perfect out of control

Sheng Ye has been reflecting on whether he is too in love, why Tan Zhen just went back to accompany his aunt, and it was on Mother's Day, he would also feel lost, he clearly knew how important Tan's mother was to Tan Zhen, he How can you be so selfish?

The day before Mother's Day, he was still thinking about Tan Zhen, and spent the whole night thinking about it distraughtly, lying on the bed and counting down the dawn, and his innocence was just like that. He sat up without sleepiness and got out of bed.

The time is [-]:[-] in the morning, the sky is not bright yet, maybe the weather is a bit cloudy today, the house looks a bit dark, only the lights in the kitchen and the living balcony are on, Sheng Ye walked over and saw Lou Ying washing clothes by herself on the living balcony.

Looking at the back of his mother bending over, Shengye's throat was slightly astringent, he stepped forward, knelt down to help put the laundry into the drum one by one.

Lou Ying was surprised: "Why do you get up so early?"

"I woke up when I couldn't fall asleep." After closing the lid of the washing machine, he got up and said, "Mom, tomorrow is Mother's Day, let's go out and play for two days."

Lou Ying froze for a moment, she looked happy, but also surprised: "Why do you suddenly think of going out to play?"

The sound of water filling came from the drum washing machine. Sheng Ye concealed the guilt in his heart and said, "Didn't we have no car before? We seldom went out for travel. Now that we have a car, it is convenient for me to take you and Jackson out. That car I bought it and only took you out to play once..."

"Isn't that your company's car?" Lou Ying asked.

"Yes," Sheng Ye corrected, "The car bought by the company is for me to drive, and I have to make the best use of it." He didn't want to keep talking about buying a car, because it would remind him of Tan Zhen and Tan Zhen again. I taught him how to drive a car, helped him reverse a car, tried to raise a smiling face, and asked, "Where do you want to go?"

Lou Ying hesitated: "Do you have that much time?"

"Yes!" Sheng Ye said, "In just a few days, this shop will disappear after passing this village!"

Lou Ying laughed: "Anywhere is fine."

"That's good!" Sheng Ye smiled, "I'll look for nearby attractions later, let's go for a self-driving tour!"

Jackson let out a "woo" at his feet.

Sheng Ye leaned over and patted its head: "Don't worry, I won't forget you!"

Lou Ying just finished the third shift, and she will take two days off tomorrow, and she went to the hospital for another day, Sheng Ye really took his mother and dog out, and bought a bunch of carnations before leaving, Lou Ying He smiled and said, "When we come back, the flowers will all be gone."

Sheng Ye regretted: "That's right..." Then he had an idea, "Let's take a picture of it!"

So the two hugged Jackson and took a photo in front of the carnation, leaving this moment.

The photo is very good, it is the pinnacle of his self-portrait skills, the room is sunny and the flowers are blooming just right, the room is relatively plain, but once the flowers are placed, the colors become colorful, even people and dogs are set off It's a little bit brighter.After taking the photo, Sheng Ye couldn't help looking at the TV cabinet, but unfortunately there was one person missing in the group photo.

He took Louying touring the mountains and rivers all the way, stopping at every beautiful place to take pictures. When he was on the road, Jackson lay on the car window, with his dog ears up, enjoying the vast world that he hadn't seen in the first half of his life.

Although he was happy on the road, he was actually very guilty in his heart, because the idea of ​​this instant trip was only after he could not see Tan Zhen. Festival, the person who gave birth to him is the person he should accompany most.

After visiting an ancient town for half a day, while eating at a private restaurant at noon, Sheng Ye received a WeChat message from Tan Zhen.

On WeChat, Tan Zhen said that he would be back on the evening of the 11th, that is tomorrow, Sheng Ye thought, but he was about to start running on the 13th.It is impossible and impossible for him to rush back.

They have no time to meet.

Seeing him looking at the phone in a daze, Lou Ying asked, "What's wrong?"

Sheng Ye turned off his phone and smiled: "It's okay, Sister Xiyuan told me to drive carefully." He picked up a piece of roasted tofu with his chopsticks, "Eat and see if this is authentic!"

Looking for a place to stay at night, Lou Ying insisted that it should not be too expensive, but Sheng Ye insisted on taking her to live in a five-star hotel, and there was no special reason. The five-star hotel was already on his travel list, and it was similar to a luxury cruise ship. Such a project, just not enough time, can only stay for one night.He himself did not yearn for this at all, but he wanted his mother to enjoy it.

There are not many people who come out to play on Mother's Day, because there is no holiday, so it is not too expensive.But he didn't dare to tell Lou Ying about the room rate of 800 yuan a night.

Being an actor is at least a little bit good. What was considered expensive before is not a big deal now.

In the evening, Sheng Ye finished washing in the bathroom, and when he came out, his mother greeted him on the sofa: "Will you come and see, the guest of this episode is Tan Zhen."

Sheng Ye looked at the TV screen. It was "One Call, All Responses". He didn't even know that Tan Zhen was on the announcement. It should have been recorded a week ago, and it happened to be broadcast today.

He suddenly lost interest for no reason.

Lou Ying raised her head and asked him, "Aren't you watching?"

