After the family was reborn, I went to the peak of my life

The moonlight was like frost, slanted across the window lattice, and sprinkled on the long table under the window sill.

A long and slender shadow was reflected on the snow-white wall, sometimes elongated, sometimes shortened, sometimes covered the ground, and sometimes folded onto the wall.

Pei Ji walked back and forth in Xie Yunshu's room. He sleeps a lot during the day, so he will be full of energy.

When Xie Yunshu left, he said that he could move all the unlocked things in the room. Pei Ji was very interested and wanted to explore and hunt for treasures, but Xie Yunshu's room was too simple and plainly furnished, and he couldn't even find a toy.

The boy's room was unbelievably clean, spotless from the floor to the window sill, the only thing that was full was the desk, and all kinds of books were arranged in an orderly manner.

"This nerd is really a nerd." Pei Ji sat at the desk, fiddled with the stack of books on the table boredly, the names of these books can be seen from the spine of the books, almost all of them are textbooks and teaching aids, only the one at the end Pei Ji's fingers flicked over one by one, reading out the titles with difficulty, ""The Interpretation of Dreams", "Introduction to Psychoanalysis", "General Theory of Psychiatry: Dissociative Transformation Disorder"..."

No matter how ignorant and incompetent Pei Ji was, he could still know what these books were about from the titles. He felt dizzy for a while, and felt full of confusion. How could nerds study these neurological diseases?

He took out a book from it and read silently: ""24 Personalities"?"

Pei Ji saw that this was a novel, and couldn't help becoming a little interested. He was driven back by the dark and desperate style of writing after reading the beginning. He flipped through it, and saw that the book was full of red, green, and green highlights. Obviously, Xie Yunshu was very serious when he read it, as if he was taking class notes.

Pei Ji put the book back a little unbearably, and lay down on the table in dismay.

The night in Laohuai Lane seemed to come earlier than elsewhere, before eleven o'clock, the owner of this two-story building fell asleep.

This is a completely unfamiliar environment for Pei Ji.

The surroundings are very quiet, but not so quiet. There seem to be countless flying insects in the grass and tree branches outside the window, and they make small and short calls from time to time, and occasionally there are one or two long and sharp cat calls.

Occasionally someone walked by in the alleyway in the distance, and the footsteps of high-heeled shoes would be particularly clear on the bluestone road, and there were murmurs of conversation that could not be discerned. On the street further away, there were cars passing by, and tires rolling across the ground.

If he had turned off the light, he would still have seen countless flashes of light refracted from unknown directions, gliding across the ceiling like water.

These sounds and colors from all directions will let people know that even if the whole world is falling into darkness, it is still alive.

Unlike Zhoucheng International Garden.

Zhoucheng International Garden has the best sound-proof building materials, and it seals a house so that there is no leak. Every night when Pei Ji lies in bed, he feels that his room is like a solidified coffin, dark and dead, without any life.

So it was always difficult for Pei Ji to fall asleep at home, and he always went to sleep at school.

But the hard tabletop and the bustling noise in the classroom were far inferior to the small room deep in Laohuai Lane, which brought him an unprecedented sense of warmth and security.

A small voice quietly emerged in my heart, it would be great if I could live here forever...

Pei Ji suddenly covered his face and shook his head vigorously. This is the nerd's house, how could he live in the nerd's house all the time?

Unexpectedly, Qiu Lang's unobstructed voice sounded in his ears——

"The nerd has a crush on you!"

"The nerd is so infatuated with you!"

"There is no way to repay the grace of saving life, but to promise it with your body!"

Ah ah ah ah ah!

Pei Ji rolled all over the table with his head in his arms. He was extremely irritable and distressed. He grew up so big that he never owed others. This time he owed such a big favor to the nerd, how can he repay it? ah!

At this moment, Pei Ji suddenly heard the sound of wheels rolling over the manhole cover, and a car was passing through Laohuai Lane. He was refreshed, raised his body with his hands on the table, and looked downstairs with piercing eyes.

……

Two bright headlights cut into the deep dark alley, the Maybach stopped in front of the small building shrouded in silence, and the driver did not turn off the engine.

Xie Yunshu got out of the car and saw that the lights in his room were still on at a glance.

