sick wife

Shang Congshu looked at Wen Yu's current reaction, as well as the words from his grandmother who didn't know the truth or falsehood, with a faint expression on his face, "Mom, you may be too tired recently, so you misread."

Is it really so easy to be forgiven... I'm afraid it's an excuse she made, an excuse that can alleviate guilt and guilt.

Wen Yu's feelings for Shang Congshu are complicated and not pure, his face is somewhat similar to that of the old man when he was young.

Shang Congshu couldn't see anything when he was a child, but as he got older, the edges and corners became more familiar, and Wen Yu didn't dare to look directly at him.

"No, it's true!" Wen Yu washed her hands, pulled Shang Congshu closer, and made her less afraid, and her voice was still trembling, "Your grandma loves you the most, she has never seen you Big Brother and Younger Sister, you go back to your hometown with me and burn some money for your grandma, okay?"

Why did the old man only see Shang Congshu?It wasn't caused by Wen Yu himself. After leaving the countryside, he didn't go home often after he went to college.

Later when Wen Yu got married, she was even more afraid that the old man would be discovered and would disturb her marriage, so she kept it hidden.

When Shang Congshu was born, he was in poor health and took a lot of medicine. In the end, Wen Yu had no choice but to take Shang Congshu back to his hometown to find a famous local "miracle doctor".

Although Shang Congshu was still not in good health, the news that Wen Yu had brought a child back spread quickly in the village, so she could only bite the bullet and stay with Shang Congshu in her hometown for two days to see the elderly.

"Okay, I will." Shang Congshu didn't refuse, she didn't have much memory of her grandma, and vaguely remembered that the old man would hug her and bring her candy and fruit when he was sick and confused.

Wen Yu wanted to get it as soon as possible, the round trip would take several minutes, and he would deduct the dosage from the Congshu medicine board according to the dosage, and prepare to take it away with him.

Seeing that Wen Yu's lips were black and white, Shang Congshu sighed, got some glucose powder from the refrigerator, soaked it in water, "Mom, drink some, I think you're about to pass out, grandma is gone, so she's not here anymore. When I came back to look for you, I also wanted to take a look, so don’t be so afraid.”

Wen Yu took the water glass, drank it in a hurry, poured most of it out, and was very embarrassed, "You don't understand, my mother was beaten and bruised by your grandmother since she was a child, she went crazy, and she didn't recognize anyone, when she was sober... ...it's great again..."

Wen Yu didn't know which emotion was touched, Wen Yu's eyes were red, thinking about the things about her mother in the past, she had mixed feelings.

She worked so hard to go to school, so she was going to get far in the exam and never come back, but the old man was crazy and incomplete. After beating and scolding her, when he calmed down, he would make a cotton padded jacket for her.

Let her be hard-hearted, and she will come back to visit after a while after leaving, although every time she faces it, it is the old man with a hideous face, cursing at her.

The worst words she had ever heard in her life were from the old man's mouth, as if they were not mother and daughter, but enemies.

Shang Congshu saw that Wen Yu was not in good condition, so he didn't bring up this topic again.

Wen Yu couldn't help but pull Shang Congshu and chatter, "Mom knows you look down on me."

Shang Congshu frowned, "...you think too much."

"No!" Wen Yu decided, feeling turbulent, "I bought the pesticides, but I didn't kill your grandma. She was sober that day and asked me to buy some pesticides. She wanted to spray the plum trees. You always treated me as Murderer, look down on me treating your grandma like this."

This is her daughter, how could she not know what Shang Congshu thinks of her, on the surface she pretends to be good, but in her heart she also despises her.

Knowing that the old man was insane, Wen Yu still bought the pesticide back. Whether she did it on purpose or what, only she knew.

The woman in front of her was glamorous, wearing a coat made of high-quality material, an emerald pendant, and a gold bracelet. Even if she couldn't match Mrs. Fu, she still had a pretty good life that day.

Shang Congshu didn't understand, "I didn't look down on you, I just thought you...too indifferent, you don't need money, why can't you treat your grandmother better?"

Wen Yu laughed out of anger. The old man ate well and dressed well. All the nurses he had hired were beaten to the point of bleeding. No one dared to come to the door. How could she be better?

"I have been tortured by your grandma for decades, I have been shadowed all my life, and I will always hate her." She said every word, her eyes were red, and the expression on her face became weird again.

She suddenly hugged Shang Congshu, and kept stroking the back of Shang Congshu's head as she did 20 years ago, "Baby, you must not become like grandma, take medicine well, get well soon, don't let mom be in too much pain, you It's mother's baby..."

Wen Yu murmured, Cong Shuke is her most outstanding child, how many envious eyes she has endured.

But now, she's afraid, she's afraid that Shang Congshu will become like an old man, going crazy all the time.

Shang Congshu doesn't like to take medicine, but Fengxin let her take it, and her parents also let her take it. She resists her emotions, obeys, and obeys.

She took a deep breath, "Mom, buy something, go back and have a look."

They took the car for half a day, and only bought paper ingots, clothes, and paper money when they arrived at their destination.

Wen Yu asked the boss, "Can I make a paper man?"

The boss shook his head, "If you want to order it in advance, no one buys it on the same day."

Wen Yu sighed, took the shopping and left, couldn't help but mutter, "No one is taking care of you, your grandma is down here, and you don't know how to spend the money...I'm going to buy some food."

Shang Congshu didn't speak, no one was there, burning so many things in the past was futile, at most it had some psychological effect.

Wen Yu did all this for self-consolation, but in the final analysis, it was for herself.

