perfect out of control

There was a bit of coolness on the back of the hand holding the pen, Sheng Ye raised his head, the night outside the window was dark, through the light, he saw the raindrops hitting the glass in strings, and soon fell pattering down.

The phone shows that it is now [-]:[-] midnight.The play started early today, because a director and supervisor had a malfunction, and there was a lot of trouble on the screen.

But even if the show is closed late and no matter how sleepy he is, he will still insist on finishing the day's diary, because this is the first film and television drama in his life, and it was filmed with Tan Zhen. All recorded.

The film crew stayed in a hotel near the studio. The specifications were not as good as a four-star or five-star hotel, but it was quite comfortable. But that stingy Uncle Jie who only gave him forged manga manuscripts as birthday presents.But I didn’t expect Jie Ping’an to be so generous this time. The photographers and field managers who have worked with Uncle Jie for many years all said that this is the best time to live with him when shooting a film. Uncle Jie also said seriously: “ Then you have to thank Tan Zhen, if it weren’t for the big star’s friendly offer to accept this show, we would still have to live in the guest house at the entrance of the village.”

The next day Tan Zhen officially entered the group, and everyone really thanked him.At that time, Tan Zhen had just finished filming the first scene, and was sitting there reading the script for the next scene. People went up one by one, expressing their thanks to him, making it impossible for Tan Zhen to read the script, with a very confused expression on his face. Accepting the thanks from the staff who came in an endless stream, he was sitting at the beginning, and at the end the scene of thanking became more and more "grand", and everyone stood up.

Sheng Ye thought it was very funny, and he also participated that day, so he went up to Tan Zhen and said "Thank you, Brother Tan Zhen", Tan Zhen opened his eyes in surprise, obviously asking "Why don't you Like this," he thanked and slipped away, leaving Tan Zhen alone surrounded by the crowd, thinking that Tan Zhen, who was kept in the dark like this, was so cute.

In the end, it was the assistant director Zhang Jun who explained Tan Zhen's confusion: "They just think it's great to work with a big star!"

Tan Zhen felt a little embarrassed when he was told, and said, "You don't have to be so polite."

Everyone looked at him and smiled. Although there was a trace of narrowness in the smile, it was more of gratitude.

How to describe the scene, Sheng Ye thought, Tan Zhen that day... was like a prince, surrounded by subjects who love him, if someone took a picture of this scene with a mobile phone, it must be like this feeling.

The rain outside the window was getting heavier, Sheng Ye closed the diary, picked up the script again, and was about to lie on the bed and read for a while, when a half-baked voice came from outside the door, half-complainingly saying: "Why do you live here, the Holiday Inn is far away from here. It's only two or three kilometers."

"I came late today, and I kept everyone waiting for a long time," said Tan Zhen's voice, "The manager is not too happy."

"This kind of situation does not happen often, everyone can understand."

Sheng Ye recognized that the voice was Chen Bohan, Tan Zhen's manager.

The footsteps of two people passed by his door, the conversation paused for a while, and then Chen Bohan whispered: "Is anyone still awake?"

"It's Sheng Ye." Tan Zhen's voice was so close that he was just across the door. "He wants to write a diary."

"You know this as well?"

"I'm his brother." Tan Zhen smiled.

Then the two speaking voices went away again.

Sheng Ye also smiled, leaned on the pillow, and opened the script.

Tomorrow's scene will be filmed in Tongzilou, and now he feels hot and sweaty when he sees this location.

I remember that when I first arrived in the film and television city, I didn’t understand anything, so I asked Jie Pingan: “Uncle Jie, where do we live?”

Jie Pingan said: "We live in a hotel, and you and your brother live in that tube building."

He believed it and was dumbfounded.In the end, of course he was lied to, because the house was small and had no air-conditioning, tigers were raging in the early autumn of September, and he suffered from heat stroke within two days of living in it, not to mention that the bed was a bunk bed. According to the script, Kong Xinghe had not been diagnosed before. They slept on the upper bunk, and Yan Fei slept on the lower bunk. After Kong Xinghe was diagnosed, Yan Fei let Kong Xinghe sleep on the lower bunk.The first time he saw the bunk bed, he couldn't imagine how Tan Zhen's tall figure could sleep on such a narrow bed.

