a certain Zheng Kexin

Gao Qing is a very idealistic parent who is reasonable, thoughtful, thoughtful and insightful. In comparison, Su Yingyu, who has lived at home all year round and has no knowledge of the world, is a bit "innocent" who does not fit her status.

Gao Qing didn't come to Lin City many times, and she wasn't familiar with the restaurants here. She screened them online based on the ratings, asked Zheng Kexin's taste, and made some suggestions for the dietary requirements of college entrance examination candidates. Finally, the three of them discussed and finalized A small restaurant with private rooms close to home.

On the one hand, they can chat quietly, and on the other hand, they won't take up too much time in the car and delay their review.

On the way there, Gao Qing talked with the small restaurant on the phone, got off the car, asked the name at the front desk, and led them into the small private room reserved in advance. The three of them ordered four dishes and one soup. Don't order too greasy meat.

While waiting for the meal, Zheng Kexin and Xu Niannian went to wash their hands, and when they came back, the three cups on the table were already filled with hot water.The cup has been rinsed in advance, and the water for rinsing the cup is in an empty bowl beside it, still steaming.

From discussing what to eat to serving the food, the whole process was smoother than Zheng Kexin imagined.Usually the parents who bring their children out to eat are either tough or overly polite, making the juniors nervous and irritable, but when it comes to Gao Qing, it makes people feel just right and comfortable.

Gao Qing is not a parent who twitters and quarrels endlessly. She is courteous throughout the whole process, and the few topics she handed out during the meeting are also very polite. Asking about the part of the college entrance examination will not make people nervous. , I want to chat with her a few more thoughts.

If she were the mother of An Ji or Ning Zhi, Zheng Kexin would have enjoyed this meal very happily, but the other party, Xu Niannian's mother, made her unable to relax no matter what.

On the contrary, in the second half of the meal, Zheng Kexin's heart became tighter and tighter. She always felt that Gao Qing was looking at her intentionally or unintentionally.

The elders are always curious about the younger ones, if Gao Qing sees her asking questions like Su Yingyu did when she met Xu Niannian, Zheng Kexin will feel more relaxed.

But it is obvious that a silly sweet parent like her mother who has no heart in the city is really rare and rare. Gao Qing looks at her from time to time. People sniffed out a breath that wanted to be concealed.

Zheng Kexin didn't know where she was showing her "telling", and she didn't know either. Xu Niannian called Gao Qing some time ago, and before hanging up, she asked without thinking: "Mom, what do you think about homosexuality?"

Xu Niannian asked casually, but Gao Qing did not listen casually.

Xu's mother and daughter have a very good relationship. Gao Qing is good at listening and reasoning. Both husband and wife are intellectuals and understand that children are not appendages of their parents. They naturally gave Xu Niannian a respectful and tolerant growth environment.

Compared with those families who "slap you and give a date" or "children don't interrupt", the mother and daughter of Xu's family are really both mother and daughter and friends, and Xu Niannian will basically never hide anything from Gao Qing , whether it is learning or life.

Hearing Xu Niannian's question, Gao Qing paused in her heart - there are still twenty days before the college entrance examination, at this juncture, Xu Niannian will not mention this for no reason.

She said casually: "Of course I don't have any opinions. Didn't my mother tell you that homosexuality is no different from heterosexuality—is there any homosexuality in your school? Did the teacher find out?"

She purposefully and playfully asked a few questions back. Xu Niannian on the other end of the phone was in a good mood, and she denied her wild thoughts in the same tone, and then hung up the phone in a hurry to go to school.

It was just a conversation that ended in two or three sentences, Xu Niannian didn't take this little episode to heart at all, after all, she didn't say any useful information.

And looking at her mother's attitude, the little uncertainty in her heart caused by Zheng Kexin's worries has dissipated, as if her and Zheng Kexin's love for each other has been announced to the world, and they have been blessed by their parents.

For Zheng Kexin, the shackles of puppy love are not firm, that old piece of wood will gradually rot over time, while homosexuality is a horizontal gap that can never be filled, and it is one day exposed to the sun, and will have to face thousands of people. Wan Fu scolded the crime of innocence.

You come to the world and walk on the street with your loved one to see the sun.

But besides the sun, there are other people's gazes.

She has never forgotten this point. With the coming of the college entrance examination, this kind of cognition gradually overwhelmed the happiness brought by getting along with Xu Niannian, and it became more and more obvious.

However, for Xu Niannian, homosexuality has never been a problem.The outstanding family environment made it easy for her to gain respect, and she then believed that this ability is something that everyone has, and it is not a rare thing.

There's nothing wrong with girls liking girls, it's all about love.She couldn't understand Zheng Kexin's worries about reality.

Because what they see is not the same reality.

The truth is short and concise, and it is allowed to be simple, but when it comes to facts, it is always complicated.

Gao Qing can point to the balloon seller at the entrance of the hospital and tell Xu Niannian that as long as she is a serious professional who does not steal or steal, she is worthy of respect. However, this is just a manifestation of her upbringing, and it does not mean that she is willing to sell balloons for Xu Niannian.

