After the family was reborn, I went to the peak of my life

Xie Yunshu saw Jiang Xingzhi staring at him intently in his blurred vision.

In the dark corner of the box, the light refracted from the TV screen was like neon, flowing in his eyes in various colors.

How strange, after so many years of silently waiting for Xie Yunshu, he didn't feel any grievances, but at this moment, he suddenly broke his defense.

Those dusty old time and space, filled with the loneliness and anticipation of the day and night, the tide of memory rushes towards the face, as blurred as the water and the moon mirroring the sky.

Xie Yunshu's clear voice became more and more hoarse, and accompanied by the slightly drunkenness, it smudged with a deep and strong choking texture. When the song "Gentleness" was finished, Xia Ke and the others didn't even applaud in time. Was stunned.

After a long while, Xia Ke and Guo Zihuan let out a breath, clapped their hands and whistled.

"Awesome, Brother Yun! I've never seen you show this hand before!"

"My Brother Yun really keeps a secret! You must participate in the next Campus Singer Contest, the champion must be you!"

The little friends yelled and surrounded the tea table to open wine bottles, clamoring to celebrate the birth of the new campus love song prince in advance, but when they turned around——

"Eh? Where's Brother Yun? Where did Brother Yun go?"

"The young master is not here, why did they go?"

……

"Oh!"

Two entangled figures smashed open the door of the corridor, and the green door panel slammed into the wall with a loud bang.

"Squeak, creak", the door rubbed against the shaft slowly, the only ray of light that broke into the corridor was completely closed, darkness enveloped the surroundings, and you couldn't see your fingers, only the rapid breathing and the clear heartbeat like a drum Vibrating wantonly in the cramped space.

At first, it was Xie Yunshu's lips that pressed against each other, but after a while, after the lips of the two rubbed against each other, Jiang Xingzhi turned his back on him. One hand firmly wrapped around Xie Yunshu's waist, and the other supported Xie Yunshu's waist. On the back of the head, lips and tongue desperately pursue entanglement.

There was a strong aroma of wine in Xie Yunshu's mouth, and the transpiring alcohol seemed to melt into Jiang Xingzhi's blood as if it had turned into molecules in the air.

The moist wetness poured down like rain, making no sound at all, and it stained Jiang Xingzhi's face.

The arms around Xie Yunshu's waist tightened suddenly, and Jiang Xingzhi's strength was as strong as if he wanted to pull his body into his own.

The root of Xie Yunshu's tongue was numb, and there seemed to be a backflow of sour-tasting liquid in his throat. Swallowing her saliva, her voice was almost hoarse: "You don't know how much I like you..."

"I know." Jiang Xingzhi's face rubbed against Xie Yunshu without gaps, his lips lingered on Xie Yunshu's forehead, cheeks, nose tip, and chin, and the breath and temperature in his arms wrapped Xie Yunshu tightly .

"You don't know..." Xie Yunshu shook his head, his hoarse and vague voice seemed to be covered with a layer of wet and sticky moisture, and his articulation was very unclear. His hands grabbed the hem of Jiang Xingzhi's skirt and pulled it down from time to time , Pulling up again suddenly, the strength is light and heavy.

For a moment, Xie Yunshu even impulsively wanted to tell Jiang Xingzhi that he had liked him for so many years, a long time beyond his imagination.

But Xie Yunshu had a stubborn nerve in his mind that was stubbornly awake, which made him swallow all the confessions that poured into his throat. If Jiang Xingzhi knew that he died and was reborn, how much Jiang Xingzhi would feel distressed. If Jiang Xingzhi Knowing that he secretly and desperately liked him for so many years in his previous life, Jiang Xingzhi felt very uncomfortable.

Xie Yunshu's fingers caressed Jiang Xingzhi's face, the touch was so hot|hot and delicate, very much like his surging and suppressed feelings at the moment, his tone was messy, and his words were extremely inarticulate, but Jiang Xingzhi clearly understood every word Word: "You don't know...I want you to know so much, but I don't want you to know..."

"I really know, I've liked you for a long, long time, so long that you don't even know..." Jiang Xingzhi's breath was also broken, he held Xie Yunshu's face in both hands, like holding his own hot and bleeding heart, Fingers and voice trembled terribly.

He had no way to tell Xie Yunshu that the emotion that traversed the two lives was as heavy as a mountain, and he was not less burdened, just like he tossed and turned in countless late nights, as long as he thought that Xie Yunshu had died once like him, he would feel like a knife, and he couldn't bear to let Xie Yunshu suffer under such assumptions.

"I fell in love with you the first time I saw you." Jiang Xingzhi could only say so.

As long as there is a little bit of light here, Xie Yunshu can see how much Jiang Xingzhi's infatuation and obsession with him are condensed in his deep and dark eyes.

