a certain Zheng Kexin

Su Yingyu is a housewife through and through, the kind of old-fashioned woman who introduces herself when she goes out, either as "husband's wife" or "children's mother".

She is the third child, and because she is the youngest child in the family, she is especially favored. The brothers and sisters in the family let her in. When she was a child, she never snatched too much candy. The one who cheated cheated candy from his sister.

She has a soft temper, like dough, and she has been fooled since she was a child.

The three brothers and sisters of the Su family have a very good relationship. The older one gave way to the younger one, and Su Yingyu was raised innocently. When she became an adult, she didn't have the domineering personality of relying on favors and arrogance, but became a virtuous and kind-faced Bodhisattva.

Those who are older brothers and sisters at home are mostly strong in character and quick in doing things. They are always inspired by various skills at a young age, so they evolve quickly.

There is a younger brother in An Ji's family, who is a little angel, so he doesn't bother anyone, but An Ji still looks a little worried about his elder sister.

There is a younger sister in Ning Zhi's family, who is a fool. She has been Ning Zhi's lifeblood since she was a child, and she is one of the culprits of Ning Zhi's explosive temper now.

However, because there is always someone to support the sky when the sky falls, most of the second sons in the family are soft-tempered, good at calming things down and making things small, either hiding or coaxing.

Su Yingyu is a standard "second son".

"Mom is thinking about the chaos in this house. You are in the third year of high school and your studies are heavy. You can't afford to delay. If you can't afford it, I will rent you a house outside and don't let you live alone. Isn't it good for many parents to accompany you near your school? We Find someone who is in the third year of high school like you, and there will be someone to take care of you."

Zheng Kexin didn't look up, the spicy taste in his mouth didn't dissipate, even the tofu mixed with shallots became spicy.

"Then will you read with me?" she asked.

Su Yingyu has a gentle face. When she was young, she was a model with a waist circumference of less than two feet. Now she is middle-aged, and she has successfully become a housewife. Although she has gained a few rounds, she can still be considered slender among her peers. .

Her black hair is long and thick, and it has not been reduced for so many years. Except when she sleeps, she never looses it. She either wears a low ponytail or uses a hairpin to make a bun and tie it behind her head—you can use chopsticks if you can’t find a hairpin. , Just follow the stick.

In short, he gave birth to a face that makes people unable to speak seriously.

Zheng Kexin really wanted to say "Oh, you're going to throw me out alone", but she thought about it twice in her mind and didn't say it out.

Because her mother's expression made people uncomfortable.

Her mother has never worked. In addition to being busy with the mess at home, she has been dealing with TV dramas all these years. Because Sheng Yunming is mentally unstable, it is difficult to leave the house except for grocery shopping. In Zheng Kexin's eyes, it is just a piece of white paper painted with light ink, beautiful and beautiful. , In some aspects, it is consistent with Sheng Yunming's attributes, so it's no wonder.

Zheng Kexin knew that her mother was a pitiful person, and she couldn't take it out on her mother even if there was a monstrous fire in her heart.

But just go out to live like this, wash the dishes, cook and deal with trivial matters in life, and watch other people's children chatting and laughing with their parents at night, and she is lying alone in a strange house.

She's not afraid, isn't she uncomfortable?

The soup was her favorite seaweed egg. Zheng Kexin drank it slowly and prevaricated: "Let's talk about it."

She is also a child raised in the hands of her parents. Before leaving her parents' choice, Zheng Kexin thought in compromise that she would bear it for a while. She has endured it for more than ten years. It is not too late to go to university and leave. home, everything will be fine.

However, Zheng Kexin's patience came to an end not long after this "let's talk" that he wanted to slow down.

Sheng Yunming stopped for a few days, or maybe he didn't stop at all, but Zheng Kexin didn't catch up with her during the day when she fell ill.

On Thursday night, Zheng Kexin finished her homework and went to bed early. During her deep sleep, she suddenly felt that the bed beside her moved a bit, as if being pushed out of a slope by some heavy object.

Su Yingyu would wake her up in the morning, so she didn't have the habit of sleeping and locking the door, Zheng Kexin thought it was dawn in a daze, and while feeling that the time didn't seem right, she muttered, "Mom, I'll sleep for a while, just 5 minutes. "

If it was normal, Su Yingyu would definitely ask her when she heard this: "I don't want to eat this breakfast again."

But not today, the light outside the eyelids is still on, the bed is still being pressed down, and the breathing of the second person can be heard when listening carefully, Zheng Kexin's drowsy brain dangled for a few seconds in the word "something wrong" , commanded her to open her eyes violently, as if struck by lightning.

In front of her, Sheng Yunming's back was facing her, sitting on the edge of the bed holding a candle, dressed in white from head to toe.

Zheng Kexin suddenly woke up from her sleep, raised her throat in one breath and stuck it in place, and pressed her throat hard, making her almost suffocated, the heart in her chest was beating fast, as if she was looking for the critical point of the limit, Try a little harder and you'll be in a brave new world.

