sick wife

Chapter 19, Wandering

Facing Feng Xin's accusation, Wen Yu didn't feel guilty at all, she didn't think such a trivial matter was a big deal, but Feng Xin's attitude seemed to be that she had done some heinous thing.

"Feng Xin, don't yell at me. I did this because I wanted to bring Shu Shu home so that I could take her to the provincial hospital tomorrow. If you didn't do anything to her, you are immature. How can you understand Auntie's good intentions." She spoke logically, adopting the tone of an elder, and described Feng Xin as a young man with childish ideas and impulsiveness.

Fengxin thought of the day when Shang Congshu just woke up and kept her from talking to Wen Yu. Thinking of Shang Congshu's behavior of giving medicine to Wen Yu when Shang Congshu couldn't fall asleep, and Shang Congshu's behavior of forcibly dragging people away if he refused to leave, his heart was full of emotions. Aversion to cold.

When Shang Congshu's grandmother was disobedient, what method did Wen Yu use to silence her?That's why Cong Shu was afraid to even communicate with Wen Yu.

"Good intentions? You are really worried after Congshu got out of the car accident." She couldn't help but clenched the bag she was carrying on one shoulder tightly. Using this method to control her emotions, her neck was flushed and sneered, and asked with a sneer: "I found out later She is not in a good state of mind, and your love for Congshu has changed, because you are afraid that she will expose your family's inheritance in this area, and that she will drag down your other two children, aren't you? "

No wonder Shang Congshu's car accident was so serious in his previous life. The businessman went bankrupt and had to treat Shang Congshu, but after Shang Congshu lost his mind, he reacted completely differently, like throwing a hot potato.

Wen Yu's expression flashed in a daze, she stared at Zhi Feng Xin, shook her head repeatedly, and the order of her words became out of order, "I can't let Shu Shu ruin the lives of her brothers and sisters, I don't know what you are talking about... Shu Shu His illness has had a considerable impact on us..."

"Auntie!" Feng Xin raised her decibels, her eyes were filled with tears, she was obviously not the one who was abandoned by her mother, but she felt even more sad than Shang Congshu, "The number one scholar in liberal arts Congshu is your daughter, young man An excellent poet is your daughter, but Cong Shu is not when she is sick? She needs to be cared for and loved..."

She couldn't understand, why in this world, even mother's love faded away?

Feng Xin couldn't help asking, "Could it be that only being outstanding can be your daughter?"

Wen Yu walked quickly as if she couldn't hear Feng Xin's words, walking back and forth for such a short distance, the sound of messy footsteps filled the whole bedroom, just hearing the sound could make her feel anxious.

Seeing what Feng Xin did, Wen Yu was shocked, pointing at Feng Xin and shaking her head, "If you take Shu Shu away tonight, you won't be able to send her back in the future!"

Feng Xin: "I won't take her away, what's your plan?"

Wen Yu: "Shu Shu will be hospitalized until she recovers, and she will be brought back."

Feng Xin suddenly couldn't tell whether what Wen Yu said was true or not at this moment. If he really wanted to send someone to treatment, why would Wen Yu keep Shang Congshu's grandmother locked up in his hometown?

If Wen Yu just wanted to give up Shang Congshu and save him by leaving him in the hospital, would Shang Congshu really recover from his illness?If you are bullied in the hospital, no one will find out.

Feng Xin suddenly thought of the article about a mental patient being sexually assaulted by a male nurse in the hospital, and hesitated again.

Seeing Feng Xin's concerns, Wen Yu added: "You can visit Cong Shu at a fixed time every week."

With this promise, Feng Xin was finally shaken, "Okay, let me chat with Cong Shu..."

When she said this, it was colder than driving with the cold wind for three hours. Her voice trembled violently, her voice was weak, but she spoke every word very clearly.

Only then did Feng Xin realize that this decision made her sweat.

Only Feng Xin and Shang Congshu were left in the bedroom. Feng Xin didn't rest, she sat on the edge of the bed and quietly looked at Shang Congshu. The face in front of her was superimposed on another face with a little trace of age.

She suddenly couldn't remember when she lost patience with Shang Congshu in her last life. She remembered that she often worked overtime for a while and had to cook for Congshu when she came back.

During that time, Shu didn't like to use chopsticks. When she turned around and went to the kitchen to put her apron on, she used her hands to grab the freshly prepared hot dishes behind her back. Her hands burned red, and she poured all the dishes on the ground, crying. He ran over and showed her his hand, asking her to blow it.

This is not the first time Shang Congshu has done this. She was angry like never before, and asked why she didn't understand her, but Shang Congshu couldn't communicate with her at all.

Feng Xin raised her hand to cover her eyes, thinking back, she still felt very tired...

The sky outside turned fish-belly white, Shang Congshu suddenly convulsed on the bed, Feng Xin lost all sleepiness in an instant, and woke him up from a nightmare, "Congshu, Congshu!"

Shang Congshu opened his eyes and gasped for breath. The first second he saw Fengxin, he threw himself into Fengxin's arms, carefully looked around the surroundings, and found that where he was, his breathing became light instantly with fright, tightly Encircle Feng Xin's neck and shoulders.

