sick wife

"Then I won't do this next time." Feng Xin promised, her ears hidden under the fluffy hair felt faintly hot.

She cleaned up and washed the towels and dried them.

So every time Shang Congshu heard about her asking for intimacy, he ran away and hid, was it because he was afraid of being eaten by her?

Feng Xin thought she was hated, even if she approached her just now, as long as she was rejected, she would not approach her again, and she never asked the reason in detail.

The small damage done by Shang Congshu today took more time, the floor was covered with mud, it was too time-consuming, Feng Xin didn't do it himself, so he called someone to come to clean it.

In this kind of bad weather, the price of the housekeeping company is not cheap, if it were before, this is not something Feng Xin can afford.

Fengxin now has a real estate property under her name, and she bought another suite for renovation. She bought that suite for Shang Congshu alone. She didn't know what she was thinking at that time. After they separated, even if the two got into a fight to the point of hating each other, she was unknowingly preparing for Shang Congshu's arrangement.

Soon, the aunt sent by the housekeeping company to do the cleaning came to the door. Feng Xin was frying steak in the kitchen. Hearing the movement, she couldn't help but put down her things and went out to have a look.

Faced with a new stranger at home, Shang Congshu sat on the sofa playing with Snoopy. From time to time, he poked his eyes out and secretly looked at the aunt who was doing the cleaning. He didn't dare to look too much. On Nuby, talk to the doll.

Feng Xin could see that Shang Congshu was still vigilant and kept an eye out for strangers who appeared suddenly.

Feng Xin reflected on whether she hadn't brought Shang Congshu into contact with the outside world for too long. Originally, Shang Congshu liked to be alone, but Shang Congshu's situation is not suitable for this. If he stays alone for a long time, he will fall into fantasy, and his mind will become more and more serious. confused.

During the few years when she first went to work, Shang Congshu sent her text messages with thousands of words every day. The contents of the text messages were all upside-down hallucinations. He either suspected that there was a person embedded in the wall, or that someone outside the door was about to break in with a knife. Come.

Although Shang Congshu doesn't send her text messages now, it doesn't mean those hallucinations disappear.

An hour and a half later, Feng Xin packed a few steaks for the cleaning lady to take home.

She put the hot food on the table, there were steaks and lobsters, boiled broccoli, she brushed the steaks with black pepper sauce, and cut them into several pieces.

"The combination of meat and vegetables, I will eat some green vegetables later." Feng Xin put the fork in Shang Congshu's hand.

Compared with chopsticks, Shang Congshu prefers to use forks and spoons.

Seeing Shang Congshu eating obediently, Feng Xin put on gloves and began to peel the lobster shells. These lobsters were steamed and they had to be dipped in sauce to have a taste. She peeled the lobster meat and put it on the dinner plate in front of Shang Congshu.

Feng Xin tapped the sauce dish next to her with her index finger, and said, "You should dip the lobster in this, otherwise you won't be able to eat it."

Shang Congshu picked up the lobster and stuffed it into his mouth, and sure enough, he spit it out in the next second, his brows were wrinkled, his mouth slumped, he might be angry why what he ate this time was different from what he ate last time.

Fengxin was helpless, she took off the disposable gloves, held the back of Shang Congshu's hand, took Shang Congshu to pick up the fresh shrimp, put it in the sauce dish and dipped it twice.

She emphasized what she just said, "Dip this before eating."

Shang Congshu ate the lobster dipped in sauce brought by Fengxin, picked up the next one and stuffed it into his mouth, and then spit it out, his eyes were full of shock, he was even more angry than before, almost like a puffer fish.

Feng Xin repeated what he had just taught, and held Shang Cong's hands comfortably, went to get the shrimp dipping sauce, and repeated the teaching four or five times.

But once Feng Xin didn't carry it with his own hands, Shang Congshu would still ignore the steps taught by Feng Xin when he took the lobster by himself, and just stuffed it into his mouth, and spit it out again when he ate the tasteless lobster.

