perfect out of control

Lou Ying has been watching the news, swiping her phone all day long, and the search and rescue work is in progress, but there is still no progress. There are always only churning waves, helicopters and search and rescue ships circling in vain.

There was only the sound of the news broadcast in the room, and it was getting dark outside, Lou Ying remembered that she hadn't seen Jackson for a long time, she got up and went to Shengye's bedroom.

The curtains in the bedroom were drawn, and the room was a little dark. Lou Ying searched for a while, and saw the dog laying its head on the bottom of the bed without saying a word, only showing a chubby butt.

She knelt down and called it: "Jackson, come out and eat something delicious."

The dog's head was lifted from its paws, and its eyes were looking at her darkly from under the bed.

Lou Yingyu cried and said, "Really, I won't lie to you this time, come here." She stood up, and the dog followed her out of the bedroom suspiciously. She opened a bag of chicken strips and fed one to it.

With the chicken strips in his mouth, Jackson ran back to the bedroom, got under the bed, and ate with relish alone.

Lou Ying stood at the door of the bedroom, watching the dog's back, tears streaming down again.

Once Sheng Ye said to her: "Mom, I had a nightmare."

At that time, she just lowered her head and chopped vegetables. Anyway, Sheng Ye often had nightmares, and his nightmares were always strange, and she had long since seen them.

Sheng Ye gave Jackson dog food, squatted beside the dog and said, "I dreamed that I was playing ball with Jackson. I accidentally threw the ball out of the balcony. Jackson rushed over, but the railing on the balcony broke and it fell. down..." he said, "waking me up crying."

When he talked about this dream, he was very grateful and dumbfounded.

Lou Ying smiled and said, "That won't wake you up from crying." Sheng Ye loved Jackson so much that sometimes she felt it was bad.

Sheng Ye rubbed the dog's head, Jackson concentrated on eating, and even shook his tail distractedly, Sheng Ye smiled and said, "But if I died, Jackson might not cry."

She frowned, stroked the shredded potatoes off the kitchen knife with her fingers, and said, "Why are you talking about this..."

"It's true," Sheng Ye said seriously, "They say dogs can't understand death, they don't have the concept of death, elephants are different, elephants will hold funerals for their dead companions..."

She laughed when she heard it: "There is still a funeral..." Then she thought this statement was cute.

Jackson licked the bowl after eating, looked up at Shengye with satisfaction, Shengye wiped his mouth and said, "If I'm not here, it won't know, he will only think that I'm out, every day They all hope for my return, mom, you must watch it, don’t let it go on a hunger strike, you two should support each other.”

Thinking of this, Lou Ying couldn't control her sobbing. At that time, Sheng Ye's tone, was it serious or joking?He didn't seem to be very serious, but when he listened carefully, he seemed to be very serious.He said something he cared about in a joking tone, which Sheng Ye always did.

In the eyes of outsiders, Sheng Ye's temperament has always been very docile. In the eyes of his teacher, he is a good student. In the eyes of his neighbors, he is a good boy. All his rebellion is given to his father who seems to be at odds with him since he was a child. .No matter how hard Sheng Ye studies, how high a ranking he gets, and how many awards he brings back, Sheng Yanfeng always seems to have a cold face. One Feng sings the red face and the other sings the bad face. Finally, Sheng Ye grows up smoothly, and he is not autistic.

However, the rebellious period came as scheduled in junior high school.In the second year of junior high school, Sheng Ye fell in love with a girl group, especially Chen Xue, the face of the girl group. She didn't know it at first, but she found that Sheng Ye's grades had dropped. In the first year of junior high school, he always took the first place in the class. Two, in the second year of junior high school, I fell out of the top ten casually.After all, it was the first time to be the mother of a young boy in Huaichun, so she didn't think about that at all.Until one day, Sheng Yanfeng dug out Sheng Ye's diary, which not only wrote a lot of content related to Chen Xue, but also contained Chen Xue's photos.

In the evening, Sheng Yanfeng threw the diary on the dining table. Before Sheng Ye picked up the chopsticks, the chopsticks were knocked to the ground by the diary. Chen Xue's photo fell out of the diary, which was sprinkled at his feet. one place.

The girl was wearing a performance costume, with a blush on her face and beads of sweat on her forehead, she was smiling energetically, so beautiful and lively, she really didn't blame Shengye.She stood up and pulled Yan Feng, saying that if she had something to say, she would talk about it after dinner.

Sheng Yanfeng stared coldly at his son who was stunned at the dinner table: "You watch these every day, why don't your grades drop?"

Sheng Ye blushed. He used to blush easily, but this time he blushed even more because of embarrassment and anger. He stood up, like a deer that had just grown antlers, and confronted his father for the first time: "This is my thing! Who will allow you?" Randomly rummaging through my things?"

