sweetheart confession

Chen Ruixi's cognition of secret love has always been very simple-maybe he is too aware of the gap between the two, so in the eyes of others, secret love is sweet and painful, but in Chen Ruixi's eyes, secret love is no different from eating and sleeping.

I will unconsciously prick up my ears to listen to other people's gossip, I can't help but secretly look at him when I meet him by chance, I will integrate everything I know about him as a math problem..... Chen Ruixi often thinks that if he can be in the same class as Pei Zhanyang, then when others call his name, he may raise his head before him.

He should be the most special among all the people who like Pei Zhanyang, so he can't pursue him boldly like other girls.He wants to hide himself very well, so that no clues can be found.

Probably because he never had extravagant expectations, so when Pei Zhanyang took the initiative to approach him, he would feel terrified, and he would cherish them very much when they were together.

This secret that belongs exclusively to Chen Ruixi has now been broken. Not only is the owner of the secret complicated, but also thousands of thoughts are floating in Pei Zhanyang's mind.Ten minutes into the basketball game, both of them lost their minds about watching the game.

Chen Ruixi tilted her head back and freed her face from his hands.He smiled awkwardly and said, "Pei Zhanyang... just watched the game."

However, Pei Zhanyang grabbed Chen Ruixi's shoulder and pushed him onto the chair by taking advantage of his geographical location.He leaned over to stare at him, and threatened with a serious face: "Chen Ruixi, if you don't make things clear today, then you won't even think about going home tonight."

Chen Ruixi suddenly looked sad, and wailed softly: "I'm done talking! I really didn't lie to you, what else do you want to know!"

Pei Zhanyang looked at him in silence for a long while, then straightened up, picked up his cup of milk tea, and sat beside him.

"Why did you come to see me play basketball?"

It was still the same question just now, Chen Ruixi felt guilty when he looked at him, and answered mutteringly: "...I'm tired from studying, can't I come to the basketball court?"

It happened that a player made a beautiful three-pointer, and cheers erupted in the stadium immediately.Pei Zhanyang frowned, leaned over and asked, "What did you just say?"

Chen Ruixi lowered her eyes, looked at the face close at hand, and changed her expression unchanged: "Because you were always talked about by everyone when school just started, so I was also curious."

Pei Zhanyang pondered for a few seconds, but still didn't believe it: "Chen Ruixi, are you curious about others?"

"What do you mean!" Chen Ruixi complained slightly dissatisfied, "Why can't I be curious about others!"

"When you were in the first year of high school—" Pei Zhanyang seriously questioned him, "With your personality, the probability of making you curious about someone is the same as my probability of getting a perfect score in mathematics."

Chen Ruixi patted the back of Pei Zhanyang's hand gently, and Pei Zhanyang grabbed his hand, squeezed it and let go.

"Don't avoid the important ones, and don't try to change the subject." Pei Zhanyang blocked Chen Ruixi's retreat one by one, and then emphasized what he said just now, "Chen Ruixi, with your character, if you are not someone with special meaning , it is impossible for you to care about others."

The people around him suddenly fell silent, and for a while, only the referee's whistle and intermittent cheering sounded in their ears.For some reason, Pei Zhanyang suddenly thought of the chance encounter between him and Chen Ruixi on the back mountain. He still remembered that before leaving that day, Chen Ruixi asked him if he had his hair cut.

A conjecture gradually formed in his mind. Pei Zhanyang took a sip of the milk tea, letting the bitter taste of matcha permeate his entire mouth.

"Since when did you like me?"

During the moment when the uproar stopped, Chen Ruixi heard Pei Zhanyang's voice.

Those who should come can never escape, and Chen Ruixi can be blamed for being too careless.Pei Zhanyang approached calmly, with a deep voice: "Baby, did you already have thoughts about me before we met?"

Chen Ruixi looked down at him and continued to remain silent.Pei Zhanyang raised his hand to rub his hair, and asked suspiciously, "Huh?"

The milk tea was sucked up by Chen Ruixi, and the two looked at each other for a long time. Seeing his passive and evasive attitude, Pei Zhanyang said patiently: "Not yet..." At this moment, Chen Ruixi glanced quickly Four weeks later, while Pei Zhanyang was speaking, he kissed Pei Zhanyang on the side of his face.

Pei Zhanyang was stunned, and it took him a while to react.He met Chen Ruixi's eyes, and said dumbfoundedly: "Why are you still playing tricks?"

"You have already guessed it." Chen Ruixi looked at him and whispered to him, "Why do you still ask me?"

"It's one thing to guess, but another thing to listen to you." Pei Zhanyang saw that he really didn't want to say it, and even used his trump card. After thinking about it for a while, he didn't force him anymore, "Forget it, tonight I won't take you home, I'll ask you next time."

Chen Ruixi escaped, and before he could breathe a sigh of relief, he heard Pei Zhanyang say "next time".Seeing that Pei Zhanyang really didn't bother him to watch the basketball game, he complained anxiously: "Pei Zhanyang, why is there a next time!"

