sick wife

After taking a shower, Feng Xin changed into autumn pajamas, blowing her hair, paying attention to the movement on the phone, her face full of absent-minded thoughts.

In the past, when Tong Huai came home, he would send her an emoji to show her safety.

Counting the time, I arrived home no matter what, but I haven't received Tong Huai's message for a long time.

Feng Xin turned off the hair dryer, casually tied her half-dry long hair behind her head, flipped through her phone in a daze, a little annoyed if what she said on the subway was too sudden?

The two of them grew up together, and she never doubted that Tong Huai had other thoughts about her kindness.

But even Fu Qinghe, a passer-by, thought so, and she had to re-examine Tong Huai's feelings for her.

Naturally, she can also pretend that she doesn't know anything, continue to be friends in a daze, and maintain her appearance, but she doesn't want Tong Huai to suffer quietly by herself, and she doesn't want to be ambiguous with Tong Huai.

Tong Huai's kindness to her, if she gives other emotions besides friendship, then no matter how much she responds, it will be an unequal emotional game.

The body that had just taken a hot bath did not make Feng Xin relax, she felt guilty, the picture of getting along with Tong Huai in the past was still clearly playing in her mind, which made her hesitant and emotional.

She was afraid of losing Tong Huai, and also afraid that Tong Huai had been choosing for her all his life.

Just when Feng Xin wanted to call Tong Huai, when he saw that he was not home, a rider's voice came from outside the door.

Tong Huai ordered a beef noodle for her, she took back the takeaway, took a photo of Tong Huai and sent it to him, and after a few seconds, Tong Huai returned her usual emoji.

They didn't have any text communication, Feng Xin typed a few words in the input box, her thumb paused, and finally deleted them one by one.

Feng Xin was upset at the top, a phone call added fuel to Feng Xin's troubles.

"Mom." She called out warmly, with her heart hanging in the air, as if she had expected something.

The familiar cordial concern came over the phone, "Xin Bao, are you off work now? Did your work go well just now..."

Knowing that Fengxin has been doing an internship recently, the greetings there are all related to work.

The tip of Feng Xin's nose was sore, and he picked up a few questions and chatted, "Mmm, everything is fine, I am not used to it."

When Feng Xin refused to listen to persuasion and would rather turn against his family and bring Shang Congshu by his side, he was forced by his parents in an indifferent and indifferent way.

At that time, Fengxin was the most vulnerable and helpless. She wanted to lick her wounds in front of her parents, but she was turned away. She could only return disappointed, looking for comfort in the "murderer" Shang Congshu pitifully.

Obviously, Fengxin's parents used the wrong method. They didn't make Fengxin give up on Shang Congshu. Instead, they made the two girls depend on each other and keep each other warm.

In the past, after the greetings, their chatting and family conversation ended. This time, Mother Feng didn't hang up the phone for a long time.

The voice over there was a little softer, and he asked tentatively: "Xin Bao, won't my birthday be in two months? Xiao Shugang was still telling me on the phone why she was leaving the hospital to buy me a cake for my birthday..."

Feng Xin was not too surprised, and said along the way: "Well, then I will come out from Shu to accompany you to celebrate your birthday."

"What did you pick her up for?" Feng's mother's tone changed immediately, and she sighed, "Mei Huai told you to break up a long time ago, why are you so stubborn? Yes, Xiao Shu suddenly became like this, you left too soon Ruthless, is it okay to be friends? It’s fine to date. Mom won’t force you to find a boyfriend, you can find another one you like, both men and women are fine, normal people are fine.”

In the past, Feng's mother tried to persuade Feng Xin to get back on track every now and then, but now that this happened, how dare she make any more demands. I only hope that Feng Xin can be together with a healthy mind and healthy limbs, that's enough.

Feng Xin frowned when she heard the same words as in her previous life, she still had no appetite for takeaway, "Mom, do you know how difficult it is for Cong Shu to use her mobile phone once now? She has to force herself to eat, I can't understand to write a bunch of test questions, and behave obediently. I finally got my mobile phone and called you as soon as possible, just to tell you in advance that she wants to congratulate you on your birthday, and she really respects you at ease. How can you Can this be done?"

Feng's mother is not a hard-hearted person, she knows that Shang Congshu is not easy, she doesn't want to hurt this girl, but she doesn't do it, the one who gets delayed is Feng Xin.

She can't just watch her own daughter being ruined by a mental patient for a lifetime, can she?It would be better to let her be the villain.

"Xin'er, just listen to Mom's advice once. Shang Congshu's illness is getting worse. Even if she recovers temporarily, she will relapse in the future."

Mother Feng had gone to inquire a long time ago, and it was precisely because of her understanding that she disagreed with Feng Xin and Shang Congshu's continued relationship, and then said: "You can accept a person who goes crazy and yells at you, and even beats people up." Girlfriend? Her mind has changed, and she sees people and things differently from normal people, and it will hurt you!"

It's not that she has never seen a mental patient, there is one in the town, wandering around outside during the day, scolding wherever she goes, standing in front of other people's shops and talking crazy, not knowing the cold and heat, wearing clothes in spring, summer, autumn and winter upside down, saying Stupid is not completely stupid, at least remember the way home and know where home is.

What is the use of that?She thought of Feng Xin talking about such a girlfriend, who would get sick and run around in the street at some point, she, a mother, couldn't bear it.

Feng Xin: "...Mom, go to sleep, don't think too much."

"How can Mom sleep? Why can't you be more sensible, do you know that your dad and I haven't slept well for several days and nights because of this matter, what do you think you are planning? Are you going to drive us to death? talent……"

"I don't want anything." Feng Xin didn't want to listen any more, she just wanted to do things from the heart, "Cong Shu told me that even if I lack arms and legs, whether I am a lunatic or a gray-haired old lady, she will love me. She can What I can do, I can do too.”

Feng's mother didn't know whether to be angry or laugh for a moment. She, a grown-up girl, actually persisted like this because of a couple of love words?Is it so coaxing?

She scolded: "Are you a three-year-old child? Do you believe this kind of words? Whoever falls in love is not sweet talk, just open his mouth? If you are the one with mental illness, Shang Congshu might run faster than anyone else."

Is there a cost to say these words?There is nothing to pay, nothing to do, just the touch of the upper and lower lips, what words can't be said?

"I believe." Feng Xin replied, and repeated seriously, "I believe, I believe what Cong Shu said."

She walked into the bedroom, picked up Shang Congshu's favorite doll, sat on the bed, rubbed her face against the fluff, trying to find the smell of Shang Congshu.

"Mom, do you also think I'm stupid?" Feng Xin's eyes were uncontrollably moist, physically and mentally exhausted, "My classmates laughed at me, they gave me nicknames, and called me 'Holy Mother' in the school forum."

Feng Xin really can't find anyone to talk to, even though her ear is next to her mother's scolding, she is still like a child at this moment, wanting to get some comfort from her mother.

If the person she loves is mentally ill, and running as far as possible is the correct way, then she wants to be that incorrect fool.

Not everyone, when faced with a choice, has to take the road covered with flowers and facing the light. She wants to choose a road that is comfortable and comfortable. The road is dark, and it doesn't matter if there is no applause.