perfect out of control

So when something like this happened, who should be blamed, Lou Ying thought, Tan Zhen?But Tan Zhen is only three years older than Sheng Ye. At his age, he has already done well enough. Is Sheng Ye to be blamed? Trying to woo a loved one?

The first time Tan Zhen appeared in front of the world was in the youth idol drama "Creating Love". In the drama, he played two roles, playing a pair of twins. The elder brother is the lead singer of a wild and unruly rock band, and the younger brother is A young physics genius.The film was so popular at the time that Tan Zhen's name spread throughout the country.

Sheng Ye was 17 years old that year, and he would finish all his homework before 10:30 in the evening, and then sit in the living room and watch TV with her for a while.At first he would laugh at her and say, "Mom, do you still watch idol dramas?" When Bai Xingnian and Bai Xingheng played by Tan Zhen appeared in the camera, Sheng Ye's eyes lit up instantly, and he used that kind of watching The very admiration tone used in the ball game, let out a particularly childish "he is so handsome".

Later, every episode of "Creating Love" Sheng Ye did not fall behind. Gradually, his comments on Tan Zhen changed from "he is so handsome" to "he acted really well", and his attention to Tan Zhen was also shifted from the play Outside of the show, for example, I would occasionally give her science education, saying that this is Tan Zhen’s first play, and he is still a student at the CRT Film Academy. For example, when she said that Xue Li looked extraordinarily petite in this play, he would say That's because Tan Zhen is 1.8 meters five, which is considered tall among young actors.She vaguely sensed that Sheng Ye had a feeling of admiration or love for Tan Zhen, but that was not surprising, the 20-year-old Tan Zhen was indeed born out of nowhere, astonishing the world.

In addition to his excellent appearance, Tan Zhen has a kind of temperament that other young actors and idols do not possess. Just like what Sister Concubine said, he has a contradictory temperament that is both gorgeous and pure, tall and handsome, well-born, and well-spoken. His behavior is extraordinary, which should be the prince's setting, but his eyes are as pure as spring water, which makes people think he is like the shy boy next door.It is not inappropriate to describe the 20-year-old Tan Zhen as "the melancholy prince". The two roles he plays, whether it is Bai Xingnian, the lead singer of the wild and unruly band, or Bai Xingheng, the physics genius who is indifferent to the world, are full of charm. There is a sense of melancholy that is inherited in one continuous line. Director Tang Qin once said in a chat show that this does not come from the characters, but from Tan Zhen himself.

"When we wrote the script and the biographies of the characters, we didn't want to say that these two characters were very melancholy. Tan Zhen, this is his own thing."

There are many people who don't take Tan Zhen seriously, but Lou Ying, as one of the very few people who have had contact with Tan Zhen, is convinced that Tan Zhen is not acting or pretending to be melancholy, the melancholy in him is real, Maybe it's from the family environment he grew up in, she thought.The extremely excellent upbringing makes Tan Zhen's speech and behavior impeccable, and he is so mature and stable that he is almost beyond his age. If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, it would be hard for ordinary people to believe that there is such a boy who has been polished so delicately from the inside to the outside.Not a prince, but a prince.

Because of Tan Zhen, Sheng Ye joined the school's drama club, and because of Tan Zhen, he insisted on applying for the film academy. For this reason, he did not hesitate to quarrel with Sheng Yanfeng, and enlisted Jie Pingan, who was already a little famous at that time, to support him.At that time, she thought that Tan Zhen was just an idol who was too powerful for Sheng Ye, and that he was the goal of his efforts. After all, Tan Zhen really had the capital to be looked up to. Parents will be worried, not proud?

But Morino is different.She was too careless.

Later, because of Tan Zhen, Shengye wanted to break the oath he made before his father's hospital bed. She should have noticed it at that time, but she didn't. Instead, she encouraged him to pursue his dream.But is this dream a movie, or Tan Zhen?

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After graduating from the Film Academy, Sheng Ye kept his promise to Sheng Yanfeng before his hospital bed. He signed a contract with the Yihai Theater Troupe and devoted himself to being a drama actor.