Maybe I used to show too much admiration for Tan Zhen in front of my mother, but my mother would find it strange that I suddenly said that I didn't want to watch Tan Zhen's show.

Sheng Ye had no choice but to pull himself together, walked over and sat down, as if watching TV with his mother.

This issue caught up with Mother's Day. At the beginning, the assistant host gave carnations to the concubine who had just become a mother. The concubine also wished every mother in the world a happy Mother's Day in the opening remarks.

He sat down and watched for a few minutes before regretting it. Sitting on the red sofa, Tan Zhen was still elegant, introverted and charming. He was once a gorgeous prince and now a gorgeous actor, but...

But he had no ring on his hand.

Sheng Ye stared at Tan Zhen's hands, looking at them over and over again like he was masochistic. Tan Zhen would occasionally cross his fingers, or wrap one hand around the other. The fingers are all empty.

He couldn't hear what the concubine and Tan Zhen were talking about.

"Today is Mother's Day, will your mother watch your show?" Sister Fei asked.

"Yes." Tan Zhen nodded.

"Is your mother the type who worries about your career, or the type who trusts you completely and lets you go on your own?"

Tan Zhen's hands hanging on his knees shook each other: "She...be in the middle."

The concubine asked curiously: "As for you, do you want your parents to care more about your career, or do you hope they don't care about it? After all, the career of being a celebrity has a lot to bear, and sometimes it is a big burden on the family."

"I hope she doesn't care, but I can't control her." Tan Zhen smiled, feeling a little helpless.

Concubine concubine sighed: "There is no other way. In fact, it is impossible for parents to say that they are completely at ease and not to ask about their children's career. It is just that many times they secretly care about and don't talk to their children. But you are already great, your mother I must be very proud of you, you must have been a very sensible child when you were young, and you would never make your mother angry?"

"No, I also got into trouble when I was young, mainly because my mother wouldn't get angry." Tan Zhen said, with a shallow, decent smile on the corner of his mouth.

"how is this possible?"

"Really, she will be very sad when I do something wrong, but she seldom gets angry at me. Sometimes she gets angry for a few seconds when she is very angry, and then she is still sad. She will say that it is her fault, she did not Teach me well, or ignore something."

Sister Concubine: "So that's the case, then what mood are you in?"

Tan Zhen rubbed his palms slowly: "...just feel sad."

"Is it more sad than hitting you? This is actually pretty good," Sister Fei said to the audience, "So as a parent, don't beat and scold your child all day long, you have to let him realize from the bottom of his heart that he was wrong , " said with clasped hands towards the camera, "Thanks to Mama Tan, I have learned."

They chatted all the time, from Tan Zhen's mother to Tan Zhen's movies to Tan Zhen's ideal type.

The concubine asked: "You are a very traditional kind of boy, what kind of girl do you like? Have many people asked you this question?"

Tan Zhen nodded: "It's still the same, we get along well." He said a little perfunctorily, "Others are the same as everyone else."

"Lovely, filial?"

"En." Tan Zhen responded from deep in his throat, and said lightly, "Almost."

"Sheng Ye?" Lou Ying looked in surprise at Sheng Ye who stood up suddenly without warning.

Sheng Ye bowed his head and said, "Mom, I'm a little tired, so I'm going to sleep first."

***

It was very late that night, Tan Zhen made two video calls, and Lou Ying was already asleep in the bed next door, Sheng Ye refused to answer it of course, leaving only one sentence: My mother is here, it is inconvenient.

Tan Zhen had no choice but to type him: When will your vacation end?

Sheng Yehui: The day after tomorrow.

Tan Zhen replied after a long time: Really?

Sheng Ye stared at these two words, not knowing what mood Tan Zhen was in when he typed these two words, whether his revenge had succeeded, and he didn't know when the next time they would meet, and he felt a little regretful, thinking it was just for A ring that has caused a storm is not worth it.

After a long time, Tan Zhen sent a sentence: Can you wait for Auntie to fall asleep and return a video call to me outside the hotel?

Sheng Ye stared at this sentence for a long time, until another sentence jumped out.

Tan Zhen: We haven't seen each other for a long time, I want to see you.

Sheng Ye felt uncomfortable as if there was water pouring down his nose and throat. He knew that he had really taken revenge on Tan Zhen and made Tan Zhen uncomfortable. He had never seen Tan Zhen speak so humblely, but why did he feel worse? Sad?

Why are you hiding that record?

Why did you take off that ring? Your fans and your manager have clarified it for you to that point. Is that still necessary?

Do you know that even if I was scolded, hacked and cursed, I didn't even think about taking it off for a minute. He looked down at the phone and saw a tear on the screen. The lights in the room were turned off, and only The lit phone screen is his dependence, but this time he chose not to rely on it.

He wiped away the tears and typed word by word: Sorry, I'm really tired today.

Then he kept guarding the phone until the screen went dark, and he turned it on again, and when it went dark again, he turned it on again, and finally waited for Tan Zhen's reply.

Tan Zhen: Then take a good rest.

Tan Zhen: I love you.

He took a deep breath in the dark, and the tears finally did not fall.

Such a gentle and cruel Tan Zhen that he couldn't understand.