After I was born again, I focused on my career

It's cold in late autumn, with gusts of cold wind blowing, and the fallen leaves are rolling down with the cold wind. There are not many people staying in the park in the middle of the street. People are afraid of the cold and have already returned home early. Only a few naughty children are still there. Chasing and chasing, running and playing.

But there was a tall man sitting on a wooden chair in the park, wearing a long black trench coat, with his head down, not knowing what he was doing.

There was a sense of depression all over his body, which was even more pure than the cold wind.

"Uncle, why don't you go home?" A crisp voice sounded not far from the man.

Hearing the sound, the man slowly raised his head. Standing beside him was a white and tender little boy. The little boy was wearing overalls and holding a small plush toy in his arms. He was tilting his head curiously and somewhat vigilantly. looking at him.

"I don't have a home anymore." The man looked at him with nostalgia in his eyes.

Hearing this, the little boy quickly covered his mouth and apologized: "I'm sorry, but my house is very big, you can come to my house! Then you will have a home!"

The man chuckled and beckoned him to come over. The little boy hesitated and felt that the good-looking person should not be a bad person, so he moved over slowly: "What... what's the matter? Uncle, are you sad?"

"I'm laughing, why do you think I'm sad?" The man held the little boy in his arms and asked softly.

"But your eyes are crying." The boy sat in his arms, turned to look at him, and stroked the man's eyelids with his delicate fingers: "Don't cry, don't cry, fly away in pain."

The man's body froze, and the arms holding the little boy tightened, and the little boy muttered: "Uncle, can you relax a little bit, it's a little uncomfortable."

release?He don't let go!If you let go, Xiaohan will disappear.

In a trance, hallucinations appeared in front of the man's eyes again. The person he was thinking of fell in a pool of blood, his body gradually became cold and stiff, but he couldn't help at all, because he was also dead.

But the painful cry of the person in his arms still brought him back to his senses, he quickly relaxed the confinement, and coaxed softly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, uncle hurt you."

"It's okay, it won't hurt anymore if you let go!" The little boy was very sensible, but instead came to coax the man.

The man smiled, and was about to raise his hand to rub the boy's soft hair, when a sharp but childish voice suddenly came from beside him,

"Put him down!" Another white and tender little boy was looking at him aggressively.

"Gu Zhe! You're here!" The little boy in his arms said in surprise.

"Come to my place quickly! There are bad guys over there!" The little boy named Gu Zhe looked at the man vigilantly, and obviously regarded him as a human trafficker.

"Okay." The little boy jumped out of the man's arms and walked towards Gu Zhe staggeringly, while defending the man: "He is not a bad person, he is so pitiful, he said he has no home."

"Just believe what others say? Be careful that you will be abducted by the big bad wolf one day!" Gu Zhe frightened the little boy ferociously.

"Let's go! Mom called us home." Gu Zhe pulled the little boy, and gave the man a last wary look.

"Your name is Gu Zhe?" The man stopped him.

"Yes! What's wrong?!" The boy instantly looked at him like a frightened bird, and he knew it with a vigilant heart.

"You have to treat him well in the future, and don't let Xiao Han suffer a little bit of grievance, you know?" The man looked into Gu Zhe's eyes with a serious face.

"Of course! I won't let him be wronged! In the kindergarten, I fought for him." Gu Zhe proudly puffed out his chest.

"That's good, that's good." The man murmured.Gu Zhe looked at the nagging man, and became more vigilant, pulling the little boy and walking forward quickly.

"Bye bye uncle!" The little boy turned around and waved at him.

"Goodbye Xiaohan." The man smiled and waved.

The man looked in the direction they left, and could vaguely hear their conversation.

"I've said it many times, don't talk to strangers, why don't you listen?" The fierce voice was still teaching people.

"Yes, but he is not a stranger, I think he is very familiar." The little boy said weakly.

"Hmph, it's a good thing you know how to hide my name in front of strangers, or we'll be doomed!" Gu Zhe seemed to be threatening the little boy.

"Hey, then did I do a great job! Gu Zhe!"

"Oh, I've said it several times, my name is Gu Ze, you little idiot!"

"Oh? How did that uncle know my name is Xiaohan just now..."

The sound became smaller and smaller, and at last there was no sound, only the rustling of the wind remained.

