perfect out of control

On the night of New Year's Eve, Sheng Ye and Lou Ying prepared the New Year's Eve meal together in the kitchen. Although there were only two of them, they prepared as much as possible every year.Chinese New Year should still have the taste of Chinese New Year.In previous years, Lou Ying was the cook, and Sheng Ye was the helper. This year, he made a plate of fish-flavored shredded pork by himself. Although it was not as authentic as Tan Zhen's, it still amazed my mother.

"When did you learn it?" Lou Ying asked in surprise.

Sheng Ye said boldly: "Seeing that you have been doing it for a long time, it shows that I have this talent."

Lou Ying smiled: "Then why don't you try something else?"

Sheng Ye did what he said, and recalled how Tan Zhen made stewed beef brisket with tomato last night. He happened to have beef and tomatoes at home, but he did not expect to be able to remember every step. With a mouth-to-mouth look, he couldn’t help but feel a little flustered, thinking that he might as well do the contracting alone tonight and let his mother go to rest, but apart from Tan Zhen’s stewed beef brisket with tomato, he couldn’t think of anything else, Lily’s He could only remember Tan Zhen's actions when he was cooking fish, and he couldn't even remember Xia Qian's ants climbing a tree.

Lou Ying wondered at the plate of braised beef brisket with tomato: "I've never cooked this dish before, where did you learn it?"

Sheng Ye was dumb, and said falteringly, "I learned it online."

"Just learn this way?"

Sheng Ye nodded guiltily, and quickly brought out the hot dishes.

Jackson's dinner tonight is also very rich. Usually it's dog food, but Sheng Ye gives him wet food during the holidays, stewed duck and salmon, and soup with pumpkin and carrots.

During the meal, the Spring Festival Gala also started. Maybe because this year’s New Year’s Eve coincided with Valentine’s Day, a lot of Valentine’s Day elements were added to the Spring Festival Gala. The skits had love themes, and there were a few more sweet love songs in the songs.Lou Ying looked at him and suddenly asked him: "You are not young anymore, don't you want to have a serious relationship?"

Sheng Ye, who was lowering his head to return to WeChat, was taken aback for a moment, then raised his head to see Lou Ying looking at him seriously.The name of the unspoken lover was on the verge of coming out of his mouth, but in the end he still couldn't restrain himself, and said with a bit of selfishness: "Brother Tan Zhen...he hasn't talked about it yet, who will get me."

"How could it be that Tan Zhen didn't talk about it, it's just that you didn't know about it." Lou Ying said with a tone of someone who had experienced it, "It's impossible that he hasn't been in love at this age."

Sheng Ye nodded in agreement, and snickered, "That's true." He put down his phone and asked Lou Ying, "Mom, how did you and Dad get along?"

Lou Ying was taken away from the topic: "Didn't I tell you, we met in the hospital."

"I know," Sheng Ye put the phone aside, sat up straight, and said gossipingly, "but my dad has such a sullen personality, I can't even imagine him chasing you, how did he chase you? "

Lou Ying felt embarrassed, but she still said: "Your father... came to the hospital to see his leg at that time. He had a big burn on his leg after a car accident. He didn't know how to take care of himself. The old injury often recurred and the wound was infected. He didn’t take small infections seriously, and he didn’t come to the hospital until everyone had a fever. As for me,” she faced the photo of Sheng Yanfeng on the TV cabinet, her tone full of nostalgia, “At that time, I happened to be in the burn department of the inpatient department. I just got to know each other, your father had a bit of a temper when he was young..."

"Smelly." Sheng Ye continued, and made up the knife again, "Which one of his was stinky when he was young, and it stinks even more when he is middle-aged!"

Lou Ying smiled, and continued: "I feel that he is avoiding me intentionally. He may think that I am taking too much care of him, thinking that I am pitying him and treating him as a disabled person..."

"Then do you feel sorry for him?" Sheng Ye asked.

Lou Ying was speechless.

"Yes, right~" Sheng Ye thought it was really cool, he could hear his father's gossip, but he still couldn't refute it.

"Yes... just a little bit." Lou Ying compared her index finger and thumb, "It's not because he was seriously injured and he was depressed, but because he was always alone and didn't even have a family. Uncle visited him once, but he didn’t come to visit him, but to discuss the script with him. Your dad had a low fever and drank water, so he dragged your dad to read the script. I scolded you at the time A meal."

