perfect out of control

The surface of the lake was shimmering, and Tan Qian recalled the search and rescue scene in the news, the golden light on the sea was also like this.She likes the sea, it is tolerant of all rivers and rivers, broad and tolerant, there are so many songs about the sea, the sound of waves makes people calm, and the sea can take away troubles and sorrows, but the sea also took away her brother, she doesn't know what to see in the future When you are in the sea, will you still think of "facing the sea, the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming".

Chen Bohan came to see her, he came to plead guilty, with guilt written all over his face, but who has the right to blame him?Apart from his parents, Chen Bohan should be the person Tan Zhen guarded the most. How could he blame an outsider for something that his family didn't even know about.

"I thought that even if they had anything, it would have passed away long ago." Tan Qian said, "It's been three years after all. I didn't expect him to be able to disguise so well in front of me."

Chen Bohan was shocked and complicated, and comforted her: "Maybe it's not what you think."

Tan Qian sighed deeply: "What is that? Did they just happen to be on the same plane? Do you believe it?"

Chen Bohan was silent.

Tan Qian asked: "Does Tan Zhen know about Xia Qian?"

Chen Bohan had no choice but to say: "I mentioned it to him before, but I don't know what he was thinking at that time." Of course I know now.

Tan Qian said: "My parents must not know about this matter."

Chen Bohan nodded: "Of course, I understand."

Chen Bohan is so considerate, but Tan Qian only thinks it is ridiculous, as if even outsiders know that for their family, this ridiculous play jointly performed by Tan Zhen and Xia Qian is a more serious matter than Tan Zhen's death thing.

"What about you?" Chen Bohan asked her, "Are you okay?"

Tan Qian nodded: "I'm fine, but there are a lot of reporters in the community, and I don't really want to go back."

The reporter is just an excuse. The property management level in Lantian County is top-notch. It is unlikely that the reporter will block the door of the house. Occasionally, one or two sneak in and hang around outside the villa. If you call the security guard, you will be evicted immediately.The last thing she wanted to face was not the reporter, but it would be too sad to tell the truth, but she really couldn't bear the unbearable atmosphere at home, if it was just pure sadness, it would be fine, but there was embarrassment and anger in it.

But the family still has to go back. Chen Bohan said he wanted to send her off, probably because he was worried about her condition, but Tan Qian declined.Chen Bohan said: "Those reporters may recognize your car."

"Don't they recognize your car too?" Tan Qian said, she picked up her satchel, she had thought about it, "Don't worry, I'll take a taxi back."

***

The road outside the gate of Lantian County is full of cars. Although there are cars parked outside in the past, the scene of the cars and horses like a dragon today is really breathtaking.

The taxi escaped the cameras of the reporters and entered the community. Tan Qian let herself go and looked out the window. The more familiar the scenery, the more panicked she felt.I don't want to stay home, but I can't.

"Is it here?"

The driver turned around and called her, she recovered and sat up: "Yes, thank you."

After paying the money, he got out of the car and walked towards the gate of the villa, but bumped into an unexpected visitor head-on.

Jie Ping'an was also a little surprised to see her when he turned around. He glanced back at the closed door and said, "I want to visit your mother, but your aunt said she is not at home." "You are Tan Zhen's older sister, Tan Qian. I'm Jie Pingan. I used to be in the same troupe as your mother."

For Tan Qian, these past events were no secrets, so although she was surprised to see Jie Pingan, she was not surprised.

On the day "Stable Structure" was released, she went to see the premiere with her mother. Her mother was in a good mood. She went to collect the tickets and came back, but saw her mother staring at the movie poster with a gloomy expression.She walked over and heard her mother say, "Is the director Jie Pingan?"

It seems to be asking her, and it seems to be talking to himself.

She was a little surprised that her mother asked this question. Although Jie Pingan is well-known in the industry as a director, he is definitely not the kind of big director who makes people famous when he announces his name. Her mother usually doesn't pay much attention to the entertainment industry. Even Sui Qingchi once You can't recognize people only by name, let alone Ping An.But right now, she sensed some familiarity from her mother's tone, and asked wonderingly, "Mom, do you know Jie Ping An?"

Mother shook her head and said nothing more.