Pei Zhanyang turned his head and answered his words: "Then you speak now."

Chen Ruixi retracted again: "I..." "Look, you can say it now or next time, you make your own choice." Pei Zhanyang pointed to his cheek, which was kissed by Chen Ruixi just now, "I let you choose for the sake of this."

Chen Ruixi glanced at him, and heard Pei Zhanyang break up with him confidently: "But this is not useful every time. If you do this again next time, I might not let you go."

Chen Ruixi: "..." Pei Zhanyang and Chen Ruixi didn't watch the entire basketball game, because Chen Ruixi suddenly received a WeChat message on the way, which made him unable to sit still for an instant.He hurriedly pulled Pei Zhanyang, saying that the boss had sent him a message.

"I see." Pei Zhanyang was directly pulled up from his seat by him, and he staggered a few steps before following Chen Ruixi, "Don't worry, it won't run."

However, Chen Ruixi didn't listen to his advice at all, and hurried out: "Hurry up! Let's take a taxi!"

"Okay, let's take a taxi."

So Pei Zhanyang called an online car-hailing car. After the two got in the car, the driver drove for more than ten minutes and stopped at the entrance of an alley.

This is where the boss sent him the location. After they got off the car and waited for a while at the entrance of the alley, they saw someone coming out of the dark alley.

The visitor was about 50 years old, with a fat body. He walked up to them and said with a smile: "I originally wanted you to go to the stationery store to wait, but the stationery store seems to be farther away from the gymnasium you mentioned."

He handed Chen Ruixi an exquisite pure black pen case, and said with a smile: "Here, I have lived up to your expectations, and it is finally repaired."

"Use it first, and come to me later if you have any questions."

"Thank you, Boss!" Chen Ruixi took it, and happily closed his mouth from ear to ear, "Thank you so much!"

The pen they were talking about was the one Pei Zhanyang gave Chen Ruixi before.This broken pen has always been Chen Ruixi's heart disease. He has gone to many places this year, but he has not found anyone who can fix it.Later, Xiang Jingru accidentally told him that in her impression, there was a stationery store owner whose side job was repairing pens. He had been repairing them for more than [-] years. Chen Ruixi could ask him.

Then Chen Ruixi went.The boss was indeed a craftsman, took a few glances at his broken pen and pointed out the problem - the nib of this pen was too badly folded, the boss's suggestion was to change the nib.

This was exactly the same as what the clerks in the pen shop he had been looking for said before. Chen Ruixi couldn't bear it. He had never used it once, and if he changed the nib, it would not feel like the original pen.The boss saw that he was really persistent, so he could only tell him that he could try it himself, but he couldn't guarantee that it could be completely repaired.

"Even if it is repaired, the water may not come out smoothly, and the pen may not write smoothly. Are you sure?"

Chen Ruixi nodded vigorously, saying that the boss only cares about repairing, and he will definitely bear the consequences himself.

This repair took more than a month, and now Chen Ruixi is holding the pen case, as if it is a lost and found gift.

Pei Zhanyang has always known about Chen Ruixi repairing the pen.In fact, he didn't quite understand Chen Ruixi's paranoia about this pen. Even though it was the first gift he gave him, the starting point must be because of "Pei Zhanyang", which made this pen special; By his side, he can give him another exactly the same pen, or some other gift.Chen Ruixi didn't need to spend so much thought and trouble, and he had given him so many things. If Chen Ruixi had this attitude towards every gift, then Pei Zhanyang would not dare to buy random things for him in the future.

The two bid farewell to the boss, and Chen Ruixi walked a lot lighter on the way back.Pei Zhanyang looked at his precious pen, and asked sourly, "So happy?"

Now that the shortcomings are filled, Chen Ruixi is of course happy.

"of course."

"Is it more important for me or the pen?"

Chen Ruixi felt that Pei Zhanyang's question was naive, but she still answered him seriously: "Of course you are important."

Pei Zhanyang also felt that Chen Ruixi was very naive. He answered these questions without thinking, how could he be so entangled in answering that question.

Chen Ruixi's regrets were filled, but Pei Zhanyang had regrets on the same day - he always thought that he fell in love with Chen Ruixi first, but it was obviously not the case.

How did he get ahead of him?He never thought that Chen Ruixi was actually "secretly in love".The more Pei Zhanyang thought about it, the more annoyed he became. Why does Chen Ruixi always play tricks on him?

If there were no chance encounters on the back mountain, with Chen Ruixi's temperament, would they still be in a strange relationship until they graduated from high school?

If he thought so, Pei Zhanyang panicked a little, he quickly caught up with Chen Ruixi, and pulled him into his arms.

Chen Ruixi was still immersed in his own happiness, he raised his head excitedly, the tip of his nose almost hit Pei Zhanyang's shoulder.

"what's wrong?"

Pei Zhanyang shook his head and rubbed his head vigorously.

He finally realized something, after his boyfriend hid the secret for two years—it turned out that Chen Ruixi had always been his lost and found gift.