Sheng Ye shook his head in his heart, it was a superposition of unreliable and unreliable.

Lou Ying looked at the photos on the TV cabinet and recalled: "I asked Jie Pingan, did he have any family members? Jie Pingan said that his parents were out of town, and he didn't want to worry his family members. He seldom went home these years. I said that Is he single, does he have no girlfriend, your Uncle Jie said helplessly that we broke up early. I did sympathize with your father at that time, but since his self-esteem is so high, I will try to treat him as normal as possible," Lou Ying said, "For some reason, he stopped avoiding me and asked me why I was so patient with all the patients. I said I was a nurse, but he stopped talking. I told him you Injuries can actually heal, but you have to take good care of yourself, don’t drink and smoke, quit spicy food, don’t stay up late, if you get an infection, you have to go to the hospital, don’t let it go.”

"Will my dad listen?"

"He will," Lou Ying said with a smile, "Later, he ran to the hospital when he was a little bit wrong, and slid from one extreme to another. The last time he came, his legs were already healed, it was the burnt wound skin. There were still traces, so I recommended recombinant human epidermal growth factor to him. At that time, this drug was not very well known, but the effect was really good..."

"Mom," Sheng Ye said, "it's alright, the professional part can be skipped..."

"Oh," Lou Ying nodded with a smile, and continued, "I think it's enough for him to apply this medicine, and I probably won't see him in the hospital again in the future. In fact, I still have a little regret."

"No way, you fell in love with my dad then?"

Lou Ying blushed a little with a smile: "A little...a little bit." She gestured again, Sheng Ye looked at her and smiled, and she continued, "In the end, he asked me if I had time after get off work, and he wanted to invite I watch movies."

Sheng Ye let out a "wow", feeling that he had also eaten dog food.

Lou Ying turned her head to look at him, with a gentle smile on her face: "You can guess what happened later."

On TV, just after a skit ended, the audience applauded and immersed themselves in a festive atmosphere, but Sheng Ye was wrapped in a more gentle atmosphere.This is the first time he knows the story of his parents. He seems to know his father with bad temper and strong self-esteem again. Such a father also has an ordinary love story that is not known to outsiders.Love favors everyone equally.

I don’t know when the familiar accompaniment sounded, Tang Du came on stage wearing a red suit, and he mixed many songs. Sheng Ye heard the song "Love Outlasts Sadness" that he has loved since high school.

This song was the ending song of "Creating Love".

Year of the White Star.

Bai Xingheng.

Tan Zhen.

love.

love.he thought.

***

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, Sheng Ye got up early.It wasn't very early, but since he entered the entertainment circle, he was able to get up at eleven o'clock on the rest day, which was really early for him.

Probably seeing that he was too tired a while ago, Lou Ying didn't call him, it was too cold, he lay on the bed, wanted to warm up in the bed for a while before getting up, and planned to post a Weibo to wish fans a happy Chinese New Year. Weibo, but was caught off guard by Xia Qian's Weibo, which was posted two hours ago and already has tens of thousands of comments and reposts.

The Weibo was very short, and Xia Qian just wrote: It's a gathering of "friends", are you annoying?

Sheng Ye didn't know why, so he clicked on the trending search, only to find that Tan Zhen and Xia Qian were both listed on the trending search, as if they were going to catch up with the popularity of the Spring Festival Gala.

Click on Tan Zhen's hot search, the first hot item is the statement issued by Tan Zhen's studio: Mr. Tan Zhen and Ms. Xia Qian are ordinary friends, and the party is a gathering of friends in the circle. It is not a private meeting. Pay attention to the works of actors, and don't spread too much about the private lives of artists.

This statement was sent at 13:[-] in the morning, in response to a late-night revelation last night that a passer-by ran into Tan Zhen on the eve of Valentine's Day at the Central Park Building, and attached a photo of Tan Zhen getting off the car from a distance And entering the photo of the Central Park Building, asked if this is Tan Zhen, fans went to claim their idols, most of them thought it was Tan Zhen, because the car happened to be a black Mercedes-Benz G, and senior fans knew What kind of car does Tan Zhen drive?This microblog was actually posted on the night of the [-]th. It is not surprising that passers-by meet celebrities. It has not attracted much attention. Unexpectedly, after being moved to the forum, it attracted the attention of paparazzi gossip. Someone immediately picked up Xia Qian. His home is in the Central Park Building, so fans began to deny on a large scale that the person in the photo is Tan Zhen. Although the person in the photo is very similar to Tan Zhen, and his height and body are also similar, but after all, he is wearing a mask and glasses, so he cannot see clearly. facial features.Immediately afterwards, the melon eaters picked up the license plate number of Tan Zhen's Mercedes-Benz Big G, and enlarged and sharpened the blurred license plate of the vehicle on the photo. The person in the photo is indeed Tan Zhen.

