sweetheart confession

Pei Zhanyang didn't want Chen Ruixi to be afraid, but Chen Ruixi was still afraid.

His first thought was that Pei Zhanyang kissed him, and his second thought was that the two of them were still standing on the street.

Fortunately they took a short cut to get to dinner.Now there is no one around, only a stray dog ​​not far away is watching them quietly.

As if aware of Chen Ruixi's gaze, the stray dog ​​barked several times at Chen Ruixi.

Pei Zhanyang followed the prestige and looked over. The stray dog ​​curled up and whimpered in fear, then ran away.

Chen Ruixi: "..." Are dogs so good at watching people now?

Chen Ruixi struggled twice, but couldn't free her hand from Pei Zhanyang's.He looked up at the boy who was playing a rascal, and said firmly, out of breath, "Let me go."

Pei Zhanyang looked back at him, still holding his hand, pretending not to hear Chen Ruixi's words.

So Chen Ruixi repeated the words again, and even added a clear subject: "Pei Zhanyang, let me go."

The eyes of the boy who was much taller than him flickered, and finally let him go reluctantly.

In fact, strictly speaking, the one just now should not be considered a kiss at all, but just a skin-to-skin touch.And the time was too short. By the time Chen Ruixi, who had a long reflex arc, realized it, the temperature remaining on his cheeks had been blown away by the cold wind.

Pei Zhanyang observed Chen Ruixi's expression, he bit his lip, his face was troubled, but he didn't seem to be angry.

"We..." Chen Ruixi tried his best to pretend that this incident never happened, he said softly, "Let's go have dinner."

"it is good."

Pei Zhanyang breathed a sigh of relief silently, as long as Chen Ruixi didn't get angry.

But he was still a little disappointed, that was his first kiss just now, unfortunately Chen Ruixi didn't express anything.

The two walked forward side by side, but Chen Ruixi fell behind him as they walked.Pei Zhanyang stopped to wait for him, and when he turned his head, he saw Chen Ruixi stumbling with his left foot and falling to the ground in front of him.

"Sissy!"

Pei Zhanyang ran over in two or three steps, Chen Ruixi got up on his own after falling down, and there was no expression of pain on his face.

"Where did you fall? Does it hurt?" Pei Zhanyang asked him anxiously.

Chen Ruixi stretched out his hands towards him, and the palms of both his hands were broken.

Pei Zhanyang had suffered so many injuries in fights, and he had never yelled that he was in pain.But right now his brows were deeply frowned, as if he was the one who fell down.

He took his hand carefully and asked, "Does it hurt?"

Chen Ruixi glanced at him, and replied with pursed lips, "It doesn't hurt."

"Why are you so careless?" Pei Zhanyang saw the scene of Chen Ruixi falling down clearly, "What were you thinking just now?"

What else can I think?Chen Ruixi, who had a long reflex arc, now reacted, and wanted to drive Pei Zhanyang's kissing him out of his mind.But the more he wanted to forget something, the more he could remember it clearly. The few seconds just now were automatically broken down into frame-by-frame fragments, which were firmly nailed into Chen Ruixi's head.

Pei Zhanyang regretted that Chen Ruixi didn't express it, but he didn't know that this was Chen Ruixi's expression.

Chen Ruixi's school uniform trouser legs were stained with dust, Pei Zhanyang bent down and patted his trouser legs, and took the schoolbag from his shoulder.

He blocked Chen Ruixi's extending hand with his arm, and naturally put his back on the other side.

"Let's go." It was already dark, Pei Zhanyang turned his back to the street lamp, his eyes seemed to be very bright, "I will take you to the pharmacy."

There is a pharmacy not far from here, Pei Zhanyang took Chen Ruixi with ease, and found this pharmacy not long after.

There are a lot of advertisements on the glass door, most of which are some kind of health medicine, the price is affordable, welcome to buy.When the two entered, the owner of the pharmacy was sitting in front of the cash register watching a TV series. He looked up and saw Pei Zhanyang, and said in a familiar tone, "You're coming?"

"Ah."

