sweetheart confession

Around the beginning of the next semester of the second year of high school, Pei Zhanyang gradually felt the pressure from all directions.

There is a comprehensive exam once a week, and a mock exam every two weeks throughout the semester.After each exam, Yu Shen would pick some students whose grades changed significantly, and call them to the office to talk, and Pei Zhanyang gradually became a frequent visitor to the office.

——His grades have been improving. Sometimes Yu Shen would praise his problem-solving ideas, and sometimes criticize him for making some low-level mistakes.Generally speaking, there are still a lot of praises in the end. Yu Shen often says that he is a smart student.

However, Pei Zhanyang knew in his heart that he was actually not smart at all, and all his scores were based on Chen Ruixi's.Many times when Chen Ruixi gave him lectures, he had to explain the same type of questions three or four times before he could understand.

Chen Ruixi has always been very patient. He seemed to be able to feel Pei Zhanyang's anxiety, and he kept comforting him by saying that the questions were indeed difficult, and that he had done a lot of questions before he could fully understand them.

Now Chen Ruixi's time is divided into two parts, one part is his homework exams and grades, and the other part is Pei Zhanyang's homework exams and grades. He spends more energy on the latter than the former.But everyone's time is the same, if you allocate part of the time, then in order to maintain your ranking, you have to make up the time elsewhere.

So Chen Ruixi hasn't had a good night's sleep for a long, long time.Pei Zhanyang knew all these things, he always hoped that he could be smarter, so that his Xixi wouldn't have to work so hard.

The pressure is subtly produced in such an environment.

Pei Zhanyang doesn't like studying at all. He has been a demon king since he was a child, and his friends around him are also scumbags.Just like now, even in his sophomore year of high school, Zhang Yuanyao happily plays around every day. He doesn’t do his homework if he can’t finish it, and it doesn’t matter if his grades are always at the bottom.Their growth trajectory has been paved since birth—either taking over the family business or doing what they want them to do according to their parents' arrangements, so there is not much difference between a full score and a zero score in the test.

The same is true for the Pei family. Pei Mengrui and Xie Yushu never made any demands on Pei Zhanyang.And Xie Yushu saw her son working so hard every day, and even said absurd remarks of "don't study".

"Do you have any plans for this week's big worship? How about we, mother and son, go out to watch a movie together? Then have an afternoon tea?"

"I made an appointment with Chen Ruixi to go to the study room."

By now, Xie Yushu didn't care about Pei Zhanyang's relationship with Chen Ruixi anymore.She only hoped that Chen Ruixi would hold her hands high and stop dragging his precious son to study together.

Let's talk about it, at least falling in love can make Pei Zhanyang happy.But Xie Yushu counted on her fingers, she hadn't seen her son's relaxed expression for a long time.

Chen Ruixi's being too good contrasted Pei Zhanyang's poorness. After he really cared about the rankings, Pei Zhanyang discovered that there had always been an insurmountable gap between him and Chen Ruixi.

Together with these pressures, the inferiority complex lurking in the bottom of my heart is silently peeping in the dark, waiting for the day when it will explode.

Chen Ruixi really knows herself too well, and Pei Zhanyang can't hide any thoughts in front of him.Even if you keep silent, he can read a lot from your silence.

Love does change people, Pei Zhanyang does, and so does Chen Ruixi.Pei Zhanyang became silent and introverted because of Chen Ruixi, and Chen Ruixi became cheerful and lively because of Pei Zhanyang.

Chen Ruixi pushed Pei Zhanyang's obstructive head away and stood up from his lap.He moved the opposite chair over, intending to sit beside Pei Zhanyang.

"It's time to eat the cake." Chen Ruixi pushed the cake back by the way, "Otherwise today will be over soon."

He picked up the knife for cutting the cake, turned his head and asked Pei Zhanyang, "Are you hungry? Let me cut you more?"

And the boy sitting next to him followed his movements with his eyes, and hugged his waist behind his back.The summer school uniform was very thin, and when Chen Ruixi shook her hand, the cake was cut crookedly.He exclaimed in a low voice, hiding from the messy hand: "Don't touch it, it's itchy."

In terms of physical strength, Chen Ruixi was no match for him at all.Pei Zhanyang clamped him with one hand, and went to pick up the barbecue on the dining table with the other.The aroma of charcoal fire and cumin, mixed with the taste of the ingredients themselves, Pei Zhanyang took a bunch of gluten, and finished it in two or three bites.

Chen Ruixi cut off a large piece of blueberry cake. He turned sideways, scooped up a spoonful and handed it to Pei Zhanyang's mouth; Pei Zhanyang ate it, it was very, very sweet, which was Chen Ruixi's favorite taste.

"How about it?"

There was a trace of apprehensive expectation in the inquiry.

Pei Zhanyang nodded: "It's delicious."

Chen Ruixi smiled contentedly: "That's good."

As he spoke, he took a bite with the same spoon, and the delicate and delicious cream melted on the tip of his tongue. Chen Ruixi suddenly said in surprise, "Why is it so delicious?!"

Pei Zhanyang couldn't hold back, and burst out laughing instantly.Hearing his laughter, Chen Ruixi told him seriously: "Pei Zhanyang, don't laugh. It's really delicious. The ones I made before are not as delicious."

"Yeah." Pei Zhanyang's eyes were full of smiles, "Then you should eat more."

"I want you to eat more! I made this for you." He finally sat down, Chen Ruixi seemed to have thought of something, and suddenly became curious, "Pei Zhanyang, today is your birthday, but I Why didn't you see someone give you a birthday present?"

Pei Zhanyang pointed to the cake on the dining table: "Isn't it here?"