But he and Tan Zhen did lie on that bed together. When the filming first started, he slept on the upper bunk, and Tan Zhen slept on the lower bunk. Because this film was going to capture the changing seasons, the bed was covered with a thin layer of cotton wool and wool at the beginning. The bed sheets, the house lighting is not good, and the scene needs to be supplemented with light. As soon as the headlights were turned on to face them, he and Tan Zhen lay there for less than a minute, as if they were boiled in a boiling pot, and their foreheads immediately began to sweat. The back was soaked in no time.

After filming, he jumped out of bed, complaining that it was too hot, and the director sneered at him: "What is this, your brother is not as hypocritical as you are soaking in the sea in winter."

Tan Zhen also looked at him and smiled, the smile was very weak, Sheng Ye was a little ashamed, also sweating profusely, and the clothes on the back were also soaked, Tan Zhen did not pull the hem of his clothes and slap him up like he did. wind.

When going to watch the screen in front of the director's monitor, Tan Zhen was standing next to him. Sheng Ye felt a gust of cool wind on his back. He turned his head to look. The guide's hair was also blown on his back.

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In several scenes in Tongzilou the next day, Sheng Ye NG again several times, each time when the camera was approaching, Jie Pingan seemed to be tired of scolding him, and could only yell "CUT" twice weakly, and there was no more in the sky above the set The loudspeaker informed him of the name of the NG king, and he felt even more ashamed.

At noon, he sat in a far corner by himself, and he ate like nothing. These days, he ate away from everyone, feeling ashamed to face any staff.

But his ears were still sharp, and when he numbly bowed his head to the script to eat, he heard Tan Zhen's voice. There was no way he could do it, he was too sensitive to Tan Zhen's voice.

At first, it was the assistant Xiao Liu who said "Brother, your box lunch", and Tan Zhen said "Thank you", and after a while, Tan Zhen suddenly asked, "Where is Shengye?"

Sheng Ye heard it sharply, and for a moment didn't know whether to stand up and locate Tan Zhen, or to sneak away quickly with the lunch box and stool in his arms.

But he couldn't make a choice, because immediately after that, he heard Sister Yang Tao, the field manager, say "over there".

Now it was too late to think about running away with the stool, so he had to pretend he didn't hear, and ate his meals carefully.

Until Tan Zhen came over.

"Why are you here alone?"

It was Tan Zhen's voice, and it was also his elder brother's voice. Sheng Ye felt his throat ache when he heard it, and he didn't know whether it was sad or ashamed. Let me help you find a chair."

Bringing a folding chair over, Tan Zhen stretched out his hand and opened it to sit down.Seeing Tan Zhen sitting down, Sheng Ye realized later, maybe Tan Zhen just came to talk to him for a while, and didn't want to sit here at all. If he did this, it would be difficult for Tan Zhen to leave.

Oh, why do I always do unnecessary things...

The lunch box was placed on Tan Zhen's lap, and it was not opened. He was holding something in his hand. Sheng Ye was a little curious, and probed over Tan Zhen's shoulder to see what it was. The... DV in my hand.

Sheng Ye was dumbfounded, and Tan Zhen said, "Smile", he realized that Tan Zhen turned around and patted him, his cheeks were hot, and he couldn't ask "Why did you pat me".Tan Zhen filmed him like this for dozens of seconds, then took off the DV, looked down at the video he just shot, and laughed as he watched it.

Sheng Ye walked over and sat down on the chair, leaned over and took a look at himself in the camera, his eyes were staring like copper bells, and his face was so red.

Tan Zhen said, "Look, the camera isn't that scary, is it?"

Being told what was on his mind, his cheeks were hot.

Tan Zhen sat closer to him, put the lunch box on his lap beside the vacant chair, showed the DV in his hand, and said, "My sister bought this for me when I graduated from elementary school. It has been useless for many years. .”

So it was brought here specially, for me.Sheng Ye was moved to think, but couldn't help asking curiously: "What have you ever photographed?"

Tan Zhen handed him the DV and said, "You can watch it yourself."

Sheng Ye took the DV, and Tan Zhen briefly explained to him how to use it, he chose a video at random, and pressed play.

The still picture moved, it was the school playground, the camera faithfully recorded the flickering summer sun, and I heard a boy's voice say "It's so hot", the voice was caught in the cicadas, as if thirsty.Sheng Ye stared at the screen for a while before realizing that the clear and crisp voice of the boy was Tan Zhen!He was probably only in junior high school at that time, and he hadn't experienced the voice change period yet.

