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Feng Xin was also afraid. She had been hurt more than once or twice by Shang Congshu out of control, both major and minor injuries. She was not afraid at all, she couldn't pretend.

This kind of "fear" is very small, ranking so far away, so far away that Feng Xin can't take it to heart, always ignores fear, and likes Shang Congshu to be closer to her.

Her mind is in a mess now, and she has no way to follow what Shang Congshu said in her previous life, take her away, take her away.

Shang Congshu's voice, crying out of breath, was all around his ears, weak and urgent, and kissed her face from time to time, making half of her cheek wet.

Promise to Feng Xin over and over again, "Honey, don't drive me away, I won't hit anyone anymore, really... I was wrong, I'm sorry, I won't hit anyone again... Well, don't want my wife to hug me."

Those eyes fluttered, lips and teeth were unable to close together because of the crying, choked up, his face and chin were full of tears, crying like a stray cat, the kind that retracts its paws, pulls its front legs and rear feet on the trouser legs, and pushes up hard Jumping up, begging someone to pick her up and take her home, poor little girl.

Fengxin Wutong reflected this scene, extremely bitter and unspeakable, she hugged him and comforted him, "Cong Shu, don't cry, I'm not going to drive you away, I'm going to the hospital to see a doctor, and I'll pick you up when you get better. "

Shang Congshu didn't expect Feng Xin to be so cruel, and really wanted to push her out, so furious, he clenched his fist and beat Feng Xin, cursing angrily, "Liar! I know you all say I'm mentally ill, you're afraid that others will laugh at me You, you are afraid that I will drag you down, you have long wanted to get rid of me! You are afraid that I will pester you, and you want to put me in the hospital to get rid of me!"

She suddenly lost control of her emotions and yelled, and the whole room was filled with terrifying screams.

Seeing Shang Congshu's maniac appearance, Feng Xin felt as if her heart was being grabbed. She knew that Shang Congshu was suffering, but she couldn't compromise, "No, it's not like this..."

Having been ridiculed and sympathized with for 20 years, Fengxin has suffered from all kinds of eyes, and it will inevitably hurt her self-esteem, but she never thought that she would abandon Shang Congshu for this reason.

She grasped those wrists that were constantly shaking, and Shang Congshu, who was unable to hold back his strength and went crazy, was punched and grabbed on his body, his hair was pulled violently, and the entire scalp was so painful that the nerves were like flesh and blood. Will jump away anytime.

"Cong Shu." Feng Xin said the name on his lips, with lingering tenderness to the extreme.

In order to prevent her hair from being pulled down in a large area, she was forced to lower her head very low, her eyes were bloodshot and red with tears from the stimulation of pain.

Feng Xin was not angry, she promised, "I won't move, trust me? I will always live here, and you won't be able to find me."

When she was middle-aged in her last life, when she desperately longed to return to a normal life, she hoped to have a warm home where she could leave a light behind when she came back from get off work every day.

During that time, she flashed the idea of ​​sending Shang Congshu to the hospital several times in order to get rid of Shang Congshu, so that she only needs to pay a little money every month to settle Shang Congshu well, so she can spend her energy Get out and do something just for yourself.

On the way there, they were all not young anymore. Fengxin's thick black hair was mixed with a few strands of frost and white, which were very bright in the daylight.

Shang Congshu was very quiet, with a dull face, without any aggressive behavior, stable mood, and no delusions.

After doing a series of examinations, it was not recommended to hospitalize the patient for mild symptoms. He went to the psychiatry department to prescribe medicine, and Feng Xin brought him back.

Perhaps it was because Fengxin's intentions were too obvious, Shang Congshu saw through it, even in a sober state, he never took the medicine, took revenge on Fengxin in this way, as Fengxin wanted to leave her behind. punishment.

This kind of days without warmth no matter the cold winter or hot summer, Feng Xin is really afraid that enough will be enough.

The back of the head was scratched suddenly, Fengxin was in pain, couldn't hold it back, wanted to break Shang Congshu's fingers, and murmured in a choked voice, "... let go, you hurt me so much. Congshu, you don't care at all. Do you feel sorry for me?"

Even though the goal of sending Shang Congshu to the hospital now is completely different from the mentality of wanting to get rid of Shang Congshu in the previous life, but once he thinks about it, he once had such irresponsible thoughts.

She still feels sad and guilty.

Emotions surged, the tip of Fengxin's nose became hot, and several tears flowed down from the bridge of her nose to the tip of her nose, hanging and crumbling.

She took a deep breath, hugged the crazy Shang Congshu tightly, wrapped her arms in her arms, and coaxed: "Be obedient, don't bark. Go to the hospital and still behave like this, They will give you a sedative, calm down, and be obedient..."

As soon as Shang Congshu heard that he was going to be given an injection by the hospital, or some kind of sedative, his mind flashed. The scene he saw in the movie would be surrounded by several people. .

She immediately got scared, let go of Feng Xin's hair, turned her head left and right in a hurry, hurriedly looking for something, finally focused on Feng Xin, and hurriedly asked for help: "Ah Xin, where is the needle and thread? Where is the needle and thread? Give me the needle and thread."

Fengxin was worried that Shang Congshu would hurt himself, so he carefully grabbed Shang Congshu's back, brought him towards his chest, and hugged him tightly, "What do you need needles and threads for?"

Shang Congshu's small face was full of rosy clouds suffocated by emotions, and she shivered in Fengxin's arms, "Sew my mouth shut."

As she spoke, she urged, confused and confused, "Quick, sew my mouth shut!"

