perfect out of control

It was a week after I saw Tan Zhen again. Lou Ying was arranged by the hospital to go to a place in the outer suburbs for free consultation. She had to walk for a few days. Sheng Ye simply drove Jackson to Fushan Villa. He had never been to such a "deep mountain and old forest" As soon as the door of Jackson's car opened, he rushed out. Sheng Ye chased after him with a dog leash. From a distance, he saw Jackson heading straight for the gate of the villa as if he knew the way. At the gate, Huang Cancan pissed a large amount of urine arrogantly.

Shengye was dumbfounded, Jackson never defecated at home, but the villa was probably too big, the dog didn't think it was indoors at all.

After scolding Jackson, he ran back and forth several times to clean up the soaked urine. Tan Zhen came back from abroad today, and he should still be in the car at the moment. He sent Tan Zhen a WeChat message: Sorry, Jackson I took a pee at the gate of the villa, and I have already cleaned it up.

Tan Zhen replied: It's okay, it's pretty clean.

Sheng Ye looked at the second half of the sentence strangely, and then heard the sound of the door opening, followed by the sound of the trolley case being brought in. Tan Zhen walked in while taking off his black hoodie, looked up and smiled at him smiled.

Sheng Ye was overwhelmed with surprise, and was about to go over to help carry the luggage, but Jackson moved faster than him, and rushed to Tan Zhen like a cannonball, raised his head and yelled at Tan Zhen.

Tan Zhen took two steps forward, and it faltered again. It backed away in a hurry, its butt hit the foot of the shoe cabinet in the entrance with a "bang", Tan Zhen squatted down, smiled dotingly and helplessly: "What's the matter, Jackson, you Are you really going to bite me?"

Sheng Ye was really worried that Tan Zhen would reach out to touch Jackson and be bitten by Jackson. After all, Jackson was used to it since he was a child, so he yelled, "Jackson is back!"

Tan Zhen, who is 1.8 meters [-] in height, squatted down and was still wearing a black David sweater. His shoulders were already wide, but the sweater was an oversize style. It looked black and bigger when he covered him. Jackson, who was only [-] centimeters tall, was shrouded in it. In the shadow of this human being, it was only then that he realized the huge gap in physique. He wanted to run away from his master, but Tan Zhen raised his hand to block it from the cabinet, and the unstoppable Jackson screamed even more forcefully in panic. .

Sheng Ye was speechless, he didn't expect Tan Zhen to be so childish: "Brother Tan Zhen," he reminded, "Be careful it bites you..."

"It's okay," Tan Zhen looked down at the dog, coaxing a child, "Your master will be sad if you bite me." He frowned slightly, "It will be very sad."

The tone was so serious that Sheng Ye couldn't laugh or cry, Jackson stopped barking, and his tail was caught in his hind legs. Tan Zhen teased him for a while, then raised his arm, let the dog out, and said with a smile: " Go to your master."

Jackson ran back to Sheng Ye's feet as if fleeing, thumping to seek comfort from his master, Sheng Ye lowered his head and reprimanded him: "Don't you look at where we are now, this big brother took us in, you really don't understand at all polite."

Tan Zhen lowered his head and took off his sweater, and laughed while listening. He put the sweater on the sofa and put it away, and said, "Does it really understand you when you say that?"

Sheng Ye smiled: "Didn't it understand after you told it just now?"

Tan Zhen said, "That's different. I let him understand through body language. You don't have body language." Then he said, "You don't have body language for me either."

Sheng Ye met Shang Tan Zhen's eyes and understood his meaning in seconds.Tan Zhen stood in front of the sofa and didn't sit down. The look of waiting for him was inexplicably exciting. He didn't know why he became extra reserved today, maybe because there was an extra "light bulb" in the room.

Tan Zhen looked at Jackson and said, "Come here and hug me, and it will accept me slowly."

He spoke so casually, but Sheng Ye felt as if he could see through him. Is there anyone else in this world like Tan Zhen? Expressed so implicitly...

"Then let me lift the suitcase up for you first!" Sheng Ye walked quickly towards the black trolley suitcase that was half the height of a person, and then took advantage of Tan Zhen not paying attention, and took advantage of the loss of his sweetheart, he suddenly turned around and hugged him.

