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The orphanage has always been there, but the town has undergone a large-scale renovation in the past two years. Old houses have been replaced with new ones, and abandoned houses have to be demolished and rebuilt. The orphanage is also within the scope of its planning.

When Song Xianfei came this year, he found that the old dormitory had been transformed into a new dormitory building, the exterior walls were painted with white paint, and there were much more entertainment equipment on the site than before. After receiving the support of the local government, the children Their living conditions have improved somewhat.

As soon as Cheng Yi parked the car at the door, a group of children immediately gathered around the door and looked around, all of them with novelty or surprise on their faces.

When the two of them moved the purchased things out of the car, the older child ran to find the dean.

The dean is Qiu Hongfei, an old gentleman in his 60s, with gray hair and a pair of reading glasses. When he saw the people coming at the door, he recognized Song Xianfei at a glance, and his eyes turned red immediately.

Cheng Yi told the children to move in snacks and toys, so that Song Xianfei and the old dean could catch up.

"As the dean, I sent away batch after batch of children, but like you, there are not many who come here every year. After growing up, each one is busier than the other, and they all have their own lives. .”

Qiu Hongfei sighed, and looked back and forth at Song Xianfei with both guilt and relief.

After Song Xianfei was taken away by the adopter, when he heard about him again, he told me inexplicably on the phone, saying who was in the hospital, what happened to him, and other unlucky things.

More than ten years ago, the traffic was not as developed as it is now. When the dean heard that the child had an accident, he was so anxious that he took a long-distance ride from the county to another province and city for a long time.

Looking through the glass at the dying child lying on the hospital bed, Qiu Hongfei's knees softened, and he knelt outside the ward and began to cry on the spot.

Afterwards, he would ask every adopted child to write back letters to him. Every year, no matter how many letters there are, he would take the time to read them carefully, and store the senders of the letters separately, knowing that they are safe and sound. things will be fine.

Later, until the development of communication, the way of posting letters was gradually replaced, and the contact gradually decreased.

Qiu Hongfei only asked about Song Xianfei's recent situation. He was a little bit embarrassed when he learned that he had resigned from a large company, but he couldn't help but agree with his idea of ​​starting a business by himself.

"It's good to do some business. In this way, I don't have the boss to support me. I am a small boss." Qiu Hongfei was sincerely happy for him, and asked casually, "Have you decided to open any store?"

Song Xianfei smiled and shook his head, saying that he had just made a decision, and he hadn't even had time to find a store yet.

Then he looked around, subconsciously looking for Cheng Yi's figure, but the children didn't see him, and finally his eyes fell on the lush velvet tree——

A big boy of nearly 1.9 meters is teasing a stray little girl with a toy in his hand. The little girl raised her head, no matter how Cheng Yi teased her, she was not moved, and there was no emotion in her innocent eyes.

Song Xianfei couldn't help smiling, but when he saw the girl, he couldn't help but feel a little strange, so he asked, "Dean Qiu, is this girl new here?"

"It was only a few months after it was delivered." Qiu Hongfei looked at her and sighed leisurely, "This child's life is miserable, her father was addicted to drugs, and later when he became addicted to drugs, he beat her mother to death, and he also went upstairs Jumped down, alas... She witnessed the whole process at the time, and she hasn't spoken since then, and no one in her relatives was willing to accept her, so she was sent here to me. To be one step closer to her heart, at such a young age, what should I do."

After hearing Qiu Hongfei's words, Song Xianfei's heart was heavy, and he kept silent all the time.

There are many suffering people in the world, but sympathy is very cheap. If you really sympathize, you might as well try your best to help. After all, he is not an outsider in this orphanage.

These lonely children are the lost stars. Song Xianfei grew up in this orphanage since he was a child. He knows the feeling very well. They yearn for hugs and family affection, but these are extravagant hopes for them. Toys and snacks It's just a temporary relief.

Song Xianfei had to admit that when he opened his arms to Cheng Yi without hesitation, it started with the sentence that he wanted to be his only family member.

Later, this sentence and this person became the reason for his nostalgia for the world.

Saying goodbye to Qiu Hongfei, and on the way back with Cheng Yi, Song Xianfei told Cheng Yi what happened to the girl. He said that the level of medical care in the town is limited, not to mention that this kind of children's mental illness needs professional doctors to guide and treat it. .

The child was only four or five years old, and she began to isolate herself at the age of four or five. If she continued to delay, it would only make her more and more alienated from the world.

"I've made up my mind." Song Xianfei turned his head and said seriously to Cheng Yi: "Don't rush to find the shop, I will discuss it with the director in a few days, and I want to take the child to the city to receive psychological treatment."

The shortcoming of some people is that they are too kind. This kind of thing cannot be learned, and it is born in their bones, engraved in the deepest part of their instincts. They put themselves in the shoes of others, but often ignore themselves.

Cheng Yi didn't say yes or no.When driving to the next intersection, the car slowly stopped on the side of the road.

"You continue to look for shops and let me handle the matter of contacting the doctor." Cheng Yi frowned and smiled, "Otherwise, I won't have any dowry left before I marry you."

