sick wife

Chapter 12, No Love

Shang Congshu hid this matter very well, and it was also the first time for Fengxin to reflect on herself. Was it because she was too weak that Shang Congshu was so worried about her?

If she had let Shang Congshu know that she was not afraid of these threats earlier, wouldn't Shang Congshu have been so helpless in his last life that he would end up swallowing his breath?

When Luo Ying heard Feng Xin's remark, a layer of sarcasm suddenly appeared on her hypocritical face, "Shu Shu still told you the matter? It seems that she really doesn't care about your future at all. Don't worry too much." If you want to get angry with me, first think about whether it is worth it for you to do this?"

Seeing Luo Ying's reaction, Feng Xin seemed to do such a thing as no big deal, as if it was not worth mentioning at all. She couldn't bear to be belittled by anyone who was regarded as a treasure by Shang Congshu.

She gritted her teeth and breathed out, the anger in her chest was already burning in her heart, "I don't need you to define whether it's worth it, I know you and the school manager are a family, if the school insists on protecting you, I don't mind letting the school be with you notorious."

Luo Ying still didn't panic when things came to an end. In Luo Ying's eyes, Feng Xin was just a girl in her early twenties. Young people have passion. It's normal to have such emotions. It's hard to say whether she can persevere.

Luo Ying took off her glasses, slowly took out a handkerchief to wipe the lenses, and said, "Tsk, let me tell you this, Shang Congshu's illness will never recover, and you will only like her for a year or two if you die, don't you?" You might really be with her for the rest of your life. For a girl who is destined to be separated, are you sure you want to help Shang Congshu get ahead? We can discuss what you want, and it’s really not worth the loss if you lose your future."

Speaking of the latter, Luo Ying even offered benefits to attract Fengxin. As far as she knew, Fengxin's family was ordinary, and the family only counted on Fengxin, the only daughter, to be successful.

People who are poorer are often the greediest, because she has never gotten anything good, never enjoyed the sweetness of power, and can easily sell herself.

But Shang Congshu is different. Shang Congshu has been excellent in all aspects since he was a child, and his thinking is particularly tough and independent.

His only weakness is his girlfriend Fengxin, he can't do anything else, only Fengxin can make Shang Congshu shut up obediently.

"What do you mean?" There was a complex look in Feng Xin's eyes.

Luo Ying thought that Feng Xin had been persuaded by her, secretly disdainful, looked down on Feng Xin from the bottom of her heart, and her perennial hypocritical habits did not let her be exposed, "You may not know that Shang Congshu and her mother's family are both mentally ill. "

Suddenly recalling some old events, Luo Ying was full of sarcasm about human nature. She smiled and said: "I also know that Shang Congshu's grandmother was forced to death. My sister-in-law is not a good person. She is afraid that we will find out that her family has a history of mental illness. , Locked up my own mother in the country, it’s a rare time to go back to my hometown to see, I don’t know why Wen Yu went crazy, suddenly yelled and asked why the old man didn’t die, and asked why the old man lived so long to torture her? Guess the result How is it? That night, Grandma Shu drank the pesticide and really died."

This was what Shang Congshu told her personally ten years ago. When Shang Congshu went back to the countryside with Wen Yu to visit his grandmother, he had a high fever when he came back. He must have been quite frightened.

She didn't quite believe it at first, thinking it was a child making up stories on purpose, and Wen Yu went back to his hometown for a funeral soon after. She felt that something was wrong, so she went to the village where Wen Yu came out to inquire about it.

That's how she discovered such a big secret, and the night the old man drank the pesticide, Shang Congshu and Wen Yu, mother and daughter, were still staying in the village.

Did the old man drink the pesticide himself, or did Wen Yu pour it himself out of control?who knows...

Over the years, no matter how gentle and generous Wen Yu pretended to be, she failed to completely beautify her in Luo Ying's heart.

Now that Shang Congshu also has this tendency, she believes that Shang Congshu's mother's family has mental illness, which is caused by family genetic factors, and no amount of treatment is likely to cure it.

After Luo Ying finished speaking, Feng Xin was silent for a long time.

She said again with relief, "Don't think that leaving Shang Congshu is an unforgivable crime. When this kind of disease occurs, even the relatives who are connected by blood will suffer, not to mention that you and Shang Congshu are just a couple. Break up Just find the next one."

Such a good opportunity is in front of Feng Xin, she can get rid of her mentally disturbed girlfriend, and she can also ask for a sum of money, or choose to go abroad for further studies, she does not believe that Feng Xin is not tempted at all.

Sure enough, Feng Xin left silently.

Luo Ying's lens was full of victorious victors, and she said behind Feng Xin: "You can find me whenever you want, and you can ask me your conditions. We have a happy cooperation."

The sky was still clear before going out, and suddenly it rained heavily.

Feng Xin held an umbrella and went back downstairs, her shoes and clothes were quite wet, she was not used to returning to her young body, even on a hot day, she started to worry about the pain in her leg bones after a little rain.

She took out the key from her bag and opened the door. The house was terribly silent. Not only was the TV turned off, but even the windows and even the air conditioner were turned off. The whole room was hot and stuffy.

Fengxin's heart skipped a beat, she didn't even change her shoes, she staggered to the bedroom to find someone, she breathed out only when she saw Shang Congshu sleeping on the bed, before she felt relieved, her eyes fell on the bed covering Shang Congshu. on the quilt.