She is strong and fit, even running two 800 meters was not exhausted, and she experienced the hardships of a heart patient in the middle of the night.

It was 03:30 in the middle of the night again, Su Yingyu and Sheng Yunming were sitting in the living room talking, and Sheng Yunming's common medicine and blood pressure measuring instrument were also listening.

The conversation failed. Sheng Yunming had his blood pressure measured and took medicine. He was told that he was in good health, but he still refused to compromise, insisting that he was seriously ill and needed to see a doctor.

She spread out her palms to show Su Yingyu the sweat in her palms: "Look at my sweat, can a normal person sweat so much? This is sweating! I'm going to die."

Reasoning in this family is always a very strenuous task. Su Yingyu wiped Sheng Yunming's palms clean, and coaxed softly: "You just wear too much hot clothes to sleep. It's so hot today. You still wear such thick clothes and cover them up." Can you stop sweating?"

Sheng Yunming couldn't listen, since she said the words "I'm going to die", the whole person fell into a huge panic like being hypnotized, "those people" stole her things during the day and wouldn't let her sleep at night, now she She was about to die, but her daughter didn't send her to the hospital. She wanted her to die at home like this...

Yes, she wanted to kill herself.

As soon as this logic was completed, the hypnotic spell quickly advanced from "I'm going to die" to "She wants me to die". Sheng Yunming smashed his fists on Su Yingyu's body, and the fear of death and the resentment of the unfilial children all turned into babbling and crying scold.

"You want your own mother to die...you're not filial...you'll be better off when I die? Ah? It's better! Look at who won't poke your back when I'm dead, you bastards Fuck, tomorrow I'll be hit by a car when I go out..."

Nasal hoarse crying doesn't sound much better than the background music of a ghost movie.

Zheng Kexin listened through a door, Sheng Yunming asked and she answered.

——"You want your own mother to die."

——"Yes, why are you still alive?"

——"You'll be better off if I die?"

——"Yes, it will be much better."

——"You bastards, you're going to get hit by a car when you go out."

Go out and have to be hit by a car.

Go out and have to be hit by a car.

Go out and have to be hit by a car.

——"If my mother was hit by a car and died."

Zheng Kexin looked at the floor silently, the curtains were not drawn tightly, and a ray of light rushed to her insteps, she got up and pulled the curtains to drive out the little ray of moonlight, and continued to think, "If my mother dies."

It's too cruel to assume that the usual air conversations can't continue.

Half an hour later, the confrontational parties in the living room still couldn't reach a consensus. Zheng Shupei, who had just slept for two hours after the night shift, pinched the center of his brows, put on his clothes, and together with his wife, took his mother-in-law to see "Summer's Palm of the Hand" sweat" disease.

At this point, the family finally quieted down. The lights in the corridor were turned on for a moment, and then it was dark again. Zheng Kexin was the only one left in the huge house.

Sheng Yunming's disease evolved in stages.

Before Grandpa Zheng Kexin passed away, she was often confused, and often forgot where the medicine was kept, and when it was serious, she would forget whether she had taken the medicine.

Later, Zheng Kexin's grandfather passed away, and her memory has learned to "add fuel and vinegar" from the beginning of "short of catties and two", and she always makes enemies in her dreams, which makes her begin to doubt Su Yingyu's intentions.

Later, in order to prove her own truth, this kind of suspicion began to compile various cases, so her youngest daughter became the thief who stole her long trousers and scissors. The scissors under the bed, the long johns on the last layer of the cabinet.

Finally, after Zheng Kexin was in high school, the flames of war fell on Zheng Shupei.

No one would believe her biological daughter if she wanted to kill her, but if the son-in-law wanted to kill his mother-in-law, he would be able to think of a lot of evidence of heinous crimes.

What's more, this son-in-law is still at the door.

Just these few words can make up a box of words.

Every time Sheng Yunming fell ill and cursed at Zheng Kexin's parents, Zheng Kexin would turn off the volume in the earphones and have an air-to-air conversation with her through the door on the first floor.

For the past year, the conversation always ended with the sound of the door closing. Sheng Yunming always had various ways to die in his mind, so Zheng Shupei and Su Yingyu would set off at night every now and then to take her to the hospital for treatment.

The moment the door was closed, Zheng Kexin suddenly remembered the conversation with his little playmate when he was young. At that time, we were about ten years old. The little playmate watched ghost movies and was too scared to sleep, so he asked Zheng Kexin with a sad face: "Is there anything better than ghosts in this world?" Something scary?"

Perhaps because of his young age, Xiao Zheng Kexin was not yet able to taste bitterness, so he slapped his chest and said majesticly: "My grandma!"

Yes, Sheng Yunming is scarier than ghosts. She is more comfortable living alone and bumping into ghosts than Sheng Yunming. What is there to be afraid of? On the contrary, she is quiet and can sleep well.

