perfect out of control

Shengye was a little worried that Xiyuan would not agree to her audition for "Qian Qiuxue". After all, if he accepted "Return to Dream", he would be able to play the leading role directly. Before filming "Comedy Life", Xiyuan also reluctantly agreed to him to audition of.

In the office, he showed Xi Yuan the planning proposal of "A Thousand Autumn Snow". Xiyuan flipped through the planning proposal without saying a word, with her head bowed, her expression was very serious, which made his heart pound.Finally, Xiyuan closed the file, raised her head and said to him: "Let's agree first, unless you audition for "A Thousand Autumn Snow" and you can get the male lead, otherwise you will still play "Return to Dream". Do you agree with that?"

Shocked, Sheng Ye straightened his back and said, "Okay, I will definitely take it!"

Only then did Xiyuan smile, and return the plan to him: "Then you can do your best."

Sheng Ye got up and walked to the door of the office. After thinking for a while, he turned around and asked, "Sister Xiyuan, if I accept "A Thousand Autumn Snow", will you be unhappy?"

Xiyuan shrugged: "No, this is a star drama with a big director and a big production, why should I be unhappy?"

Sheng Ye immediately smiled and said, "Okay, then wait for my good news!"

After the door closed, Xi Yuan leaned back in her chair, staring at the door thoughtfully.

In fact, deep down in her heart, she still hopes that Sheng Ye will take over "Return to Dream". These years, traffic is everything. Among them, the wonderful and majestic machinations of temples stood out, but "Dragon and Tiger Strategy" was accompanied by Tan Zhen, who was the most popular at the time. If "Qian Qiuxue" did not have the support of traffic stars, even if it was a star, even if it could win awards, the popularity It's also hard to say.

But she also knew that Sheng Ye was an actor, and he definitely loved "Qian Qiu Xue" more than "Return to Dream".

***

The audition for "A Thousand Autumn Snow" was a long wait, because it was an original script. I heard that the plot and characters had been revised several times before finally deciding on all the roles that needed to be auditioned. The audition time was finally set at the beginning of August, at the CTR Film Academy .On August [-]th, Sheng Ye went back to his alma mater to attend the audition. Seeing the crowds of people lined up outside the big classroom where the audition took place, it seemed as if he had returned to the day when he came to CTR for the interview.

Many of the people who came to the audition were his juniors. Sheng Ye also found a boy who looked like Tan Zhen in profile. He was also tall and handsome. While waiting for the audition, he couldn't help sending Tan Zhen a WeChat message .

Jackson: Found your long-lost brother!

After a while, Tan Zhen replied to him: Candid photography is not good.

Jackson: Does it look like you?

Tan Zhen: Okay, has he auditioned yet?

Jackson: It's a pity, it seems to have never happened.What are you doing?

Tan Zhen: I just finished shooting a magazine, in the car.take it easy.

Jackson: I'm not nervous, I'm just sharing the scene with you.

Tan Zhen: Are you shaking your legs now?

Sheng Ye stared at WeChat for a moment, and his shivering calf immediately stopped.WeChat jumped out again.

Tan Zhen: That’s what happens when you’re nervous.

Through the screen, Sheng Ye seemed to be able to see Tan Zhen's downcast eyes and a smile when he typed this sentence.

The noisy human voice disappeared for a while and then sounded again. Sheng Ye heard Director Tang's assistant call his name.

He stood up with his mobile phone in his pocket, and the mobile phone suddenly vibrated in his pocket.

He hurriedly took out his phone again, and was amused when he saw the phrase "Tan Zhen patted you".

WeChat jumped out again.

Tan Zhen: You are my idol, I can act in the films directed by Tang Qin, how could you not?

***

The audition went well, and Sheng Ye won the male lead without any surprise.

This seems to be the most confident time since his audition. He turned back and flipped through the WeChat with Tan Zhen, and found that Tan Zhen really loved telling him "Be more confident", "I am your fan", "You are my idol" ... It seems that his self-confidence was also built up under Tan Zhen's tireless guidance, one sentence after another.

Director Tang said that he has the aura of a starring role, and this alone has thrown off other competitors. Sheng Ye couldn't believe it when he heard it. How unconfident he was before...

Xiyuan was also very happy when she heard that he won "A Thousand Autumn Snow", and took him downstairs to eat conveyor belt sushi after get off work.

At this moment, Sheng Ye hesitated and said, "Sister, actually this character is brother Tan Zhen..."

"Don't!" Xiyuan interrupted him before he finished listening, took a plate of salmon and replayed it in front of him, "Let's not talk about him, shall we?"

Sheng Ye sighed and said, "He really helped me a lot."

"I know, I know, so don't mention him, okay?"

Sheng Ye had no choice but to shut up and eat the fish.

The filming of "A Thousand Years of Snow" will not start until the end of the year, and the exact time has not yet been set. Shengye will not be able to take on other plays in the remaining months. When there is no announcement, he will ponder over the script and characters, and go back to the theater to watch when he is free In the play, he needs to maintain the state and passion of acting.

Throughout August and September, he and Tan Zhen didn't see each other very much. In August, apart from shooting magazines and attending an endorsement company's event, Tan Zhen was spending summer with his parents. In September, Tan Zhen had a series of tourism ambassador activities. to participate.During this period, neither of them tacitly talked about when they would meet. When they chatted on WeChat several times, Sheng Ye hesitated to speak. At first, the WeChat messages Tan Zhen sent to him were no longer voice messages, but more text.

After the National Day, Sheng Ye still surrendered and sent a voice message to Tan Zhen: "Brother Tan Zhen, do you have time these two days?"

