinching, and he said unnaturally: "Since you apologized, forget it, forget it, my attitude is not very good..."

Jiang Xingzhi changed the topic again: "But what I apologize is only my attitude. I still don't approve of your handling of Pei Ji's matter, and I don't apologize for my jealousy."

Xie Yunshu: "..." So you apologized for being lonely?

"Do you know how I fell in love with you?" Jiang Xingzhi asked suddenly.

"Ah?" Jiang Xingzhi's topic changed so quickly that Xie Yunshu was almost confused after chasing him, but he still replied, "Didn't you say it was because of an umbrella..."

"Yeah, it's just because of an umbrella." Jiang Xingzhi smiled, looking at Xie Yunshu's face with gentle and deep eyes, as if he had passed through a more distant time and space through Xie Yunshu's face.

……

At 05:30 in the afternoon, just as it was off-duty time, there was a torrential rain, and countless employees poured out of the Qiaoyuan Group.

Near the bus stop in front of the company was a Maybach that all Qiaoyuan employees were very familiar with. The dark car film blocked all prying eyes, but the people inside the car could see the outside world clearly.

Jiang Xingzhi glanced outside inadvertently after finishing a newspaper.

The bus stop was crowded with people. A boy in a white sweater stood at the far corner, near the trash can, holding a blue Logo bag in his hand.

Qiaoyuan Group recruited candidates with one written test and two interviews. At the end of the interview, all the candidates would be given a souvenir, so Jiang Xingzhi knew that this boy was here for the interview.

The boy put the umbrella handle on his shoulder and stared at the rain curtain. The whole world was dimly lit, but his face was extremely white and clear. The Logo bag was dangling from his fingertips.

For some reason, Jiang Xingzhi saw that it was interesting, and kept staring at him.

The boy's hair was slightly wet, and the shiny water droplets came out from his black hair and slid across the beautiful sideburns. He raised his hand to wipe it, his head was slightly tilted, revealing the light blue blood vessels on the side of his neck.

I don’t know when an old lady appeared on the platform, thin and lonely, trembling, the little flower umbrella in her hand was blown to this side by the wind, and one of the ribs was still broken. People have no doubt that if the wind and rain were stronger, the old lady The wife and the little flower umbrella were blown away.

She kept approaching others, as if she wanted to ask them something, but almost everyone turned around before she could speak.

The world is getting worse, who dares to talk to the old lady casually in such bad weather.

Only the boy in the white sweater paid attention to her.

The boy raised his umbrella and completely covered the old lady and her little flower umbrella until he put the old lady on the bus she wanted to take.

Looking at the umbrella, Jiang Xingzhi felt as if some kind of sour liquid was slowly injected into his heart, and an indescribable tenderness came like a sea tide, which made him unclear and irresistible.

Jiang Xingzhi has always had an umbrella complex, and he has never forgotten that an umbrella reached his head when he was most on the verge of despair.

He had no affection for Li Xiaofeng who claimed to have saved him, but later on several of his attending doctors were related to Li Xiaofeng and had known each other for many years.

In his heart, what is always unforgettable is a black straight-bone umbrella, which has never faded from his memory after years of erosion, and truly exists like a cinnabar mole.

And the boy in the white sweater broke into his sight on the same rainy evening.

For Jiang Xingzhi, that was the first time he saw Xie Yunshu.

……

"Look, just one look, and I'm tempted." Jiang Xingzhi smiled slightly, his eyelashes were still a little wet, and they shattered into starlight in a slight trembling.

Xie Yunshu thought that Jiang Xingzhi was talking about something that happened not long ago. The corners of his mouth curled up a bit, and he wanted to tense up, but he couldn't do it for a second. He turned his face away with a smile, and coughed lightly: "Then you It's too hasty."

Jiang Xingzhi stared at him, and said slowly:

"Yun Shu, you don't know how easy it is to fall in love with you. I will do this. Have you ever thought that Pei Ji will do the same?"

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感谢在2021-08-0911:30:21~2021-08-1010:42:49期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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