Jiang Xingzhi got out of the car after him, and naturally saw that the psychological construction he had made before was shaking and trembling in an instant, and there was a tendency to collapse, and the hair smoothed by Xie Yunshu suddenly became not so smooth.

"My boyfriend came home in the middle of the night. There is a boy waiting in the room. You two have to sleep in the same room. How can you let me sleep tonight?"

The two stood in the halo of the car lights. Although the driver in the car wouldn't stare straight at it, it was still a semi-public place. Jiang Xingzhi didn't make any overly intimate gestures. He just put his hand on Xie Yunshu's shoulder heavily After he took it, the sorrow in his tone was about to condense into drops of water and drip out.

Xie Yunshu held Jiang Xingzhi's wrist instead, and said with a light smile, "Who told me along the way just now that he would be a good boyfriend who is obedient, obedient, magnanimous and considerate?"

Jiang Xingzhi saw Xie Yunshu's slightly haggard look in the light cut by the car lights. Xie Yunshu didn't sleep well last night, and he had a full day of class during the day, and even hard-working people couldn't bear it. Jiang Xingzhi felt distressed, but The only thing he could do was to let Xie Yunshu go home as soon as possible.

Jiang Xingzhi touched his eyelids, and said softly: "Rest well tonight, don't talk to Pei puppy today, it's the same anytime."

Xie Yunshu nodded: "I'll see the situation."

Jiang Xingzhi suddenly thought of a question: "You don't want to sleep on the floor tonight, do you? It's almost October, and the temperature has dropped drastically recently, so don't sleep on the floor."

"How come? My mother prepared a folding bed for me, and I slept comfortably!" Xie Yunshu saw that Jiang Xingzhi suppressed some words, thinking that he was worried about Pei Ji, and thought, "I don't know how to tell you Explain to Pei Ji, but I treat him like this purely because..."

"I know." Jiang Xingzhi interrupted him in a low voice.

"You know?" Xie Yunshu was slightly surprised, his eyes flicked between Jiang Xingzhi's deep eyebrows, and he was a little surprised, "What do you know?"

Jiang Xingzhi's eyes had a dark luster under the bright light, and accompanied by his slow and slow voice, he was extremely reassuring: "I know that there may be many factors for your kindness to him, but it will never be because of it." The kind of love element, if you say you like me, you must only like me, that’s how you are.”

As if there was a sudden hit in his heart with neither light nor heavy force, Xie Yunshu's eyes lingering on Jiang Xingzhi's face froze slightly, and he laughed.

He has seen many faces of Jiang Xingzhi, whether it is a little white flower or a little black flower, he is willing to indulge their willfulness and demands, but at this moment when he feels tired, a reasonable, rational and tolerant Jiang Xingzhi is undoubtedly The most comforting thing for him.

This kind of Jiang Xingzhi can distinguish between priorities and priorities. Their getting along like this is closer to two grown men, both of whom are mature enough to be considerate and considerate to each other.

Innocence, enthusiasm and unreserved dedication, strong passion|spicy full of passion|desire and possessive collision, absolute understanding, trust, care, putting the other person's feelings above oneself, respecting the rationality of all decisions made by the other person even if self-repression with restraint...

Such a person almost satisfied all Xie Yunshu's fantasies.

Xie Yunshu tilted his head slightly, and rubbed his cheek against Jiang Xingzhi's cold wrist. Although he didn't speak, the consolation, approval and intimacy in his movements were so strong that they were about to overflow.

Jiang Xingzhi's heart was full of boundless tenderness and tenderness, he naturally knew why Xie Yunshu had such a preference for Pei Ji.

Xie Yunshu's heart is a clear, vast, gentle, and tolerant sea. He wants to save and make up for every good and imperfect life in this world.

"Yunshu." Jiang Xingzhi called out in a low voice.

"Ok?"

"Believe me, this prosperous world will surely come as you wish." The dignified voice was like an oath, as heavy as a mountain.

This sentence is actually a bit abrupt. When Xie Yunshu raised his head, he saw a sharp star flashing from the end of Jiang Xingzhi's eyes. There was a murderous arrogance when he was making business decisions. Xie Yunshu was slightly taken aback, and couldn't help laughing :"Um."