Some forums with mixed fish and dragons are also discussing:

——It was said that it was a gathering of friends in the circle, and when I was asked which friends in the circle, I turned off the mic, emmmmm

——It’s almost four hours, have you found a friend who attended the party together, hurry up, I want to eat!

——It’s already noon, and there are really other friends in the circle who have come out to help clarify. Today, so many artists sent festival congratulations, and several of them were related to Tan Zhenxiaqian, but none of them came out to speak

——It’s better not to drag your friend into the water, if you are picked up, your friend was elsewhere at the time, wouldn’t it be embarrassing to death...

——Too caught off guard, Chen Bohan will be fooled by this early in the morning

——It seems that the previous rumors are true, that Xia Qian participated in Tan Zhen's mother's birthday party, and was officially stamped by Tan Zhen's father as his daughter-in-law

——This is no secret in the circle

——If there are other friends at the party, their names will be blown up when they make a statement, and I don’t know what they are deceiving themselves

——Anyway, those who know already know it, and declaring this kind of thing is also deceiving fans~

——The fans are crying now, and the fans are not stupid. It’s a party on the eve of Valentine’s Day. After 12 o’clock, it will be Valentine’s Day. Anyone who understands it [doge]

—— Fans on Tan Zhen’s Weibo have asked him to come out to speak, saying that as long as he says he is single, fans will believe him, but Tan Zhen has shut down the microphone until now...

——Tan Zhen is almost [-], it's normal to be in a relationship, and the date is still a female cellist, I don't understand why he denies it, and even issued a serious statement, why don't you stamp it with an official seal?It's really awkward, let it out as soon as it's spread out, just let everyone wish you well, will the sky fall when he falls in love?

——Take care of the mood of the fans, I didn’t expect it to be self-defeating

——This denial statement is also the first one to turn into a disguised official announcement

——Can Tan Zhen and his studio return the hot search list to the Spring Festival Gala? You two have to act like you are in trouble when you are dating. Is it Tan Zhen who looks down on Xia Qian, or Xia Qian who looks down on Tan Zhen?

——Still don’t get it, Tan Zhen is not one of those idols who sing and dance, and when he talks about his works, he is really not as nervous as a little idol falling in love and afraid of fans losing fans, let alone Xia Qian

……

After reading the ins and outs, Sheng Ye found that it was already twelve o'clock, the clock outside the door rang, and the cell phone rang at this moment, it was Tan Zhen's number.

He pressed the answer button, and Tan Zhen's anxious voice came from the other end of the phone: "Shengye, are you up yet?"

"Well, just got up."

The other end of the phone paused, and said with a deep breath, "Listen to me, that night..."

"Brother Tan Zhen," Sheng Ye interrupted him calmly, knowing that Tan Zhen had been waiting to call him until noon, and he didn't know how long he had been anxious, "Don't worry, I don't care."

After speaking, the other end of the phone fell silent.

Sheng Ye smiled and said, "Really. Of course, it's definitely not happy." He leaned against the head of the bed and sighed, "But who told us to be so unlucky."

On the bright side, at least this way, your mother can rest easy, he thought.Although we can't be aboveboard, we can't be aboveboard anyway, so at least no one will hinder us anymore.We can spend a lot of time together and go to many places. You don't have to worry about your aunt being overwhelmed or relapse, and I don't have to worry about being the sinner who killed your mother.

"Shengye..."

"In this case," Sheng Ye sat up from the bed, "Let's go on a trip! Go to Saipan, Phuket, or Prague!"

Tan Zhen silenced again, leaving only the murmur of breathing.

"Brother Tan Zhen?" Sheng Ye called out to him, feeling helpless and sad, "Don't think too much about it."

There was a deep breathing sound from the other end of the phone. Sheng Ye was stunned for a while, and even wondered if Tan Zhen was crying. : "Don't be like this. I should apologize, I beg you to forgive, I..."