It's two different things.

It has nothing to do with trust or innocence. In the final analysis, Xu Niannian has a good mother-daughter relationship, but she still doesn't fully understand the weight of children in a mother's heart.

Sons and daughters are greater than the sky, so many say that one is one, but if emotions are mixed in it, it doesn't count.

Xu Niannian thought that Gao Qing, who would smile and bless her, noticed something unusual in the seemingly chatty question. She instinctively guessed along the issue of homosexuality, and remembered what Xu Niannian always mentioned recently, the man who lived with her The girl in the middle of the night finally became vaguely suspicious, so she finished work early and rushed over.

A young man's thoughts can be written into a strong poem, and there is joy in the corners of his eyes and brows, which cannot be hidden.

What's more, Xu Niannian didn't want to hide.

What's more, knowing a daughter is like a mother.

So after a meal, the two or three points of doubt turned into five or six points of surprise, and the five or six points of surprise turned into seven or eight points of worry. The word "didn't run away" was jingled on the dinner table.

Gao Qing was very upset, and after the meal, she proposed to take Xu Niannian to buy two comfortable clothes for the college entrance examination.The small restaurant is not far from home, Zheng Kexin declined Gao Qing's offer to take her home, and stopped the car by herself.

Xu Niannian took Gao Qing to the shopping mall in the opposite direction, which happened to be the one she and Zheng Kexin often go shopping for vegetables.

Now that Gao Qing is following her, it is rare for Xu Niannian to indulge and enjoy the treatment of buying things without looking at the price under the name of "Mom's Wallet". Halfway through Gao Qing, intentionally or unintentionally, asked: "I see at home...you and the sweet one The clothes are all the same, did you buy them together?"

"Ah..." Xu Niannian thought about it for a while, and felt that Gao Qing should be talking about pajamas, "No, didn't I have that one before, I still wore it last year, but I bought that one later."

"Ah, I forgot." Gao Qing asked again, "Why did that kid suddenly remember buying the same pajamas as you?"

"Huh?" Xu Niannian flipped through the floral dresses on the shelf, and replied casually, "I think they look pretty."

Xu Niannian's answer was no problem, Gao Qing didn't answer immediately, but she didn't let up - Xu Niannian had a problem since she was a child, no matter what she liked to use the same as others, the three of them had clothes, bowls, chopsticks and water glasses Towels are all one-third.

This problem has not been corrected when I grow up. When I meet a small object I like, I buy both colors and give it to my close friends.

After observation, she found that the clothes on Zheng Kexin's body were all pure colors with low saturation, basically no patterns, and she didn't have the habit of wearing jewelry and nail polish.

She looked up at Xu Niannian who had just come out of the fitting room. She was wearing a pale yellow dress with a square neckline and small orange-pink floral prints on the fabric. She was holding another green dress of the same style in her hand.

Sure enough, the odd baubles in different styles and colors in the rental house, as well as the complicated nightdresses with lace on the sleeves and necklines, are all the styles my daughter likes.

Xu Niannian suffered from the difficulty of choosing one from the other again, so she went to Gao Qing with two skirts. Gao Qing helped her look at it, and asked her to turn around again and said, "It should be green, green suits your skin tone, don't you also?" Do you like green?"

"Well...that's true." Xu Niannian pondered for a while, then suddenly said, "Mom, what do you think of Kexin wearing this yellow one?"

Gao Qing immediately changed her words: "I don't think it's very good. The child doesn't like this style of clothes. Why don't you buy yellow ones. You have too many green clothes, and yellow clothes are fresh."

Xu Niannian originally wanted to buy both skirts, but was rejected by Gao Qing, who always pampered her. Gao Qing dismissed Xu Niannian's suggestion of one dress for each person because of Zheng Kexin's dressing style. Wearing a green skirt to buy the bill.

Half of her wardrobe is white and half green. Sometimes she looks at it by herself and thinks that she should try more clothes of other colors. However, as long as she likes it, she will like it for the rest of her life.

She seems to have a gentle temper, but sometimes she is very stubborn.

After shopping with Xu Niannian, Gao Qing saw that her hair had grown, so she took her to have her hair cut. After shopping around for a long time, lunch had been digested. The mother and daughter entered a dessert shop with a small family and sat by the window. Ordered two cakes on top.

The cherry blossom season is over, but the wind of cherry blossom desserts is not over yet. Xu Niannian took a small piece of Gao Qing's cherry blossom plum mousse, clicked her mouth, and put the spoon back.

Although it is a new product of the season in the store, it is true that all the food related to cherry blossoms are not tasty.

"Does it taste bad?"

"Hmm..." Xu Niannian shook her head, thinking that the cheese and grapes she ordered would be more palatable, "I don't like it, I don't like making food with flowers, I always think it smells like perfume, but Kexin likes it very much. Zihua scrambled eggs, she ate a big plate."

"Ke Xin, that child..." It was impossible to get around the name in three sentences. Gao Qing couldn't hold back for a while, opened her mouth and paused, and finally said, "How do you two get along?"