After a while Tan Zhen replied: Yes, I will come back tomorrow and accompany you to the tenth.

Tomorrow is the eighth.

As soon as he made a request, Tan Zhen responded. He asked Tan Zhen, "Do you have time for these two days?" Tan Zhen really wanted to come and accompany him for two days.

If I knew it earlier, I should have asked him "Do you have time these five days?" Sheng Ye thought with a smile.

The next afternoon, he arrived at the villa first. Tan Zhen hadn't arrived yet. He was eating instant noodles in the large and deserted living room alone, and watched "Truth or Dare". After stepping on Tan Zhen, he still has to look at Salinger a few more times when he sees Salinger, and he is still a little bit unconvinced.

But he found that Salinger and Tan Zhen were completely different. When the host and Tan Zhen talked, Tan Zhen would listen carefully and answer seriously, but Salinger didn't care about these things. I didn't listen to what the director said, and I didn't care what others thought of him.

He really doesn't care.

Sheng Ye suddenly felt envious.

In the middle of the night, Tan Zhen hadn't come back yet. He was a little cold, so he subconsciously called out to Jackson, but no dog jumped up to warm him, so he remembered that this was in Toyama, where there was Jackson.

He misses Jackson a little.

Later, he fell asleep for some reason, and when he woke up, the TV was turned off, and he was covered with Tan Zhen's coat. He sat up joltingly, and looked up to see Tan Zhen wearing a homey white T-shirt and black trousers. Coming down from the second floor, he should have just taken a shower, and his hair is still half wet.

"What time is it?" Sheng Ye got up to look at his phone, and it was already past four in the morning, "How long have you been back?"

Tan Zhen said that I arrived at 02:30.

Sheng Ye was surprised: "It's so late?"

Tan Zhen didn't answer, just said: "Why don't you sleep for a while, if you keep falling asleep, I'm going to carry you to sleep in the guest room on the first floor."

Sheng Ye sat cross-legged on the sofa, pretending to be annoyed: "I knew I wouldn't wake up."

Tan Zhen smiled and sat down beside him: "Why don't you feel sorry for me, maybe I can't hold it anymore?"

Sheng Ye said, "I know you can hold it." Then he touched Tan Zhen's abdominal muscles with his hands, "How can it be that you can't hold it?"

Tan Zhen lowered his head and said "Thank you for looking after me".Sheng Ye never took his hands away, just staring at Tan Zhen's ears. Tan Zhen's skin is fair, and his ears are especially white and translucent, especially when they turn red.He looked at this big star who was still easily shy, feeling like he was nostalgic for a lifetime.

Tan Zhen's drooping eyes fell on Sheng Ye's unruly hands, he patted the back of his hand, and said softly, "Are you okay? Your hands are so cold."

Sheng Ye didn't speak, his hands touched Tan Zhen's body through the T-shirt, feeling so unreal.Tan Zhen held his cold hand, reached into his T-shirt, pressed it against his abdomen, and warmed him up.

***

For some reason, Sheng Ye suffered from insomnia that night. He was obviously very sleepy, and his eyes were full of tears from yawning, but he couldn’t fall asleep anyway. He used to turn over when he couldn’t sleep at home, but Tan Zhen fell asleep next to him, so he had to endure it. Standing, with his back to Tan Zhen, looking out the window, counting down when the sun will come.

It was finally dawning little by little, and he counted when Tan Zhen would wake up. He didn't feel sleepy until Tan Zhen woke up.

"Brother Tan Zhen?"

"Huh?" Tan Zhen paused when he got up, and whispered, "Is it disturbing you?"

Sheng Ye looked up at him: "You can lie down with me for a while."

Tan Zhen pulled back the quilt and lay down again.

He didn't fall asleep, but leaned against the head of the bed, put on his glasses, read a book, and said, "Go to sleep, I'll accompany you."

Sheng Ye hesitated again and again, and said, "Brother Tan Zhen, how long have we been together?"

Even talking about being together feels strange, as if this is not a fact, but an ambiguous fact. He considered the words "dating", "falling in love" and other words, and finally chose this one.

Tan Zhen paused and said, "It's been a year."

Sheng Ye said to himself: "It's been a long time or not long..."

Tan Zhen put down the book and looked down at him: "Why do you say this?"

Sheng Ye swallowed his throat: "Sister Xiyuan, she always seems to misunderstand you, and I don't know how to tell her..." He raised his head, looked at Tan Zhen, and asked with a kind of courageous courage, " Can I tell her about our affairs?"

He saw almost immediately that Tan Zhen was stunned.

If Tan Zhen at this moment is the leading actor in the movie, then the movie is now embarrassingly stuck.

Tan Zhen's reaction, almost without words, was enough to chill his heart.

Every second he was silent, the coldness in his heart went away.

finally--

"Sheng Ye..." Tan Zhen rolled his Adam's apple, and said, "I think..."

"Forget it," Sheng Ye interrupted him, he tried his best to shrug his shoulders easily, "I know, I understand too, don't mind, I just woke up just now, my mind is not clear and I am talking nonsense."

Tan Zhen was silent again, he looked down at Sheng Ye who had closed his eyes, and said, "I love you."

The soft and weak "I love you" made Sheng Ye's heart twitch. The three words lost their convincing force at this moment, but he still opened his eyes, held back his sadness, The greatest sincerity replied: "I love you too."

Who told him to fall in love with Tan Zhen.This is what happens when you fall in love with a star.

In fact, he knew in his heart that Tan Zhen couldn't be blamed for this, it was because he was too greedy. There were many, many moments when he could feel that Tan Zhen loved him, but why was this love so unreal?

The love that only the two parties know seems to be a little pitiful.