sick wife

Shang Congshu doesn't know why, she just doesn't want Feng Xin to leave her sight, even if she stays at home all the time, it doesn't matter, she is always worried that Feng Xin will be like that rabbit dream, why won't she come back after leaving? manage?

Then she would be alone at home every day, and she would freeze to death.

Thinking of such a scene, Shang Congshu's mood became even lower, and he wanted to follow Feng Xin's side no matter what.

The same sentence was repeated in his mouth, "I will really be obedient, and I will never cause you trouble or disturb your work. Just take me with you, okay? I want to go out too..."

It seems that saying this can make Feng Xin fulfill her wish.

Perhaps it was the last sentence that touched Feng Xin. In the past, Feng Xin would often take Shang Congshu out to relax. Later, he was really busy with work, and Shang Congshu's spirit was getting worse and worse. He had to clean up every time he took him out. Some messes, as time goes by, Feng Xin loses that patience.

Now think about it carefully, how can a person stay at home and not go out all year round, how can he get better like this, close his own world, and not contact the outside world, it will only make him less able to recognize the outside world.

When Feng Xin thought about Shang Congshu's illness, she also linked up with what she said and did, and agreed: "I can take you with me, but you can't run around. If you hear any sounds, see anyone, and want to Say hello to me in advance when you do anything, don't worry me, you know?"

Shang Congshu's face was soon stained with joy, and Feng Xin's eyes lit up a few degrees.

Considering the hot weather outside, Feng Xin was worried that it would make Shang Congshu's wound more unfavorable to healing, so he prepared to bring some band-aids and povidone iodine, so that he could clean Shang Congshu's wound halfway.

She packed up the things to bring from the medicine box, saw Shang Congshu was washing in the bathroom, and suddenly thought of something strange...

In the last life, why didn't she know that Shu still had the money?And they moved several times at that time, and she didn't find these red envelopes.

Does this mean that Shang Congshu hid something somewhere she didn't know?And hide it very secretly.

She didn't think Shang Congshu should hide her own money, but she was worried that Shang Congshu would take advantage of her inattention to hide some sharp weapons that would hurt her.

Last night when she proposed to sleep on her side, Shang Congshu's expression obviously became extremely nervous, as if she was afraid that the things in the side sleeper would be discovered by her.

Feng Xin took another look at Shang Congshu who had just washed up. She probably wouldn't come out in a while. She stepped into the side sleeper and randomly searched the drawers and cabinets, and she searched them all.

Then lay on the ground, and suddenly found a round iron can in the innermost corner under the bed.

When I took it out, the outer packaging of the box seemed to be a kind of candy. When I opened it, I found that there were all kinds of different medicines inside.

Feng Xin's heart skipped a beat, why didn't she know that Shang Congshu was taking medicine?Besides, where did you get the medicine from?

Just looking at the different colors and shapes, Feng Xin couldn't tell what they were eating.

Until she picked up one of them in her hand, and just touched it, she felt the sticky feeling, and she instantly understood that this was not a medicine at all, but a candy specially made in the shape of a pill.

Feng Xin put it in his mouth and tasted it lightly, as expected, the taste of these candies is no different from ordinary candies, but it was made specially like this, which is really not quite right.

How did Shang Congshu get these things?

Will you secretly contact outside netizens?

Reminiscent of Shang Congshu asking for help from outsiders in the previous life, Fengxin couldn't help but turned on the computer on the table, checked on Zhihu and found no new posts, and went to Tianya to check, but there was nothing to gain.

She silently glanced at Shang Congshu who was still in the bathroom, although he was a little guilty, he clicked on Shang Congshu's social software, no matter whether it was Penguin or WeChat, there was no difference.

Often the calmer the sea, the more turbulent the other side.

Feng Xin became even more uneasy, judging by Shang Congshu's previous illness, he should find somewhere to vent his anger.

Fengxin opened the browser again, and the browsing records were all normal, but the historical records were deleted, which allowed her to find a breakthrough. There were search records on Baidu, but the historical records were deleted, which indicated that Shang Congshu had been browsing He did something he didn't want her to know.

She clicked on the favorites in it, and there was a rather special website, which seemed to be a foreign website, Feng Xin was about to click on it, but when she heard the movement in the bathroom, she quickly forked it off and closed the computer again.

Yesterday, Shang Congshu's condition suddenly changed to another type. She has been a little unclear about what caused Shang Congshu to become like that, and she dare not act rashly right now.

If he asked directly, maybe Shang Congshu would be on guard against her again, and the loss outweighed the gain.

Shang Congshu was ready to come out, Feng Xin took her to the shooting location agreed with the guests, the distance was a bit far, and it was only possible to take a minivan to get to the park with the lotus pond forest.

Shang Congshu was very obedient, holding Feng Xin's hand all the way, seeing pedestrians approaching, he would subconsciously hold Feng Xin's arm tightly, but he didn't react too aggressively.

When we arrived at the park, Feng Xin bought a candy rabbit figure for Shang Congshu in the scenic spot.

The two guests photographed are young girls who want to make a self-media video. The theme of the photo shoot is the personification of twin flowers. Both girls are wearing Hanfu, and there are makeup artists and makeup next to them.

Feng Xin brought Shang Congshu to the pavilion, squatted down, put his hands on Shang Congshu's lap, and said softly: "It's cooler here, and I'll take pictures for the guests in front. You promise me that you are at home." If you hear any sound, see anyone, and wherever you are going, you must first say hello to me."

Feng Xin emphasized again and again.

Shang Congshu was eating a candy figurine, his crimson lips were still stained with candy, he didn't respond to Feng Xin's words, and suddenly kissed Feng Xin heavily, the candy on his lips rubbed against Feng Xin directly.