Feng Xin was a little frustrated, and sighed long, she didn't continue teaching Shang Congshu, dipped the peeled prawns into the sauce, and then put them on Shang Congshu's dinner plate.

"I don't think it's troublesome." Feng Xin said honestly, she felt melancholy, "I was just thinking, what would you do if I was gone...

No matter where it is sent, there will be no nurses who will patiently dip each lobster in sauce and pass it to Shang Congshu to eat.

Shang Congshu also had a weird temperament, he wouldn't eat anything that wasn't dipped in sauce, if he still couldn't dip himself in the sauce, could it be that after her death, Shang Congshu would no longer be able to eat his favorite lobster.

The simplest happiness in life is not to be able to eat well and sleep well. Not being able to eat lobster dipped in sauce means that Shang Congshu's life is not good.

In Feng Xin's eyes, this is a very serious matter.

Shang Congshu put down his hands and ate half of the shrimp meat, and said in a low voice, "Where are you going?"

From last night until now, Shang Congshu asked several times, but Fengxin never gave a clear answer, but only slowly looked at Shang Congshu, and said softly, "I don't know."

Shang Congshu didn't want to eat it, thinking of Fengxin's advice to eat green vegetables, he reluctantly ate two small broccoli.

Seeing Shang Cong Shu Xin's distressed face, Feng Xin comforted him: "Birth, old age, sickness and death are normal in the world, no matter where I go, don't be too sad, just accept it calmly."

She thought of the movie she watched with Cong Shu in her dream, that being forgotten is the real death, so let her really die, she doesn't want to be remembered by Shang Congshu.

Given Shang Congshu's special situation, it is probably difficult to accept the fact that she will disappear in this world. Every time I think about it, it must be painful and heartbreaking.

"Can you not talk about this?" Shang Congshu asked.

Feng Xin: "Okay, just because I haven't told you about this and I don't want you to be afraid of these things, I want to talk about it."

Obviously Shang Congshu didn't want to talk about it, she didn't like to hear Fengxin talk about it, it would make her uncomfortable, and she couldn't tell why, she just didn't want to hear it, and she didn't want Fengxin to leave.

After eating, she went to play with the little train.

Tomorrow is Christmas Eve, Fengxin wants to decorate the house, the Christmas tree card that I bought earlier is half a meter high, take it out to decorate, and hang a few small bells with red bows on it.

Shang Congshu came over suddenly, removed a small bell from the tree, and dangled it in his hand.

She seemed to like listening to the bells very much, and she got tired after shaking her hands for a while, pinching both sides of the rope to put it on Fengxin's neck.

Feng Xin blocked it with her hand, feeling inexplicably shy, "...don't make trouble."

"I don't!" Shang Congshu refused to give in, but wanted to wear Fengxin's neck.

She is used to being domineering, as long as Feng Xin obeys her, she feels that Feng Xin will get bigger and bigger if she listens to her.

Although pampered, she is also much more lively, which is more painful than the lifeless appearance.

Shang Congshu took Feng Xin's arm away, and Feng Xin blocked it again. She stomped her feet in a hurry, making her petite, with red eyes, ready to cry at any time.

Feng Xin has no choice.

Seeing that she was not moving, Shang Congshu tied a rope around Fengxin's neck, the rope was neither too long nor too short, and the bell hung on Fengxin's collarbone.

Shang Congshu wanted to hear the bell, so he fiddled with the bell with his index finger. After going back and forth several times, Feng Xin directly held him in his arms.

Shang Congshu was afraid and wanted to push Feng Xin away.

Feng Xin coaxed, "I won't eat you, give you a hug."

This sentence really worked, Shang Congshu stopped struggling, and sat on Feng Xin's lap, playing with the little bell at a closer distance, with her ear lying next to Feng Xin's collarbone, listening to the sound, twisting the bell around her fingertips, she couldn't put it down .

"You're only interested in bells?" Feng Xin hugged Shang Cong and Shu's waist.

Seeing that Shang Congshu likes to play with the things hanging around her neck so much, he felt a sense of frustration, "Every day he plays with Snoopy or the little train, but now he plays with bells, so he can't play..."