Jiang Xingzhi put his arms around Xie Yunshu's other shoulder. Whether viewed from near or far, this posture was very intimate. Jiang Xingzhi wanted to say something more, but he heard a sudden shout from above: "Nerd!"

The sound is not loud, but it is extremely deafening in the empty night.

Jiang Xingzhi and Xie Yunshu looked up at the same time, and they saw Pei Ji leaning out of the window half of his body, with big eyes shining like light bulbs, and shouted, "What are you two doing?"

Xie Yunshu pushed Jiang Xingzhi violently.

"..." Jiang Xingzhi, the flower of the high mountains, whose face that was always noble, elegant, indifferent and proud in front of people finally showed a distorted crack at this moment, he forced back a swearing, and said angrily, "He Don't you have any eyesight?"

"He really doesn't have much vision," Xie Yunshu took two steps back, "Okay, I'm going upstairs, and you should hurry home too, bye..."

"No goodbye!" Jiang Xingzhi grabbed Xie Yunshu's hand, furious, "I regret it, I don't want you to go back, let that stupid dog fend for itself!"

Xie Yunshu smiled and pushed Jiang Xingzhi away, knowing that it would be endless if he continued talking, so he didn't say anything, waved at Jiang Xingzhi, and ran away.

……

Xie Yunshu ran upstairs in three steps at a time. As soon as he took out the key, the door opened from the inside.

"Yo?" Xie Yunshu said with a smile, "Kids still know how to open the door for me?"

Without any surprise, Pei Ji immediately exploded: "You're just a kid..."

"Hush! Keep your voice down," Xie Yunshu closed the door with his backhand, suppressing his voice, "Wake up my parents, and I'll beat you up!"

"Don't keep threatening me, I'll hit you sooner or later..." Pei Ji muttered resentfully, and followed Xie Yunshu into the bedroom.

"What did you eat at night? Did you hang the water? Are you still used to it at home?" Xie Yunshu put the schoolbag on the desk and asked Pei Ji several questions one after another.

Pei Ji sat on the edge of the bed, reached out to grab a pillow and put it on his lap to hold, tilted his head, and said "um" in a neutral way.

Xie Yunshu glanced at him: "Are you asking me something? Are you being polite?"

"I ate sausages and fish," Pei Ji said impatiently, rolling his eyes and recalling, "There are also water chestnuts and meat, and several vegetables...the water is gone."

He shook his hand, showing the pinhole on the back of his hand.

Xie Yunshu nodded, looking for things on the table.

Pei Ji puffed his face and held back for a while, but still didn't hold back: "What are you doing down there with the sick man? Why is he so close to you?"

The "sick child" is of course Jiang Xingzhi.

Pei Ji looked down from a high place, Xie Yunshu and Jiang Xingzhi were standing in the headlights, so he couldn't see clearly, but the headlights cast their shadows on the ground, Pei Ji saw that Jiang Xingzhi's shadow was getting closer and closer to Xie Yunshu , and then he yelled out loud.

Xie Yunshu said casually: "It's nothing, he sent me back and chatted for a while below."

Pei Ji curled her lips: "He doesn't have long legs, so he wants to send you off!"

Xie Yunshu raised his eyebrows in confusion, and it took several seconds to realize that the correct word order of this sentence should be "You don't have long legs, so you need him to give them to you."

Xie Yunshu sneered: "I want to sit next to the Maybach, do you have an opinion?"

Pei Ji was choked, his eyes were as big as bells, and he stared at Xie Yunshu.

"Why are you staring at me? Why are you so angry?" Xie Yunshu didn't find what he wanted on the table, so he walked towards the door, and when he passed by Pei Ji, he stretched out his hand to grab Pei Ji's golden hair, "I think you are probably a balloon Fine, I've been full of anger all day long!"

"You are the one who has become a balloon! You are a book who has become a genius!"

"Ha ha."

Xie Yunshu opened the door and went to the living room, and found that the white plastic bag was placed on the compartment under the coffee table. He carried the bag into the room, walked up to Pei Ji, and asked with a yellowish-brown topical ointment in his hand, "Is this medicinal ointment?" Is it over?"

Pei Ji was taken aback for a moment, then turned around uncomfortably: "It's painted!"

"You paint a fart."

