perfect out of control

What kind of person is Tan Zhen?Shengye has been thinking about this question for several days, how can he be so gentle and secretly so cruel?He couldn't think of a reason why Tan Zhen didn't take his gift back and passed it on. He tried to explain to Tan Zhen, but in the end he could only think that he was trying to avoid suspicion.

He could understand that Tan Zhen hid the relationship between them from his family, but even as friends, wouldn't that work?

Is it because that gift was too flattering and suspicious?A gift of several thousand yuan, and the out-of-print Zhou Xuan's first edition album that took a month to find, should he really not give it away because of his "ordinary friend" relationship with Tan Zhen?

Or did Tan Zhentai want to hide the relationship between them, to the point where even as "friends" he didn't want others to know?

Is this out of love, or out of fear?

He thought that Tan Zhen took him to Lantian County to meet his family with some intentions, but maybe Tan Zhen didn't think so much at all, he was just wishful thinking.Or maybe Tan Zhen wanted to create a feeling of "being valued" for him?

He also thought of Tan Zhen's clear and melancholy eyes like autumn water, how could there be such complicated things in them?He had never seen more pure and affectionate eyes in his life.

He didn't even have the courage to ask Tan Zhen, since he had already hidden the gift and disguised himself to such an extent, how could it be too embarrassing to expose him.

But even so, he still wanted to see Tan Zhen, and still missed his gentleness that he dared to reveal even behind closed doors.He misses the tenderness that only those who carry his back will give him.Maybe Tan Zhen is really good, maybe the reason why those CPs related to him are so hot, and why so many fans kowtow to them, is not entirely the result of marketing hype.

After suffering like this for several days, when he finally received the notification of joining the group, Sheng Ye seemed to have grasped a handful of life-saving straws, desperately trying to put these messy thoughts behind him.

Tan Zhen even knew about the news of joining the group before him, and sent a WeChat message in advance: Come on, the costume show may be a bit hard, let Xiyuan arrange an assistant for you no matter what.

Sheng Ye looked at the text messages one after another on the screen, trying to remember when Tan Zhen stopped replying to his voice and video calls frequently.

He still pressed the voice button, raised his mobile phone, thought for a while, and said, "I may have to join the group for half a year, can you come to visit the class?"

After a long time, Tan Zhen replied to him: I will try my best.

I try my best.

These three words, without Tan Zhen's voice, without his gentle and bewitching tone, without the blessing of his eyes, would have looked so cold.

Sheng Ye put down his phone and went to bed early.

***

Costume dramas are really tiring. You have to get up before dawn to do styling. The styling is complicated. There are three layers of clothes on the inside and three layers on the outside. In the evening, Sheng Ye is the protagonist. In winter, he often only sleeps four or five hours a day, and forgets his words on the set several times.But it's good to be tired as well, he didn't have much time to think about Tan Zhen's mystery.

Director Tang Qin is satisfied with him, saying that he has aura, and director Tang Qin chats with him occasionally when they eat together, and accidentally talks about Tan Zhen.

"This film was already writing the script before "Stable Structure" was released," said director Tang Qin, "Tan Zhen came to see me when I was sick, and I talked to him about this play, and he asked about it at the time. Very thin, I said why do you want to act, I am afraid I can't afford you now, Tan Zhen said that I will give you a better actor than me, I thought he was exaggerating at the time, now it seems that he did not lie to me ah."

Sheng Ye hurriedly said, "I'm not that good, it's Brother Tan Zhen who overrated me."

"He may be overrated, but it's not far from it. You are the most relaxed actor I've ever seen getting into a play," Director Tang Qin said with a smile, "But once you're in a play, you have to remember to act."

Sheng Ye heard this sentence, perhaps the speaker had no intention of it, but the listener had intentions.

There is a scene where the shadow guard who has been guarding the fugitive prince Li Yuan and protecting him in every possible way betrays the prince in the end.At the age of 16, Li Yuan was betrayed by the person she trusted most in her life. She was hit hard and almost collapsed.In the heavy rain, the boom camera filmed him with his head up in mourning. Sheng Ye was in a trance after filming this scene. He couldn't get into a literary play in the afternoon. Director Tang Qin let him rest for 10 minutes , let him adjust the status.

He seems to have been hit by director Tang Qin.

Later, he apologized to Director Tang Qin and the actors who took part in that scene. Director Tang Qin was reasonable and said: "It's okay, you exploded so well in the last scene. I saw tears in my eyes at that time. It's understandable. The actor's Energy is also conserved."