Feng Xin passed Shang Congshu's legs and knees with her arms, lifted him up into the air, and sat directly on her lap, she was familiar with soothing, "Don't be afraid, I've already looked for it, except you and me, no one is here. "

"...Ah Xin, let's leave quickly, we won't be able to leave later." Shang Congshu said in horror, deliberately whispering, for fear of being overheard by a third person.

This sentence is exactly the same as what Shang Congshu said when he woke up in the hospital that day.

Feng Xin supported Shang Congshu's back and patted slowly, she was silent for a while, put one hand on Shang Congshu's soft arm that was wrapped around her shoulder, and coaxed softly, "Congshu, listen to me carefully, you recently I’m sick, I’m going to see a doctor later, I’m going to take medicine and injections, and I’ll go back to our home when I’m sick. Will you be obedient?”

Shang Congshu was not appeased, but became more restless, and his mood rose immediately, "What does it mean to return to our home after recovering from illness? You want to drive me away, and you can't wait to let another woman live in? Then you just Tell me, am I the kind of woman who will beg for nothing to pester you?"

"Besides you, I have no other woman..." Feng Xin said the same thing countless times over the past few decades, and said tirelessly: "I don't like anyone else either."

"Then why did you drive me away?" Apart from not loving him, Shang Congshu couldn't think of any other reason.

Feng Xin explained: "I didn't drive you away, your mental state is not very good, you need to see a doctor to get better. I don't want to leave you either, but a short separation can make us both better..."

"I don't understand!" Shang Congshu let go of Feng Xin, got off Feng Xin's lap, lay on the bed, his eyes were red, and half of his face was buried in the quilt, "What are you talking about now, what's the difference between breaking up with a couple? "

Coax people to separate for a short time first, then they will break up naturally after a long time, and you can also win the good face of "peaceful breakup".

Isn't that what Feng Xin means?It's just a face that the breakup is for her good.

Seeing that Shang Congshu is still stable now, Feng Xin further said: "I don't want to break up. You like to imagine, irritable and irritable. You really need to see a doctor. Trust me, okay? I'm really worried about you."

Shang Congshu's eyes gradually became dazed, and he murmured: "Imagination... irritable and irritable... you mean, I have a mental illness?"

Without waiting for Feng Xin to answer, Shang Congshu became depressed. She thought sadly, "Ah Xin, if you take me out, will they talk about me? Will someone laugh at you about me?"

Feng Xin didn't deny it, she stroked Shang Congshu's hair with her fingers, her eyes were haggard from a sleepless night, she didn't know how to respond to Shang Congshu.

At first Fengxin didn't care, she didn't care about being ridiculed and commented on, but later when more people talked about it, people who knew about these things looked at her with inexplicable sympathy, as if they wanted to pity her, and she felt a panic in her heart.

After a long time, Feng Xin will intentionally or unintentionally pretend to be single and unmarried, not wanting Shang Congshu to be discovered by others. She can endure people outside talking about her affairs, but she can't bear being looked at by others with pitiful eyes. ...

Fengxin's hand was suddenly held by Shang Congshu, and Shang Congshu burst into tears, "I'm sorry, I'm just the kind of woman who begs for nothing and wants to pester you... What should I do, I don't want to be separated from you at all, you Don't chase me away, okay?"

She held Fengxin tightly, like hugging the only piece of driftwood in the sea, and begged Fengxin to take her away in an almost begging tone, "I don't need a doctor, I don't want to stay here. Where can I go except where you are?" I don't want to go either..."

This time Feng Xin did not follow Shang Congshu's idea, she did not express her opinion for a long time, and she had a strong desire to let Shang Congshu go to the hospital.

Feng Xin couldn't tell whether she really wanted Shang Congshu to be healed, or whether she was selfish and wanted to take the opportunity to separate from Shang Congshu...

The medical conditions in the previous life were more developed, and Shang Congshu still did not recover from his illness. Now it is 20 years ago, and the medical level is even more backward, so it may not really help Shang Congshu recover.

Wen Yu promised that she would have time to visit Shang Congshu every week, so that it would be convenient for her to know how Shang Congshu was doing, and greatly reduce her sense of guilt.

Perhaps Feng Xin's silence gave the answer, Shang Congshu unknowingly let go of Feng Xin's hand, and even looked at Feng Xin with fear, the Feng Xin in front of her was so strange and indifferent, it made her feel uncomfortable. To the slightest warmth...

Feng Xin was stunned suddenly, and said sharply, "Don't look at me like that!"

Shang Congshu was shocked, his shoulders trembled, tears were hanging on his eyelashes, and he was on the verge of falling.

Feng Xin realized that she had lost her composure, and licked her lower lip uncomfortably, "I am doing it for your own good, and you have nothing to rely on when you are with me. One day I accidentally die, so what will you do?"

Shang Congshu said angrily, "What should I do? Then I'll go wandering, sleep under the overpass, pick up things that others don't want to eat... hiss!"

Her shoulders were instantly held by Fengxin, and she gasped with such force that she frowned in pain, "Smelly Fengxin! You hurt me!"

Shang Congshu yelled, and in the next second his whole body was pulled into Feng Xin's arms, the tip of his nose was full of Feng Xin's smell, as if Feng Xin wanted to rub her into his body, he hugged her so tightly.

Until she heard the inaudible choking sound, she froze suddenly, feeling Feng Xin's sudden hesitation, obviously Feng Xin didn't say anything, but this hug seemed to say everything.

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