At the beginning of the movie, when Tan Zhen appeared on the scene with a relaxed half-long hair style, Tan Qian looked at the seat next to her with some vigilance, and her mother's expression was indeed not very good.

Tan Zhen's ruined image in this movie is obvious to all. The audience's amazement is accompanied by his mother's embarrassment, but Tan Qian still never expected that it would be such a movie, such a pair of brothers.When the scene of Tan Zhen picking up the paralyzed Sheng Ye appeared on the screen for an unknown number of times, my mother finally couldn't take it anymore, got up and left the table with a livid face, and she had no choice but to follow out.

She didn't ask her mother why she left the banquet, and neither of them spoke in the car back, but in fact, both of them knew that those scenes in the movie touched their bottom line.

Jie Ping'an's skill is really good, there is almost no scene where he oversteps, but every shot of Tan Zhen holding Sheng Ye is confusing.The breath-holding atmosphere of the audience deepened the confusion, as if everyone knew it, and everyone was willing to keep their mouths shut for the sake of the brothers.

When those things were wrong, Tan Qian thought at first that it was because of Sheng Ye's attachment to Tan Zhen in his expression and behavior, and tried hard to convince himself that it was all justifiable. This was the attachment of his younger brother to his elder brother, not to mention They are brothers who depend on each other for life.Even... Even if Sheng Ye had a brief crush on Tan Zhen during the filming, it was only Sheng Ye's one-sided affection, which could not explain anything.

It was one-sided, right? When she had such thoughts, she couldn't help but go to see Tan Zhen again. She wanted to seek proof from Tan Zhen, and she was led by the nose unknowingly.And Tan Zhen's eyes are always hidden under his drooping brows, hidden in the shadows cast by the lights. When people want to capture his emotions, he always quietly avoids them, and the audience can only look elsewhere. So the camera shot Tan Zhen's hand again, he grabbed Sheng Ye's hand, hugged Sheng Ye's hand, comforted Sheng Ye's hand... that hand actually made people blush and heartbeat, just like Tan Zhen's second face .

Tan Zhen's hands have been bigger than his peers since he was a child. When he was young, he was favored by the piano teacher because of this, because he could span two or three more keys than his peers when he opened his fingers. This time, Jie Pingan let the audience see Well, if hands are really a person's second face, then Tan Zhen's emotions will only be more invisible in his hands that are wider than ordinary people.

When he held Kong Xinghe's waist, his open palm was like the wings of an eagle, with a beautiful and firm arc. When he grabbed Kong Xinghe's wrist, you would feel that right hand was like a deep tree root, who? Unable to let it go, he picked Kong Xinghe up from the wheelchair, his hands filled with all the strength of his body, to bear the weight of Kong Xinghe's body, he put Kong Xinghe down slowly, with the back of his hands against the other's body The trajectory of leaving seems to be telling a certain emotion...

If only she was just an outsider who came to watch the movie, she would admit that these shots are really beautiful.

That night, she woke up suddenly in the middle of the night, and vaguely heard her mother talking on the phone on the balcony. She was a little agitated, and she was a little worried. She opened the door of the bedroom balcony, and her mother's bedroom was diagonally above her. When the door opened, The voice suddenly became clear, and she heard that it turned out to be calling Jie Pingan.

Does mother actually know Jie Pingan?

That phone call seemed to be an accusation, and the mother's voice was sharpened by the silence around the villa. She said, "Why did you ask Tan Zhen to make this kind of film? Are you trying to destroy him?"

It's not incomprehensible that my mother doesn't like Tan Zhen making such ambiguous films with such an image, but such a reaction is a bit extreme, and no one in the family knows about the matter of mother's acquaintance with the mediator, so does Tan Zhen know? Qian couldn't help thinking.

The intermediary barely interrupted. After a series of troubles, the mother finally lowered her voice and asked the person on the other end of the phone: "I felt familiar with that child the first time I saw him. Who is he?"

The sentence was as calm as an interrogation.I don't know what the mediator said, but the mother fell silent for a moment, and the silence was finally interrupted by a choked sob, Tan Qian heard her mother sobbing and said: "It's been so many years, why don't you let me go, I'm right I can't live with him, but all this has nothing to do with my son?"

She was shocked by what she heard, and when she looked up, the figure of her mother holding on to the balcony railing was trembling up and down.