Pei Ji's injuries were all on his back, and the long whip ran across his entire back, it was impossible for him to apply the medicine on it himself.

Xie Yunshu's tone was extremely natural, with a hint of command: "Take off your clothes, and I'll give you medicine."

"Ah?" Under the light, Pei Ji's face looked like a tomato had exploded, and the blush spread from his cheeks to his neck like a fire, and even a handful of golden hairs on his head exploded.

"Ah what?" Xie Yunshu took a cotton swab in his hand, saw Pei Ji's appearance, and said mockingly, "You're a big girl? Why are you blushing?"

"You you you you..." Pei Ji was speechless, with surprise and astonishment on his face, panic and dodge, shyness and uneasiness, all kinds of complex expressions were intertwined and intertwined, which could be clearly seen in Xie Yunshu's eyes.

Xie Yunshu calmly dragged the chair and sat down face to face with Pei Ji. He leaned forward slightly and looked straight into Pei Ji's eyes. This posture would give people a sense of oppression similar to that of the elders and superiors. A sensitive topic is so obvious that there is not even a trace of embarrassment:

"Pei Ji, do you think it's not normal for me to be gay and ask you to take off your clothes? Do you think gays are like girls, and you can't get along with them? Do you think that even if I bring you back, I'm What are your thoughts?"

Xie Yunshu's three questions of the soul hit Pei Ji's mind, Pei Ji looked away guiltily, and turned back after a while, his thick eyebrows were tightly knitted, his eyes were full of doubt and bewilderment, naked|naked|nakedly wrote " Isn't it?" A few large characters.

Xie Yunshu tapped Pei Ji's forehead with two fingers together—"Bang!"

"Wow!" Pei Ji exerted so much force that tears were about to flow out. He covered his forehead, very annoyed, "Why are you hitting me?"

Xie Yunshu snorted coldly: "Let me see if I can control the water in your pig's brain!"

Pei Ji gasped, "You're a pig's brain!"

"People can study less, but they can't be too sentimental. Listen up, little dog Pei..." Xie Yunshu inadvertently called out Pei Ji's nickname.

Pei Ji's ears pricked up with a "whoosh": "What did you call me? Who is a puppy... Aww! You hit me again!"

Xie Yunshu calmly said: "You are a puppy, the puppy is you, and Pei Xiaogou is the nickname I gave you."

Pei Ji screamed angrily: "Why do you call me a nickname? Did you ask me to agree?"

"Did you ask me to agree when you called me a nerd?"

Xie Yunshu sneered, and settled accounts with him: "You drew a [-]-point line on the table and left me a third of the space. As soon as I crossed that line, the sleeves were full of ink. Did you ask?" Do I agree?"

"You let me do all the work of duty, homework, and errands for you. Did you ask me to agree?"

"I took a nap on the table, and you stuffed the bugs in the back of my neck, did you ask me to agree?"

Every time Xie Yunshu counted Pei Ji's "crimes" in detail, Pei Ji's head was turned sideways, a shameful blush covered his entire face, and he climbed all the way to his neck and behind his ears.

"So where on earth did you come to think that I would have thoughts about you?" Xie Yunshu's brows and eyes were raised like swords, and his face was full of mockery of "you really don't have any clues".

Pei Ji was so ashamed that he wanted to dig a hole in the ground and get in, but after a while, he felt something was wrong again: "Then, you... why are you..."

"What about me?" Xie Yunshu's eyes were as cold and bright as snow water, staring at Pei Ji openly.

Pei Ji lowered her eyelashes, reluctantly, without confidence, and asked in a low voice: "Why are you treating me so well..."

"Because I don't just remember these, I don't just remember your childish, bad, and reckless behavior..." Xie Yunshu sat back in the chair, crossed his arms, and showed a gentle smile, "I I still remember last semester when I lost a month's living expenses and was so poor that I could only eat two steamed buns a day to clear water, you put 200 yuan in my book..."

Pei Ji denied it almost reflexively: "I, I didn't..."

"You have!" Xie Yunshu said firmly, "No one would do this kind of thing except you, but I didn't know it at the time, so I gave the 200 yuan to the teacher, so you bought a lot of buns and brought them over the next day , and said that he couldn’t finish eating—”

Xie Yunshu shook his head and smiled as the past was vivid in his mind.

