sick wife

In Shang Congshu's perception, they seldom quarreled, and every time they quarreled, it was her who lost her temper a lot, and it was the first time she saw Fengxin so angry.

She felt that Feng Xin was the strange one, secretly flipped through the computer behind her back, and talked to her so loudly after she found out, making the matter ferment beyond control.

"Why are you so fierce?" she asked aggrievedly.

She casually placed the computer beside her, hugged the Snoopy pillow beside the bed, looked at Feng Xin tearfully with light red eyes and mist.

In the past, as long as she turned the problem into an attitude problem, and acted like she was being bullied by Feng Xin, no matter what happened immediately, Feng Xin would soften her attitude and ask for peace, hug her, and coax her well.

Today's Feng Xin is quite different from the past, with a sullen face, not much reaction to her bad mood.

Feng Xin gave Shang Congshu a cold look, turned around and left.

Shang Cong shouted anxiously: "Are you going away like this?"

She didn't want Feng Xin to bow her head, she just wanted Feng Xin to be gentler to her and not to talk to her so loudly, any cracks in her relationship would start from not communicating.

Feng Xin was not persuaded by her yelling, she even closed the door when she went out.

Shang Congshu was the only one left in the room. He was so quiet that he could even hear his own breathing. She was lying on the quilt with Snoopy in her arms, and she really wanted to cry...

Feng Xin was sitting in the lobby editing photos, her face was expressionless, she couldn't tell what emotion she was in, her eyes just looked directly at the floating screen.

Not long after, Feng Xin heard the sound of turning the doorknob from the master bedroom, and knew without looking that Shang Congshu was hiding behind the door to observe her quietly.

She didn't want Shang Congshu to be sick like this, and because of her, it would make the illness worse, but if Shang Congshu loved her or not, what could she rely on to support her...

After waiting for a long time for Fengxin to take the initiative, Shang Congshu couldn't sit still, drinking water in the lobby, getting food from the refrigerator, running back and forth several times, dangling in front of Fengxin, doing something cute Little things.

During this period, except for operating the mouse to retouch the picture, Feng Xin did not make unnecessary movements throughout the whole process, and her eyes did not fall on Shang Congshu.

Maybe I watched it secretly. When Shang Congshu turned his back to Fengxin to get a soda, during the few seconds when Shang Congshu's sight was blocked by the water dispenser, in a corner where Shang Congshu couldn't find, maybe Fengxin also secretly watched Shang Congshu. From Shu.

After a while, Shang Congshu saw that Fengxin still didn't talk to him, so he went to the kitchen to dig some crushed ice, wrapped it in a towel and took it out.

She sat on the sofa as if no one else was there, moved her position a little bit, and kept approaching Feng Xin, rubbing her shoulder against the crook of Feng Xin's arm, and asked, "Do you want to apply ice?"

Feng Xin's sunburn is not serious, and he will heal soon after returning. Where can I apply this ice cube?

When there was no response, Shang Congshu moved his face closer.

It was almost pasting Fengxin directly, muttering and repeating, "Do you want to apply ice cubes to you?"

She thought that for the sake of taking the initiative, Feng Xin would give her a step down no matter what.

Feng Xin still didn't pay any attention to it, she was next to her, she was no different from treating the air, and continued to focus on retouching the picture.

The crushed ice left the refrigerator and gradually melted, and icy water seeped out from the towel, flowing into Shang Congshu's hand, and his little finger was soon turned red from the ice.

Shang Congshu's body is not cold-resistant, and she can't stand touching ice water with her hands in summer. She has an inexplicable fear of the cold.

He had no choice but to put the towel on the coffee table, and suddenly lay down next to Feng Xin's mouse pad. Whenever Feng Xin moved the mouse, his little finger would touch her soft lips and the tip of her slender nose.

This bit of "scheming" looks like a little rascal.

As soon as Feng Xin stopped his movements, Shang Congshu immediately called out pitifully, "My ears hurt so much... don't you have an infection? Xin, help me see, it hurts so bad..."

Although Feng Xin had a cold face, her attention was always on Shang Congshu. She knew in her heart that Shang Congshu probably did it on purpose, but after Shang Congshu cried out in pain, she couldn't help but worry.

She stared at Shang Congshu for a few seconds, then raised her hand to gently lift Shang Congshu's ear, and tore off one of the band-aids. It was estimated that the wound had grown new and the flesh was a little itchy. After Shang Congshu scratched it, there was nothing serious except for a little redness.

The cold atmosphere melted silently.

Shang Congshu asked her, "Ah Xin, are you still angry?"

Feng Xin looked at the surprisingly well-behaved person in front of her, she opened her mouth to say something, but she always had too many worries and couldn't say anything.