The entire passage is like a carriage sunk under the deep sea, quiet and dark, only the whispers of the two of them come and go, empty and silent, as if passed from the far end of time and space, trembling each other eardrums and heartstrings.

The alcohol evaporated along with the tears, taking away all the emotions that were out of track. Xie Yunshu, who had calmed down, showed a little embarrassment. In his memory, he had never cried since he was an adult in his previous life. Such a gaffe in front of Xingzhi.

Jiang Xingzhi pulled Xie Yunshu to sit on the steps of the corridor. He turned on the flashlight on his mobile phone, and then put the mobile phone on the upper step. A beam of white and weak light shot straight forward, illuminating Xie Yunshu's red eyes and face.

Xie Yunshu raised the back of his hand and wiped his face, trying to cover up the blame: "What kind of broken beer is this, it's so strong, it's choking..."

Jiang Xingzhi stopped Xie Yunshu's movements, took out a handkerchief from his pocket to help him wipe his face, and responded to him, with a conniving tone: "Yes, the wine is too choking, let's not drink this kind of wine next time, then What brand is it called?"

Xie Yunshu said sullenly, "Carlsberg."

Jiang Xingzhiba's chief person set went online seamlessly: "As long as you say a word, I will make Carlsberg disappear from this city tonight!"

Xie Yunshu was amused all of a sudden. He took the handkerchief, covered his face, and covered his five fingers with rough and casual movements.

Jiang Xingzhi just looked at him like that, his eyes were clear and quiet, like a sparkling lake under the night, tolerant and gentle.

Xie Yunshu took off the handkerchief and met Jiang Xingzhi's eyes. Just as he was about to speak, Jiang Xingzhi pinched his chin and covered him with a lingering kiss.

Jiang Xingzhi sat on the upper step, with a pair of long legs bent, sandwiching Xie Yunshu in the middle.

This is more intimate than any kind of ear-to-shoulder-skin-to-skin gesture. Jiang Xingzhi held Xie Yunshu in his arms, patted his back, rubbed his hair, and kissed and coaxed him. He was so precious It's good to know where to put it.

This kind of state of being cared for like a fragile child made Xie Yunshu feel strange and embarrassed. He struggled lightly, but Jiang Xingzhi pressed his head deeper into his chest, and exerted force on the back of his neck with his palm: " Don't move, be good."

The walls and steps build a relatively independent and closed space, and Jiang Xingzhi's voice surrounds it three-dimensionally, as if it is infinitely close and infinitely far away.

Xie Yunshu remained still, his forehead resting on Jiang Xingzhi's heart, and he heard Jiang Xingzhi's heart beating "thump, boom."

There is always a warm and powerful palm on the back of his hand rubbing | stroking back and forth from his shoulder blades along the line of his back. Such warmth is enough to freeze into time and replace all the dark and closed spaces in Xie Yunshu's brain. memory.

Jiang Xingzhi took off his coat in the box, and he only wore a thin cashmere sweater, the fabric on his chest was already wet from Xie Yunshu's tears.

Xie Yunshu's hot cheeks and ears were pressed against it, and it was cool, like a thin layer of smoothie, and misty smoke evaporated from the fusion of cold and heat.

"Are you cold?" Xie Yunshu touched the soft fabric and asked aloud.

Jiang Xingzhi's lips opened and closed on his forehead: "It's not cold when I hold you, how about you?"

"No." Xie Yunshu laughed. He opened his mouth and wanted to continue to say something, but he felt that no words could express his mood at the moment. He even had an idea that maybe all the things in the previous life were just a dream, and now he is beside him. This talent is the warmest truth.

Or, those pasts mixed with darkness and pain were an exchange between him and God, and in exchange for what he has today, he is willing to enjoy it.

Xie Yunshu didn't speak, but Jiang Xingzhi said naggingly: "Little Yunyun, don't be sad, you see we are still so young, we still have a long, long life to go, and we will always be together in this life , until our hair is gray, our backs are bent, and our teeth are all gone, I will still hold you and kiss you like this."

"You've lost all your teeth, how can you still kiss?" Xie Yunshu felt a little unbearable when he thought of that scene, "Or kiss mine with your dentures?"

"Oh, why are you not romantic at all?" Jiang Xingzhi pinched the back of his neck angrily, "You don't even feel beautiful anymore!"

Xie Yunshu laughed softly in Jiang Xingzhi's arms.

Jiang Xingzhi's voice was soft and soft, like pieces of feather-shaped cotton wool, fluttering and falling slowly: "Yun Shu, believe it or not, I am a long-term lover, even if you don't have teeth in the future, I won't." I hate you, but I still kiss you, just wait and see."

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Early morning was approaching, and the open space in front of Mingda Plaza was crowded with people.

Xie Yunshu and his companions stood under the clock at the end of the square. This big clock was a landmark of the city, and numbers were jumping one after another on the huge screen hanging from the clock tower.

