sick wife

In the hospital, blood routine and some liver function damage tests are done. Some drugs can cause patients to gain weight and induce various diseases, and blood lipids and blood sugar have to be checked.

These drugs are too burdensome on the liver. Generally, if the condition is well controlled, the dosage of the drugs will be reduced.

However, due to Fengxin's previous negligence, he brought Shang Congshu to drink milk tea, and was unable to do many physical examination items. He had to wait until Monday, and had to ask the school for another day off.

Today, Shang Congshu had an EEG and a psychological test.

The doctor did not recommend that family members be present, Feng Xin didn't go in, but waited outside the door, and when it was almost done, the doctor asked Feng Xin about Shang Congshu's recent recovery and his daily routine.

Feng Xin said to Shang Congshu: "You go get the medicine first, and you can go home later."

Shang Congshu didn't think much, turned around and went out.

When the footsteps in the corridor went away, Feng Xin asked, "Doctor, whether my girlfriend is at home or at school these days, her sleep quality is not bad, and she hasn't had auditory hallucinations recently, does that mean she's getting better soon?"

She remembered that when she took Shang Congshu for an examination in her previous life, the attending doctor told her specifically that the earliest symptoms of schizophrenia were difficulty falling asleep, followed by auditory hallucinations and irritability.

Shang Congshu doesn't have any of these symptoms now, and she is looking forward to whether this is a sign of recovery.

Doctors are no strangers to this kind of question, and I don’t know how many times they have answered it for many years. This is indeed the question that family members are most concerned about, but unfortunately, the answer may not be very satisfactory.

"If you're asking if it's cured, then I can't promise you that it's not a cold or a skin disease, it's a mental illness."

The doctor patiently analyzed the cases with Feng Xin, "The cause of their illness is related to their psychological quality, ability to withstand, and various external influences. It means that whether they will relapse in the future is also related to their environment , friends and relatives around him, society, workplace relations, etc., are all bound together. Maybe an event that happens in the future will stimulate the patient, hit him, and make him fall into a state of illness again. With the current medical level, drugs can’t help Thoroughly intervene in the patient's psychological factors."

Therefore, if the condition can improve and stabilize, it does not mean that it is completely cured.

A cold can be cured by taking medicine, and minor illnesses and pains can be completely cured, but mental illness is not good, and the psychological aspect is very important.

As psychiatrists, they cannot promise their family members that the patient will be cured and will not relapse. No matter which hospital they change to, it is the same at home and abroad.

Feng Xin's expression gradually lost consciousness, seeing her face so ugly, the doctor said a few more words of relief.

"Some patients with schizophrenia, after receiving effective treatment, also have cases of life-long recurrence-free cases, so don't worry too much."

It's just that the probability of recurrence is high, not necessarily, and these must be considered in combination with many aspects.

After Shang got the medicine from Shu, he came back to join Feng Xin.

They went to the supermarket to buy the ingredients for tonight. There were a few children downstairs in the community playing skipping rope and kicking a ball.

Soon before Shang Congshu noticed something strange, Feng Xin looked away.

After dinner, Shang Congshu watched a movie with strawberries in his arms, feeding Fengxin a few from time to time.

She feeds one, and Feng Xin eats one.

Shang Congshu rolled his eyes twice, and put his empty hand to Feng Xin's lips, Feng Xin was watching a movie, didn't notice Shang Congshu's tricks, and opened his mouth to enclose that pink fingertip.

Shang Cong Shu immediately struck first, "You bite me!"

Feng Xin had just taken a shower, her hair was still half wet, upon hearing this, she lazily rolled her eyelids, the fingertips that she accidentally held in her mouth, now she really began to bite, grinding her teeth with the tips of her teeth.

Biting Shang Cong Shuzhi meat was hot and red.

That tune is arrogantly declaring "What happened to biting you?"

Shang Congshu's forehead rested on Feng Xin's body, sitting next to Feng Xin was not enough, Feng Xin had to be hugged in his arms.

I don't know if it was done on purpose, but Shang Congshu didn't wear pajamas, but put on Feng Xin's white shirt, rubbed against Feng Xin's half-wet hair, and soon became transparent.

Ruanxiang was in her arms, but Feng Xin was absent-minded, she hugged Shang Congshu tightly, and asked abruptly, "Congshu, we are going to have a baby in a few years."

She didn't know if she could accompany Shang Congshu to old age safely. In her last life, she also planned to live with Shang Congshu forever. Unfortunately, she left at the age of 40.

In case something happens to her in this life, what will Shang Congshu do?If the condition can be cured, after she leaves, Shang Congshu will be able to take care of herself, have food and a house, and won't freeze, and she won't have to worry about dying.

But everything that happens in the future has a certain probability that it may become a factor for Shang Congshu's illness. If she is still alive, she will definitely not let Congshu be displaced. She is afraid that her life will be shorter than Congshu. Good from Shu.

It's better to raise a child and cultivate it well so that Congshu can rely on him more.

Feng Xin knows that this idea is very selfish. Before she has a child, she has already given the task to the child. If the child knows what she thinks, she probably won't want to be born in this family.

Although she knew it in her heart, Feng Xin still made up her mind selfishly.

With such a gentle probing, Shang Congshu's heart was overwhelmed. She was surprised, and once thought that she had begun to hear hallucinations again.

Seeing Feng Xin's serious expression, Shang Congshu can be sure that Feng Xin really has this idea.