"Yeah!" Xu Niannian smiled, and said bluntly, "I like her very much, and she also likes me very much."

Gao Qing frowned slightly in this frank confession. She originally wanted to put everything down until after the college entrance examination, but now that things have come to this point, it seems that there is nothing she can't say.

She silently ate two mouthfuls of the bad-tasting cake, and took a mouthful of cherry blossom flavor, but she didn't understand why.It is amazing to say that Gao Qing is not sensitive to food at all, and she has no interest in cooking. French fries are often made into fried potato shreds, and then sliced ​​​​meat.

The family likes to make molds in the kitchen, one is Xu Niannian, and the other is Xu Niannian's grandma who almost killed Xu Niannian.

"Nian Nian... Do you, do you have someone you like?"

Gao Qing winked at her, revealing a bit of curious gossip between mother and daughter, as if they were just chatting and asking casually, without extra thoughts at all.

Xu Niannian was unprepared, and said undefended: "How do you know?"

"I'm a mother, how can I not see your small thoughts?" Gao Qing's heart turned cold, but her face remained calm and her smile was gentle, "Tell Mom, do you really like someone? Is it the two who chased you before?"

"I told you that I don't like them and I don't like them, and you still say it."

"Actually, Wen Yu's kid is pretty good. I've seen him at the parent meeting. He's good-looking, and he speaks and acts like a normal boy..."

"Mom!" Xu Niannian was a little annoyed, but not really angry, but more helpless, "I really have nothing to do with Wen Yu, don't say that in the future, it's not good for him."

"Okay, okay, then who do you like? Does mom know you?"

Xu Niannian didn't answer right away, Gao Qing could see that she was not thinking about whether to tell her the name of this person, but was thinking about how to say the name.

"Mom, you told me that homosexuality and heterosexuality are both love, so it's okay for me to like girls."

Gao Qing's body froze, the temperature of her half-cold heart dropped suddenly, and all the blood vessels around the heart were attacked by surprise, and a large number of people were killed immediately, creating a situation of partial hypothermia that could not exist in the history of medicine.

She instinctively wanted to say "how can I do that", but her unparalyzed reason blocked her words, holding up the word "college entrance examination" and shaking her desperately, forcing her to change her words.

"No... no problem."

After a long time, she managed to force the words out of her mouth, but the teasing tone could no longer be maintained, and there was a bright reluctance behind every word.

"Yes... is it Kexin?"

Xu Niannian nodded brightly: "Yes."

Gao Qing didn't answer, and after a while she suddenly asked urgently: "Then...does that child like you too?"

After she finished speaking, she realized that this question has already been asked, but Xu Niannian didn't mind answering it again, and said along the way: "I like it, we are very happy together, very happy."

"Then you guys want... no, I mean..." Gao Qing opened his mouth several times and stopped several times, speaking intermittently, and finally failed to express a complete question, and saw the fork in his hand three times Five divided by two finished the remaining half of the cake, and after eating the last bite in a flash, I finally realized how unpalatable the cake was.

Xu Niannian noticed some clues, and asked a little uncertainly: "Mom... I like girls, you don't want to?"

Gao Qing froze for a moment, met Xu Niannian's nervous gaze, and quickly forced a smile: "No...you take the college entrance examination first, and later...in short, the college entrance examination first."

In any case, the college entrance examination is the most important thing. Finish the college entrance examination first, and talk about other things later.

Gao Qing took Xu Niannian's hand and patted it reassuringly, and expressed her true feelings about the slow strategy: "Mom doesn't know about this, and I didn't have a good chat with the child when we first met. After the exam, Mom will take you two to eat well." For food, don’t you always want to go to the newly opened Vietnamese restaurant near our house? After eating, let’s go to the movies, anyway, take the exam first.”

Every year there will be some accidents in the college entrance examination, those who forget to bring the admission ticket, those who forget to paint the answer sheet, and those who get into a car accident and oversleep... Last year, Xu Gao had a girl who missed an exam because of her lunch break, so this year the school specially arranged School bus pickup.

There was nothing Gao Qing could do to help if she stayed here, so she happened to go back to the hospital because she had something to do.

Zheng Kexin couldn't understand this "just in time", let alone what could be more important than her daughter's college entrance examination.

Xu Niannian can frankly confess her relationship with Zheng Kexin to Gao Qing, and she can also believe that parents can easily accept that their children are "different" attitudes, but Zheng Kexin can't help being suspicious.

She instinctively felt something was wrong, but she just patted Xu Niannian's head, and like Gao Qing, she chose to whitewash the peace.

There are still ten days left before the college entrance examination.

The author has something to say: For Zheng Kexin, the shackles of puppy love are not firm, that old piece of wood will gradually rot over time, but homosexuality is a horizontal gap that can never be filled, and it will be exposed to the sun one day , to face the crime of innocence that is condemned by thousands of people.

Because what they see is not the same reality.

The truth is short and concise, and it is allowed to be simple, but when it comes to facts, it is always complicated.

Sons and daughters are greater than the sky, so many say that one is one, but if emotions are mixed in it, it doesn't count.

— all innocent crimes.