Of course she was angry, thinking of the box of candies in the shape of pills, Shang Congshu definitely didn't know how to contact others.

The other party also believed Shang Congshu's words, so he sent this kind of thing to help Shang Congshu not be forced to take medicine, she was so angry that she felt uncomfortable all over.

On the foreign website, Shang Congshu's account has a lot of followers.

There must be more than one person helping Shang Congshu, and as the person closest to Shang Congshu, she knew nothing about Shang Congshu's behavior of asking for help outside.

Did Shang Congshu do something similar in his previous life?Have you taken the medicine prescribed by the doctor?Or did he change all the medicines while she was not paying attention?

Feng Xin's chest suddenly became tight, thinking that it might be because of his own negligence that delayed Shang Congshu's illness, all kinds of feelings came to his heart.

She wrapped her arms around Shang Congshu, and said in a gentle voice, "Let me see who you chat with, and I won't be angry. Huh?"

Hearing this, Shang Congshu, who was still sober just now, became inexplicably confused again, as if he hadn't heard what Feng Xin said, sitting in Feng Xin's arms with a dull expression, fingering the towel hanging on the coffee table.

Feng Xin was patient and tried to communicate with Shang Congshu, "Why did you post that kind of fake news to deceive the kindness of netizens? I haven't done those things, have I?"

She didn't put medicine powder on the milk, and didn't install a surveillance camera at home. Although she knew that this was Shang Congshu's illness, and she had delusions of being killed, she still hoped that Shang Congshu would listen to her words and let her guard down when she woke up. Don't be so tired.

The woman in his arms didn't say a word, she was silent and didn't know what she was thinking.

Suddenly get up from Feng Xin, go back to the bedroom to get the phone, come out and climb into Feng Xin's arms again, show Feng Xin a video that she has saved, and don't say a word about what Feng Xin asked just now.

The content of the video is a "Disney Princess" hairstyle tutorial, and it is blatantly asking Fengxin to do her own hairstyle.

Feng Xin pushed the phone away with the back of her hand, "I'm not in the mood right now."

Shang Cong shuffled back to the bedroom again, this time coming out with a few small disposable rubber bands in his hand, and a big purple pearl butterfly hairpin of Mermaid Ji.

Show Feng Xin the video just now, muttering, "I want to do this, please help me."

Feng Xin emphasized, "Didn't I tell you? I'm not in the mood right now."

Shang Congshu refused to give her the answer she wanted, and even asked her to braid her hair.

After being rejected by Feng Xin twice in a row, Shang Congshu didn't mention it again, just sat on the carpet, lowered his head, fingered the buttons on the hair clips, popped them open, buttoned them, popped them open, buttoned them again, and did it over and over again. Same action.

Shang Congshu didn't make a fuss, didn't roll around in order to achieve his goal, and Fengxin howled like ghosts and wolves. He was much, much quieter than in his last life...

Seeing this scene, Feng Xin didn't feel relieved at all, her heart was tightly strangled by vines, and her soreness was unbearable. It turned out that compared to Shang Congshu's endless fuss, she couldn't see Shang Congshu's grievance to nowhere The appearance of telling.

Even she made Shang Congshu suffer so much, how can Shang Congshu be happy?

Feng Xin patted Shang Congshu's hair, set up the mobile phone stand, put the mobile phone on it, and watched the video while braiding Shang Congshu's hair, braiding to the end of his hair, and tied it with a small rubber band twice.

Just when she was about to proceed to the next step, Shang Congshu suddenly said coquettishly: "You can't be lazy, if you didn't do that step just now, the effect will be different."

Feng Xin swiped the phone screen with one hand, let the video go back ten seconds, watched it again, and then followed the above steps to pull out a little bit of hair from Shang Congshu's braid, so that it really looks better when it is coiled. In the last step, pick up the butterfly hairpin and clip it in the middle of the back of the head.

Satisfied, Shang Congshu returned to his room with his mobile phone and took a selfie. Before he left, he smacked Fengxin's face a few times.

At this moment, Feng Xin's WeChat pops up the information column of her friend's passing, it is the psychiatrist she added during the day.

She originally wanted to ask about the registration process, but the other party happened to be off that day and was also more interested in Shang Congshu's situation, so she simply chatted online.

