perfect out of control

X, X, X, X. Overcast

Kong Xinghe's condition has progressed, and from today onwards, every scene will be filmed in a wheelchair.I knew it when I took on the show, but when I really think about performing in a wheelchair every day in the future, I still feel trapped.

I have always been uncomfortable with that wheelchair, NG several times, I think Kong Xinghe is also uncomfortable with it, compared with human legs, it is too bulky.I wanted to stand up from the wheelchair many times when I was disabled, and Kong Xinghe must have thought about it too.The difference is, if I really want to stand up, I can, but he can't.

Fortunately, Kong Xinghe does not really exist. There is no boy named Kong Xinghe suffering from ALS in this world.

***

The scene of returning to Tongzilou from the hospital was the first time Yan Fei hugged Kong Xinghe in the play.

At first Yan Fei planned to carry him upstairs, just like before, but Kong Xinghe's legs could no longer support him, and Yan Fei couldn't even lift Kong Xinghe's legs easily without the help of a third person. Legs resting on your waist.When Kong Xinghe's right leg was still moving, he also carried Kong Xinghe on his back, but now the situation is completely different. Now he has to squat down completely to let Kong Xinghe lie on his back, otherwise Kong Xinghe can't reach him .

In this part of the script, Kong Xinghe, who could no longer control his legs at all, lay on his back, and his lower body, which had lost support, hit the ground directly like lead, and Yan Fei was even dragged backward by him. for a moment.

Kong Xinghe fell back and sat on the ground, Yan Fei turned around, and hugged Kong Xinghe who was still a bit confused without saying a word.

This scene was planned to be filmed in the afternoon, and Sheng Ye only ate half of it for lunch, fearing that eating too much would increase Tan Zhen's burden.He is 1.7 meters 1.8 tall, and his weight has always been in the early 6s. Tan Zhen is [-] meters [-]. He deliberately gained weight for the filming. They set off from the hotel to the studio together in the morning. Sheng Ye was thinking about it. When he passed a pharmacy, he took Tan Zhen out of the car to measure his weight.Standing on the electronic scale, he watched the red number jump for a while, but the number at the beginning never jumped to [-]. He turned to Tan Zhen with some joy and said, "I'm lighter!"

Tan Zhen, who was wearing a black mask, also stood up to take a test, and Sheng Ye leaned over to take a look.

Sheng Ye even calculated it himself, that is to say, Tan Zhen has to lift 70.00% of his own body weight.It is equivalent to having to lift a person who weighs 44 kilograms. He thought of Gong Lu. Gong Lu is not 44 kilograms. Floors!

Seeing his frowning, Tan Zhen asked a little funnyly, "What's wrong?"

Morino felt it was difficult to speak.

Tan Zhen glanced at his weight, got off the scale, and said, "77 kg, are you not satisfied with this weight?"

"No, no..." Sheng Ye whispered, "I'm just... afraid that you won't be able to hold me."

Tan Zhen looked him up and down: "It should be fine."

His voice sounded muffled through a mask. Sheng Yezhi said, don't you have confidence in yourself...

In fact, it's just acting. If you can't hold it up, you can take more shots at most. Shengye doesn't know why he cares so much. In his heart, he hopes that this shot can be shot as smoothly as possible. perfect enough.

He didn't eat breakfast, but drank a glass of milk, and he didn't dare to eat too much for lunch, and the braised pork was shared among the extras.Tan Zhen saw it from afar, but didn't say anything.

The assistant Xiao Liu also saw it, and when he got in the car and handed the boxed lunch to Tan Zhen, he smiled and said, "What happened to Sheng Ye today, has his sex changed?"

Tan Zhen said, "He was worried that I wouldn't be able to hold him."

Xiao Liu let out a "ha": "No way, then you won't fall on him, what are you afraid of?"

"It's not because of this," Tan Zhen said, and he glanced in Shengye's direction, "He's probably just worried that I didn't pick him up right away, because he's afraid I'll embarrass him."

Xiao Liu shrugged, probably because he didn't understand what was so embarrassing about it. Anyway, he could shoot repeatedly: "Then you can try it first."

Tan Zhen opened the lunch box and looked up at Xiao Liu: "Do you think I can't pick him up all at once?"

Xiao Liu laughed: "No, brother, haven't you gained weight? I don't think it's a big problem."

Tan Zhen didn't seem to hear, he looked at Sheng Ye who was sitting outside the director's booth, and then lowered his head, picking food with chopsticks helplessly: "He made me a little nervous..."

***

In the afternoon, waiting for the board to start shooting, Sheng Ye was already so hungry that his chest was pressed against his back. During lunch, Uncle Jie laughed at him and said, "In the future, there will be more shots of him holding you up and down. Are you so hungry every day?"