The furious Sheng Yanfeng raised his hand and slapped Sheng Ye so that his head was turned away, and bright red palm prints appeared on his face.

Lou Ying was shocked and heartbroken when she saw it: "Sheng Yanfeng! Talk about it, why don't you move!"

Sheng Ye didn't even pick up the diary and the photo of the girl he liked, turned around and ran back to the bedroom, and slammed the door shut.

The father and son fell into a cold war like this.

Lou Ying picked up Chen Xue's photos and put them back in the diary one by one. At night, she knocked on the door of Sheng Ye's room, but Sheng Ye didn't open the door, so she put the diary at the door.

Later, Sheng Ye took back the diary, and she wondered whether to create a chance for the father and son to settle their suspicions, but she obviously underestimated the ferocious coming of puberty and rebellion together, and Sheng Ye's rebellion was far away. It exceeded her expectations.

He threw away the photo album on Sheng Yanfeng's bookshelf.

It happened very suddenly. One day Sheng Yanfeng suddenly came to ask her if she saw the photo album on the bookshelf. She said no, what's the matter, hasn't it been left there for a long time.

Sheng Yanfeng didn't answer, but turned around and asked Sheng Ye who was doing homework in the bedroom alone, asking him if he saw it.

Sheng Ye didn't raise his head, and said, "I didn't see it."

Sheng Yanfeng watched the young man writing at his desk, and suddenly frowned, as if he had realized something, he turned around and was about to go out, when Lou Ying asked him where he was going, Sheng Yanfeng opened the door without saying a word. .

It was raining heavily outside, Sheng Yanfeng went downstairs without an umbrella, Lou Ying was confused, took an umbrella and chased him downstairs, Sheng Yanfeng went to the trash can downstairs, lifted the lid and ignored him Start churning.

She was startled, and hurriedly held an umbrella from behind to protect him from the rain, and said, "What are you looking for, you won't be here!"

Sheng Yanfeng ignored her, and took out the garbage bags one by one. The raindrops hit the umbrella. Although Lou Ying tried her best to cover him from the rain, Sheng Yanfeng's back was still wet, and then The back figure paused, and in the next second, Sheng Yanfeng reached into the depths of the garbage dump and pulled out the photo album with an orange cover that was already stained.

When Lou Ying saw the photo album, she knew that the matter was serious, and hurriedly said, "Yan Feng, don't be angry with him, he's still young..."

Sheng Yanfeng turned back to her in the heavy rain and said sharply: "He is 14 years old! He will be held criminally responsible if he kills someone, isn't he still young?!"

When Sheng Yanfeng pushed open the door angrily, Sheng Ye was obviously already mentally prepared. The notebooks, pens and pens on the table had all returned to their places. He was standing there, looking at his furious father, trying to make his eyes firm, But the swallowing throat still betrayed his fear.

Sheng Yanfeng stepped forward and slapped again, this time the strength was not as strong as the last time, but it also made Sheng Ye's shoulders, which had been too tense, tremble suddenly.Sheng Yanfeng looked at his son who had been slapped and still stubbornly refused to admit defeat, and said, "You are no longer young Shengye, you should know what to do and what not to do."

Sheng Ye said: "What about you, why didn't you say that when you flipped through my diary?!"

Sheng Yanfeng glanced at the diary on his desk, looked contemptuously, and said coldly: "What kind of thing is that diary of yours? You will understand later, it is your cheap and vulgar desire, it has no value Trash."

Sheng Ye stared at his father, his eyes were red, he clenched his teeth, unable to say a word of rebuttal.Sheng Yanfeng glanced at him and left with disdain.

Lou Ying didn't know whether it was because Sheng Ye's rebellious period had come, or Sheng Yanfeng's strict education methods had become outdated. From then on, the superficial peace between father and son was finally broken.Although Sheng Ye was a little afraid of this father when he was a child, he admired him from the bottom of his heart. Sheng Yanfeng spoke several foreign languages, and could even recite large sections of gorgeous lines from Shakespeare's plays, and he could sing Weber's musicals. If the pronunciation is not standard enough, Sheng Yanfeng will correct Sheng Ye in a correct manner.Sheng Ye would find some unfamiliar words, carefully knock on the door of Sheng Yanfeng's study, and ask timidly: "Father, how do you say 'universal gravity' in English?" Sheng Yanfeng replied with a correct accent The "gravity", Komorino chanted "gravity" and "gravity" that day, like a repeater.

He would secretly say to her, "Dad is so amazing."

She didn't know why they came to this point, she always felt that it was her fault, and she didn't do a good job of buffering them.