perfect out of control

X month X day, X year. Sunny

I read the script today, and I met the heroine Gong Lu, who is one year older than me. She graduated from the Southern Film and Television Academy. I haven’t seen much of her previous works, but she is very beautiful in real life, not the kind of bright beauty. I think of an old word, oxygen beauty, she should feel that way.The actress of the heroine Xie Li seems to have been selected by Uncle Jie and Brother Tan Zhen together, so in fact Gong Lu can also be regarded as the heroine handpicked by Brother Tan Zhen?

When I was reading the script, I found that Gong Lu's line skills are very good. Alas, I was a little disappointed for some reason. Maybe Brother Tan Zhen also gave her flowers, maybe he gave me more, because I always took Joe Bar.

Most of my lines were against Brother Tan Zhen, I understood it in my own way, and the mediator didn't interrupt me.But it’s so strange, as soon as Brother Tan Zhen’s voice came out, I felt something was wrong. Kong Xinghe’s lines in the script seemed to have changed. It seemed that a very ordinary sentence became very deep. The tone of my voice is completely different, every sentence is out of tune, every time I feel wrong, it's time for the mediator to interrupt me, and every time I don't.

The image of Yan Fei picking up Kong Xinghe from the wheelchair runs through the second half of the film. He carries him upstairs, to bed, and into the bathtub. These places are almost all from Kong Xinghe's perspective.You can feel that in the few days that Kong Xinghe and his brother spend together, this act of being hugged is very important to him, and it needs to be specially recorded and remembered.Every time I read these scenes, I feel that time slows down.

The scene and action words are guided reading. Uncle Jie’s voice is very hoarse, maybe because it is too different from his usual unscrupulous tone when he speaks. When we do it, we can't help but do those actions in our minds.

No, it's not us, it's just me.He read "in the bedroom, Yan Fei saw Kong Xinghe woke up, went over and hugged him out of bed", obviously I had no lines, neither did Brother Tan Zhen, but I couldn't raise my head to look at Brother Tan Zhen who was sitting opposite me, as if He has literally picked me up.I heard the sound of Gong Lu turning the script on the opposite side, then the mediator, and then brother Tan Zhen also turned the page, so I remembered to turn the page.

Boys shouldn't miss another boy's arms so much.So this is Kong Xinghe's feelings for Tan Zhen. You can't rely on that word, it can only exist in his mind like a messy code. Whenever he thinks of his brother, when he longs for him, this random code pops up. Over time, that word It's not important anymore.

Did I read it correctly, Kong Xinghe?I'm so afraid of getting your thoughts wrong, and I'm afraid you'll blame me for tarnishing your feelings for Yan Fei.

X, X, X, X. Overcast

There have been quite a few changes to the script, and I'm still reading the script today.In terms of the weight of the plot, Kong Xinghe's role was not much after Yan Fei met Xie Li. He was just a witness of his brother's life, but I felt that he seemed to be everywhere.Even in the scene with only Yan Fei and Xie Li, I always think about Kong Xinghe, what he is doing now, and what he is thinking.He is like a ghost, invisible during the day, and only has emotions during the night that belongs to him.Those nights that belonged to him were when Yan Fei returned home, and there were only him and his brother in that small shabby room.

I don't know how Brother Tan understands the role of Yan Fei. I want to ask but feel that I shouldn't ask. After asking this question, the scene collapses, because Kong Xinghe has never asked Yan Fei in his life.

X month X day, X year. Sunny

I took a makeup photo today, I feel so fresh!Today I finally officially met my "brother", and he is indeed worthy of him, even with such a down-to-earth appearance, he is still handsome to a new height. I saw him coming out of the dressing room, and I really felt that Yan Fei was alive. For the brothers who have lived together for many years, the only surprise is probably "my brother is so handsome", haha.

Gong Lu's appearance is also very good, very plain and natural, with an unconscious beauty, and it really matches well with Brother Tan Zhen.

I was the only one who needed to sit in a wheelchair when the makeup photo was taken, and it felt very different. When I was in the wheelchair, the producer He Can said that my expression was sunny, and told me not to smile so brightly. Brother Tan Zhen said that I think it is very good Yes, after all, I have just entered university, so I am very happy.

He had already finished taking solo photos, so he stood next to Producer He and watched me take pictures, and smiled at me when he was talking.God knows I wanted to call him "Brother, you are so handsome" on the spot!

In fact, it was just a makeup photo. No one knew exactly what period Kong Xinghe was photographed, but after Brother Tan said this, He Can's producer seemed to agree.

How do you know that I just entered college, bro?

X month X day, X year. Sunny

I NGed several times in the first scene, and I haven’t acted in front of the camera for a long time, so I really can’t do it with a big camera facing me, and I can’t let go of it at all.It feels like a sudden extra BUG.

The director scolded me, and he scolded me with a loudspeaker, and the whole set could hear him. I feel that he has changed. After becoming a director, he is no longer my uncle. Maybe this is not Jiepingan, but Jiepingan. The twin brother is Jie Pingping or something, so I dare not call him uncle on the set, only dare to call him Jie.But he was right, I dragged everyone to do it again and again on such a hot day, it was outrageous.

The first day of my rivalry scene with Brother Tan Zhen hadn’t happened yet, but he still came to the set. When the director was yelling at me with a loudspeaker, he happened to bump into Brother Tan coming to the scene, and I wanted to find a crack in the ground to sneak in.He didn't seem to know what was wrong, he was asking the assistant director, although I didn't hear Director Zhang's voice, but Brother Tan looked at me with that look, as if he didn't quite believe that I would be so NG.

This scene was at school, a real school. The school just started in September, and most of the students who accompanied me in the classroom were real high school students, so when Tan Zhen came, the students became uncontrollable in an instant, and they all became agitated For this reason, the director also scolded Brother Tan Zhen (he had completely forgotten how grateful he was when Brother Tan Zhen agreed to accept this drama at a friendly price), and shouted at him in front of so many student fans, "you run away What are you doing here?" Tan Zhenge couldn't get down from the stage. He said that I came to see where Kong Xinghe went to school, but the mediator was blocked, and the students all laughed.

Brother Tan Zhen is really very self-restraining, he is gentle and gentle, well-founded, and all the students are fascinated by him!

It's also strange, I'll just pass him when he comes, otherwise it would be embarrassing for him to stick around here all the time.I just wanted to get out of school quickly, my brother came to pick me up, and passed quickly~~ I took a photo with my classmates later, I know the classmates just wanted to take a photo with him, I was attached, commonly known as a large pendant.