"Want a child?" Shang Congshu was unhappy, "Then the family is going to have two babies?"

Earlier in the bathroom with Feng Xin, Feng Xin also said that it was enough to take her with him, and he would be exhausted if he took another one. Why did he want a child all of a sudden?

Shang Congshu was not happy about it. She estimated that Feng Xin was a little shaken by her age, and asked: "Many women have the plot that they want to be mothers when they get old? Is this the same with you? This is the impulsive type. "

She explained to Feng Xin that this kind of impulse is not really wanting to have children, but the anxiety of age, and the short-term impulse to feel lonely when seeing other people's children and grandchildren around their knees.

Just wait until you calm down.

"Do you really want to be a mother?" Shang Congshu asked again uncertainly, and thought of a solution, "Then treat me like a baby, and I will accompany you to play the role of pregnancy, lactation, and childbirth until you until the urge disappears."

To be precise, at Feng Xin's real age, it is normal to have such impulsive thoughts.

But if Feng Xin didn't really want it, then she didn't think it was necessary to plan this matter, it would consume Feng Xin's energy, Feng Xin was already tired enough to worry about her.

Feng Xin half-lyed down on the sofa, letting Shang Congshu lie on her body. This position can hug Shang Congshu very well, "Don't you like children? When she grows up, you can teach her to draw. Read to her the articles and poems I wrote."

Shang Congshu is about to explode, Feng Xin doesn't think this scene is very warm, does he?She doesn't want to do this kind of thing. With this time, she might as well follow suit.

Seeing Feng Xin fantasizing about a life with children in the future, Shang Congshu was stunned, and she didn't know why she was so angry. Although it is natural to want children, she would be sad because Feng Xin wanted to give time to others.

She didn't want one more person in the family to share her wind with her.

"No." Shang Congshu interrupted.

Her eyes were wet and her nose was red. She pressed Fengxin's cheeks to please her, and kissed repeatedly, "Aren't I enough for you to coax? Why do you still want to coax children? You like little babies, so I am a little baby now." baby."

As he said that, Shang Cong stretched his hands into Feng Xin's pajamas, trying to lift the collars of the left and right collars, "Mom, I'm hungry..."

Feng Xin blushed deeply, grabbed Shang Congshu's Zuoluan's hand, and restrained him obediently.

"Okay, let's talk about it in a few years." This matter is not urgent. Shang Congshu's inner world does not accept another person in the family for a while, and even feels frightened by the arrival of a new life. Perhaps a little more maturity will change the current view .

Feng Xin didn't force Shang Congshu to accept her proposal now, the words have already been spoken, but Shang Congshu's mood is still visible to the naked eye.

Once he has this idea, it proves that Feng Xin has plans.

Shang Congshu didn't know Feng Xin's real thoughts about having a child, he thought that Feng Xin was like everyone else, that having a child was the happiest family, and that they would have regrets when they were together.

She didn't want to cuddle with Feng Xin anymore, she was lying on the other side of the sofa, watching a movie, her eyes were full of TV screens, but she couldn't see the plot at all in her heart.

Feng Xin came over and wanted to squeeze in with Shang Congshu, but seeing that Shang Congshu was going to move again, he immediately put him in his arms, "It's worth your anger that you didn't even say anything?"

She just opened her mouth.

Shang Congshu ignored Fengxin, and buried his face in Snoopy's pillow.

Feng Xin stuck to Shang Congshu's back, and her lips fell on the back of Shang Congshu's neck, a very pure and simple kiss, wanting to comfort her.

She promised in Shang Congshu's ear: "Even if there are new members in the family in the future, no one can separate me. You will always be the most important."

Shang Congshu didn't believe this. Before becoming a mother, many people put their lover first, and they changed when they became pregnant in October.

"You're just talking about it. Who can tell what will happen then?" She complained in a muffled voice, almost crying as she spoke.

Jealousy only accounted for a small part, she just didn't want Feng Xin to become like that, to hang around the child, because the child cried and couldn't sleep well, and was busy with this and that all day long.

After giving birth, there may be some hemorrhage, amniotic fluid embolus... It's scary to think about it.

She didn't feel happy at all, she just felt sorry for how hard Feng Xin's pregnancy would be, and worried about how dangerous it would be to give birth.

Feng Xin smiled lightly, not wanting Shang Congshu's mood to fluctuate any more, so he didn't bring up the matter of having a child again.

"Good baby, don't be angry anymore." She smoothed her back smoothly, put her fingertips through the shirt, and stroked the back of her neck close to the skin. There was no underwear button, and the journey was unimpeded.

Seeing that Shang Congshu was still angry, she turned her back to her and refused to turn around. In another way of coaxing, she said sadly, "I haven't hugged me for a week, and you don't even look at me."

Shang Congshu's whole body stiffened for a moment, and his face was slightly moved. Feng Xin's words softened her heart. She was very angry and sat up suddenly from the sofa.

She grabbed Feng Xin and asked Feng Xin to sit, her whole body was planted on Feng Xin's body, her arms wrapped around Feng Xin's shoulders, her knees were tightly pressed against her waist, even her chest was hugging hotly.

Not speaking was Shang Congshu's last stubbornness.

Feng Xin was about to be turned into a bud by this special way of protesting. She asked Shang Congshu to get closer to her, and deeply sniffed Shang Congshu's soft body fragrance.

She continued to feel wronged, "Baby is so fierce... I want to tweet, but I don't dare, it's so sad."