Song Xianfei was taken aback when he heard this, and immediately turned his head away, "What nonsense, I don't have any dowry."

He said so on the lips, but he felt a little sweet in his heart, and couldn't help but curl the corners of his lips upwards.

Originally, I didn't intend to cause trouble for Cheng Yi, but after all, the two are people who want to live together for a long time. No matter what decision you make, it's best to let the other party know. Unexpectedly, Cheng Yi not only supports, but also embraces himself .

When a white car sped by on the side road, Song Xianfei suddenly felt his body lean, and then he was hooked by Cheng Yi's neck and successfully asked for a kiss.

Cheng Yi kissed a little harder this time, as if he was dissatisfied with something, and bit Song Xianfei's lips complainingly before leaving.

"A Fei, you and I are not outsiders." Cheng Yi gently stroked the inconspicuous teeth marks on Song Xianfei's lips with his thumb, his tone was a little emphatic and emotional, "Leave your affairs to me in the future, you Leave all your thoughts to me."

Song Xianfei didn't know what kind of coquettish he was, so he took advantage of the situation and touched his face, agreeing to say hello.

Qiu Hongfei heard that the girl's disease was hopeful to be cured, and immediately agreed to Song Xianfei's proposal.

The girl's original name was Yu Feifei, and it was a coincidence that Song Xianfei's Fei and her were not the same word, but every time Cheng Yi called A Fei, they both had the same reaction.

During Yu Feifei's treatment, she lived with Liang Xuewei. After all, it was inconvenient to live with two big men. At first, Lao Cheng turned a blind eye to it, but later he couldn't restrain his love for children. , when Yu Feifei was pampered like her own granddaughter, the toys and clothes bought for her nearly filled half of the room.

It is a constant battle of patience to bring a child fully out of the shadows.

During Yu Feifei's treatment, Cheng Yi obtained Lao Cheng's consent and donated a large sum of money to the orphanage for support in teaching, medical facilities, etc., and later established a charity foundation with the support of the local government. Carry out relief activities such as helping the orphans, helping the disabled, and helping students.

Song Xianfei never expected Cheng Yi to be able to do this. The only reasonable explanation is that he is related to the orphanage.

He suddenly remembered a passage in Wang Guozhen's poem - I wanted to hold up a bunch of waves, but you gave me the whole ocean.

The answer Cheng Yi gave was, "I can't be a philanthropist, and I don't know how to help anyone. It's just to satisfy my own selfishness, and my selfishness happens to be you."

There is a kind of love that cannot be expressed, heavy and precious, and needs to be kissed for the rest of my life.

Song Xianfei used the "dowry" money to open a bookstore in the town, not seeking profit, but enjoying it.

He and Cheng Yi sat on the stone steps at the door, looking at the end of this sparsely populated path full of wild flowers.

After this period of busyness, it can be regarded as stealing half a day of leisure.

"Didn't you say you have something to discuss with me?" Song Xianfei stood next to him, gently stroking the button of Cheng Yi's shirt cuff with his fingertips.

"There are two things." Cheng Yi looked at him with a smile, "Both of them must be approved by you."

Song Xianfei nodded and hummed, motioning for him to say that he was listening.

"The first thing is, I want to adopt Yu Feifei, and you and I will be her caretakers."

Song Xianfei was slightly taken aback. He did have such a plan, but he didn't expect Cheng Yi to say it first.

Cheng Yi took his hand and put it on her lap, "Old Cheng and my mother both like her very much, and we are the ones she gets along with and contacts the most during this time. In Feifei's eyes, she probably regards us as hers." relatives."

"On the day of adoption, I will go with you." Song Xianfei smiled slightly, crossed fingers with Cheng Yi, and asked him, "What about the second thing?"

Cheng Yi didn't answer in a hurry, but stood up, held his hand, and knelt down in front of Song Xianfei on one knee.

"Second, I want to choose a date with you and find a place to hold a formal wedding." Cheng Yi raised his head, seriously and solemnly, "Song Xianfei, are you willing to spend this life hand in hand with Cheng Yi?"

Song Xianfei's heart felt hot, and after a while, he took off his glasses and wiped away the tears that almost overflowed, then nodded, "I am willing."

Cheng Yi looked into his eyes and swore, "Life is short, and I will spend my short life loving Song Xianfei."

Song Xianfei followed him and said, "I've lived for so many years, but I didn't know what love and family affection are, until I met Cheng Yi later."

The two looked at each other and smiled, Cheng Yi suddenly asked him: "Do you know what the most beautiful thing happened to me?"

Song Xianfei smiled and shook his head, his eyes curled up nicely.

"We met by chance." Cheng Yi took his hand, and gently placed a kiss on the back of Song Xianfei's hand, "I love you because of my birth."

Song Xianfei's heart beat faster, and he felt the sun shining in his eyes and heart in an instant.

After many years, the end of this road can still be seen at a glance. At the end, the sunset is very good and the sky is full of clouds.

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