【You can call me Dr. Lin.I have come into contact with many schizophrenic patients. Ms. Feng directly described your girlfriend’s recent symptoms to me. I will give you advice based on my experience. Regarding the patient’s psychological problems, she needs to come to the hospital in person. Further analysis. 】

Feng Xin: [I want to know, I asked her some questions just now, but she didn't answer me, and she didn't behave abnormally, and she spoke clearly. In this case, is it because she simply doesn't want to pay attention to my questions? 】

Dr. Lin: 【Your girlfriend may be in the onset period now. She looks normal on the surface, which does not conflict with her having the onset.If your question makes her feel dangerous and frightened, she will pretend to be afraid to answer you. 】

Generally, normal people will have emotions when faced with questions that they do not want to answer, and will show boredom or resistance.

On the contrary, patients with schizophrenia will be afraid of exposing themselves, and they will cover up some kind of false appearance. In fact, the psychological aspect has collapsed, and given a vent, they can describe what just happened in random order, and they will be more serious than what actually happened. Rich, most obviously mixed with information about being murdered.

Feng Xin; 【But she asked me to braid her hair, she is very close to me, is this also a disease? 】

Dr. Lin: [To give you an example, if you ask her if she wants to eat cake?It seems to be a small thing, in her mind, there may have been a fantasy of someone poisoning the cake, trying to get something from her by hurting her, and in this process, Your identity, your act of asking her if she wants to eat cake, will pose a threat in her heart.She is too afraid that you will hurt her. In this case, she will do other behaviors to achieve the purpose of not eating the cake.Is it understandable to explain this way? 】

Generally, the more common response is to hide or be accompanied by aggressive behavior.

However, it is not ruled out that the patient may have the possibility of reverse pleasing, that is, the patient thinks that letting the other party tie and braid his hair, this kind of intimacy can protect his own life, so he "pleases" Feng Xin.

Feng Xin didn't reply for a long time. Through the screen, Dr. Lin was emotionally exaggerated.

Dr. Lin: [Delusion of persecution is indeed the most tormented point for the relatives of patients. You don’t need to be too sad. Effective drug treatment can alleviate the condition. Starting from reducing auditory hallucinations, there is still a high chance of waking up. 】

Feng Xin: [She is very wary of me, and seeks help from others on foreign websites. Even if I give her medicine, she may try everything possible to replace it with outsiders. What should I do...]

In the previous life, Feng Xin took Shang Congshu to see many doctors and tried many different medicines. Every time after taking the medicine, Shang Congshu would say that he had a headache.

This is the same reaction no matter what kind of medicine is used, and the side effects of these medicines will greatly damage the liver and kidney function of the patient. Fengxin will take Shang Congshu to the hospital for check-ups regularly, but no problems in this regard have been found.

She never doubted that Shang Congshu would change his medicine secretly, and took it obediently in front of her every time. In the early years, Shang Congshu didn't think he was sick, so how could he take medicine obediently? She didn't notice the abnormality.

Dr. Lin: [You can act as a foreign netizen, approach your girlfriend with a new identity on the Internet, and obtain her psychological activities after gaining her trust. 】

This means that Feng Xin knows about the patient's "tricks", and there is no need to worry that the medicines that need to be taken will be replaced.

Dr. Lin: [It's just that this process may be very difficult. The patient is sensitive and suspicious, which requires a lot of energy from you. 】

She has talked with many family members of this special group, and it is already difficult to take care of the mentally ill, let alone try various methods to do things with unknown results.

With patience and love for the mentally ill for a long time, few people can persevere.

After the topic was over, Feng Xin asked: [Thanks, how do you charge? 】

Psychiatrists basically charge by frequency and time, Feng Xin doesn't know what the doctor's charging standard is.

Dr. Lin: [I haven't really helped the patient yet, let's wait until your girlfriend comes to the hospital. 】

In fact, Lin Yan is a loyal fan of Shang Congshu. She admires Shang Congshu's poems and essays. After Shang Congshu's accident, the Internet spread quickly. In the couple photos taken by Shang Congshu, it is self-evident who Feng Xin is talking about as his girlfriend.

She did not follow Feng Xin to express her appreciation for Shang Congshu. Many schizophrenic patients also have delusions of love, believing that someone likes them and entangle them. straw.

Under such circumstances, it is not suitable for Lin Yan to show his admiration for Shang Congshu, even if it is just a simple fan and idol, Feng Xin may feel disgusted.

After Feng Xin thanked Dr. Lin again, she got up and went to the bedroom to see Shang Congshu.

In order to match Fengxin's braided hairstyle, Shang Congshu specially changed into a blingbling skirt and was taking selfies.

"Cong Shu, take a picture with me." Feng Xin begged.

She leaned on the bed with one knee, hugged Shang Congshu from behind, and pressed her face against the soft and thin back, feeling a little tired, "Although it's sad to be regarded as a bad person by you, when I think of you coming to me with a butterfly hairpin to braid my hair The way you look, you will still be hopelessly cute."