Pei Ji bought a bunch of steamed stuffed buns and brought them to the classroom, holding one in each hand to play with. Xie Yunshu couldn't see it and accused him of wasting food, so he threw a bag of steamed stuffed buns to Xie Yunshu logically, and said contemptuously: "Here for you to eat! Poor ghost!"

Xie Yunshu pressed his index finger on the corner of his forehead, and the memory made the smile on his mouth deepen: "Let me think about what you've been 'playing' with, buns, bread, pancakes, tofu rolls, hamburgers, fried buns..."

"Why are you talking about this..." Pei Ji lowered his head, stirred with ten fingers, and kept his mouth stubborn, "I just can't finish eating, so I reward you, hmph..."

Xie Yunshu said a lot more, for example, when he washed clothes for Zhao Ziqiang and the others in the dormitory, Pei Ji stood up to help him, for example, when the class fee was collected, the monitor Yang Qiqi received it from Xie Yunshu, and whispered to him that the class fee had been fully charged. He didn't need to hand it in, but he later found out that Pei Ji handed it in for him——

"Yang Qiqi betrayed me!" Pei Ji was angry.

"Yang Qiqi didn't betray you," Xie Yunshu said lightly, "I guessed it, but now you admit it."

Pei Ji buried her face in the pillow, only showing a pair of ears as red as dried radish.

"Pei puppy," Xie Yunshu raised his ears, and said with a half-smile, "You do these things to me, a gay, because you have something in mind for me?"

"That's not true! I didn't!" Pei Ji raised his head abruptly, and now his eye circles were red.

Pei Ji has a pair of large almond eyes. When he is emotional, his eyes are like two clusters of sparks lit, especially vigorous and energetic. When he was doing these things, he didn't know that Xie Yunshu liked boys. He didn't What kind of attempt, I just did it when I wanted to do it, and I didn't take it to my heart after I finished it, and I didn't tell anyone.

Xie Yunshu nodded indifferently: "Yes, you don't have any special thoughts, you just feel sorry for me, sympathize with me, pity me..."

Words like "sympathy and pity" sounded very bad to Pei Ji, and his eyes flickered again: "Nor, not..."

"Sympathy and pity are not feelings that can't be seen, I never mind," Xie Yunshu stared fixedly into Pei Ji's eyes, "The pranks you have done, I will forgive those who can be forgiven, and I will give you back those who cannot be forgiven I have, and your kindness to me, I will always remember."

Pei Ji stared blankly at Xie Yunshu's deep and distinct face in the light and shadow, only felt that Xie Yunshu's voice sounded very soft, but it seemed to hit his eardrum extremely hard.

After a long time, Pei Ji suddenly realized something. He was startled as if struck by lightning, and his cheeks puffed up again: "Then, is it because you sympathize with me and pity me that you treat me well now?"

"No," Xie Yunshu shook his head slightly, "I just treat you as...a brother."

In fact, in Xie Yunshu's heart, he completely regarded Pei Ji as a child, but if he said so, Pei Ji would definitely jump up and fight him hard.

Pei Ji blinked, only to feel a very strange sense of pungent, fiery and turbulent congestion rushing into his nasal cavity, and he bit his lips tightly.

It's not that Pei Ji doesn't have brothers, he has a cousin, and Qiu Lang and other youngsters.

But those people who grew up with each other so well, how could they say such emotional things to each other, and when Pei Ji played with them, he was always the "boss", fighting him first, and dealing with the aftermath Take it first, it's not that other people have no loyalty, it's just that they have been like this since childhood, just like Qiu Lang is older than him, but still calls him "brother".

Only Xie Yunshu could beat him, restrain him, and take care of him.

Therefore, these words from Xie Yunshu's mouth carried so much weight that Pei Ji was at a loss for a while.

Xie Yunshu kept looking at Pei Ji, not missing every change of expression on the child's face, he spread his hands with a smile, and said deliberately: "Of course, if you think you are noble and I am not worthy, then after you recover from your injuries, you will have this problem." The door can also turn your face and deny it..."

"I'm not that kind of person!" All Pei Ji's bewildered and sad emotions were immediately washed away. With a deep nasal voice, he rolled his red eyes, "I'm not turning my back That kind of person, hum!"

