sweetheart confession

Chapter 42 "Thinking and Being."

Since the results of the midterm exam came out today, today's class is almost all about the test papers, and almost all the homework has become corrected wrong questions. "Correcting wrong questions" is a very flexible homework that basically depends on the students themselves. Like Chen Ruixi, he has the habit of correcting wrong questions, but for Pei Zhanyang, the teacher assigning this kind of homework is equivalent to having no homework today .

Chen Ruixi threw the phone on the bed and sat down at the desk.By the time he finished digesting these test papers, it was past ten o'clock in the evening, and his mobile phone screen was unsurprisingly flooded with WeChat messages.

Pei Zhanyang has long been used to the "problem" of Chen Ruixi not replying to messages, and he is not in a hurry at all. Most of the time, the wechat chat between the two will turn into Pei Zhanyang talking to himself.

18:23 - Finished?I'm done.

19:02—Ignore me again, have you started to do your homework?

19:35——My mother was very happy to know my grades, and asked me if I could invite you to my house, she wanted to cook for you.

19:35——I think you are unwilling, my mother talks a lot and is annoying, so I help you reject her later.

20:45 - Have you ever had any thoughts after knowing my secret?Originally, I wanted to make you laugh.

21:13 - Am I being too boring?

21:58——Chen Ruixi, why are other people so vigorous when they are together, but we seem to be very dull when we are together?

21:58 - I see!It's because only the two of us know about it!

22:11——It’s okay, it’s fine if only the two of us know, I don’t even have time to have fun.

22:18—Chen Ruixi!It's past ten o'clock!Why are you still doing your homework!

22:25 - I'm so happy!I haven't been this happy for a long, long time!

Every time Pei Zhanyang sent so many messages, Chen Ruixi would wisely pick the easiest question to answer first.This time is the same, he replied: finished writing.

Chen Ruixi waited for a while, but found that Pei Zhanyang never responded.So he threw the phone back on the bed again, and went out of the room to wash up.

After he finished brushing his teeth and washing his face and bed, there was still only his dry "finished" on the chat box.Chen Ruixi pondered for a few seconds, then sent another message—are you asleep?

Chen Ruixi waited for another 5 minutes, and after confirming that Pei Zhanyang was really asleep, he turned off the phone screen.There was only one bedside lamp on in the room, he got into bed, and the bedside lamp went dark after a while.

There was a black void in front of her eyes, Chen Ruixi buried her head in the bed, closed her eyes and fell asleep.

However, as soon as he closed his eyes, the alley after school in the afternoon, Pei Zhanyang's inquiry, Pei Zhanyang's embrace, the temperature of Pei Zhanyang's fingertips... Chen Ruixi rolled back and forth on the bed like a piece of dough, he wanted to get these images out of his mind , but the more he tried to do so, the more the fragments became clearer.

Chen Ruixi, who was half a beat behind, finally realized now that he and Pei Zhanyang are together, and he and Pei Zhanyang are really together.

The late night gradually became longer, but Chen Ruixi never felt sleepy.The wall clock on the wall moved forward regularly, and when it was three o'clock in the morning, Chen Ruixi rolled over from the bed.

"Ah... really..." There was a crisp applause in the silent room, Chen Ruixi felt the sharp pain on his cheek, and said through gritted teeth: "Chen Ruixi, why are you doing this?" Make a point..." After waking up from sleep, Xiang Jingru suddenly heard a slight voice in Chen Ruixi's room, she listened intently in doubt, and found that she didn't seem to hear it wrong.

"Sleep! Sleep! Time to sleep!"

In fact, Xiang Jingru was also in a half-dream and half-awake state, she knocked lightly on the door twice, and said in a low voice, "Chen Ruixi?"

The door was opened, and the faint light outside the door leaked into the room.The room was quiet, and there was no voice she heard at all.

Xiang Jingru stared at the bulging ball on the bed, stared at it for a moment, then left lightly.Chen Ruixi in the bed closed her eyes tightly to hypnotize herself, but tonight was not destined to be a peaceful night.

The alarm clock that woke up the next day was accompanied by Xiang Jingru's shout: "Chen Ruixi—wake up—Chen Ruixi—wake up—" "You're going to be late—" "Why haven't you woken up yet? Don't you want to wake up today?" Do you want to go to class? You don’t have to if you don’t want to go to class, you can’t be lazy just because you passed the third grade exam.”

"Chen Ruixi—" "Get up—" Amid Xiang Jingru's endless yelling, Chen Ruixi, who had fallen into a dream, finally came to consciousness.The door was pushed open roughly, Xiang Jingru held a rag in her hand, and shouted at the person on the bed who hadn't moved: "Chen Ruixi! Why are you still sleeping! I've been calling you for 10 minutes! Get up quickly! I'm going to tidy up my room!"

Chen Ruixi frowned tightly, muttering something.His eyelashes trembled uncontrollably, and then he opened his eyes suddenly.

Coincidentally, Xiang Jingru also walked in front of him.The mother and son stared at each other, Xiang Jingru's eyebrows were raised upright, and the rag was almost thrown on his face: "Why are you in a daze! Get up quickly! Don't even look at what time it is!"

Chen Ruixi didn't fall asleep in a daze until the middle of the night last night.But after falling asleep, he was not stable. He had a dream, and Pei Zhanyang appeared in the dream.

Pei Zhanyang took him to the beach, and the two had a great time; then the scene changed, Pei Zhanyang threw him on the door, and Pei Zhanyang in the dream had a cold face and kissed him not very tenderly.