Obviously Chen Ruixi didn't mean that: "Except for me, I mean Zhang Yuanyao and the others."

Pei Zhanyang took another string of beef skewers, and replied casually: "There are, but I confiscated them."

"why?"

"Because I have to invite them to dinner after receiving the gift." Pei Zhanyang frowned, as if he felt that eating was a waste of time, "I might as well do a few more questions when I have this time."

Chen Ruixi reached out to pinch Pei Zhanyang's face, and said jokingly, "Pei Zhanyang, do you only think about studying now?"

"more or less."

"If you don't pass the exam, will the sky fall or something?" Chen Ruixi said seriously, "Pei Zhanyang, I'm serious, even if you don't pass the exam, I can afford you."

The two circled around and returned to the previous topic. Pei Zhanyang looked at him, and Chen Ruixi exerted a little force, and he was pinched very painfully.

"I can be admitted to university..." Pei Zhanyang said vaguely, expressing a beautiful vision for the future of the two of them, "...I have already thought about it, we will move out of the university together Live. I will never let you live in a school dormitory, don’t even think about it.”

Chen Ruixi was taken aback for a moment, but this time she smiled genuinely.Pei Zhanyang grabbed his hand, put it on his face and rubbed it twice, then took a bunch of green beans and handed it to Chen Ruixi's mouth, and abruptly changed the topic: "Okay, let's not talk about this, eat quickly, don't eat anymore It will be cold."

The two lingered in the box for a long time before they came out of the barbecue restaurant.Pei Zhanyang carried the leftover blueberry cake and told Chen Ruixi that he would take it home for Xie Yushu to try too.

"Will Aunt Xie like it?"

When Pei Zhanyang said this, his face didn't blush and his heart beat: "She must like what you do."

Before parting, Pei Zhanyang still asked the confusion in his heart—"Xixi, I'm actually quite curious. How can you guess what I'm thinking every time? Did I write these contents on my face?"

"Pei Zhanyang, I can guess what you're thinking before I'm with you, let alone after we're together." Chen Ruixi waved goodbye to him, "So don't try to hide it from me, and don't lie to me."

Xie Yushu was indeed waiting for Pei Zhanyang to come home, because today was his birthday, so she also prepared a birthday present for her son.

When Pei Zhanyang arrived home, Xie Yushu was sitting at her dining table. There was a strawberry cake on the table, which she bought specially when she got off work at night.

"Son! You're back!" Xie Yushu was overjoyed when she saw someone, "Come on! Come and eat cake!"

She noticed the cake box in Pei Zhanyang's hand, and was stunned for a few seconds: "You bought it too?"

"No." Pei Zhanyang put the cake in his hand in front of her, and then opened the box, "Try it."

Xie Yushu looked at the unrecognizable cake inside the box, and asked with some disgust: "What's the taste?"

"Blueberry." Pei Zhanyang continued to encourage her, "Try it."

So Xie Yushu took a sip, her eyes lit up after taking a sip, and she took several more sips in a row.

"Why is it so delicious!" Xie Yushu praised in surprise, "Pei Zhanyang! Who gave you the cake! Tell me which cake shop! I will buy it in the future!"

"good to eat?"

"Delicious!" Xie Yushu nodded again and again, "It's really delicious!"

"I didn't buy it, I made it myself."

Xie Yushu reacted for a moment: "Who did it?"

"Chen Ruixi."

"Cough, cough, cough...cough! Cough! Cough!—" Pei Zhanyang seemed to be smiling. He walked past Xie Yushu and said softly, "I'm going to wash up."

"Pei Zhanyang!"

"Oh, by the way, if you think the cake is delicious, eat more." Pei Zhanyang added another word before entering the room, "Chen Ruixi seems to be looking forward to your evaluation."

Xie Yushu covered her mouth, trying to catch her breath.She was sure that Pei Zhanyang did it on purpose, he dug a hole on purpose and waited for him to jump!

She sat at the dining table, and when she calmed down, she became more and more angry, and the idea of ​​breaking them up resurfaced.

But this time she was smarter. She took out her mobile phone and searched some topics on the Internet—"How to break up gays?" "What should I do if my son is gay?" "My son loves his boyfriend very much. Can he be saved? ?”

Xie Yushu followed these links and finally clicked into a chat interface of a psychological counselor.She glanced at the time, thinking to herself that it was past ten o'clock in the evening, and this psychological counselor was still at work, so dedicated.

[System prompt: Hello, is there anything you want to consult?Consultation within the first 10 minutes is free. 】

[Hello, I have a question I want to consult. 】

【You say. 】

[It is my son, he is gay, and found a boyfriend a year ago.Today is his birthday, his boyfriend made him a birthday cake, and he brought it home for me to eat! 】

[Hello, is there any problem? 】

【that is!I want to break them up! 】

[In fact, homosexuality is a very normal phenomenon, which is also a concrete manifestation of the diversified development of human beings. 】

[Can you help me with a few tricks, I want them to break up! 】

[Then can you describe to me, where did your son go with his boyfriend? 】

[I don't know how far they have gone!It should be a very loving and lingering step! 】

【Has his boyfriend ever done anything to hurt your son? 】

【No. 】

[Did his boyfriend make your son unhappy? 】

【Not really...】

【Did his boyfriend embarrass your son?Or do people around you see them in a different light? 】

[Temporarily... not at all, right? 】

【Then why do you want them to break up? 】

[So doctor... what is your suggestion? 】

[Respect, blessings. 】

[System prompt: Hello, 10 minutes is up, if you still need to consult, please pay first. 】

Xie Yushu: "..."