The video ends quickly, and he plays the next one, with a terrace in the background.

"My mother." Tan Zhen said beside him.

Needless to say, Sheng Ye could also tell that Tan Zhen's mother must have been a great beauty when she was young, and Tan Zhen looked exactly like her.

A quiet and delicate girl appeared more often than Tan Zhen's mother. Tan Zhen patted her reversing the car, and then patted her tinkering with coffee beans.

Sheng Ye's heart sank, wondering if this could be...

"This is my sister." Tan Zhen said.

He was inexplicably relieved when he heard the word "sister", and clicked on them one by one with relish. He saw Tan Zhen's photos of a boy playing a skateboard and a burning cloud in the sky, but the most photographed was a yellow, white and black tricolor little hamster.

The little thing puffed up his cheeks and gnawed on a small tomato. His foolish look made people want to rub his head. Just thinking about it, a hand actually reached out in the video and gently touched the little guy's cheeks. On the top of the head, he poked its cheek again, and he could still hear the teasing sound of "tsk tsk" from the person stroking it. Sheng Ye laughed when he heard it. He really didn't expect Tan Zhen to make such a cute sound of flicking his tongue.

"Brother Tan Zhen, have you ever raised hamsters?"

"This is a Dutch mouse. I raised it in the first grade of junior high school. It's called Xiaomei."

It's such a down-to-earth name, Sheng Ye thought, and said, "If it's a male, then it's called Xiaodi? If there are two females, it's called Xiaomei Ermei, and if there are two males, it's called..."

"Brother and brother." Tan Zhen interrupted him with a smile.

Sheng Ye also laughed, he felt as if they could all get each other's points. "How old is it at this moment?" he asked.

Tan Zhen rarely answered, Sheng Ye raised his head strangely, seeing Tan Zhen lowered his eyes quietly for a while, then looked at the DV player in his hand, and asked him: "Do you want to try it? Order something."

He was really eager to try, so Tan Zhen turned on the shooting mode for him and said, "Take whatever you want."

This is what you said, Sheng Ye thought to himself, then mustered up the courage to raise the DV and aimed it at Tan Zhen.

Tan Zhen in the camera did not have any surprises or dodges. He looked at him calmly through the camera. Even though the DV machine was between them, Sheng Ye felt that Tan Zhen was staring at him accurately, even more so than when they looked directly at each other. When he got closer, he was stared red within a few seconds of taking the picture.

When he was in a daze, Tan stretched out his palm to cover the camera, took the DV from him, turned off the recording, turned on the playback, and showed it to him: "This is much more detailed than your diary. "

Sheng Ye looked at the Tan Zhen photographed by himself. Every hair, every moment of eyes, such a huge amount of information, was all recorded in those ten seconds. He thought to himself, a small DV , It's like backing up a Tan array for him.

Especially Tan Zhen's aura when facing the camera is really impressive, he seems to be in control of the camera.

It turns out that this is the actor.Tan Zhen is an actor of this level.

Tan Zhen said: "You can perform in front of so many audiences, what is the camera?"

Sheng Ye drooped his shoulders, frustrated and confused: "I haven't touched a camera for many years. I used to shoot a few short films when I was studying CRT, but theaters... theaters are indeed different. Although there are many audiences, they It’s all hidden in the dark, like a ghost, which makes me feel very safe.” He looked at Tan Zhen, “Brother Tan Zhen, the camera is so close to you, how did you ignore its presence?”

Tan Zhen thought for a while and said, "I regard it as the eye of God."

Morino opened his mouth slightly.

Eye of God……

His chest was thumping, and he was still beating violently for these four words. At that moment, he even wanted to stand up and shout to the whole world. Did you hear that? Did you see his appearance when he said this?

Tan Zhen, who was wearing a black T-shirt and faded jeans, tied his hair, was sweating all over, and was holding the same lunch box as him, was saying such magical words.

It turned out that the lens of the camera was the eye of God, and he was enlightened on this day.The eye of God has always existed in our lives, when we talk to ourselves, when we cry in the middle of the night, when we write secrets in our diary, we all have the eye of God in our hearts Behold.

The camera just makes this line of sight materialize.

The author says:

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