Feng Xin was a little tired from being tossed about. She heard the movement from the corridor and knew that Professor Shang had returned. She rubbed Shang Congshu's face and said, "Shhh, I'll help you sew Snoopy, take it with you , I will accompany you at night."

I don't know if Feng Xin said that he would be sedated by the hospital, which frightened Shang Congshu, and he didn't dare to yell again.

Seeing that Feng Xin had made up her mind, she sat on the ground and looked at Feng Xin fiercely, "I don't allow you to visit me, and I won't meet you in the future."

Feng Xin took out the needle and thread, and stuffed the cotton back into the Snoopy doll cover. Hearing that, the movements of his hands were only stiff for a moment, and he continued to operate after a while.

She recalled in her previous life that the merchant would wait for Shang Congshu to get better at the beginning with full hope, but later found that Shang Congshu had always been like this, going crazy from time to time, and they gradually drifted away.

Fengxin doesn't know how long Shang Congshu will be treated, and how much patience and money the merchant will spend. She has to hurry up and earn money, and take over Shang Congshu before his family completely abandons him.

She made this decision, tied a not-so-delicate knot at the end of her sewing, and hugged Shang Congshu.

Shang Congshu was very irritable, he pushed Feng Xin, bit and tore at the doll, threw it on the ground, and kicked it far away.

Snoopy, freshly sewn, was torn again in the back, kicked in a corner, and some cotton fell out of the tear and scattered all over the floor.

Feng Xin picked it up from the ground and said, "Take it, you will find it at night."

She and Shang Congshu had lived together for so many years, and no matter how clear Shang Congshu was, he would sleep with Snoopy on the bed.

Shang snatched it from Shu, ran to the balcony, pulled out the flowers in the flowerpots, poured all the wet soil on them, and trampled on them to make a mess.

When Feng Xin came out, he couldn't stop it.

Professor Shang appeared in the lobby, looked at his daughter who was behaving strangely on the balcony, with complicated eyes, turned to Feng Xin and said, "My wife is resting in the car downstairs, just bring me the luggage."

Shang Congshu's luggage is not much, and there are some changes of clothes inside, Fengxin thought about it, and put the Dream Taj Mahal in it.

Professor Shang was worried that Fengxin would ask for an escort, so before Fengxin could speak, he said, "I have already heard about it at the hospital, and I will inform you about the treatment and process, so you don't have to worry too much."

Feng Xin didn't understand, "Don't I need to be accompanied by a relative to tell the doctor about Cong Shu's symptoms?"

She remembered that when she accompanied Shang Congshu to see a doctor in her previous life, the doctor wanted to understand the symptoms from relatives, and judge whether Shang Congshu had delusions, violent, abnormal behaviors, etc.

Professor Shang explained, "No, I think it might be more appropriate for me to do the job."

In his eyes, Feng Xin and Shang Congshu together lacked some sense, and Feng Xin was not qualified to assist the doctor in making a diagnosis.

He took off his glasses, his eyes were slightly dry and tired, he looked deeply at Fengxin, and said earnestly, "Xiaofeng, my friend said that Shushu's disease is often accompanied by delusions of persecution. Contact and telephone contact, you may receive a lot of nonsense messages from Shushuna, I hope you can use your own judgment and don't misunderstand us."

Professor Shang is reminding Feng Xin that in the days when Shang Congshu cannot be seen, don't suspect that they will abuse or hurt the patient.

He does not allow anyone to slander businesses like this.

Before Feng Xin could respond, Shang Congshu ran to the bedroom and locked the door behind him.

In the room, Shang Cong Shumeng was under the quilt, picked up the mobile phone, logged into the Penguin account, and sent their common password to the netizen whose comment was "Little Shell".

She was trembling with fear, and typed quickly, [Help me quickly, they are going to take me away, say that I am mentally ill, they will definitely force-feed me with medicine, and after the successful identification of my mental illness, they will lock me up ! 】

Shang Congshu sent a location there, and then deleted the chat history, hugging the pillow, listening to the sound of opening the door with a spare key outside, feeling so desperate.

Who can save her, even her favorite lover will unite with others to hurt herself... Who else can she expect to save her?

The quilt was pulled back, Feng Xin saw Shang Congshu crying with tears streaming down his face, she wanted to touch Shang Congshu's hair, but was silently avoided.

Feng Xin didn't force her, she glanced at Professor Shang waiting at the door, and said to Shang Congshu seriously: "Congshu, your father will take you to the hospital for an examination, don't be afraid, I'll follow you, okay? can see me."

I don't know which sentence stimulated Shang Congshu. She sat up from the bed and shouted hysterically to Fengxin: "I don't want you behind me, you are afraid that I will escape and want to spy on me! Go away, don't come here! Don't rely on me So close!"

Feng Xin's eyes were hurt, "... Cong Shu."

Professor Shang was holding Shang Congshu's luggage in his hand. Seeing this scene at the door, he felt a little palpitated. Thinking that Shang Congshu might treat him in the same way, drive his father away, and say these words to him, he felt like a knife twist.

He sighed and took Shang Congshu away.

Every few steps Shang Congshu took, he would look back, and whenever he found Feng Xin wanted to follow, he would yell at Feng Xin.

His voice was almost cracked, looking at Feng Xin's eyes was like looking at an enemy, resentful and indifferent.

Feng Xin stayed where she was until she could no longer see Shang Congshu's figure, then she slowly squatted on the ground, buried her face in her arms, and did not leave even though her feet were numb.

Surrounded by neighbors rushing to work, whoever passes by this corridor can hear muffled but continuous crying, and can't help but look at Feng Xin.