And then...Chen Ruixi, who was awake, finally felt the strangeness coming from the lower body at this moment, Xiang Jingru kept urging him, and before leaving, he said in a babbling voice: "How many times have I told you, tonight Don’t sleep with the quilt covered. Look at your face, you sleep like a monkey’s butt.”

Chen Ruixi's pupils shrank, and subconsciously got into the quilt again.

Xiang Jingru walked to the door, and turned around to find that Chen Ruixi had gone back to sleep.She knocked on the door angrily and warned, "Still sleeping?"

"Wait for me..." A reply as subtle as a mosquito came from the bed, Chen Ruixi huddled into a ball, and said in a low voice, "Give me a little more time to think."

Xiang Jingru stared at the ball of quilt with strange eyes, snorted, and walked away with arrogance.

"Really! I haven't woken up until now! You're still talking in your sleep!"

As Chen Ruixi guessed, when Pei Zhanyang was waiting for his news last night, he accidentally fell asleep.And before the morning self-study started, the two actually met at the school gate.

Pei Zhanyang noticed Chen Ruixi's back at a glance, he caught up with him in two or three steps, and greeted him: "Chen Ruixi, good morning."

"I fell asleep last night and didn't see your message."

"Have you had breakfast yet? I asked Zhang Yuanyao to bring some snacks, and I'll bring them to you later."

Because of that absurd dream, Chen Ruixi was still deeply ashamed.If you want to say who is the person he least wants to see at this moment, it must be Pei Zhanyang.

Pei Zhanyang said a lot of things on his own, but Chen Ruixi didn't give him any response for a long time.He was stunned for a moment, looked at Chen Ruixi's profile and asked, "Why are you ignoring me?"

Chen Ruixi turned her head and looked at Pei Zhanyang with complicated and tangled eyes.The bell for morning self-study rang at this time, and the others behind them rushed towards the teaching building. Pei Zhanyang saw his hesitant expression and waited quietly for his reply.

However, after waiting for a while, it was Chen Ruixi who was holding on to the shoulder strap of his schoolbag tightly, and rushed into the teaching building with the group of latecomers without saying a word.

Pei Zhanyang was stunned for a moment, and shouted: "Chen Ruixi—" Chen Ruixi ran fast, God knows that when he saw Pei Zhanyang's face now, he would think of him in his dream without clothes.He bit his lip hard, and while turning a deaf ear to the calling behind him, he scolded himself in his heart.

Chen Ruixi!Can you show some face!He wants to have a serious relationship with you, how can you... How can you have that kind of dream!

Pei Zhanyang didn't catch up with him, Chen Ruixi ran into the classroom and ran to his seat with a grunt.The sound of reading aloud in the classroom had already started, Chen Ruixi frantically rearranged the desks, and accidentally knocked Zheng Yaozhe's textbook to the ground.

He quickly picked it up: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Apparently Zheng Yaozhe didn't take this seriously, he took the textbook, looked at Chen Ruixi's restless look, and was a little curious: "What's wrong with you? Why are you in such a panic this morning?"

Chen Ruixi didn't want to talk more: "...it's nothing."

After two classes, it was time to do exercises between big classes. Chen Ruixi ran into Pei Zhanyang again on the way back to the classroom after the exercises.In fact, they can meet many times in school every day, but today Chen Ruixi is very sensitive, as soon as he notices Pei Zhanyang's figure, he starts to hide.

Pei Zhanyang and Zhang Yuanyao were walking together, Zhang Yuanyao had sharp eyes, and he caught a glimpse of Chen Ruixi who was running into the crowd at a glance: "Hey—Brother Pei, is that your younger brother?"

In fact, Pei Zhanyang had discovered him a long time ago. He thought that Chen Ruixi's way of getting along with him would change after the two got together, but now that Chen Ruixi sees him like a mouse sees a cat, the direction of change seems to be different from what he imagined. Same.

Pei Zhanyang quickened his pace silently, and took the lead in chasing after him.Zhang Yuanyao yelled "Brother Pei, wait for me" and followed.

"Brother—" Chen Ruixi had a good calculation in his heart, but he couldn't hold back Pei Zhanyang's fierce attack.Among the crowd, Pei Zhanyang accurately grasped Chen Ruixi's wrist, holding him in place.

"Chen Ruixi."

Chen Ruixi broke free twice but did not. Pei Zhanyang looked at him too intently, as if he wanted to see through all the yellow waste in his mind.

The more he struggled, Pei Zhanyang held onto him tighter. Pei Zhanyang's complexion was at its worst, but he still spoke patiently and seriously: "Why are you ignoring me?"

Their current location is just not far from the teaching building in the first year of senior high school. If they want to enter the teaching building, they will definitely pass by them.All around were classmates from the same building, and now Pei Zhanyang couldn't care what others thought of them. He hadn't enjoyed the feeling of being in love yet, and Chen Ruixi's uncertain attitude was about to break his defenses.

Pei Zhanyang was anxious, and Chen Ruixi was also anxious. He knew that Pei Zhanyang was waiting for his explanation, but how should he explain it to Pei Zhanyang?

Because I had a erotic dream about you last night, so all I think of when I see you is that dream?

Chen Ruixi himself was about to die of shame, but the top priority was to appease Pei Zhanyang.So he reached out and touched the back of Pei Zhanyang's hand twice, and then stretched out a finger, flatteringly asking: "Wait for me...give me a little more time to think."

"What are you thinking about?"

Chen Ruixi summed up the crux of the problem, and said awkwardly: "...I want to think about the relationship between thinking and existence."

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