"What's the matter this time?" The boss is about forty, with a fat body and a very kind appearance.He looked around Pei Zhanyang's face, but he didn't see the wound: "This time it's on the body?"

"No, it's not me."

"Then why are you here? Buying medicine? Have a cold?"

"Not at all."

The two asked and answered, with a natural attitude, and Pei Zhanyang came here a lot after seeing Pei Zhanyang.

Pei Zhanyang pushed Chen Ruixi who was hiding behind him out, and said calmly: "He fell and broke his palm, please apply some medicine for him."

Only then did the boss see Chen Ruixi's face clearly, and he looked at it with great interest for a long time.At first glance, Chen Ruixi was that kind of obedient student. It seemed difficult for him to understand why such an obedient student would get involved with Pei Zhanyang.

"Did you fall?" The boss obviously had an expression of disbelief, "You couldn't be the one who beat him up?"

As he said that, he put on a smiling face, and said to Chen Ruixi with a smile: "Student, didn't you fall down? Did this fierce-looking male classmate hit you? Don't be afraid, tell the truth to uncle. Uncle most I hate campus violence, you tell your uncle, and your uncle will make the decision for you."

Chen Ruixi obviously didn't expect the boss to say such words to him. He turned his head to look at Pei Zhanyang, and found that his face was full of speechless expression.

"No." Chen Ruixi said in embarrassment, "I fell down by myself."

"Did you really fall?"

"Ah."

"How did you fall?"

"Fall flat."

Boss: "..." Pei Zhanyang was tired of listening, and urged: "Can you stop talking nonsense?"

"It's the first time I saw him. I've never seen him among your brothers before." The boss picked up the medicine box behind him and walked out from behind the cashier, "Boy, it's not that you fight every day, I It's all conditioned reflex."

"Come on, classmate—" the boss greeted Chen Ruixi, "You sit here."

Chen Ruixi fell quite hard, his right hand was better, but most of the palm of his left hand was scratched.The two walked all the way, the blood was solidified on the surface of the skin, the boss took a trash can, and planned to wash his hands with alcohol.

He unscrewed a new bottle of alcohol, and raised his eyes before pouring it to remind him: "Hold on, it will hurt a little."

Chen Ruixi nodded, obviously having a wrong perception of "pain".

The 26% medical alcohol quickly drenched the entire palm, Chen Ruixi's scalp went numb, and he immediately retracted his hand.

Pei Zhanyang noticed that his face turned pale instantly, and was so angry that he took the alcohol from the boss's hand.It was rare for him to speak so angrily, wishing to punch the boss twice in the face: "Can you be gentle!"

In fact, it's not the boss's rudeness. He always disinfects Pei Zhanyang and Ma Zijun on weekdays.Unlike Chen Ruixi, the number of injuries throughout the year can be counted on one hand.

The effect of alcohol stimulated Chen Ruixi's pain-sensing nerves. His lips trembled in pain. He opened his mouth to speak, but instead he whimpered.

Pei Zhanyang was frightened by his voice, and wanted to help him wipe off the alcohol on his hands, but his rationality told him not to do so.

"Xixi, does it hurt?" If possible, Pei Zhanyang wished to be able to pain for him.He softened his tone, bent down and blew on Chen Ruixi's hand: "I'll blow it for you, and the pain will be gone soon."

The boss turned around and unpacked the package of cotton swabs, then pushed Pei Zhanyang's big head away.He looked at Pei Zhanyang as if he was looking at a fool, but then he confirmed Chen Ruixi's identity: "This is your brother, right? I can't see that you fight so fiercely, but you are very kind to my brother."

He half-closed his eyes, took a cotton swab and carefully washed off the blood stains stuck to the wound.At this time, Chen Ruixi could no longer feel the pain, his face was pale, and he only hoped that the boss would move faster.

"It's a good thing that the right hand is not as serious as the left hand..." the boss babbled, "otherwise you wouldn't even be able to do your homework."

By the time the two walked out of the pharmacy, it was already past the time for dinner.The boss did not wrap gauze on him, but only applied red medicine, saying that it would heal faster.