This is already the least awkward thing Pei puppy can say.

Xie Yunshu was leaning against the seat, his back stretched so straight that he finally relaxed slightly, and he exhaled slowly.

After all, Pei Ji is a real boy under the age of 17. At the beginning of his love for Xie Yunshu, when his boundaries for this relationship are the most confused, the most vague, and the most difficult to advance or retreat, Xie Yunshu Turn this ignorant love into a clear same-sex friendship in time.

Xie Yunshu stretched his arm and brought back the ointment on the table, he kicked Pei Ji's calf unceremoniously: "Hurry up and take off your clothes and apply the ointment. I slept for less than three hours!"

……

The room was dark.

Pei Ji tossed herself on the bed like a pancake.

"Nerd?" Pei Ji called out in a low voice.

Xie Yunshu applied the medicine to Pei Ji, took a bath, then turned off the light and wanted to go to sleep. He was lying on the folding bed and fell asleep, when Pei Ji called his name suddenly, he was a little impatient: "What are you doing?"

"I can't sleep." Pei Ji slept for more than ten hours from last night to the daytime, and after undergoing another soul baptism at night, he was very excited.

"If you can't sleep, you count sheep."

"I can't sleep after counting."

Xie Yunshu was angry: "If you can't sleep, just get up and do sit-ups, push-ups, or go out and run for five kilometers!"

Pei Ji muttered: "I'm not a soldier, so I don't do push-ups!"

Xie Yunshu's eyes opened quietly in the dark night.

"Pei Ji," Xie Yunshu asked suddenly, "What do you want to do in the future?"

"Why do you ask this?" Pei Ji, like all the scumbags, naturally resists this kind of topic about the future.

"Let's chat casually," Xie Yunshu put his arms behind his head, "Everyone has ideals, what is your ideal?"

"I don't know," Pei Ji's voice hasn't completely changed. When he shouts and softens his voice, he always has a little childish voice. He said honestly, "I haven't thought about it, anyway, anyway. won't starve to death."

Xie Yunshu asked softly: "Then do you want to be a soldier in the future?"

"Being a soldier?" Pei Ji laughed directly when asked, "I'm going to be a soldier? Hahahahaha, how is it possible? How could I be a soldier?"

Xie Yunshu was surprised: "You don't like being a soldier?"

"I don't like it!" Pei Ji emphasized heavily, "I don't like being a soldier the least!"

"Why?" If Pei Ji was sensitive enough, he would have noticed that Xie Yunshu's ending voice trembled slightly in the dark night.

But Pei Ji has never been a delicate person. He turned over on the bed very unhappy, and stopped talking to Xie Yunshu. Of course, he didn't answer Xie Yunshu either. He didn't like being a soldier because Pei Linsheng had been a soldier all his life. Pei Ji didn't want to be like Pei Linsheng.

The room was really quiet this time.

Xie Yunshu opened his eyes, and the misty stream of light in the distance outside the window swept across the entire room, passing by the corners of his eyes, shining a moist gleam, which was fleeting.

For a moment, Xie Yunshu's consciousness seemed to have separated from his body and floated high in mid-air, passing through the thick ink-like night, passing through layers of space and time, and came to the place where "loyal bones are buried in green hills, stained with blue blood" The sacred place of "Changying".

Under the cloudy sky, countless people stood silently in the cemetery, the wind whizzed through the crowd, passed over the tops of the pines and cypresses, and rolled all the way to the sky.

The sound of gunfire went straight into the sky.

The crowd moved slowly, walked to the stele one by one, placed white and yellow flowers in front of the stele, and bowed deeply.

The young man on the tombstone is full of heroism, with a pair of big and bright almond eyes shining brightly.

The handwriting engraved under the photo records the short but great life of this rebellious young man.

Xie Yunshu watched everyone in the void burst into tears, he closed his eyes——

To this day, he still remembers every word on the tombstone.

"Soldier of the [-]nd Unit, a native of Jiangnan Beach, born in September [-]**, died in the border defense struggle in December [-], and was awarded first-class merit by the Communist Party."

"Tomb of Martyr Pei Ji."

... That year, Pei Ji was only 24 years old.

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