Even after the old man died, Wen Yu failed to reconcile with the old man, let alone in the future.

With guilt and hatred, she will live a life of family happiness with her children and grandchildren around her knees. She wants the old man to watch in the sky, how well she can live without burdens and getting rid of her original family.

None of the insults and curses that hurt self-esteem will come true.

This city is too small, and the cemetery used to be taken care of by a dedicated person, and it was clean after a long time. Now the cemetery watcher has retired, and no one has been appointed.

The surrounding area was full of weeds, Shang Congshu cleared them away, Wen Yu started to burn things, and didn't know what to say, looking at the photo of the tombstone for a while, and then at Shang Congshu for a while.

"It's useless for you to pester me all the time." Wen Yu said, pretending to be brave, "I won't be afraid, and I won't be affected by you. You can leave after your long sleep..."

She remembered the moment the old man grabbed her hand last night, saying to forgive her and asking her to treat Shang Congshu well.

Wen Yu murmured, "Congshu is my daughter, I will definitely treat her well."

She didn't say a word about the old man's request to forgive her. She didn't accept it, and responded to it, which meant reconciliation.

She won't, she wants the old man to suffer even after death, and feels remorse for what she has done and mistakes she has made when she is awake, and she wants to be as painful as she is.

At this moment, a gust of wind blew up in the cemetery, and the remaining rainwater poured down from the trees, soaking Wen Yu's half-burned ingot paper money and failing to ignite.

Seeing this, Shang Congshu was about to light it up again.

Wen Yu stopped, "No need, let's go back."

Seeing that it was getting dark when they returned to the city, Wen Yu took Shang Congshu to a nearby small shop to order food, planning to leave after eating so as not to be hungry on the way.

Wen Yu took out the medicine she had brought, and said, "Shu Shu, eat these after dinner."

Ever since he took Shang Congshu to buy ice cream last time and Shang Congshu ran away, this time Wen Yu took people so seriously that he almost tied their hands together with a rope.

Shang Congshu looked at the familiar pills. She took those medicines every day in the hospital. Every time she took them, her head hurt, her energy was low, and her reaction was slow. She was always worried that one day she would become a fool if she took the medicine.

"Hmm." She replied depressedly.

In fact, Wen Yu still had something to talk to Shang Congshu. She ate a little and lost her appetite, so she didn't continue.

"Your aunt... came to look for me." She said tentatively, without finishing her words at once, and raised her mouth slightly.

Shang Congshu didn't respond and continued to eat.

Wen Yu continued, "She said that Xiaofeng knew the driver who hit you and knew her. He was afraid that we might misunderstand, so he explained it to me."

"Explain what?" Shang Congshu was curious, put down his chopsticks, and looked at Wen Yu seriously.

This made Wen Yu feel uncomfortable, she thought about not saying it, and Shang Congshu was still waiting for her to say more,

She repeated what Luo Ying said, "The driver chased your aunt when she was young. They are old friends and close friends. Your aunt took your manuscript and had a disturbed conscience. She cried with the driver twice. I don't know why Yes, the driver would have misunderstood it and thought of retaliating against you."

As soon as Feng Xin found out the driver's hometown, Luo Ying immediately received Feng, and came to Wen Yu and Professor Shang overnight, saying that she was wronged, for fear of being misunderstood.

He also played the emotional card with Professor Shang for a long time, which made Professor Shang very angry.

If it wasn't for the car accident, Shang Congshu wouldn't have been traumatized mentally. The middle-aged man who has always been refined and gentle, was so angry that he wanted to slap Luo Ying immediately, but Luo Ying is his only sibling, and he has never been able to slap him. .

There was a lot of trouble at their house last night. It is estimated that Luo Ying is still crying at the merchant.

Shang Congshu's eyes became indifferent. As an aunt, her reputation was more important than anything else. Not long ago, the magazine had removed those articles from the shelves. Now the reporters and students were waiting for Luo Ying's response, pretending to be dead.

"Do you believe it?" Shang Congshu asked back, his clear pupils were bright, as if he just wanted to understand Wen Yu's inner thoughts, "Mom, do you believe that this matter has nothing to do with Auntie?"

"It's not a question of whether I believe it or not..." Wen Yu is in a state of desperation now. Her son has just been assigned a good unit, and now that this happened, he is so annoying that he can't eat or sleep well.

She said: "If something happens to your aunt at this juncture, then your eldest brother's official career will be over. Your brother treats you well."

"Yes." Shang Congshu agreed to nod his head, his eyes couldn't help turning red, "If he knew that those people on Weibo bullied me, he would definitely scold me back."

But her older brother didn't know, not even where she lived or how she was doing.

Wen Yu was afraid that Shang Congshu would talk nonsense when he got sick, so he told her about buying pesticides that caused the old man to commit suicide, and stopped Shang Congshu's brothers and sisters from looking for them.

Since Shang Congshu had never had the chance to see her brother since the car accident, his younger sister went to see him secretly, and had a few glances at the school gate.

"Brother doesn't want the things you force him at all." Shang Congshu said all the bitterness and complaints he had heard all these years since he was a child, "You arrange various interest classes for him. He was so versatile that he couldn't learn anything well, and he didn't have a happy childhood."

Wen Yu didn't want to be disobeyed by her daughter, so she became angry immediately, "What do you know? Mom is for your own good, how much I have paid for this family..."

"I don't understand!" Shang Congshu's breathing became messy involuntarily, his eyes were sore, and he said coldly: "But the elder brother doesn't want to be humble, he wants to be a dignified man."