He seemed to bump into Tan Zhen, and Tan Zhen caught him firmly, but he was actually a little unsteady, he was probably about to sit down, but he pretended to be steady, and he was really steady.They completed this long-lost reunion hug in front of Gouzi, without kissing, as if there was a third member in the room, the two of them couldn't let go, but Sheng Ye felt Tan Zhen's smile lightly in his ear He said softly, "I thought you were tired of hugging..."

Sheng Ye's heart twitched strangely, he tightened his arms, and let the two of them stick closer together, crossed his hands behind Tan Zhen's back, hugged Tan Zhen's clothes tightly, and heard Tan Zhen laugh .

"Is my strength okay?" Sheng Ye said with a smile.

Tan Zhen closed his eyes, felt it for a while, and the corners of his lips curled up: "It's okay," sighed contentedly, "It's very comfortable."

***

Tan Zhen brought him a script, which was a Pixar cartoon. The director was selecting candidates for voice acting, and there happened to be a pair of owners and dogs in it. Tan Zhen asked him if he was interested. Sheng Ye liked the script very much after reading it, but he was not sure. "Can I?" After all, I have no experience in dubbing animation.

Tan Zhen looked at Jackson, whose eye sockets were at their feet, and had reluctantly accepted him, then looked at Shengye, with a smile in his eyes, and said, "My dog ​​can only be matched by you."

Hearing this, Sheng Ye was not calm for a while, he hesitated several times before saying: "Brother Tan Zhen, you are really good at flirting, do you know that?"

Tan Zhen didn't expect him to say this, instead he was a little embarrassed and said, "I'm fine, I can only flirt with you..."

Unable to bear it, Sheng Ye lifted up the script, blocking Tan Zhen's overly handsome face, and begged for mercy: "It's alright bro!" Please stop in moderation!

How can someone be so shy when they are so good at flirting?Acting like it was my fault!

They made an appointment to meet the director the next day, and in the evening they picked a cartoon to watch as homework. The film was chosen by Sheng Ye. Thinking that Tan Zhen had raised Dutch mice, they chose "Guinea Pig Secret Service" ", he still remembers the Dutch mouse called Xiaomei raised by Tan Zhen. Most of Tan Zhen's DV player is the video of Xiaomei. Tan Zhen's hand is not much smaller than it is now, and his fingers are also long. It is the size that can hold a basketball with one hand, but he is very careful and gentle every time he touches the little girl.

It was a lucky little guy who was doted on by Tan Zhen when he was a boy, and he held his palm and held his fingers.

"Guinea Pig" is such a fun movie, but Tan Zhen was a little silent at the end of watching it. Sheng Ye looked at his profile and saw a faint light in Tan Zhen's eyes.

Are those tears, Sheng Ye thought, but Tan Zhen's eyes seemed to be like this all the time, and after staring at them for a long time, it made people feel moist, like a river of tears that hadn't broken its embankment.

He asked in a low voice, "Do you miss my little sister?"

Tan Zhen looked back at him and sighed: "It passed away too early, and I didn't raise it well."

Having said that, Sheng Ye suddenly remembered that the young girl couldn't be seen in the video, but Tan Zhen's voice could be heard, and those videos seemed to focus on Tan Zhen's age of thirteen or fourteen.Did something happen by accident?He couldn't bear to ask, and didn't know how to comfort him, so he put himself in his shoes and thought about how sad and blaming he would be if Jackson passed away early.

He knew that he would not choose this movie. He thought that after so many years, sadness has become a nostalgia. He didn't expect Tan Zhen to be such a nostalgic person.

"Don't think about it," he leaned over, stroked Tan Zhen's back with his left hand, turned off the TV with his right hand, and said, "My heart aches for you like this."

When he didn't know Tan Zhen, when Tan Zhen was just the star on the screen that made him fall in love, he seemed to feel sorry for Tan Zhen, because of the injustice he encountered, because of the harshness of public opinion towards him, but The heartache at this time is different from those at those times. It doesn’t hurt on the skin, it’s not fleeting, but it hurts in the flesh. If you don’t hug him or comfort him, you won’t be able to get over it, and it won’t get better. It hurts.