The man stood up, the cold wind took away the little heat left on his body, he walked to the depths of the park, and disappeared in an instant.

He has been wandering the world for seven years, but he still can't find Qi Zhaohan.

The man is Gu Ze.

Gu Ze only remembered that after being shot down, he woke up again and appeared 30 years ago. His body was still his body, but the time and space were no longer his time and space.

He found that no one could see him, he was like a bad guy living in a different time and space.

Gu Ze didn't know what he should have done 30 years ago, he thought he should first find Qi Zhaohan who was also shot down.

He always remembered that when the gunshots sounded, everyone was running out, only one person was going upstream, rushing straight to the stage.

At the last second after he was knocked down, he saw Qi Zhaohan also fell down.

In the past seven years, Gu Ze has traveled to many places, especially City C, which he has searched and searched for many times, but there is no trace of Qi Zhaohan at all.

In order to be able to feel Qi Zhaohan's existence for the first time, Gu Ze looked back at Qi Zhaohan's appearance little by little, and thought about Qi Zhaohan and him before. After going through so much, it turned out that he remembered so many things about the two of them.

In the first year, Gu Ze searched all over the world with confidence.

In the second year, Gu Ze searched for Qi Zhaohan while recalling it.

In the third year, Gu Ze felt a little desperate. He felt that maybe he was the only reborn person in this world.

In the fourth year, he met a woman who had a serious heart disease but was still planning to have a baby with her husband. Gu Ze noticed that the woman and the man around her were somewhat similar to Qi Zhaohan. The woman's surname is Cheng, and the man's surname is Qi.

It turned out that these were Qi Zhaohan's parents.

When he heard the doctor say that women's bones are too weak, children are prone to miscarriage. Gu Ze's heart tightened. He didn't want the child to miscarry.

Gu Ze spent a lot of time finding a master who is proficient in medical skills, and tried his best to promote the two parties to meet each other. He watched the woman gradually become rosy and healthy under the care of the master. Ten months later, a little boy was born.

On the same day, in the same hospital, another child was born.

Gu Ze only felt his heart being pulled, and he couldn't help coming to the child's bed. He saw the wristband with the name written on the wrist of the woman who had just given birth. This was Gu's mother who was ten years younger than he remembered.

Gu Ze was forced to leave the ward because two identical people stayed in the same space for too long.

Afterwards, he never got close to Qi and Gu's family.

In the fifth year, Gu Ze suddenly discovered that in the process of searching and recalling Qi Zhaohan again and again, he had gradually fallen in love with Qi Zhaohan.

This time he finally stopped looking for Qi Zhaohan as an ordinary task. He searched day and night, but still couldn't find it.

In the sixth year, he was still in high spirits, but his yearning for and longing for Qi Zhaohan and deep remorse were always with him, making him restless day and night.

In the seventh year, Gu Ze found that he could easily touch some things, but Gu Ze was not happy, he was very panicked, this does not mean that he is being accepted by this world, if he really becomes a person of this world in the end , Can he find Qi Zhaohan again?

The strong resistance turned him back into that transparent person that no one could see. Gu Ze searched aimlessly year after year. Sadness and despair had already condensed into substance, accompanying him like a shadow.

20 years of searching passed by in a blink of an eye. Gu Ze was counting the number of years at the beginning, and then he didn't even mention it anymore. He just focused on searching, and only set aside a period of time every year to come to City C to see Qi Zhaohan when he was a child. , to comfort missing.

Then do some tricks in some inconspicuous places to make little Gu Ze and Xiao Han closer.

Gu Ze is neither thirsty nor hungry nor tired, just like a walking dead, the only purpose in his life is to find the lover he accidentally lost.

Many years later, Gu Ze did not allow anyone in this world to hurt Qi Zhaohan, and he killed all dangers in the bud.

Qi Zhaohan in this world is very happy, his family is healthy and academically successful, and he has two good friends and his childhood sweetheart by his side. His life is going smoothly.

Gu Ze closed his eyes in relief, this is the life his Xiaohan should have.

Gu Ze watched the lively engagement banquet between Qi Zhaohan and that little Gu Ze, stared at it for a while, then turned and left.

It's time for him to go, his Xiaohan is still waiting for him, waiting for him to find him.

His back is bleak, like a stray goose that has lost its partner.