When he thought about it, it was true, it seemed that he would have to keep his appetite at six or seven percent full in the future.Tan Zhen's 77 kg should be in line with human design, but Kong Xinghe is definitely not 59 kg. His leg muscles have atrophied to a certain extent. After reducing the amount of exercise, he will not eat a lot of food. He must be much lighter than his peers. It's because I'm not too close to the person.

He and Tan Zhen are sitting in the back seat of a taxi now, and the camera is waiting outside the car. After all the units on the scene are ready, the surroundings quickly quiet down. .

Tan Zhen pushed open the car door.

There were no lines in this scene, Sheng Ye swallowed his saliva, looked at the back of Tan Zhen getting off the car, he put on his cheap black T-shirt again, turned around to help him after getting off the car.

Sheng Ye supported the back seat with both hands, and moved his body towards the car door. This was the first time he could not rely on his feet, and he realized that this movement was much more laborious than expected. He had no way to move quickly to the door and finish The movement of lying on Tan Zhen's back, and Tan Zhen's support were meaningless, because they couldn't help him at all, and the mediator would definitely wonder why he stayed in the car for so long...

He raised his head and looked at Tan Zhen helplessly.

Tan Zhen looked at him, his eyes flickered for a moment, then he directly bent over and came in, bent down, passed his right hand under his legs, and half hugged him to the car door, when Sheng Ye noticed that Tan Zhen hesitated briefly , but in the end he didn't care about anything else, he carried Kong Xinghe out of the taxi.

This was different from what was written in the script, as expected, Jie Pingan yelled "CUT".

Sheng Ye got off Tan Zhen, and he didn't know how to explain it, but Jie Ping'an was already holding up a loudspeaker and asking, "Why didn't you act according to the script?"

Tan Zhen made a pause gesture over there, then turned to Sheng Ye and said, "I'll go over and talk to him, and we'll just act as we did just now."

Sheng Ye nodded immediately, feeling incredible, his chest was sore and swollen, brother Tan Zhen really understood...

He thought the same thing as Tan Zhen, and it was unreasonable to write that way in the script. In that case, Kong Xinghe had to move to the taxi door and then lay on Yan Fei's back, which was not realistic. In fact, Yan Fei After seeing Kong Xinghe move his body like that, he would definitely hug him out directly.

Tan Zhen communicated with the mediator for a while, and when he came back, Sheng Ye asked him, "Did he agree?"

Tan Zhen nodded: "Yes."

Morino breathed a sigh of relief.

"Shengye."

"Ok?"

"You can relax a little," Tan Zhen said, "I just tried it, and it's still no problem for me to hug you."

Sheng Ye nodded. He was a little restless just now, and his whole body was tense. Tan Zhen must have noticed it.

"Also," Tan Zhen said with a smile, "I don't need to carry you up to the seventh floor."

Sheng Ye stared at Tan Zhen with a narrow smile, and then suddenly remembered, this is filming, Tan Zhen just needs to carry him into the tube building, what a fool he is doing!

Tan Zhen looked at him, smiled for a while and looked away slightly, waiting to retake the second shot.

This time the director re-adjusted the camera, and the details of Sheng Ye's body movement were included in the camera, and a camera outside the car door was directly shooting at him.

When Tan Zhen bent down and got into the back seat to hug him, the camera was blocked by him, knowing that only Tan Zhen's back would be shown in the camera, this feeling of being blocked in another person's arms made Shengye suddenly Feeling full of security, he didn't even want to turn his face to the direction of the camera, he just wanted to keep leaning towards Tan Zhen's shoulder.

Tan Zhen smelled of Yan Fei, the smell of washing powder, and the tar smell of cheap cigarettes. The combination was strange, but it could reassure Kong Xinghe.

Sheng Ye relaxed his body according to his words, and Tan Zhen carried him into the corridor of Tongzilou. Sheng Ye's right hand was placed on Tan Zhen's left shoulder, and his arms were tucked in front of his chest. He hesitated whether to raise his hand Going around Tan Zhen's shoulders, put his arms behind his back.

I don't know why I'm struggling with this, and I don't know why I can't make up my mind...

At just the right moment when they walked into the tube building, the familiar smell of debris piled up. At that moment, Sheng Ye raised his right hand around Tan Zhen's shoulder, and put it lightly on his back. Through the rough-washed T-shirt, I can still feel the curvature of Tan Zhen's vest.

It seemed that as soon as he returned to this place, all the burdens disappeared, and any actions that happened between him and Tan Zhen became reasonable.

Because this is Yan Fei, someone he can get close to as much as he wants, Kong Xinghe does not need to struggle a little bit when he does this to Yan Fei, and Yan Fei won't mind at all.

This is the first day, and he seems to have become dependent on this embrace.