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After all, the cold air blown away some of the heat. The weather was cloudy and cloudy, and the wind blew up in just a moment.

Song Xianfei trembled slightly when he walked out of the company's gate. Without the cover of his glasses, the wind blew into his eyes, which inexplicably hurt.

When he found Cheng Yi, he was not waiting in the car, but was sitting on a bench by the side of the street in a daze, looking at the Cheng Yuan Building, wondering what he was thinking.

Song Xianfei didn't make a sound to disturb, but just walked over and sat beside him, and quietly stood next to him without saying a word.

It took Cheng Yi a while before he raised his tired face and smiled at him, "A Fei, you're here."

Song Xianfei nodded in agreement, sat there with him and continued to listen to the people coming and going, and watched the traffic for a while. It turned out that in this city, everyone was in a hurry, busy with their own affairs, and each had their own helplessness.

He suddenly felt that he was really small, just a speck of dust among thousands of dust. If everyone had the chance to choose, he would rather stay away from the hustle and bustle of the world, and live an ordinary and unpretentious life with the one he loves, and slowly aged.

But sometimes even these are a kind of extravagant hope. Along the way, I always lose too much and bear too much, only to find out later that there are too many inseparables and the reality that I have to face.

"I really didn't expect it to be him." Cheng Yi shook Song Xianfei's hand, feeling that it was a bit cold, so he held it in his palm.

Song Xianfei closed his eyes, opened them after a while, and said in a slightly hoarse voice, "The police said that he had fled abroad. Before that, I didn't notice anything wrong at all. I thought Pan Yao was still the same Pan Yao from before. Yao, thought he was really sick, and wanted to take time to see him."

Cheng Yi clenched his hands tightly, watching two students cycling home from school talking and laughing as they passed by the side of the road until they got farther and farther away, "A Fei, people change, different environments create different people , It’s just that everyone’s desire is different, Pan Yao may have a choice, or he just cares about money and doesn’t care about everything else, but he didn’t involve you from the beginning to the end, did he?”

Song Xianfei was taken aback for a moment.

"I'm not speaking for him." Cheng Yi lowered his head and continued: "If he did something wrong, he was wrong. Although Pan Yao cares about his friendship with you, he is also a complete bastard. He knows you will be sad. But he did it anyway."

Song Xianfei took a deep breath, and felt that something was churning in his chest. He felt that he was unlucky but also fortunate along the way. What else will happen.

Pan Yao was like an accident, which caught him by surprise.

"Pan Yao is the person who grew up with me. Although we haven't mentioned it before, we treat each other as relatives." Song Xianfei said and moved closer to Cheng Yi, so that he would feel kind comfort.

Cheng Yi nodded. He naturally knew this. From the conversation with Pan Yao that time, he could see that Pan Yao was sincere to Song Xianfei, and he left without saying goodbye and confessed his crimes face to face. Cruel, but the former is always better than the latter.

"The friendship of more than ten years is indeed very deep, and it is not easy to transform it into family affection." Cheng Yi sighed, took Song Xianfei's hand, and asked, "A Fei, I suddenly want to know, the relationship between the inadvertent intrusion and Which one is more important to you, the accumulated friendship?"

Song Xianfei raised his head and stared at him blankly, not knowing why Cheng Yi asked such a question, it sounded like one was talking about Pan Yao, and the other seemed about himself.

He thought for a while and said, "Both are equally important, but the meaning of existence is different."

Cheng Yi looked at him, expecting the second half of the answer.

Song Xianfei took out his glasses from his pocket and put them on again before he could see everything in front of him clearly, "If you take Pan Yao as an example, he is both a family member and a friend, and you are both a family member and my lover."

The question was just a random question from Cheng Yi, and it could be said to be a little jealous, but Song Xianfei's answer was unexpected.

It is a relative, but also a lover.

Cheng Yi's pupils shrunk slightly, then slowly enlarged like ripples, and finally calmed down, filled with unhappiness and long-lasting love.

There was only companionship left for a moment of silence, and the two sat next to each other for a while, until a hungry cry came from their stomachs.

Cheng Yi stretched out his hand and pulled Song Xianfei up, knowing that all the words were just empty comfort, he still said: "If you feel tired, stop and rest, sometimes I feel that nothing is so important, and what is lost is strong. No, what can stay will never be lost.”

Song Xianfei raised his head and asked him firmly through his refracted eyes, "Then will you stay forever?"

As soon as the words came out, both of them were stunned. Song Xianfei felt that he had asked an immature question, but he couldn't help but said, "I seem to have nothing left but you."

Cheng Yi's heart trembled suddenly, but he was not in a hurry to answer.

He just said "Follow me", and then dragged Song Xianfei across the road and walked straight to a street garden.

There are several public entertainment and fitness facilities there, which have been well preserved for many years. When it is time to eat and get off work at noon, only a few old people and children are there.

Cheng Yi climbed to the top of the slide, then stood up awkwardly, and stood at the entrance of the slide solemnly.

Almost all passers-by were attracted by his weird behavior, and several children surrounded him curiously.

"Cheng Yi, what are you doing?" Song Xianfei waved him down, it was really out of place for such a freshman to stand on top of the slide.

"Including me, the altitude here is close to four meters." Cheng Yi smiled, and looked up at the sky after measuring with his hand, "This place is empty, and it is closer to the sky than the ground. If you tell lies, you will be more likely to be punished by God."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Song Xianfei approached the slide, keeping his gaze fixed on Cheng Yi.

Cheng Yi put his hand on his heart, with Song Xianfei in his eyes, and said in a pious tone, "As long as you don't abandon me, I will never leave. This is the most certain guarantee I can make."

"I hope that this love will be fearless, unafraid of obstacles and dangers, and always be honest."

Song Xianfei stood below, looked up at him, and felt that Cheng Yi seemed to be shining, which was a bit dazzling.

He found that he couldn't let go of this person more and more, wishing to fill up all his love, his eyes blurred again for a while.

"Cheng Yi." Song Xianfei stretched out his hand to him from below, his voice was trembling, "Let's go home."

"Okay." Cheng Yi bent down and slid down the slide quickly, stopped in front of Song Xianfei and hugged him tightly, "Let's go home."