Besides, even if he lived at home, when his parents went to rescue Sheng Yunming before the "Pirate Ghost Gate", wouldn't he still be the only one at home.

At this point, "think about it" turned into "don't even think about it for a second." Zheng Kexin crawled back to bed and slept for two hours. When she went to school at dawn, she bumped into her parents who came back from the hospital, and she happily told her mother.

"Find me a house, I'll move out."

On Friday, Zheng Shupei and the company asked for leave and went out to show Zheng Kexin the house for a day.

Lincheng has a low score, so many parents from other provinces will choose to buy a house in Lincheng when their children are in high school and apply for a household registration, so as to transfer their children's school status.

But the house bought is only for one household registration, and most of them are in the suburbs. Students who come to study here either live or rent a house. Therefore, a rental house industry has spontaneously sprung up near the high school in Lincheng, which is specially provided for students studying in other places.

There are quite a few houses, but most of the renting matters will be finalized in June. I have never heard of anyone looking for a house at the end of August. Zheng Shupei only found two or three houses after running around for a day, and finally settled on one tenant.

The two-bedroom, one-living room was fully furnished. The girl who originally lived in the second bedroom took an art test and went to another place, leaving a room vacant.

The girl who lives in the master bedroom is also a senior high school student. Zheng Shupei met him on the day of the house inspection, and she looked like a well-behaved, sensible and serious child.

Zheng Kexin didn't expect that renting a house would be settled so quickly. She was excited but at the same time felt at a loss that she was about to live alone, while Su Yingyu was angry that her husband paid the money so quickly, and she didn't have time to help her daughter check it out, so she kept babbling Asked about the house facilities and the other girl's character.

Zheng Shupei couldn't laugh or cry: "I just met the little girl, I don't know what character she is."

Su Yingyu: "I... I'm not worried about it, if I'm not a good boy, I'll bring Kexin to ruin."

Zheng Kexin glanced at her mother in surprise. Her mother's brain circuit living in Disney always surprised her. According to this development, her mother would probably tell her before going out - don't run around when it is dark, there is a big gray outside. Wolf.

Zheng Kexin packed all her luggage that night, and went to her new home early the next morning. After moving the last thing, Su Yingyu suddenly went to her room to look for her, and gave her two big cans of hot chili oil. It looked like she got up early and rushed out. He lowered his head like a child who did something wrong: "Mom is sorry for you."

Zheng Kexin smiled and patted her mother on the back comfortingly: "Mom, what are you talking about?"

When going out, Sheng Yunming was sitting in the living room watching a variety show, commenting "this is a good person" and "this is a bad person" to a group of innocent stars from time to time, seeing Zheng Kexin walking out with Su Yingyu with her schoolbag on her back, she kindly and clearly asked: "Is this a good person?" I still have to go to school on Saturday, but I'm not tired."

Zheng Kexin didn't say a word, she speeded up and wanted to leave, but was slapped by Su Yingyu: "It's impolite, your grandma is talking to you."

"Mom, won't you take me there? See my new home?"

Zheng Kexin broke the topic abruptly and turned it at a [-]-degree right angle, smiled at Yanyan and said, Mom, you have problems that are difficult for you, and I also have problems that I am too lazy to deal with. Let's be considerate to each other, okay?

Su Yingyu obviously didn't think as much as she did. After hearing this, she rubbed her hands and said awkwardly: "Mom... Mom won't go, your grandma can't be at home alone."

Su Yingyu couldn't understand Zheng Kexin's secret words, but fortunately she achieved her goal and finally left the house smoothly.

There was no talking all the way, Zheng Shupei seldom talked, Zheng Kexin came from the same line, and he was not a chatterbox. There was no song or radio in the car. The air conditioner was turned on and it was chilly and comfortable. The father and daughter enjoyed the rare silence, and no one spoke.

Zheng Kexin discovered a long time ago that quietness is so rare. She used to have panic about "lying alone in a strange house", but now she has a little expectation.

Lying alone, there is no need to communicate with others, and no one comes to talk to myself.

Long live the world.

Sitting in the spacious back seat, she suddenly thought that if she was her father, she might as well choose to sleep in the car at night. The dog downstairs in the neighborhood would bark, but at least she wouldn't cry.

Turning around Xu Gao's intersection, Zheng Shupei suddenly broke the silence, and asked with a wry smile: "Girl, you said that Dad is 40 years old and lives with your grandma, and he can bear it. What if Dad is a 20-year-old boy. "

Zheng Kexin's reassurance was pale but powerful, she smiled: "It's okay, Dad, think about me, didn't I have to live with her since I was born?"

Zheng Shupei gave an "um" and nodded, the carriage became quiet and no one spoke anymore.

After another traffic light, Zheng Shupei drove the car into the community and parked at a building not far from the gate.

Zheng Kexin's new home has arrived.

The author has something to say: The lychees in this season are also delicious.

The small sausages in the supermarket are also delicious, one pack of two.