Sheng Ye heard Tan Zhen's rare aphasia, and he knew what Tan Zhen was thinking, but in fact, he had done everything he could, so what else could he do? "I'm really fine, Brother Tan Zhen, I'm not trying to be brave, and I'm not lying to you." As long as you tell me everything, don't keep me in the dark, as long as we trust each other without reservation.

Tan Zhen took a deep breath and said, "Shengye."

"Well, yes."

"Let's go to England."

Sheng Ye was a little surprised, why did he suddenly say that he was going to England: "Do you want to travel to England? Do you want to relax?"

"Let's go get married."

Morino was stunned.

"I've been thinking about it for a long time, and it's not a sudden decision. We'll apply for a marriage visa together in a few days..."

"Brother Tan Zhen..."

"It's not recognized in China," Tan Zhen said, "but all countries where same-sex marriage is legal will recognize it. In the future, we can still immigrate to foreign countries. Now that we are married, we can go to all British countries. We are in those countries. legal partner."

Tan Zhen’s voice was calm and calm when he said this, and Shengye’s eyes blurred for a moment. At least in a certain country on this earth, he can legally own Tan Zhen, and people admit that they are voluntary partners. Two people.

"What do you think?" Tan Zhen asked in a low voice, "Do you want to be with me..."

He still wanted to ask him, he hesitated, he was still not confident, Shengye held back his nose, took a deep breath and said, "I want to, of course I want to! You are my brother, I will listen to you! So you should be happy." Ah." Don't be sad, I really feel sorry for you...

Tan Zhen smiled on the other end of the phone and said "OK": "I'm happier now."

Sheng Ye also laughed and said, "Then let's talk for a while, until you are officially happy."

"What are you talking about?" There was a sound like a motorcycle starting over there, and Tan Zhen thought for a while, "Do you think it would be good if I swapped with Yan Fei?"

Sheng Ye was stunned, he was surprised that Tan Zhen said such a thing, he had to be so sad and depressed to say such a thing.Yan Fei has a mother who abandoned him and has such a difficult life, but Yan Fei has freedom.

"You really like Yan Fei too." Tan Zhen said, "You don't mind that he is poor, you don't mind that he didn't graduate from high school, and you don't mind that he can't act."

"Brother Tan Zhen, if the person who plays "Stable Structure" with me is not you, it doesn't matter whether he is Yan Fei or Wang Fei." Sheng Ye said, "The person I like is Tan Zhen, and the wallpaper on my phone It was him, the person I dreamed of was also him, I like Yan Fei, but I also like Bai Xingnian, Bai Xingheng, and I also like King Xuan, because they are all played by Tan Zhen."

"I know," Tan Zhen smiled softly, "Thank you for liking me so much, every time I think of you liking me so much, I feel like I'm dreaming."

Sheng Ye was speechless, his heart felt numb, shouldn't it be me who is dreaming?

"I just think that maybe Yan Fei will be more suitable for you than me." Tan Zhen said, "Sometimes I always think that if a child knows that his birth will hurt the mother when he is in the mother's womb, he is the mother who sacrificed herself. His body was bought by sacrificing his own happiness, if at that time he could know how to suffocate himself with the umbilical cord like in the movie, that would be great, no one would have to live in this world with a sense of guilt.”

Strangling himself with the umbilical cord, that was the plot in the director's cut version of "The Butterfly Effect", Sheng Ye held the phone tightly: "Brother Tan Zhen, where are you, come out, I'll come to you!"

"I'm fine, why are you nervous," said the voice on the other end of the phone with a calm smile, "I just said it casually."

"Then stop talking casually."

"Okay, let's not talk about it." Tan Zhen said, "It's such a cold day, do you want to sleep a little longer?"

Sheng Ye suddenly heard a "wow" from Tan Zhen's mobile phone, and outside his window, it was the sound of a fountain starting to spray water.He lifted the quilt and got out of bed, lifted the curtains and looked down, and saw the fountain spraying in front of the gate of the community, and the black Mercedes G was parked by the side of the road.

Tan Zhen said to him in that car: "Call me when you wake up, I will be here soon."

"How fast," Sheng Ye looked downstairs, "1 minute?"

Tan Zhen laughed for a while, and finally said, "Then I'll try." His voice finally brought some confidence, and he said softly, "I'll try."