Worry appeared on his face, "Congshu, aren't you hot?"

The outdoor temperature was over 30, and the indoor windows were closed and the air conditioner was turned off. The whole environment was swelteringly hot, and Shang Congshu was still wrapped in a quilt...

Feng Xin sat on the edge of the bed, leaned over and saw Shang Congshu, who was facing her back, was sweating profusely, his hair was all wet and clumped together, I don't know how long it had been sticky, his snow-white skin was covered with red, and the outside of his clothes The exposed collarbone of the neck was densely covered with prickly heat.

It was unbearable without the air conditioner on such a hot day, yet Shang Congshu even covered such a thick quilt.

Shang Congshu didn't seem to be able to see Feng Xin, and was immersed in his own world talking to himself. Feng Xin listened closely for a long time before he vaguely heard that Shang Congshu should be talking about the plot of an anime movie.

She half-lyed on Shang Congshu's body, and wiped off the sweat on Shang Congshu's face with her fingertips. Her Congshu is the most clean, and she will never make herself dirty at any time. Congshu must be very happy now. uncomfortable.

Fengxin's eyes showed deep and lingering distress, and he couldn't imagine what Shang Congshu saw in his childhood, how much he had suppressed for so many years, whether he was afraid of his biological mother while loving him deeply at the same time.

"I'll take you to take a shower." Feng Xin found the remote control, turned on the air conditioner in the room, lifted the quilt and pulled him into his arms.

Feng Xin's clothes were soaked by rain, and Shang Congshu's clothes were soaked in sweat. The two hugged each other, and suddenly Shang Congshu Bing arrived.

Shang Congshu took a subconscious breath: "Hiss..."

Feng Xin realized this problem, and was anxious to put him down, but Shang Congshu didn't want to get down, Feng Xin didn't force it, so he just carried him to the bathroom.

She adjusted the water temperature, turned on the shower, brought Shang Congshu a towel, shower gel and shampoo, put one knee on the tile, and patted the low chair, "Sit down and wash your hair together."

Feng Xin forgot for a moment that Shang Congshu is only 20 years old now, not 20 years after his illness. In her previous life, she often washed Shang Congshu's body and hair like this, and she has long been used to it.

Apparently Shang Congshu didn't come to his senses, but Feng Xin was proficient in his movements, as if doing these things for her was so natural, but it made Shang Congshu a little uncomfortable.

Her face was gradually turning red, her arms were wrapped around her chest, and she turned sideways, awkwardly, "You, why are you doing this..."

People who don't know think they are old couples who have been married for decades.

Hearing this, Feng Xin was also slightly taken aback, Shang Congshu's shy and embarrassed look in front of her caused little ripples in her eyes, she hadn't seen such an energetic Congshu for a long time.

Feeling lost for no reason, she brought a long bath towel, wrapped her arms around Shang Congshu, and covered Shang Congshu, her eyes curled up, "Are you still ashamed now? Don't catch a cold, cover the towel well."

Feng Xin didn't ignore Shang Congshu's shyness just because they had established a relationship, she joked, no one knew how much her heart was throbbing.

But she knows that this sweetness is just a flash in the pan...

She sat down with her arms around Shang Congshu, took a comb to help Shang Congshu straighten his long hair, combed the sticky strands of hair one by one, foamed up the shampoo, and rubbed her fingers into the strands of hair.

Feng Xin didn't even wash her hair so carefully, she habitually wanted to leave all the tenderness and patience to Shang Congshu.

Feng Xin said: "After I take a shower, I will put on some talcum powder, and the prickly heat will disappear later."

Shang Congshu lowered his head to look at the skin on his body, and slid his finger over it. It was neither painful nor itchy, and he didn't really care, "Oh~"

The warm water washed down from the top of his head, Shang Congshu closed his eyes tightly, and raised his face to let the shower wash away the foam.

Seeing this cute look, Feng Xin leaned down and kissed Shang Congshu's face intimately.

She closed her eyes and was so absorbed in the kiss that she couldn't help but recall that she had said hurtful things to Shang Congshu.

When Shang Congshu fell ill, he suddenly became paranoid, and asked her over and over again whether he still loved her, and when she insisted on typing the answer out of her mouth, the answers she gave were always venting anger, angry with Shang Congshu who was ill. Shang Congshu asked once, and she repeated "I don't love", making Shang Congshu cry and fuss, throwing things and losing his temper, and finally crying until he retched, lying on the ground and refusing to eat.

She was very numb, watching Shang Congshuo all night, and refused to fall asleep the whole night.

She clearly remembered that that night, Shang Congshu's voice was hoarse, and he couldn't hear the answer he wanted from her mouth. She cried to the point of irritating convulsions, and she didn't want to be soothed by a word. He opened his mouth to respond to Shang Congshu.

Although his face is expressionless, his heart is so ferocious, it is more freezing and unbearable than a cold blizzard day...

"A Xin!"

"A Xin!"

"Why are you crying..."

The woman's panicked voice brought Feng Xin back from her memories, the shower was thrown on the ground at some point, and big tears dripped from Feng Xin's eyes.

She cried quietly, but the pain was extremely intense, hooking every nerve, and even her heart was aching. When she opened her eyes, her vision was blurred, and she was full of hot tears.

The author has something to say:

Babies with coordinates in Henan must pay attention to safety and try to avoid places like telephone poles. I hope everyone is safe and sound!

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