Sheng Ye couldn't help asking: "...Director Tang, who is the easiest actor you've ever seen?"

Tang Qin laughed: "What's the problem? There are no actors who specialize in how to play. But if you want to talk about actors with good control, there are quite a few actors. If you say it, you can enter it, and you can accept it." After thinking about it I want to say, "Tan Zhen is this kind of actor. If you can't handle it well, you can learn from him."

Sheng Ye nodded silently.

Sheng Ye did not talk to Tan Zhen at night. Tan Zhen seemed to have an announcement for an interview program today, and Sheng Ye was too tired today, and fell asleep as soon as he touched the bed. There was a rumbling sound, and he struggled to get up, only to see a missed WeChat video call on his phone, it was from Tan Zhen, and the time was at twelve o'clock last night.

He hurriedly replied, "I fell asleep yesterday", washed up quickly, and went downstairs to put on makeup.He is the lead actor, so he was the first to get the make-up done, so he couldn't be late, otherwise it would delay the other actors.

The mobile phone was also placed on the dressing table when doing styling, but there was no movement. The makeup was about an hour and a half. Shengye waited for a while on WeChat and then fell asleep. He only occasionally heard the voices of two service teachers chatting. Suddenly a word drilled into the ear.

The word "Valentine's Day" opened his eyes.

I almost forgot, today is February 2th, did Tan Zhen receive his gift?

Because Tan Zhen said that he would buy shoes for him in the future, he gave Tan Zhen a pair of new tennis shoes from ASICS and a tennis racket from Head. Tan Zhen belonged to the CTR school tennis team, and he was a little regretful, because he had never seen Tan Zhen playing tennis.

So I gave him this pair of tennis equipment, hoping to surprise Tan Zhen, and hope that the one I love will always be as clear and hot as a teenager, and never be confused.

The mobile phone finally rang on the dressing table, and there were three WeChat notifications in a row. Sheng Ye quickly stretched his arms to take it over, opened WeChat, and saw the little red dot on the bottom right of Tan Zhen's profile picture. The makeup teacher was still putting on a hood for him. I held back and didn't open it.

After suffering for half an hour, the shape was finally done. He walked out of the dressing room with a long costume, stood in the corridor and clicked on WeChat.

Tan Zhen: I like sneakers and rackets very much. How did you know that I play tennis?

Tan Zhen: Happy Valentine's Day.

The last photo is not Tan Zhen’s selfie. Tan Zhen rarely posts photos of himself, whether on Weibo or WeChat.

The photo was taken of the villa in Fushan Villa. There was a brand new black grand piano by the floor-to-ceiling windows on the terrace.

Sheng Ye was still hopelessly moved.

After filming the first scene in the morning, during the break, Sheng Ye sat alone at the end of the corridor outside the palace, flipping through WeChat. He asked Tan Zhen, "Does the shoe fit?" After that, there was no new WeChat message, but he looked at the piano. That's enough.The triangle cover of the piano was covered, and there was something on it. He zoomed in on the photo, and it seemed to be a booklet.

Didn't you also buy the sheet music of Paganini's Rhapsody on a Theme?

"What are you looking at so seriously?"

A familiar female voice came from behind, and Sheng Ye turned around in shock, and saw Xi Yuan who was standing under the eaves of the verandah, waving and smiling at him with a bag of things.

"Sister Xiyuan!" He stood up happily, "Why are you here?"

"Come to visit your class!" Xi Yuan seemed to be jumping up when she saw him, amused and distressed, "Seeing that you have lost weight, do you blame me for coming here now?"

There was really a little guilt in her tone, Sheng Ye heard it, and shook his head with a smile: "I'm very surprised that you can come, come, sit here!" Leading Xi Yuan to a place with little wind under the eaves , sitting on the outside to shield her from the wind, Xiyuan said, "Oh, I'm hot", Shengye let her sit on the outside of the ventilation again, and even swept the dust on the bench for her before letting her go. she sits.

As soon as Xiyuan sat down, she handed him the paper bag in her hand.

"What?" Sheng Ye took the paper bag curiously. It was quite heavy. When he opened it, he saw that it was full of food.

"Sometimes when I'm filming, I don't know what to eat. If I'm hungry, I eat something to fill it up." Xiyuan said.

For some reason, Sheng Ye's eyes became a little hot, and he nodded.

Xiyuan watched his Adam's apple rolling back and forth. She herself is an only child, and she couldn't figure out why signing an artist was like having a younger brother. She was very easy to soften her heart.She raised a smile and said, "Look below!"