The bustling crowd counted down in unison: "Ten, nine, eight, seven..."

The last word "one" landed, and the dull and long bell rang slowly. At the same time, countless gorgeous fireworks bloomed on the dark night, one after another, like golden rain lines penetrating the world, and the crowd erupted | Bursts of boiling cheers.

The folk customs in the small town are not open-minded, young men and women seldom kiss, holding hands and hugging is the limit.

The crowd was as turbulent as an ocean wave, and Xie Yunshu and Jiang Xingzhi stood in this wave, looking at each other from a very close distance.

The noise of people around seemed to fade away in an instant, and it seemed that only the two of them were left in the square inch, and the dense and scorching temperature came from the palms of their tightly clasped hands.

Yi Lingling and her classmates held hands and formed a circle with their arms wrapped around their arms. They twirled joyfully in circles amidst the sky filled with fireworks, laughing and shouting with joy.

"Brother, come and dance with us too!" Yi Lingling ran over and pulled Xie Yunshu up, pulling Xie Yunshu into their circle.

Xie Yunshu jumped with the children for a while and then backed out, feeling the familiar warm breath hit his ears, before he had time to turn around, a pair of slender and strong arms lifted him off the ground from behind him.

"Happy New Year!" Jiang Xingzhi's clear and clear voice fell to his ears like a silver hammer, and every syllable carried a light smile from his heart.

Xie Yunshu turned his head, only to see Jiang Xingzhi's handsome face close at hand, with stars shining in his eyes.

The world is full of colorful lights and prosperity.

……

The carnival time passed quickly, and after the fireworks cleared, the crowd in the square went back to their homes.

Xia Ke couldn't get enough, and raised his arms and shouted: "Let's go to the Internet cafe for the second half of the night, brothers, let's go!" Guo Zihuan and the others all agreed.

Xie Yunshu declined: "I won't go, I have to send my sister back."

Xia Ke said: "Then let's go first, come back after you see off Lingling."

"No, someone will come to the house on the [-]st tomorrow, and I have to say hello, you go and play."

If Xie Yunshu didn't go, no one else would have to ask Jiang Xingzhi, so everyone parted ways.

Yi Lingling's female classmate Wan Bingjie's home is near Mingda Square, and it takes seven to eight minutes to walk there. Xie Yunshu and Jiang Xingzhi accompanied the two little girls on a night walk.

I don't know if it's his own illusion, Xie Yunshu always felt that the two little girls in front of him looked back at him and Jiang Xingzhi from time to time, their smiles and eyes were full of expressions that he couldn't understand.

Entering Wan Bingjie's community, Xie Yunshu, Jiang Xingzhi, and Yi Lingling stood downstairs waiting, because Yi Lingling wanted to borrow a book from Wan Bingjie.

"Brother, I'm so sleepy." Yi Lingling seldom stayed up late, she was terribly sleepy, leaning against Xie Yunshu with her petite half of her body, rubbing her eyes and yawning again and again.

"You smell worse than me. How much have you drank?" Xie Yunshu slapped the back of her head harshly, but one hand went around to support her shoulder and support her weight.

"I didn't drink much..." the little girl muttered, her eyes could no longer be opened.

When Wan Bingjie delivered the book, Yi Lingling almost fell asleep standing up.

Xie Yunshu took the book and held it in his hand. He and Jiang Xingzhi supported Yi Lingling, led her out of the community, and got into a taxi.

The taxi drove into Laohuai Lane and stopped at the bottom of the house. Pei Ji and Qiu Lang played outside all night, and Jiang Xingzhi could stay in Xie Yunshu's bedroom to sleep.

Xie Yunshu got out of the car first and asked Jiang Xingzhi to put Yi Lingling on his back. He carried his sister upstairs, and Jiang Xingzhi carried Yi Lingling's small satchel and the book he borrowed from a classmate.

A small light was left at the entrance of the house, and the two entered the door quietly. Xie Yunshu sent Yi Lingling back to the room, and the little girl didn't wake up after shaking for a long time, so she had to take off her outermost down jacket, and then covered her with a quilt , the air conditioner is turned on to a heating temperature of 26°.

Xie Yunshu poked her forehead angrily: "Drink! See if I will take you out next time!"

After settling one, Xie Yunshu took Jiang Xingzhi to the bathroom again, prepared him the toiletries, taught him how to use the water heater, and made fun of him: "Aren't you afraid today? There are no bugs or rats here, no more squeaking Are you screaming?"

As expected, Jiang Xingzhi frowned thickly, pinched Xie Yunshu's nose, and hummed, "Laugh at me again, and you will cry later!"

Xie Yunshu took his hand, bit his wrist, and went out with a smile.