Feng Xin was stunned for a moment, this is a scenic spot where people come and go, she looked around subconsciously, and found that the three young girls not far away happened to bump into the scene where Shang Congshu just kissed her.

Now he was looking at the two of them, with an auntie smile on his face, as if he was drunk.

Feng Xin was a bit shy at first, but now she was even more embarrassed, covered her mouth halfway with the back of her hand, and quickly licked the little candy into her mouth, the culprit in front of her still looked as if nothing had happened, Feng Xin was very angry and funny.

While instructing the guests to pose for photos, she would look back at Shang Congshu who was enjoying the shade under the pavilion from time to time to ensure that Shang Congshu appeared in her field of vision before continuing to work

The makeup lady at the side saw this scene and couldn't help asking, "Miss Feng, is your girlfriend a bit different?"

As soon as the words were spoken, she explained again: "Don't get me wrong, I didn't mean to discriminate. I just saw you talking to your girlfriend and you kept emphasizing the same thing over and over again, so I was thinking that your girlfriend should be a relatively special group of people."

Fengxin doesn't like to mention Shang Congshu's illness to others, it's not that she feels ashamed or afraid of being laughed at, her sensitive emotions come from the so-called kind-hearted people in her previous life who always accidentally hurt them.

The tone of the speech has softened a lot, "She is a little mentally ill, if you don't talk to her well, it may make her run around."

Hearing Fengxin's words, the two protagonists who took the photo all exclaimed in unison, "You are so young and not in good spirits? Then why are you still dating her?"

These two girls are about the same age as Feng Xin, both in their early twenties, so when they heard that Shang Congshu was a special group, their first reaction was how did Feng Xin find such a girlfriend.

According to Fengxin's appearance, she can definitely find someone better than the present one. Being with a girl who is sick at such a young age is too dragging down her life.

The two girls who thought that Feng Xin and Shang Congshu were a perfect match just now had a slightly subtle expression and a little bit of sympathy.

Feng Xin's expression gradually became indifferent, and the fingertips holding the camera quietly turned white.

Seeing this, Zhuang Niang smelled the smell of ice slag in the air, and hurried out to smooth things over, and laughed dryly, "They mean that there are not many people who love their girlfriends like you..."

In order to ease the embarrassment, Zhuang Niang tried to make up for it, and then said: "I have a friend who is a psychiatrist. She has seen many early mental patients and she is very experienced. Would you like to take your girlfriend to see her?" ? Maybe it can be of great help."

Hearing this, Feng Xin's expression softened a lot, and she happened to have this idea, so she asked Zhuang Niang for the psychiatrist's contact information, and politely said: "Thanks, I'll treat you to dinner when I'm free."

After working all morning, Feng Xin finally finished her work and said goodbye to these three people.

Back in the pavilion, Feng Xin looked at Shang Congshu lying on the stone table, with a cool and comfortable expression on his face, couldn't help rubbing Shang Congshu's long hair slightly wet with sweat, "Is the stomach Hungry? I'll take you to dinner."

Finally, when Feng Xin finished his work, Shang Congshu sat up straight, the joyful expression on his face lasted less than a second, his eyes saw Feng Xin's neck was reddened by the camera rope, and the back of his neck was even sunburned The traces, the mood suddenly became depressed.

She murmured: "Why are you so tired? You don't earn much money. It's too hard to come here from such a far place all morning and spend so long in the sun."

Feng Xin took Shang Congshu's hand and put it against her face, her pupils were a little dizzy, wondering if she remembered something from a long time ago.

She nodded with an apologetic expression on her face, "I'm sorry, I wish I could make a lot of money."

If she had enough money, Shang Congshu would not have had such a hard life in her previous life. Every time she moved, she would give priority to utilities and rent, and then consider the environment.

Once, she and Shang Congshu moved to a dilapidated old residential area. The lights on the stairs were voice-activated. Every time Shang Congshu walked up the stairs, he had to run back quickly.

Shang Congshu is afraid of the dark, afraid of the light bulb that flickers for a while and doesn't flicker for a while...

There is no washing machine in the house, and clothes have to be washed by hand.

There is no refrigerator, and the vegetables bought today have to be cooked and eaten on the same day, and cannot be left for tomorrow, otherwise the vegetables will be dry and the meat will stink.

Feng Xin knows that these days are experienced by many ordinary people, but Feng Xin still feels very guilty because she did not bring Shang Congshu to live a good life and did not give Shang Congshu better living conditions.

This kind of guilt, it will get worse every time it happens again, and it will increase day by day, eroding all her nerves...

"Ah Xin, why are you apologizing?" Shang Congshu frowned, looking at Feng Xin as if he was sorry for her, he didn't know where Feng Xin's emotion came from.

She flattened her mouth and said seriously: "It's not hard to raise me, and I don't need a lot of money."

She needs to take care of her better and not tire Feng Xin.

Shang Congshu hugged Fengxin, leaned on Fengxin, fanned Fengxin's neck with his hand, and said: "You have to finish your studies first, and then think about making money. If you want money to spend, put Take the 2 yuan, mine is yours."

She thought about it seriously, there seemed to be no urgent need for money recently, and she didn't know why Feng Xin wanted to earn pocket money all of a sudden.

Although Fengxin used to go out to work part-time, but she rarely went out on such a hot weekend, today's Fengxin gave her the seriousness of putting money-making plans into her life.

But Fengxin is still a student, so earning pocket money should be the priority, and learning should be the priority.

"Cong Shu..." Feng Xin whispered her name softly, buried her face in Shang Cong Shu's neck socket, her eyes were slightly sore.