Lou Ying remembered the plays he acted in, and she would go to see them all.Drama actors work much harder than she imagined. They rehearse a play repeatedly for ten days and a half months, and the rehearsal fee is only 200 yuan per day. Considerable, if it does not sell well, dozens of days of rehearsals will be in vain.All of Sheng Ye's classmates had made good progress in the film and television industry, but he was the only one confined to the stage. Others thought he really loved the theater stage so much, and Sheng Ye never explained it.

Jie Pingan came to see their mother and son occasionally. He was already a director at that time, because he had made a film "Records of the Survival of an Underground Band" a few years ago.When the film first came out, it caused a storm because the popular king Sui Qingchi was mentioned in the film, and it was suspected of uglification. Jie Pingan almost got into a lawsuit. After a ride out of the circle, Jie Pingan was a blessing in disguise, and was noticed by the industry for his excellent director skills. The subsequent few low-budget literary films also got better reputations, gradually gaining fame in the circle.

That day, Jie Ping An went to Yihai Theater to watch Sheng Ye's performance, and was so excited that he went to the hospital to lobby her at night, saying that Sheng Ye was a "natural actor", and it would be a waste of youth to waste his youth in the troupe, so he advised her not to delay Morino.She doesn't understand acting, but this is not the first time someone has come to talk to her about Sheng Ye's future. Sheng Ye's line teacher and acting teacher at CTR Film Academy have communicated with her, and she can only say that she respects Sheng Ye insincerely own choice.

But Jie Ping'an was not easy to prevaricate, she really couldn't persuade him, so she told him the promise she made in front of Sheng Yanfeng's bed, Jie Ping'an was dumbfounded for a long time after listening, and sighed.When he left, his back was very lonely, not like a big director.

In fact, Sheng Ye did not fully star in a drama during his time in the troupe. Yihai is a well-known local theater troupe. It has extremely high requirements for scripts and actors. The stage experience, but also a certain life experience, Sheng Ye who just graduated is only 22 years old, too young, and the time to join the troupe is too short.

Once at the dinner table, Sheng Ye asked her: "How old was my dad when he took the leading role?" She could only shake her head, and she didn't know. Over Sheng Yanfeng.

Sheng Ye would ask this question, she knew that he was serious about acting, she watched Sheng Ye go from an inconspicuous supporting role to the second male lead, the play was called "The Life of an Actor", in this drama written by a new screenwriter In the repertoire created, Yihai used a brand new cast, and Sheng Ye finally had a chance to be remembered.The show was a great success. She saw Sheng Ye's explosion on the stage, and saw people shed tears because of him. After the director came back with the heroine and heroine for the second time, the audience collectively shouted "Sheng Ye" The names of wild characters, "Lu Erhao" and "Lu Erhao" accompanied by rhythmic applause, Sheng Ye was urged by the director to come on stage, and bowed to the curtain call together with the heroine and director.

She wept and applauded in the audience, wondering if Sheng Yanfeng would be relieved to see this scene, and if he did not stop Sheng Ye from applying for the film school, would he be willing to give his son another chance.

For a while, roughly when the drama "The Life of an Actor" was on tour, Shengye came back with a large bouquet of flowers every now and then. She wondered why someone would send flowers to actors, and those flowers were very expensive , all are roses, roses of various colors, most of them are red, but there are also champagne, blue, green, pink ones... Sheng Ye hesitated and said that it was a gift from fans of the show.

"The same person?" she asked.

Sheng Ye nodded, and then said softly: "He said he hoped to see me on the big screen in the future."

This was the first time they talked about this, Lou Ying was caught off guard, she heard that Sheng Ye was just saying that, without any hope, so she could only keep silent.

Sheng Ye carefully put those flowers into a specially bought vase and put them on the window sill of the bedroom. Every time he waited until the flowers withered and faded, he reluctantly took them out and took them downstairs.

Every time I still have to sigh: "Why do flowers have to thank..."

"Then tell your fans not to give it away." She said with a smile.

Sheng Ye was silent for a long time behind her, then suddenly said:

"...That won't work."

The tone is serious and caring.