Sheng Ye took out the bags of food and found a bento box at the bottom. He recognized the bento box at home, and couldn't help but widen his eyes in surprise. He took out the bento box and opened it. It turned out to be glutinous rice balls made by his mother. A large box was neatly stacked.

"Auntie made it all night last night. I went to pick it up early this morning. It took me an hour and a half to get here by train. It's still fresh. You can heat it up when you go back tonight." Xiyuan looked down at the bento box on his lap, " Isn't it the New Year's Eve soon, and you can't go back."

Sheng Ye pursed his lips and nodded again and again, and closed the box. Although he talked with his mother on the phone every week and was used to reporting good news but not bad news every time, in fact, he really missed her and Jackson when he was so tired that he was falling apart.

Xiyuan smiled at him in the sun, and he also laughed for a while, only feeling a little sad in the corner of his heart.

On Valentine's Day, he was very happy to have a visitor, even if it wasn't Tan Zhen.

That day, Xiyuan stayed to watch him finish the two performances in the afternoon. When she was sweating, Xiyuan wiped his sweat, and handed him water when her mouth was dry. It was getting late, so Sheng Ye persuaded her to go back early : "Sister Xiyuan, hurry up, if you miss the bus later, you won't be able to catch the train."

Xiyuan said slowly, "Then take care of yourself. When you go back to the hotel, don't forget that bag of food. Many of them can be reheated. You can eat them after they are warmed up! I will come to see you again!"

"Understood, you are really long-winded!"

He pretended to be impatient to chase people away, watching Xiyuan walking down the forest path, turning his head while walking, waving at him, motioning him to go back, he also waved at her, watching her become a distant and small silhouette.

Tears welled up in his eyes for some reason, it felt a bit like the young prince Li Yuan bid farewell to his elder sister who loved him since childhood, and it was not until many years later that the two waited for the reunion.

When the little shadow was completely invisible, Sheng Ye walked back with the costume in his hands. The sun was setting in the distance. Looking at the sunset, he felt a sweet and astringent feeling in his heart, which he couldn't describe.

***

Entering March, the temperature has warmed up, and the progress of the script has been filmed more than half in one breath. If the filming continues with this momentum, it is hoped that the filming will not be postponed. Everyone in the crew praised him as the lead actor for his dedication, and the progress is so fast. They said that if they meet those big names It's really crazy for the actors to play on both sides.

Sheng Ye also had to stick warm babies when he joined the group at the beginning, and now he has to wipe his sweat after a shoot. He has no assistant, so he can only wipe his forehead in front of the mirror. After wiping, he remembered to shoot "Stable "Structure", it was extremely hot, Tan Zhen drove the nanny's car, opened the door to blow air-conditioning for him, such a luxurious business car was used by Tan Zhen as an air-conditioning fan, and he laughed unconsciously.

A few days later, it was the photographer's birthday. Tang Qin arranged a cake. Everyone sang the birthday song and ate the cake. On this day, director Tang Qin asked everyone to leave the show early, and Sheng Ye went back to the hotel for a comfortable rush. I was taking a shower, and I heard someone knocking on the door. It was Xiaofei, the field manager. She heard that his knee was injured, so she came here to deliver medicine to him.

Sheng Ye took the medicine and thanked him, took the tube of medicine and sat on his bruised knee beside the bed. Although filming a costume drama was very hard, the whole crew took good care of him, Director Tang even noticed him He forgot to bring water, and asked someone to give him Fubao Ice Spring or something. When he first arrived, the weather was still very cold. There were a few scenes where he was fleeing in the snow wearing unlined clothes. After filming, he froze all over. My sister gave him a warm baby, so the hard work paid off, but it was a pleasure to stay in such a crew.He was a little nervous when he was playing with several senior actors, but the seniors were very calm and said that it was okay and let him relax. During the filming interval, he also heard the seniors mention Tan Zhen, saying, "I used to film with Tan Zhen." When Tan Zhen was more nervous, you are much better than him," before he relaxed a little.

After applying the medicine, he lay down on the bed. Finally, he had time to sleep for eight hours. He didn't even bother to turn off the light, and fell asleep right away.

Dazedly, he seemed to hear a knock on the door, but the knock was very soft. He seemed to hear Tan Zhen’s voice in a dream, vaguely as if he was talking to someone, another person said something, and then the knock on the door came again It rang twice, then stopped again, the voice that seemed to be Tan Zhen said: "Forget it, he may have fallen asleep, let him sleep."

He missed again uncontrollably.

Gentle, cruel, unpredictable and irresistible Tan Zhen...