While Jiang Xingzhi was taking a shower, Xie Yunshu changed the sheets, quilt cover and pillow covers on the bed, and his back was drenched in sweat after all the hard work.

He sat on the edge of the bed to take a breath, and saw at a glance that the book that Yi Lingling had borrowed was placed on the desk by Jiang Xingzhi, wrapped in paper, with a dull luster under the light.

Xie Yunshu simply picked it up and flipped through it, but when he saw the title page inside, his eyes straightened.

Yi Lingling borrowed "Beijing Story" from Wan Bingjie!

In the era when Jin|Jiang Literature City was not yet born, this online novel was extremely unpopular, but the movie it was derived from was famous, and that was the classic about gay love - "Lan Yu"!

Xie Yunshu always thought that Yi Lingling fell into corruption after she became an adult, so that she only rented out tenants who were gay. Who would have thought that she would watch "Beijing Story" at such a young age!

Thinking of Yi Lingling and Wan Bingjie looking back at him and Jiang Xingzhi from time to time, and then mysteriously poking their heads together and whispering, Xie Yunshu was so enlightened that he couldn't laugh or cry.

His sister is actually knocking him and Jiang Xingzhi!

When Jiang Xingzhi returned to the bedroom after taking a shower, he saw Xie Yunshu sitting by the bed flipping through a book. This was not surprising, but what was strange was that Xie Yunshu's expression was so tangled and complicated as if he was constipated.

"What are you looking at?" Jiang Xingzhi sat next to Xie Yunshu, curiously looking at it too.

Xie Yunshu closed the book, touched Jiang Xingzhi's wet|lunk hair: "Why did the hair come out without drying it?"

Jiang Xingzhi arched his head in his palm: "Just give me a towel, I use it for bathing, I dare not touch other towels."

Xie Yunshu found a new towel and came over to wipe Jiang Xingzhi's hair. Then he took a change of clothes and went to take a shower. Half an hour later, he returned to the room and saw Jiang Xingzhi sitting at his desk fiddling with a bunch of small things. stuff.

Those are all Xie Yunshu's collections since he was a child. They are all placed in a large round box. The box is made of iron. It was used to hold biscuits in the past. Things are old too, but everything is in good condition.

Inside the box are pictures of the white lady Xiaoqing and Xu Xian, a doll of Astro Boy, pistols and Frisbees folded from newspapers, and "Southeast, Northwest" and "Thousands of Thousands" folded out of homework paper full of words. Paper cranes, and a bracelet, the round beads on it are black and gray, like chestnuts and peaches, hard and smooth.

"This is called Luguzi. When I was a child, my grandma would scare me, saying that this thing sucks human blood, but even if she scares me, I'm not afraid, so I picked a string of curtains anyway." Xie Yunshu picked up the bracelet and put it on Jiang Xingzhi's wrist , "Have you never seen this kind of thing? It's fun, isn't it?"

After taking a bath, Jiang Xingzhi's cheeks were as rosy as a peach blossom, and he nodded enthusiastically.

There was also a small pocket sewn with floral cloth in the box. Jiang Xingzhi squeezed it with his fingers, and his eyes lit up immediately when he heard the sound of "clack clatter" coming from inside.

He dumped the contents of his pocket on the table, and as expected, he saw many crystal clear beads rolled out of it, and each bead was inlaid with various colors.

The clattering marbles scrambled to be the first to roll on the table, and the farthest rolled to the side of the desk against the wall before stopping.

"Hush!" Xie Yunshu pressed his index finger to his lips, "Keep down, my parents are next door!"

Jiang Xingzhi brought all the marbles to the bed and sat cross-legged. He waved to Xie Yunshu, and the deer valley bracelet on his wrist flashed under the light: "Yun Shu, come here quickly, let's play marbles!"

Xie Yunshu couldn't help laughing when he saw his eyes glowing with joy, and teased, "Why are you like a child, didn't you play enough when you were young?"

Jiang Xingzhi pursed his lips: "I never played with these when I was a child."

He has been literate and arithmetic since he can remember. His childhood was different from other children.

Xie Yunshu's heart was stabbed slightly, as if a certain corner had collapsed, and he suddenly remembered that not long ago in his hometown, Jiang Xingzhi hugged him from behind and asked, "Yun Shu, you really want me to be President Jiang?"

At that time, he thought of Jiang Xingzhi's unsmiling and desensitized appearance all the year round, so he said to Jiang Xingzhi, "I like your current appearance the most."

This is the childhood and youth that fate compensates Jiang Xingzhi, healthy and happy, free from worries and worries.

Xie Yunshu sat on the bed, rolled up the sleeves of his pajamas: "Come on, I'll have a good fight with you today!"

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感谢在2021-09-1320:17:57~2021-09-1520:38:13期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 6 for Lin Xin; 1 for Ruo Xiangxi;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of Xi Nagi Viola;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!