It was supposed to be a dinner date with a good atmosphere, but it started to develop in an uncontrollable direction from Pei Zhanyang's kiss.Both Pei Zhanyang and Chen Ruixi were out of the mood to eat at this time, they randomly found a shop and ate a bowl of noodles, and then Pei Zhanyang sent Chen Ruixi home.

Originally, Chen Ruixi's cold was not cured, but she was tortured again in the pharmacy just now.He drooped his eyelids and looked tired.

On the way home, Chen Ruixi didn't pay much attention to Pei Zhanyang. Pei Zhanyang sent him downstairs in the community, and carried his schoolbag on Chen Ruixi's shoulder.

He seemed to feel Chen Ruixi's depression, and seemed to understand that he had done something wrong.Pei Zhanyang looked at Chen Ruixi, and apologized to him dejectedly: "Chen Ruixi, I'm sorry."

On the surface, Chen Ruixi's fall had nothing to do with Pei Zhanyang. Chen Ruixi was indeed very tired, but the more tired he became, the clearer his mind became.

Pei Zhanyang's actions again and again were a wake-up call to Chen Ruixi - he was seriously chasing himself.So he suddenly started to think about a question, that is, the phrase "I really like you" that Pei Zhanyang said, what exactly does he like about himself?

Chen Ruixi and Pei Zhanyang are people from two different worlds. Pei Zhanyang is handsome and has many friends. He has a lot of aura around him, while Chen Ruixi seems to have nothing but good grades.

So Chen Ruixi should like Pei Zhanyang, and Pei Zhanyang likes Chen Ruixi, so there will be a question mark in the future.

Hearing Pei Zhanyang's apology, Chen Ruixi shook his head subconsciously: "I fell down by myself, and it has nothing to do with you."

Chen Ruixi is really smart, he really likes Pei Zhanyang, and he also likes Pei Zhanyang to be close to him.But if Pei Zhanyang was just playing with him, then he would rather tell him clearly that it's fine for the two of them to be friends or strangers, anyway, the worst thing is to go back to the original point and continue to fall in love with him secretly.

Pei Zhanyang always felt a little uncomfortable: "Then you have a good rest at night."

"it is good."

Pei Zhanyang thought for a long time and suddenly ran out of words, and finally choked out "see you tomorrow", but Chen Ruixi called his name.

He cut to the chase and asked directly, "What do you like about me?"

Pei Zhanyang was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Chen Ruixi, who was always introverted, to be so direct.

What does he like about Chen Ruixi?Pei Zhanyang must have thought about this question and has an answer to it.

So he answered.

"I like the feeling of being with you."

The word "feeling" is a very illusory thing. Many things that cannot be described can be replaced by the word "feeling".But in the same way, the "like" described by "feeling" has become illusory.

"Actually, I don't know how to say it..." Seemingly unable to express exactly what he wanted to express, Pei Zhanyang, who had a bad grade, scratched his hair, and suddenly began to dislike why his Chinese was so bad.

"I feel like you know me very well, so it makes me relax when I'm with you. I can say whatever I want without worrying about the consequences."

Chen Ruixi didn't understand: "You don't have to worry if you tell Zhang Yuanyao."

"That's different." Pei Zhanyang replied decisively, "I can tell you that I like you directly, but I can't tell him that I like Chen Ruixi."

"I can also say that I don't like our class teacher because she always treats students differently. But I can't talk to them, they will think why I say such nonsense."

Chen Ruixi seems to understand a little bit.

Pei Zhanyang noticed his half-understood expression, and wanted to laugh a little: "I'm done talking, it's your turn."

"what?"

"I said I like you, what about you?"

Chen Ruixi managed to seize the initiative once, but Pei Zhanyang easily turned back.He met Pei Zhanyang's eyes and said nervously, "Give me a little time..."

Pei Zhanyang readily agreed.

Before parting, Pei Zhanyang stopped him, and he said, "Chen Ruixi, don't think that when tomorrow comes, what happened today will be over."

He also began to understand Chen Ruixi. With Chen Ruixi's character, he would indeed do such a thing.

But he doesn't allow it.

Pei Zhanyang's confession, Pei Zhanyang's first kiss, everything today, Chen Ruixi can't pretend that it never happened.